Chapter 31: The Truth
Chapter 31: The Truth
Look at the hour, it is already in the west. I stretched out my legs and kicked my feet, and I felt that my waist and legs were a little woody. As I am, I think about what these three ministers are.
However, it is impossible not to work hard.
I took Zhuge Qiao and walked to the harem. Suddenly, I heard someone crying in front of me, and my voice was very low, and someone shouted and scolded again.
I walked up quickly, but a woman with a boy of three or four years old was asking the guards for something.
I recognized it at a glance, it was Liu Shengzhi's wife Su and son Liu Mi.
My mind was in turmoil, followed by a surge of anger. walked up quickly, slapped the guard in front of him, and shouted: "Father is recuperating here, what is your intention in putting idle people and others in?" ”
The guard fell to the ground, and was about to discern it, when I shouted, "Pull down, and hit forty rods!" In the future, no one will affect the rest of the father, and he will be severely punished according to the routine! ”
Immediately, a guard stepped forward and pulled the guard down, and immediately beat the skin and blood spattered, but he did not dare to make a sound.
Su Shi screamed: "Liu Adou, don't deceive people too much!" ”
"Am I cheating? Ridiculous, how can you husband and wife have a tone? I'm cheating, why did I have a hole in my shoulder? ”
"My husband's life is bright and upright, and he is by no means a person who hurts people with a secret arrow behind his back, but he is pitiful that he has been lonely all his life, and he has come all the way to find his father, working hard for the foundation of the Han family, but in the end he was killed by you! Do you dare to share with me before my father? My father was in good health all his life, so why did he fall ill so easily? It is clear that you are trying to get the position of the son of the world, and you are trying to kill your father! ”
"You ......" I was so angry that I pointed at her with one hand, and I could barely speak.
Zhuge Qiao flew up and slapped her down with one palm: "The woman is rude!" Liu Shengzhi's crime, everyone saw it, General Guan captured him, he was imprisoned by the prince, what does he have to do with the son. Someone came, locked her up, and asked her strictly who taught her to say such things! ”
Su's cheeks were red and swollen, his hair was scattered, his eyes were burning, like a ghost, and he screamed and pounced, and I was so frightened that I sat on the ground. When Zhuge Qiao waved his hand, several guards had already stepped forward and arrested his mother and son, and Liu Mi was so frightened that he cried. My heart softened, and I said: "I don't know you like a woman, take the child home, Liu Ming is guilty, not as good as his family, food and clothing, someone sent it, don't worry." ”
Su Shi scolded me, and I was already blocked.
Zhuge Qiao asked me in a low voice: "This woman is talking nonsense outside, which may affect the reputation of the young master, do you want to ......?"
I shook my head, sighed, felt extremely weak all over, and sighed to Zhuge Qiao: "Why is it so difficult to be a person, it is obviously his family's fault, how can he guess so randomly." ”
Zhuge Qiao walked with me, passed through the shade of a tree, and said in a low voice: "Maybe it's not all random guessing." ”
I felt chills all over my body, and I shivered, looked at Zhuge Qiao, who seemed to be suddenly unfamiliar in front of me, and asked urgently, "What?" What do you mean? Could it be that Liu Ming's arrow, that arrow ......?"
I always thought that Liu Ming couldn't accept that he didn't make a great contribution for a while, but was saved by me, and he was jealous for a while, so he secretly attacked me. I got back the position of the son of the world so smoothly, it was all my own painstaking management, and I got it in exchange for my own virtue and ability. So I have always been at ease, this seat of the son of the world sits comfortably, sits comfortably, how do I know that suddenly the world is turned upside down, actually, unexpectedly......
I couldn't believe it, but I couldn't believe it, looking at Zhuge Qiao, I was confused. I have always thought that among my three companions, Zhuge Qiao is the most cheerful and cheerful, and the literary quality is polite, Jiang Wei is the most brave and expansive, and he is lonely and self-appreciative, while Wang Rui is uninhibited on the outside and a little sinister in his heart. Who knows, Wang Rui just verbally mentioned the assassination of Liu Shengzhi, and Zhuge Qiao really did it, and this subordinate had to be so seamless, unaware of it, even I was deceived.
How do I describe Zhuge Qiao? Loyalty? Viciousness? Brilliant? Atrocious? Talented? Devil?
For the first time, my heart was flustered from the inside out.
