Chapter 1 Don't Think I'm Crying (This Chapter is Free)

Dream.

Terrible dreams.

Fools! You're Adou! You are a Liu Adou who can't be helped!

The Han family is buried in your hands! It took the painstaking efforts of Emperor Zhaolie and the hard work of Prime Minister Zhuge to waste! Leave behind a thousand years of infamy!

You're a stupid ball, idiot!

Your existence is a disgrace!

Countless gazes fell on the body, as cold, as hard as iron, full of contempt, hatred, and ridicule.

The speechless mouth, one by one, moved my name in between.

Fools! You're Adou! You are a Liu Adou who can't be helped!

"No, I don't want to be Adou!" I sat up suddenly, crying in fright, gasping and choking. In the dark court, there were no stars, no moon, only cold doors and windows.

"Young master! What happened to you? The old woman ran to comfort her.

I looked around and gradually came to my senses. Watch as the handmaiden lights up the bronze seven-star lamp, emitting a dim glow that illuminates everything familiar in front of her. I'm still in Gangneung, in Fuzhong, I'm just a child, not the king of the dead country in my dreams.

I slowly closed my eyes in pain.

I don't know why I have such a dream, in which everything is so real, so real, as if it had happened before. I even suspect that it really happened, sometime outside the infinite sky.

For as long as I can remember, I've loved to cry, and when I think about it, I cry.

Mr. I, who likes to play tricks, saw me and said, "This son has the style of a father!" ”

I was so angry that I started crying again.

My father is Liu Bei and Liu Xuande, who were famous for their crying noses.

And my name is Adou.

When the man with long arms and big ears first took me in his arms and called me Adou, I immediately burst into tears.

I don't know why, but when I heard the name Adou, everything about Adou suddenly came to my mind. How can I not cry?

How could I be Adou? How could I be the Adou who couldn't help up?!

I am the hero who is mediocre and finally leaves the six-character famous phrase "here is happy, not thinking about Shu"?

I am the queen of Shu Han who has been laughed off for thousands of years?

Woo woo, I'm so miserable.

It's a pity that my mother, Mrs. Gan, heard me cry and was still laughing, this child is crying very loudly, and he will definitely grow strong.

As a woman, her only consolation is to have a son, to have a son for her father, who has passed his forties and half a life, to continue the offspring. In fact, before me, my father's two wives had also given birth, but because of years of war, persecution, and poor sanitation conditions at that time, none of them could be kept.

So much so that his father had no choice but to accept a righteous son, Liu Feng.

But, where can it compare to one's own flesh and blood?

Therefore, my birth gave my father and two mothers great comfort.

My father was holding me in both hands, and the baby was so afraid to exhale loudly for a while.

At this moment, this generation of heroes is in tears.

Therefore, since I was born, the whole family has treated me as a treasure and cared for me carefully. But what about all this? I know my destiny and where the great wheel of history will go, but I am powerless to change it. It's like an ant in the valley below the mountain, knowing that the flood is coming, but it can't catch the high peak to avoid it.

My father has a very good reputation in history, and the people praise him one by one. However, when the learned people looked at him, most of them pouted and disagreed. Speaking of which, even I have never figured out what kind of person my father is.

When the Yellow Turban Army rose up and the heroes were in dispute, he also hurriedly raised troops to join the war group, with the help of the Yellow Turban Army, he frequently shook a banner on the battlefield with the book "Liu Xuande of the Plains", but the strange thing is that he has not made any reputation, so that it has been bumpy for more than ten years, and he has received such an evaluation from the careerist Yuan Shu: "Since the birth of the art, I have not heard that there is Liu Bei in the world", and it is really frustrating to think about it. When Beihai rescued Kong Rong, when Tai Shici fought his way out of the encirclement and asked him for help, he said with a smile: "Kong Beihai knows that there is Liu Beiyan in the world? As soon as he was happy, he didn't consider the goodwill persuasion of his friend Gongsun Zhan that "Cao Cao has no enmity with you, why bother to contribute with others", nor did he weigh the disparity in military strength between himself and Cao Cao, so he recklessly prepared to help.

It may be that he has been afraid of making mats and straw sandals with his grandmother since he was a child, or it may be that the fate of being poor and suffering has given him too much stimulation, he is so eager to be recognized, eager to be recognized, so that he does not like to talk, every time he speaks to people, he will say, "Although I am the ...... after King Jing of Zhongshan", the dead corpse wrapped in golden jade clothes dug up from the old mountain after two thousand years, where is there a little admiration. Besides, the Han Dynasty has been in the world for hundreds of years, and this surnamed Liu, who is related to the emperor by blood, is only afraid of pulling it with his hands, and there are seven or eight out of ten. What's more, when Wang Mang seized power, he killed the surname Liu, many clans changed their surnames, Liu Xiu restored the Eastern Han Dynasty, issued an order to restore the surname, and many people who were not surnamed Liu were also changed to those with the surname Liu, so that the common saying "Zhang Wang Li Zhao is full of Liu" spread among the people of later generations, and I can't see what benefits this sentence can bring him.

