"The children are gone, and I have gone up, and I have been in the guest room for the past few days."

Gu Qingshu had no intention of being alone with Pei Yuan.

During that time abroad, they also slept in separate rooms.

Of course, she could see what the two children were thinking.

It's just that she doesn't really want to try again.

Thinking about it, Gu Qingshu stood up, and there was still a moment of blackness in front of him.

She resisted and didn't show it.

However, no matter how obvious her performance was, Pei Yuan also saw that something was wrong, and walked to her side in a stride: "Qingshu." ”

The man's voice was deep and restrictive.

Gu Qingshu's nose was a little sour all of a sudden.

She doesn't like herself like this, and she doesn't want to go back to the old days.

She didn't blame Pei Yuan, but she couldn't help but complain because of her emotions.

"It's okay, let's go to sleep first, you've been busy all day."

Speaking again, Gu Qingshu had stabilized his mood, at least he didn't reveal his thoughts.

Pei Yuan stretched out his hand to hold her arm: "You are not feeling well." ”

His eyes were firm, and he didn't give Gu Qingshu a chance to refute, and continued: "I won't ignore your wishes." ”

“……”

The words have already been said at this point, Gu Qingshu is not good at saying anything.

Her eyelashes flashed slightly, she lowered her head slowly, and her voice was a little unreal: "Pei Yuan, don't forget what I told you." ”

A fluttering sentence even fell on his heart like a feather, but it carried a lot of weight.

Pei Yuan didn't answer directly, just helped her: "Take you to rest first." ”

"I wish you could tell me why."

When going up the stairs, Pei Yuan suddenly spoke.

Gu Qingshu paused, turned his back to him: "What's the reason?" ”

"Divorce." Pei Yuan took a step forward and didn't give Gu Qingshu any room to retreat, "You didn't tell me the reason." ”

"But you agreed."

Gu Qingshu really didn't say it.

She felt that her idea might be too naïve.

"Qingshu." Pei Yuan suddenly and solemnly shouted her name, his eyes drooped slightly, and he locked Gu Qingshu's eyes tightly, "You know what the reason for my agreement is." ”

Gu Qingshu: ......

Her heart shook.

Raise your head in an instant.

"You ......"

"I know you're in a bad mood, and you probably can't control it." Pei Yuan slowly spoke, "Your thoughts don't represent my thoughts, in my place, we just had a fight, and you didn't forgive me." ”

Gu Qingshu thought that he was hiding it well.

Because she never showed it or revealed it to anyone.

She endured it silently until the critical point, when she finally collapsed and decided to divorce.

Pei Yuan hugged her shoulder, and his voice was a little hoarse because of his strong emotions: "Qingshu, do you remember the promise I gave you when I got married, and the promise you gave me?" ”

Gu Qingshu's body trembled.

Of course she remembers.

"Well, my separation from you is the result of my serious thinking." Gu Qingshu frowned, bit his lower lip, and let go again, "You know, I have been emotionally unstable when I gave birth to Xiao Min. ”

"Later, the doctor said it was postpartum depression." Gu Qingshu closed his eyes and slowly withdrew from Pei Yuan's embrace.

"I don't know why that's happening." Gu Qingshu didn't raise his head, as if he was talking to himself, "I don't know why I have this disease." ”

"I was very uncomfortable during that time, and I don't want to tell you that I ......"

Before he finished speaking, a hurried embrace mixed with cold incense interrupted Gu Qingshu's words.

The tip of her nose hit Pei Yuan's chest, and she gasped in pain: "Pei Yuan, what are you doing!" ”

"I'm sorry." Pei Yuan's Adam's apple rolled up and down, "I didn't notice." ”

Gu Qingshu was not surprised by this matter, and said half-jokingly: "How could it be possible for you to notice." ”

"Marriage has never given me more happiness than unhappiness."

Gu Qingshu really loves Pei Yuan.

But she seems to have lost herself in that love.

So she just wanted to hide, even if Pei Yuan found a foreign country to follow her, she was moved day by day.

Her heart is not made of stone, and it is natural to have feelings.

Pei Yuan's pupils shrank, pursed his lips slightly, and his hand moved to the back of Gu Qingshu's head, holding her in his arms: "You have done a good job, but I haven't worked hard enough." ”

Gu Qingshu finished speaking in his heart.

I can't tell you what it's like to feel in my heart.

Suddenly hearing Pei Yuan's reply, she moved her hand and smiled bitterly: "You have done enough." ”

Whether it's finding yourself with determination, or never leaving when you're emotionally out of control, it's enough.

"Not enough."

Pei Yuan sighed: "I can chase you again, and you will return to the past." ”

Gu Qingshu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Pei Yuan to say such childish things at all.

"How old are you, still young?"

Pei Yuan's face did not change: "You are still young, the same as when I first met you." ”

Gu Qingshu saw that he was serious, and he really didn't hold back a smile.

As everyone knows, through a door, Pei Simin listened to all their conversations.

The boy leaned his back against the door.

The heart beats fast.

The blood in his whole body seemed to be cold.

Numbness in the hands and feet.

He had no idea he was the reason.

My mother was depressed for so many years after giving birth to him......

Why did you never find out yourself?

Pei Simin tried desperately to find relevant fragments in his memories, but he could only find Gu Qingshu's smiling face every time.

Even in his memory, his mother rarely got sick.

Pei Simin looked at everything in front of him in a daze, his throat was tense for a while, and he was bitter.

At this time, the little fish lying on the bed suddenly turned over.

Let Pei Simin's thoughts return, he stepped forward to her and patted her on the back soothingly.

Xiaoyu didn't know if he had a dream, and his little mouth opened and closed, as if he was saying something.

Pei Simin frowned and leaned down.

"Hmm...... Let's ...... together No one is missing......"

The soft little milk voice is like a small light in the dark.

Pei Simin pursed her lips, covered the quilt for her, and made up her mind to pull the door and walk out.

"Xiao Min." Gu Qingshu noticed him for the first time, raised his hand and patted Pei Yuan, telling him not to speak.

The hallway suddenly became quiet.

His mother's smile was the same as he remembered.

Pei Simin's eyes flickered, and he didn't say anything, just nodded: "I'll go back to my room and sleep." ”

"Okay." Gu Qingshu smiled softly, "Tomorrow morning, my mother will make you your favorite noodles." ”

Pei Simin, who had already turned his back to her, stiffened, hummed heavily, and quickly disappeared at the end of the corridor, entering the room in another corridor.

Closing the door and looking at everything familiar, Pei Simin regained his breath.

He sat down on the ground, propped up one leg, rested his head on his arm, and breathed heavily.

Over the years, he had been wrong.