Chapter 330 Men are selfish and self-respecting

Cui Yingying cried dead and alive, Feng Wanli sat aside, facing such a scene, he felt that he couldn't help much, let alone have nothing to see, got up and walked out of the living room. When I came to the courtyard, I saw someone coming from the moonlight, and when I saw that it was Bai Yutian, I woke up in my heart and asked, "Bai Shaoxia, what's wrong with that kid Ying'er?" How can you be sad like that? ”

Bai Yutian sighed slightly: "I shouldn't break her heart, but this is also something that can't be helped." ”

Feng Wanli didn't know the cause and effect, he listened obediently for half a sentence, he couldn't find the north, and asked, "What is there to do?" ”

Bai Yutian said: "Feng Daxia, you have also met Miss Zhang Yanyan, do you think there is anything wrong with me liking her?" ”

Feng Wanli smiled bitterly and replied: "This man likes it, it stands to reason that there is nothing wrong with it." However, since you have gotten along with Ying'er's child, and you can easily like other women, in terms of reason, it belongs to the heart of flowers, and it is naturally unacceptable. ”

Bai Yutian said: "Feng Daxia, in fact, I don't want to do anything fancy radish, but there are some things that are difficult to explain." ”

Feng Wanli said: "What is difficult to say. If you can let go of Miss Zhang Yanyan, it is naturally good to let go. ”

Bai Yutian said: "Feng Daxia, I'm afraid I can't let it go, my marriage with her just now was decided." ”

Although Feng Wanli was a little surprised, he couldn't say anything. But as Cui Yingying's uncle, he must have hoped that his children would be better, and said: "Bai Shaoxia, there is a marriage here before marriage, and there is an engagement over there, isn't it good for you to do this?" ”

Bai Yutian felt that he was at a loss, and said, "It's not good." But after thinking about it, there was nothing wrong with it, and he said to himself: "What if you don't do this?" I love Zhang Yanyan deeply, Zhang Yanyan loves me even more, if I fail her, I will fail myself. Let's ask the people in this world, which one is willing to let down himself easily? It's hard to think about. ”

Seeing that Feng Wanli didn't answer, he continued: "Feng Daxia, when I made a private agreement with Yingying for life, I wanted to stay with her for the rest of my life. But on the wedding night, Yingying said goodbye without saying goodbye, and I became the groom official without a bride. ”

Feng Wanli sighed: "For a man, this is such a great shame, no one can stand it." ”

Bai Yutian said: "I looked for her all night to no avail, and secretly swore in my heart that I would only love women who were willing to wait with me in my life." ”

Feng Wanli asked, "Then why did you get along with her again?" ”

Bai Yutian said: "Actually, I don't want to get along with her." It's just that when I'm lonely, I can't help but think about her, and every time I think of her, my feelings of longing can't help but increase. Slowly, unconsciously, I missed her like crazy. Later, when we met, I learned that she had never let go of me in her heart, so I unconsciously broke my oath and got back on track with her. ”

Feng Wanli sighed slightly: "Did you already like Yan'er's child before you got along with Ying'er again?" ”

Bai Yutian smiled bitterly: "Feng Daxia, you can see it, I, Bai Yutian, am upright, have both ability and political integrity, handsome appearance, funny speech, and like Zhang Yanyan, it is as easy as being liked by Zhang Yanyan." Since before reuniting with Yingying, I already liked her. And that's a love from the bottom of my heart, I can't wait to eat her in one bite, and never abandon myself. ”

Feng Wanli said: "Then what should you do now?" You can't ask for Miss Zhang Yanyan and lose my Ying'er, right? ”

Bai Yutian said: "Something happened, if Yingying really can't forgive me, then I can only forgive myself." ”

Feng Wanli sighed with emotion: "Eh! How I hope that you can bring a lifetime of happiness to that child Ying'er. ”

Bai Yutian snorted bitterly and said, "Feng Daxia, I don't want to bring happiness to Yingying in her life." But if I don't hurt her, I have to hurt Zhang Yan'er. Both are good women, which one is born to be hurt by me? I hope she can forgive me, and don't let me not forgive myself. ”

