The gray sky outside the window makes people unable to see the road ahead, giving people a feeling of confusion and depression.

At this time, a person walks aimlessly on the street, and this is the protagonist of our story - Fan Ping.

It's average, not particularly handsome, and not particularly ordinary.

Graduated from an ordinary undergraduate school.,As for the major.,It's also the major with the most beautiful women-English.。

However, the strange thing is that in the four years of college, Fan Ping has never crossed paths with any female students, nor has he ever stood on the stage in front of him to show his youth and vitality, and there are many figures and traces he left in the Internet café.

Time passed silently, and in the blink of an eye, four years had passed, facing the test of graduation and the pressure of employment.

At this time, it was Fan Ping who had just returned from the interview of XX company, and recalling the manager's question during the interview, Fan Ping's heart was full of helplessness.

The manager asked, "Did you take those certificates in college, such as professional level 4 and college English level 6?"

Fan Ping said: "I passed the test, but I didn't pass it." ”

The manager asked, "Did you have any jobs during your college years?"

Say "No"

The manager said, "Okay, I know, you can go back and wait for news." ”

After getting off the bus, Fan Ping knew the result of the interview, a person who has never taken any certificate in four years of college, and has never held any job, such a person will be accepted by the company.

At this time, the mood was the same as this sky, gray, a desperate thought lingered in his mind, as if he had been forgotten by the world and abandoned by everyone.

Just when he was about to collapse, a beautiful figure appeared in his mind, it was a girl that Fan Ping had always liked, her name was Yuexia, with long hair, big eyes, a cherry-like mouth, and a face like melon seeds, which always made people like it at first sight.

It was the third year of high school, by chance, they were assigned to the same class, eighteen-year-old age always makes people full of longing for the opposite sex, Fan Ping can't escape this law, he likes her without hesitation, and keeps trying to get close to her, whether it is from time, or from space, and finally Fan Ping successfully sat with her, and they became the same table.

But this kind of table sharing is very short-lived, because Fan Ping is sitting next to the podium, and she is in the first row, because he has to change seats every month, so Fan Ping can only be a table with her for a month, even so, his heart is full of infinite happiness.

However, happiness is always so short-lived, because deliberate behavior will always cause others to be sensitive, Fan Ping's enthusiasm made her feel warm and she felt helpless, one day, she wrote a note to Fan Ping, she said "She doesn't want to start falling in love in high school, please don't bother with me, focus on the upcoming college entrance examination"

Fan Ping said, "I can wait, I will wait for you for four years, until you can start accepting me." ”

In the time that followed, she began to avoid, and silently, the college entrance examination came.

Fan Ping was admitted to an ordinary undergraduate, and she was also admitted to an undergraduate, but it was difficult to choose a school because of her low scores.

She chose Gao Fu, while Fan Ping chose to go to college.

In the following year, Fan Ping tried to care about her and contact her, but she always said that time was tight, and hung up the phone in a hurry.

Until one day a year later, she sent a text message to Fan Ping, and when she saw that it was her number, Fan Ping's heart began to be active again, but after clicking on it, her heart was cold.

She said, "You let it go."

Fan Ping replied, "Why?"

She said, "Our lives are different, and we can't say a lot of things"

Seeing her reply, Fan Ping began to be silent.

Yes, Fan Ping is just a child from the countryside, why should he love you and what kind of life can he give you.

At that moment, an inferiority complex emerged from the depths of the soul and was firmly fished in the heart.

After a long time, Fan Ping simply replied "Okay"

Then turned off the phone.

Since then, Fan Ping has chosen to use the Internet to anesthetize himself, because he doesn't know what he can do, and he doesn't want to let himself have free time, because he is afraid that he can't help but think about her as soon as he is free, time flies, four years have passed in a blink of an eye, he has graduated from college, and he is looking for a job, but at this time, the problem arises, Fan Ping has no documents, he spends his time anesthetizing himself, spending it on loneliness and self-blame, and as a result, he gets nothing.

But no matter what you have or what you don't have, life goes on.

After returning to the rented room, Fan Ping went to bed in a daze, and no one could stand the bus ride for a day.

The next day, before dawn, I got up, I wanted to see if there was a job fair or which company was recruiting employees, I went out to eat a few xiaolongbao first, and after eating breakfast, I got on the bus to find a job, and after a busy day, there was still no result.

Walking aimlessly on this bustling street, watching others walk together in pairs, there is always a bitter helplessness in my heart, sometimes Fan Ping will ask himself, why others can be in pairs, set love and career and life.

And I can't?

Am I really worse than others?

Today is my 100th interview, but there is still no result.

Maybe I'm not fit to stay in this bustling metropolis, so I'll go back to my ravine.

Thinking of this, Fan Ping went back to the temporary rented place to pack his things.

The next day, I set out on the way home.

Sitting in the car, watching this bustling city go away from him step by step, Fan Ping's heart seemed to freeze.

"Maybe this is the last time I'll see this familiar and unfamiliar city. ”

Fan Ping said to himself in his heart.

After 3 hours of driving, I finally returned to my own place - XX County, and walked another 5 kilometers to reach my own small village, where there are the purest and truest memories of Fanping, as well as my most respected and beloved parents.

Thinking of this, the unpleasantness is gone, but sadness and joy always walk together inadvertently.

When he was halfway there, a thought suddenly appeared in Fan Ping's mind, how to explain to his parents after he went back?

Did you say you couldn't find a job and came back?

Or maybe I can't stay in the city anymore?

and how to face the one she once loved.

Suddenly, a feeling of homelessness came to me.

Fan Ping stopped, sat on a small stone on the side of the road, looked at the familiar mountains and water, but could no longer take a step forward.

Suddenly, I looked up and saw a "door" on the hill in front of me

, a stone, to be exact.

It's just that its structure is very similar to that of a door, as if it was artificially punched.

Fan Ping suddenly had a feeling of wanting to go up and have a look, so he put down his luggage, climbed up, and touched the rough stone, which felt no different from ordinary stones, but at the moment when Fan Ping turned around, the corner of his eyes saw that there seemed to be another small hole in the lower right, but it was covered by weeds.

Fan Ping slowly squatted down, pulled out the grass next to him, and sure enough, a hole with a large bowl mouth was revealed.

But the darkness was invisible, and Fan Ping was entangled.

This "Bird's Hole"

What's inside?

Looking at the empty hand, and looking at the black hole, Fan Ping suddenly thought of the most direct way, put his left hand to the hole, and then slowly stretched in, just when Fan Ping put his arm into the half, he felt that his finger was stabbed by something, in a hurry, Fan Ping quickly withdrew his arm, pulled out his finger and looked, the middle finger was scratched a small wound, crimson blood, through the finger fell in the middle of the door, Fan Ping felt strange, there seems to be nothing in this hole, how can it cut the finger？

So, Fan Ping squatted down again, squinting his eyes, trying to see what was inside, but he didn't notice that his left hand was in the middle of the door, and the blood kept seeping into the thin soil, and fell on a strange symbol under the soil, like a star but not a star, like a symbol that is not a circle.

Fan Ping looked inside carefully for 3 minutes, but still couldn't see anything, just when Fan Ping was about to stand up, that strange symbol suddenly had a blue light visible to the naked eye, Fan Ping just felt a blue in front of him, and then lost consciousness.