Chapter 36 Please

In order to appease Zhang Fei, I went to Langzhong in person. Zhang Fei lost a lot of weight, and his spirit was also a little trance. He was a straight man, and the death of his second uncle hit him more than his father, and I had heard about his drunkenness in the army, and I had sent several letters to persuade him, but now it seems that those letters did not have much effect. When I saw him, he was holding a jar of wine and trying to start drinking.

"Third uncle!" As soon as I entered the door, I threw myself on the ground, hugged Zhang Fei's legs, and cried loudly.

How long has it been since I've cried in front of people? I don't know, I remember when I was a child, I was very crying, and I had tears in my eyes all day long, so that Mr. Yi laughed at me for being a father. However, now that I think about it, the last time I cried in front of people, it seems that it was a previous life. I no longer cry when I encounter something, but I think of a way by myself, but find someone to discuss, there is really no way to solve it, I will bite my lower lip fiercely and sit in a daze. But I couldn't help crying about this, because the way Mr. Kong Ming taught me to deal with the third uncle was a crying word.

Zhang Fei was so frightened that he threw the wine jar on the ground and fell into thousands of pieces: "Adou! What's wrong with Big Brother?! ”

"Father is fine, woo-"

"What's going on here? Ah, Adou! You say! ”

I didn't say it, I just hugged Zhang Fei's legs and cried silently.

Zhang Fei couldn't stand it anymore, patted my shoulder with his big hand, and shouted: "Child, child, what's wrong, what's going on?" What's the difficulty? You and the third uncle, don't cry! ”

I choked up: "Third uncle, it's hard for me!" As I said these three words, tears welled up in my eyes again.

This time, it's real tears!

It's hard for me, it's really hard, it's the kind of difficulty that I can't talk to. For my goal, I walked on a treacherous and treacherous tightrope. In order to increase my power, I cheated to steal talents from other countries; In order to strengthen my strength, I traveled all over the world at a young age. In order to increase my strength, I was suspicious and idle; In order to increase my strength, I secretly ran to the enemy country and ran to the army without my own strength, in order to change my fate with my meager strength; In order to increase my strength, I even went against my brother and father. I don't know when I'm going to make a wrong step and fall into the abyss......

It is fortunate to know history, but it is also sad to know history, just like seeing the waves of the huge sea coming, but you can't escape, there is nowhere to hide, there is no place to rely on, you want to cry out for help, but no one will understand you, you want to build a castle, but you find that your strength is so weak.

I've been trying to change my fate, but I've been falling and falling again and again. I wanted to stand up on my own, but I found myself like a quadruped animal accustomed to crawling, and I wanted to bask in the light, but I found myself covered in mud.

I can't tell anyone about my suffering, and I can only walk my way alone. My father is a mountain, but I have hollowed it out by myself; The Manchu Dynasty was like a game of chess, but the powerful chariots and horses were aging, the soldiers around him were unfathomable, and the pawns in the corners were suspicious. I don't have the prestige of my father, the wisdom of Kong Ming, and the unparalleled force and domineering of Zhang Fei and Guan Yu.

Now is not a good time to send troops, I know, but I need a victory to establish my position, consolidate my power, and eliminate the neglect of Yizhou Wenwu and Wei Wu. I know that after my father's death, at the beginning of my succession to the throne, there was a huge internal strife and external conquest, although Kong Ming could rely on, but I did not want to repeat that situation, and with the situation at this time, my internal worries were no less than external troubles. Like a gluttonous snake, I dragged my weak body to eat food beyond my reach, not knowing when I would die of indigestion.

I worked so hard and ran so hard that I didn't dare to let myself think about these things. But I dreamed back in the middle of the night and woke up suddenly, but I always saw the vicious cursed eyes of Liu Shengzhi's wife in the dark night.

But whose choice is all this? All the paths I walked on my own. I can't regret it, I can't go back. Even if I was guarding the mountain-like third uncle in front of me, I could only hold his strong legs for a while, but I couldn't say even a word to him, otherwise, the third uncle, who was patting me on the shoulder, would tear me apart with his giant hands that could fight tigers and leopards.

Although I brought everything on my own, it was really difficult for me, a fifteen-year-old boy, a teenager who was not outstanding in intelligence or courage, and a teenager who carried the burden of ten thousand pounds alone!

At the age of fifteen, how many people still have babies in the arms of their parents? How many people still harbor the first rebellion and choke their breath with the people closest to them because of a word? How many people are still looking at the girl next door in a daze, dreaming the most beautiful and true dream? And I, in the center of the conspiracy, set up a small sampan alone, carefully walking through the stormy seas, afraid that I would be crushed by a small mistake.

I can't afford to fail, so I'm doomed to do anything, so I'm doomed to lose that once innocent self. Sometimes, I even envy the Adou who can't be helped, his life is a failure, but he calmly enjoys the happiness of a lifetime, how can he work as hard as me.

I cried, cried until tears wet Zhang Fei's legs, and until the straight-hearted Zhang Fei also cried with me.

"Child, child, don't cry, everything is with the third uncle." At this time, Zhang Fei looked much more sober.

"Third uncle, I heard that you always cry and drink, I feel uncomfortable, I miss the second uncle!"