Feng Wanli said: "Then you go back first and see if I can help you enlighten her." ”

Bai Yutian said: "Feng Daxia, you are wrong. Yingying, she can't forgive me now, and I don't need to forgive myself in the future. Things in the world, you and I will, can last forever. Accommodating each other too much is nothing more than one becoming a slave to the other. I, Bai Yutian, asked myself if there is no need to live like this, and I don't want Yingying to live like this, and I am tired of living like this. ”

Feng Wanli said: "Since this is the case, then let me in." Speaking of each other, if you can forgive each other, you will forgive each other, if you can't forgive each other, you can also have a good gathering and dispersal, no one necessarily needs to owe anyone. ”

Bai Yutian felt the same, followed behind Feng Wanli, and walked towards the living room.

As soon as the front foot stepped into the threshold, Dong Xiaowan's angry shout was ushered in on the back foot: "You get out of me!" ”

Bai Yutian said with a smile: "Dong Xiaowan, you are not qualified to say this, don't be overwhelmed." ”

Ah Zhu said on the side: "Bai Xianggong, I don't like to hear what you say." ”

Bai Yutian smiled: "Ah Zhu, what don't you like to hear." If it weren't for her, Dong Xiaowan would be stubborn and self-serving, Cui Yongyue would be lonely for half her life, and Yingying would she be able to live without father's love all her life? If it weren't for her Dong Xiaowan's stubbornness, Yingying she would be able to say goodbye on the wedding night, and I, the groom, would I be able to spend candles in the cave room without the bride by her side? ”

Cui Yingying said: "Let's go!" ”

Bai Yutian said with a smile: "Yingying, when you leave on the wedding night, I will have the opportunity to empathize and say goodbye." It's okay for you to tell me to go tonight, but if you want to have the opportunity to empathize with each other, you have to make it clear. I don't want to be like your father Cui Yongyue, who was frightened by his wife's angry shouting, which hurt me to be lonely for half my life, and caused my children to lose their father's love. ”

Feng Wanli answered on the side: "Senior sister, the emperor's three palaces and six courts, there are groups of wives and concubines of dignitaries, Bai Shaoxia is forced to marry two women, and they are in love with each other, if they can forgive, they will forgive it, don't be angry, and regret it when they come." This was originally said to Cui Yingying.

Dong Xiaowan said: "Senior brother, why are you helping outsiders speak?" ”

Feng Wanli said: "Senior sister, you don't look at yourself, what you are like now." Back then, the sentence 'You get out of here', not to mention the loss of her husband, caused Ying'er, the child, to lose her father's love. Later, I worshiped under my husband's enemy and worked as a cow and a horse for him for so many years, if it weren't for the face of Cui Yongyue's master and apprentice, would you and I still be alive? Why don't you want Ying'er to learn from you, and say 'you get out of here' again, so that she loses her husband, and then worships under your door, works as a cow and a horse for the White Lotus Sect, and finally dies unexpectedly, right? ”

Ah Zhu said: "Uncle Shi, although what you said is right, what Bai Xianggong did is not right. ”

Feng Wanli said: "Zhu'er, in the laws of the Great Song Dynasty, there is no explicit provision that a man can only marry one woman, as long as you are willing, there is nothing wrong with it." ”

Cui Yingying said: "I don't want to. ”

Bai Yutian said: "Yingying, if you don't want to, I can't force you to ......"

Cui Yingying interrupted her words and said very simply: "Then you can go." ”

Bai Yutian laughed: "Okay, I'll go, the love between men and women will be over from now on." He turned around and walked two steps, turned around, and saw Cui Yingying's eyes with tears in his eyes, and he couldn't bear to say: "Yingying, you are right to be so hard, I Bai Yutian deeply admires it." However, in today's world, a hard-nosed woman may not end well, and I still hope that you will have a good home in the future. Don't be like your mother, for the sake of that self-esteem, go to the end of the road and panic, hurt yourself and don't know it. He turned and strode away.

