Nan, see the word as face.

I just said goodbye, and I already miss you.

Oyama is not good at words, but I know that he likes you very much, so he left his dagger.

When I was discussing with him what to send you, I actually had a lot of concerns.

He doesn't dare to leave you with too powerful weapons or demon beasts.

On the one hand, the outside world is very dangerous and wants to protect me.

On the other hand, because he is afraid that these things will make those who hate you hate you even more.

Murder and treasure snatching, whether in the mortal world or in the cultivation world, are not uncommon.

So, until you don't have enough strength, be sure to hide it.

That's all he has to say, it's up to me next.

I don't have as many concerns as him.

After all, you know, I've been practicing for two hundred years and have eaten too many elixirs.

Even if Dashan guided me with spiritual guidance when he was young, he still didn't become a Lifespring cultivator.

The sea of bitterness is difficult to cross in this life.

In fact, even if he can't cultivate, with his strength, he is much more powerful than the cultivators of the bitter sea.

Sometimes, I even think that if you're fast enough, you can definitely finish me before I even sacrifice the crest.

Don't think I'm complimenting you.

It's a fact.

It is not for nothing that the weak defeat the strong is an example.

In my hometown, there was once a chivalrous man who beheaded a cultivator who controlled the rainbow with just a sword.

So, I think you're strong from the bottom of my heart.

In the future, you must stop being presumptuous.

……

Did you see the hairpin, do you like it?

Even if you don't like it, you have to keep it for me!

On weekdays, you are in that white robe, and you want to buy you new clothes, but you refuse.

All over the body, except for the full moon jade pendant and bronze ring, there was not a single piece of jewelry.

Although your wooden hairpin looks good, it is best to dress appropriately for some future occasions.

Besides, my family is so good-looking, so I have to dress up even more!

The hairpin is a tool refined by my bitter sea, which can defend oneself.

Don't look at Dashan and say that he is afraid that you will be remembered by thieves, but in fact, he still gave you his second most powerful Divine Bridge Weapon.

Whether it's my hairpin or the dagger of the mountain, the surface is plated with a layer of gold.

When you open up the sea of suffering in the future, the hairpin and dagger will manifest in their original form.

If you don't plan to continue your practice, the gold is very soft and you can cut it down to live.

Don't feel reluctant, we keep these just to make your life better.

Don't farm anymore, it's so tiring, these things should be enough for you to live.

……

Sometimes, I regret why I didn't leave an heir with Dashan in the first place.

I have been lecturing at the Bitter Sea Cliff before, just to make up for this regret.

I am very grateful to Dashan for his continued accommodation.

I hope that you can also meet a couple who respects you, understands you, and tolerates you in the future.

……

When I first heard about you, I was curious.

After all, a mortal, only seven years old, can climb the 10,000-step Shu Dao, which is half tired even if I walk down.

Later, when I learned that you were guided by Lin Xiao, I understood.

I even guessed what it was like when you first met.

You're all stupid.

Me too.

Lin Xiao wants to fly, you want revenge, I want to give, and the mountains ......

He only thinks about me.

So sometimes, I joked with Dashan in private that the four of us are the four idiots of Qingya Blessed Land.

It's a pity that Lin Xiao is dead, and I'm about to die, and the mountains are going to send me away, so you're left alone.

I must do well in the future.

……

That guy in the mountains even dared to peek!

If he hadn't whimpered so loudly, I wouldn't have noticed.

I've blasted it out now!

……

Oh, look at my memory, I forgot everything I just said.

Dashan said he wanted to help me write, but I didn't agree.

Although I was tired, I still had some cultivation.

If I don't even have the strength to hold a pen, then I might as well die.

I'm not afraid of your jokes, but I've really sought death.

It's all because of that bad guy in Dashan, who never left an inch, and sometimes he even sealed my cultivation, so that I couldn't commit suicide.

It's strange to say, when I was in school, I was able to beat him to tears, but then why couldn't he beat him?

Now that I think about it, he must have let me at that time......

Oops, I'm showing affection to you again!

Hey, hey, don't fall in love!

That Yu Qin, I asked Dashan to see it, in fact, that's it.

Of course, if you really like it, then we will definitely bless you!

As long as you can be happy.

……

I like you so much.

After meeting you, I feel like I've become younger.

I really want to recognize you as my granddaughter, but the mountains won't let me.