These words knocked down the mountain-like Zhang Fei in an instant, and he howled loudly.

"The revenge of the second uncle must be avenged! At that time, the second uncle was his own life, and the nephew and others who were rescued, every time I closed my eyes, the second uncle's voice appeared in front of me. The Eastern Wu of the Northern Wei Dynasty is our enemy who does not share the sky! Third uncle, back then, you were three righteous in Taoyuan, but now the second uncle is dead, your father is seriously ill, and you are the only one left, you can't drink all day long, no matter what your nephew is, you have to help your nephew fulfill this wish! I continued to cry.

Zhang Fei cried with tears in his eyes: "Child! Good boy! I thought that people in the world, for some fame and fortune, had forgotten the enmity of the second brother, I couldn't think of you, I couldn't think of you, you are such a good child who values love and righteousness! It's the third uncle who is wrong, the third uncle doesn't know how heavy the burden you are shouldering, and the third uncle only cares about his own sadness...... You said, if the army is sent to Soochow now, I will immediately send troops, be willing to be the vanguard, and do not behead Sun Quan, I swear not to be a man! ”

"The third uncle, the enmity of the second uncle, not Sun Quan's family, if it is not Cao Cao's book to Sun Quan, the two families will unite, with the courage of the second uncle, why be afraid of the rats of Eastern Wu! If you want to take revenge, you need to put Cao Cao's head in front of the second uncle's spirit to relieve the hatred in your heart! Even if Cao Cao is dead, he should dig his grave and expose his corpse, so that this traitor can sleep in the ground! ”

"Well said! You can say that again! Everything has come to the third uncle's heart, child, what do you say! The third uncle will never drink anymore, and the third uncle will listen to you in everything. As long as you can take revenge, what you say, the third uncle will do it! ”

"The second uncle's hatred is as big as a mountain. Sun Cao's two families harmed the second uncle, and the thief's heart is not dead, but they want to unite and try to harm us. The third uncle, the current second uncle is dead, Jingzhou has been lost, his father is seriously ill, his nephew is young and has just taken power, many ministers of the DPRK and China are not satisfied, Cao Wei and Sun Wu are delayed, support the army, and survive in danger, only on the front line. Our army is based in Chang'an, surrounded on all sides, the fourth uncle Zhao Yun is in danger, I want to raise troops to rescue the fourth uncle, the north of Yongliang two states, but Yizhou is the fundamental place, if lost, the nephew is not a sinner, besides, Xu Huang and others seized the border of Jingzhou Jiangbei, and led the army to attack the Yongzhu County, the land of Yizhou, which is as dangerous as an egg, who will support it? ”

Zhang Fei hammered his chest: "What are you worried about, hand it over to the third uncle, and the third uncle will use this old bone to prop up an iron-clad Yizhou for you!" ”

"I had this intention for a long time, but when I saw the third uncle crying and drinking all day long, ignoring military affairs, I broke my liver and intestines. If the father and the second uncle are here, they can still persuade the third uncle, but the nephew is weak, far from being able to avenge the second uncle, and he can't persuade the third uncle's wine in the near future, how can the nephew not feel uncomfortable? Yizhou is in such a dangerous situation, how can my nephew not be sad! ”

Zhang Fei shook his head: "Don't worry, the third uncle is in good health, what is this little bit of wine?" What's more, since I am entrusted with it, I will control myself, the three brothers of Taoyuan, now only me and the eldest brother are left, how can I disgrace the eldest brother and let the second brother feel at ease under Jiuquan? What's more, you can still drink alcohol in Langzhong, but when you get to Chengdu, you can't drink if you want to, your father is forbidden to drink. ”

The third uncle told the truth, after his father took charge of Yizhou, in order to store grain and grass, he specially formulated a bill to prohibit the existence of an industry that consumes a lot of grain, such as winemaking. There was even a time when anyone who was found to have a brewing utensil in their home was punished. One day, Jian Yong accompanied his father on a trip and saw a man walking on the avenue, Jian Yong hurriedly said to his father: "That person is going to do the ugly thing of adultering women, why don't you catch him?" ”

Liu Bei said, "How do you know? ”

Jian Yong replied, "He carries the instrument of adultery." My father laughed and changed the decree that the use of wine-making utensils was a crime. However, the ban on folk sake brewing has always been enforced. But then again, I don't believe that this ban can control the third uncle, even if there is no alcohol in the whole world, you can find a wine jar in his room.

"Third uncle, my nephew is not joking, and the safety of Yizhou is far more important than your personal life. I really don't want you to cause Yizhou to suffer the same disaster as Jingzhou because of your shortcomings. Your shortcomings, one is to drink and greedy, and the other is to whip the soldiers, if these two problems do not change, your nephew will never hand over Yizhou to you. ”

Zhang Fei listened to my words and said solemnly: "Good boy, don't worry, if Lao Zhang really falls to the point of letting a child remind me, then I will live in vain." After speaking, he got up and turned back, opened a few cases, there was a jar of jar, a grid of fine wine, I saw Zhang Fei's throat squirm, and then he exhaled, a palm split, a loud bang, the whole case, together with the wine jar, shattered into thousands of pieces.