Ah Zhu shouted loudly: "Bai Xianggong, please stay." ”

Bai Yutian should have been able to hear it, but the last half of his back disappeared into the moonlight, silent.

Cui Yingying suddenly didn't know how to deal with herself, and fell into her mother's arms, and the sound of crying filled the entire living room, which made people feel heart-rending when they heard it.

Feng Wanli said with relief: "Ying'er, everyone is gone, there is no need to shed tears for it." ”

Dong Xiaowan said: "Senior brother, why are you helping him speak?" ”

Feng Wanli said: "Senior sister, I am also a man, he Bai Yutian did not go against the laws of the Great Song Dynasty, and I have no right to say that he is wrong." Besides, you hurt him first, there was fault first, he just didn't want to hurt Zhang Yan'er, the woman, he didn't want to hurt Ying'er, I can't say anything to blame. ”

Dong Xiaowan's heart was cold, and she shushed: "How is this good?" ”

Feng Wanli said: "You hate this amorous man, it stands to reason that there is nothing wrong with that. There is no mistake to correct, so I will make persistent efforts and continue to be hard. If you really don't want to live a lonely life, then find someone who can stay with you for a long time. In heaven and earth, those poor people who only seek food and clothing all their lives have been a wife for almost their whole lives, and they can pick a basket at will. ”

Shi Qinghua on the side said: "Master, what are you talking about, and you can't solve the problem." ”

Feng Wanli scolded angrily: "Qinghua, you are the same, don't look for such a temperamental wife when looking for a wife." Lest you have no intention of being affectionate, but you are forced to be amorous by them, and in the end you have to hurt that if you don't hurt this, you have to hurt that, and you are not a person inside and out. ”

Cui Yingying listened and listened, tears poured into her heart, she got up with some hope, walked to the door of the hall, and looked into the moonlight, wanting to give in to this unreasonable world, hoping that person would forgive herself and rob her of the tenderness of her life. But no matter how much she looked forward to it, the damn just didn't show up in front of her. Maybe it's really my mistake? But she would never admit it.

Bai Yutian returned to his residence and walked into the courtyard, it was very strange, the lights in the living room were bright, and he also left.

The nine old men were sitting idlely, and when they saw Bai Yutian coming in, their faces were full of frustration, and they looked at each other differently.

The Venerable Master asked, "The child did not agree to you doing this?" ”

Bai Yutian sat down at the dining table, poured a cup of tea and drank it, and whispered, "No." ”

The wise master said: "Not good. You can treat Zhang Yan'er's child wholeheartedly in the future. ”

Bai Yutian said: "Old Li, did I do something wrong?" ”

The wise master said, "You have made your choice, and there is nothing wrong with you." ”

As Cui Yingying's matchmaker, Gu Huai was always a little difficult in his heart, and asked, "Tian'er, who do you like more?" ”

Bai Yutian smiled bitterly and replied, "If you want to say that you are more like a man with someone, it must be Yan'er's woman who is more pitiful." ”

The wise master said: "Then go to sleep, and when you wake up tomorrow, remember that your wife is Zhang Yan'er's woman." ”

Bai Yutian said: "Old Li, Dong Xiaowan won't ignore it in a fit of anger and go back to the old way, right?" ”

The wise Venerable Master said: "She hurt Cui Yongyue in anger before, and now she dares to hurt her daughter in anger, she can only say that she deserves to die, there is nothing to be sorry for." ”

Bai Yutian said: "But the others are innocent. ”

The wise Venerable Master said: "Taking the lead in doing evil is doing evil, and following others to do evil is also evil, and there are not so many innocent people in the world who are not innocent." ”

Liu Yijin said: "Go to sleep, and discuss the encirclement and suppression of the Dragon Slayer Society tomorrow." ”

Bai Yutian poured another cup of tea and drank it, got up, walked out of the living room, walked into the bedroom, and lay down on the bed. In order to get rid of distracting thoughts, the inner luck of the green dragon took water, and the pure yang true qi flowed all over his body, and he slept peacefully.