On the battlefield, he spent most of his days in embarrassment, and rarely had a comfortable time, and even often experienced an extraordinary situation of "hunger and hardship, poverty and hunger, and officials eating each other". Although he has a large group of super generals who "take the heads of generals in the million-strong army", they can't change his fate of running around on the battlefield, and since the first battle of the Yellow Turbans for 25 years, he has never found a territory that truly belongs to him.

Although he doesn't like to provoke and make trouble like Lu Bu, the frequency of getting involved in the battlefield is the same as that of Lu Bu. Lu Bu is capricious and easy to go, he is simply in the middle of everything with him, but he doesn't have the habit of "killing the master". In addition to Yuan Shu, who always looked down on him, he almost took refuge in the characters who had a bit of a face at that time: Lu Bu, Tao Qian, Cao Cao, Yuan Shao, Liu Biao...... There are more inconspicuous ones, so I won't talk about them. His soldiers were often mostly on loan; He opened his mouth to borrow soldiers and generals (such as borrowing Zhao Zilong from Gongsun Zhan), which was more convenient than borrowing money. Cao Cao waged war against others, always with a clear strategic intention: to destroy them all. But if he went against Cao Cao and Yuan Shao to eliminate these two giants, I am afraid that he himself would not dare to believe it. In fact, there were so many warlords in the world at that time, and none of them were destroyed by him.

His ambition was very vague, he was so happy and angry that he even took refuge in Liu Biao's hands for eight years, even hiding in a vegetable garden. However, his ambition never faded, and like an unarmed hunter, he wandered patiently among the mountains, dodging beasts and cold arrows, waiting for the opportunity to assassinate the king of the mountain and become famous.

Alas, it doesn't seem to be very authentic to say that I am Lao Tzu, but it is indeed the truth.

Moreover, my father also has a characteristic, which in the eyes of others is the merit of a leader, but for me, it is a great crisis.

He has a maxim that has made later generations of feminists angry: "Brothers are like siblings, and wives are like clothes." His heroism was especially reflected in his disregard for his wife's life and death, and his wife and son were first captured by Lü Bu, then by Lü Bu's general Gao Shun, and then by Cao Cao,......

This is also one of the reasons why he has no blood and bones in his forties, not that he doesn't have it, but he doesn't keep it!

My birth obviously came at a very bad time.

The year I was born was the 12th year of Jian'an (207 A.D.), and the world was in great turmoil, and it was only one year away from the famous Battle of Chibi.

In the north,

A generation of heroes Cao Mengde is sweeping the northern land like a storm, he spent several years, swept away the Yuan father and son of the four clans and three dukes, pacified Hebei, Qing, You, and the four states, sent a surprise army to crusade against Wuhuan, after the victory returned to the dynasty, built the Tongque Terrace, practiced the water army, and prepared for the southern expedition. The world is facing a very important turning point, this is a moment like a fireball hitting the earth, in front of this huge battle machine, the small number of people in Xinye, is just a leaf on the cusp of the storm.

In the same year, my father drank too much wine at Liu Biao's place, crying about the rebirth of the flesh, the sun and the moon learned, the veteran was coming, and the merit was not built; What to say must be basic (soldiers and horses), the world's busy people, honesty is not enough to worry, which makes Liu Biao, who is already suspicious of his father, very unhappy. He interfered in the matter of which son was set up by others, and as a result, the words of his father who memorized the words were heard by Mrs. Cai, who was eavesdropping, and Cai's family was deeply rooted in Jingzhou, and he was determined to get rid of his father, and he was harmed several times, and the last time he made him jump into Tanxi before he escaped for his life.

It was still this year that Xu Shu and Xu Yuanzhi became his father's military advisor, after a small victory over Cao Ren. was taken away by a letter from Cao Cao. Fortunately, when he left, he felt his father's sincerity, and came to recommend Zhuge on a horse, so that his father staged an eternal story of three visits to the thatched house.

It was also in this year that Cao Cao's most important strategist and ghost talent, Guo Jia and Guo Fengxiao, died of illness on the way to the Northern Expedition, and Cao Mengde's heart was so poisoned and hateful that his strong nerves were a little abnormal. For several days, he wrote a letter to Xun Yu, which was filled with endless grief: "Remembering filial piety, I can't go to my heart." This person sees current affairs and military affairs, and is beyond the others...... How to make people forget! He was praised by Cao Cao as "surpassing others" in "current affairs and military affairs", just as he was praised by Zhuge Liang in terms of wisdom, which can be said to be the highest praise. The death of the ghost genius Guo Jia is a great loss for Cao Cao, but for us, it is not an opportunity.

It's a pity that I can't control all of this, I'm just a baby under the age of one.