Su's cry rang in his ears again. I was just a little surprised, but when I think about it, it's terrifying.
Zhuge Qiao suddenly lifted his robe and knelt on the ground: "Young master, I did this viciously and hurt Yin Virtue, and I also know that the blue sky is three feet, and my eyes are like electricity, but I am not afraid." I am dedicated to the young master. At that time, Liu Ming was defeated and retreated, and above the battle array, it was all my department, which was really a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, so I asked several henchmen to hurt the young master, but I insisted on Liu Ming. Sure enough, he has since been deposed...... Those who know have already been eliminated by me, if the young master does not forgive me, I am willing to die to wash away his sins! After saying that, he flipped his hand and pulled out a small dagger. I hurriedly reached out to stop me, and in a hurry, I cut my own hand first. Zhuge Qiao hurriedly discarded the dagger, grabbed it, and tore off his robe to bandage me.
The two of them hurried back to where I lived, you look at me, I look at you, and suddenly they hugged their heads and cried.
No matter how precocious we are, no matter how much we are in the power scheme, no matter how much we read the classics, we are just two children.
I hugged him, he hugged me, and I felt the other person's body tremble.
In this cold world, many times, we don't know who to trust.
My father and mother were looking for new love, and his father and mother passed him on to someone else. In such an environment, no matter how much care you receive, how can you make up for the trauma in your heart?
We weep and cry like this. We are not inherently bad, but in order to protect ourselves, we bring harm to others first. The injury can be fatal, but is there a way out for me?
There is no way back!
We shoulder too much, we want too much, we can only exchange our own happiness or the happiness of others. We don't need the innocence and happiness of childhood, we don't need the arbitrariness and freedom of youth, and even give up the free smile and joy to turn our hearts into a piece of raw and cold iron, as long as we calculate the gains and losses, and do not care about right and wrong, love and love.
We can only hold our heads in the gloomy hut and cry in a low voice, and we cannot show the slightest weakness in front of people.
"It's over, it's gone forever. We don't mention him anymore as if nothing had happened, never! ”
"Even if it's a sin, that sin is mine, and even if you go to hell, I'll go with you! Because everything you do, it's because of me! ”
"If you want to talk about sin, my sin is much worse than yours! It's time for me to go to my father. I calmed down while talking quietly, and then under Zhuge Qiao's gaze, I took out a small bag from the drawer, put it in my sleeve, and walked out.
Zhuge Qiao immediately showed a look of surprise and abruptness.
Except for the difference in IQ, Zhuge Qiao and I are actually the same.
For that ultimate goal, we can do whatever it takes!
Power is a poison, and it attracts me so much that I can't extricate myself. I need power, I need to be in control of my own destiny, so I put up with it. When Zhuge Qiao was calculating my brother, I was directly calculating my father - I was doing tricks on my father's medicine, so that he could not recover easily.
This kind of behavior deserves to go to hell, but I can't do without it. If the father kills Sun Quan, then hundreds of thousands of troops will be left in Eastern Wu. The power of Shu Han is unable to withstand this kind of blow.
Persuade him, can he be persuaded? I always feel that my relationship with my father is far inferior to his relationship with his second uncle Guan Yu and third uncle Zhang Fei. I can only figure out a way to do it physically so that he can't go on a crusade in person. In fact, this medicine was by no means poison, but it made him unable to lift his spirits, and he fell asleep with thirst. This is definitely a senior brother's prescription, it is a good medicine to calm the mind, and it is for my father's heartbreaking disease, and I just aggravate the amount of this medicine.
My father has sacrificed my family for the sake of the world in his heart. And I will sacrifice him for the sake of the world in my heart. When this generation of heroes began to lose their minds, they were already doomed to failure, and I just wanted to narrow down his failure from the state to his individual. This is how I comfort myself to relieve my guilt. Even, I sometimes think that this is for the good of my father, and in doing so, I really achieve both loyalty and filial piety. I was surprised by my easy success, and even felt that none of this was true, but when the power was in my hands little by little, when everyone, including the Wu family, obeyed my orders, I began to feel relieved, and I knew that the only person who could shake my position was my father. However, today's incident with Liu Shengzhi made the feeling of guilt and uneasiness in the heart rise again.
I said to myself in my heart, "I'm not wrong! Everything about me is not for myself! I'm not wrong at all! "Eventually, my heart calmed down.