He said that if it had been a few years earlier, he would not have stopped me.

It's all because I don't have a few years to live now, otherwise I can see you more.

You don't know what your presence means to me.

Over the years, preaching in the Enlightenment Cliff, the white-robed Taoist children have gone batch after batch.

They are like the rising sun, going from here to the middle and to the other.

For me, a prisoner of the bitter sea, those people have no affection.

After all, their future shines brightly.

Who cares about the dying old flowers of yesterday?

What's more, there are many yellow flowers, and there is no shortage of me.

After recognizing the reality, I began to repeat and mechanically speak those verses, using the so-called love and devotion to cover up my loss and inferiority.

And just when I was used to it, you, came to me covered in wind and snow.

Those eyes were even warmer than those of Dao Tong and the medicine farmers.

What pleases me the most is that you have carefully written down all the experiences and experiences that others have heard rotten about.

Being able to be you need makes me feel that my existence is still meaningful.

On the day we met, because of your appearance, I put down my pretense and laughed at myself lightly.

I'm going to die anyway, what to pretend?

Reminiscing about the eventful years, no matter how many wrongs and misguided paths there are, I have walked out step by step.

And I have a hunch that in the future, you who are so serious will definitely go further than me.

……

Oh no, you're really smart.

I found out about my relationship with him at the very beginning, but there was no confusion or meanness in your eyes, and there was even some compassion.

The compassion in your eyes is not the same as that of my master, my brothers and sisters.

There is more in your compassion and empathy.

It was that glance that made me feel that we were in the same sickness.

At that time, I was very curious, how can you be as hopeless as me, an old woman who is half in the ground, when you are only seven years old?

But your eyes are so sincere.

So, I don't think the compassion in your eyes at the time was offensive to me.

Rather, it is a gift.

……

It's ridiculous.

I used to think that in my life, in addition to my father and mother who gave birth to me and raised me, it was enough for the mountains to understand me and love me.

So I have been smiling and smiling, my eyes are gentle, and I send those white-clothed Taoist children who are destined to go away.

But in you, I want to cry.

Your appearance made me understand that there is no need to hold on.

I'm older, and I don't have a preface to say it.

After more than 200 years of practice, there are not many memories engraved in my heart.

Hometown, parents, school, mountains, and you covered in wind and snow.

I'm sure you'll understand my babbling.

……

I remember the first time I found myself wetting the bed in my sleep, embarrassment, embarrassment, grief and despair ensued, and I almost broke down.

Why should he let the mountain suffer what he shouldn't have suffered?

I want to die a dignified death.

So I lay stiffly on the bed, clenched my teeth to keep the tears from falling, and secretly used the Bitter Sea Divine Power, trying to steam it dry and then seek death.

But he found out.

Dashan didn't say anything, just touched my head, carefully scrubbed my body, and changed into clean clothes.

The whole process, Dashan remained silent.

They neither persuaded me nor scolded me.

The gaze is as gentle as ever.

So I changed my mind again.

The mountains haven't given up on me, so what qualifications do I have to say no first?

In fact, I know that Dashan wants to be an ordinary couple with me, but he doesn't allow him to grow old before me.

For so many years, he had been practicing hard and had made many attempts, but unfortunately all of them were useless.

Until his master came here in person.

After learning that I had no hope of becoming a fountain of life for the rest of my life, Dashan stopped cultivating.

I really want to cry, but I can't bear to let him see me cry.

Thank you, thank you, you used to come to talk to me often.

How I want to tell the world how much the mountains love me.

But I don't want to burden him either.

So I'll just tell you.

……

I talked about reincarnation yesterday, I thought about it all night, and I talked to Dashan for a long time.

We all believe that butterflies are our dreams.

It's the end of the dream, and the reincarnation is not true.

So you must not be attached.

Sometimes, letting go is not necessarily a blessing.

And I believe that your brother must also hope that you can live happily.

In any case, never put too much pressure on yourself.

……

I should have stopped at this point, but I don't want your past efforts to be in vain.

Although Dashan and I don't believe in reincarnation, we also hope that a miracle will happen to you.

So, do what you think is right.

As long as you're willing to wait, that person will definitely come back.

That's it, my hands are tired.

In my memory, the flowers bloomed best at this time.

The mountains are going to take me back to retire!

So don't worry, we're all right.

Take care.