Manzi's life remains the same, and every day she spends most of her time running outside the unit except for completing her graduation thesis and completing the credits of various subjects. There are basically no courses in the senior year, and many enterprises and institutions come to the school to select talents. There are a few Manzi who are more satisfied, and a few who are interested in signing a contract with Manzi. But Manzi didn't make up her mind for a long time, she wanted to wait for Xu Yuan to return to Beijing before deciding, after all, it was related to their future. But at present, Xu Yuan is like evaporating from the world, and even the letter he wrote to him is like sinking into the sea and never returning. Since what happened three years ago, Manzi has become extremely sensitive and fragile, and any wind and grass will make her nervous breakdown.

"I'll be back soon, you go back to school first." It's perfunctory to hear

Manzi asked him in a daze: "How long will it take soon, if you don't say it, I'll find it myself." After saying that, he stumbled forward again. The third brother was a little unbearable when he saw it, and only scolded Xu Yuan as a bastard in his heart, and then shouted: "Girl, Xu Yuan resigned from Beijing two months ago and went home." ”

Hearing the shout, Manzi turned around and asked, "What did you say, he came to Beijing, you lied to people, since he came, why didn't you come to me." ”

The third brother looked at Zhang Man, thought about it: a long pain is better than a short pain, and told her the truth, he believed that an excellent girl like Zhang Man would soon forget Xu Yuan and start a new life. So he stared at Manzi and said, "I didn't lie to you, he resigned and went home to get married." Manzi was like a blow to the head, she ran over and hit the third brother like crazy, and shouted: "You talk nonsense, he won't want me." "Maybe today's events are far beyond the scope of Manzi's endurance, and she fainted all of a sudden. After Wang Lei received the call, he hurried over, and saw the lifeless Manzi lying there quietly, unable to breathe in pain, and gently walked over to pick up Manzi and walked towards the school. Wang Lei didn't ask the hotel how he knew his phone number, because nothing in his heart was as important as the girl in his arms at the moment. Wang Lei said secretly in his heart: "It seems that she knows everything, Manzi rest assured that I will protect you from now on and will not give anyone a chance to hurt you." ”

Early in the morning, when the first rays of sunlight shone into the earth, Manzi slowly opened her eyes, and her thoughts returned suddenly, she remembered that she went to the hotel to find Xu Yuan last night, but she didn't remember how to go back to school, thinking of this Manzi's tears involuntarily stayed, she cried bitterly: "Xu Yuan, are you really so ruthless?" Are you really going to give up on me again? When he had enough of crying, Manzi went to the classroom with red eyes. There was a crumpled letter on her desk, and when she looked at the handwriting, Manzi's heart ached faintly, although she already knew the truth last night, but Manzi luckily thought that someone else had lied to her, and he wanted Atom to tell her in person that it was not true.

"Manzi, what's wrong, what are you thinking?" Zhang Hua looked at Manzi's sad expression and asked carefully

"Huahua, I didn't think about anything," Manzi replied weakly

"Manzi, what happened last night. When Wang Lei sent you back, I couldn't wake you up and scared me to death, fortunately, Wang Lei said that you fainted on the road, and you have already seen a doctor, just sleep. Look at your bad face, what's wrong with what happened yesterday. Zhang Hua asked with concern

Looking at Zhang Hua's worried expression, Manzi squeezed her hand and said, "It's okay, I'm just too tired lately, just take a break, thank you Huahua." ”

Zhang Hua looked at Manzi's pale and bloodless face, and didn't say anything more.

The one who should come will always come and can't hide, not to mention that Manzi didn't want to hide at all, she desperately wanted to know the truth of the matter. But the reality is often cruel, and it will cut people to blood. In the letter, Xu Yuan wrote:

Manzi, my girl

This is the last time I call you, and when you see this letter, it means that I will lose you forever. I always knew that I didn't deserve you, you should have a good future, and you were also standing next to a good-looking man, not dragging you back like I did.

After we reunited, I thought God was attached to us. I'm crazy with joy, cherish every time I spend with you, and swear that I will be happy with you in this life. But I'm still too naïve, reality is reality after all, and he cruelly peeled back reality little by little. I said that I wouldn't make you sad for the rest of my life, but this time I broke my promise again, I'm sorry. I know that's not what you need at the moment, but there's not much I can do about it other than my deep guilt for you.

Your dad is right, he doesn't want to see his daughter come back from school with a farmer standing next to her. You are a top student in a higher education institution, and you may become a PhD in the future, and I am just an ordinary person who can solve the problem of food and clothing. I don't want to be bitter in the future because we don't have a common language.

There are some things I have to tell you, or I won't have a chance in this life. I don't want to lie to you, in fact, I didn't go on a business trip that time because my mother was sick and I went back to my hometown, and I didn't pick you up at the station because of my mother's illness. I have been very tired and hard over the years, but every time I want to live for myself, there are always accidents with my relatives around me. Since God doesn't let me live for myself, then I'll live for others. Every time my mother was critically ill, I, as a son, did not stay with her for the first time, but another person guarded her for me. I don't want to let her down, she's a good girl, I used to hurt her so deeply, but now she is by my side. I want to use the rest of my life to compensate her, Manzi, please don't blame me, be kind to yourself, I will bury our love with my own hands, and I will never fall in love with anyone again.

Manzi, forget me, and live happily and happily with my happiness.

Xu Yuanliu

After reading the letter, Manzi cried and tore the letter, her actions frightened the surrounding classmates, and also frightened Zhang Hua, Zhang Hua grabbed Manzi and asked: "Manzi, what's wrong, don't cry, tell me what happened." ”

Zhang Hua shook Manzi vigorously, Manzi finally came to her senses, she cried like grabbing a life-saving grass and said, "Huahua, he doesn't want me anymore." ”

"Who doesn't want you anymore," Zhang Hua asked in fright

Manzi ran out without explaining to Zhang Hua, and before everyone understood what was going on, a gust of wind drifted by, leaving only a back. Chen Jun, who had just gotten up, sat back in his seat again, and this time Wang Lei was finally one step ahead of him. Wang Lei found the crying Manzi in the corridor, and Manzi was taken to the rooftop by Wang Lei like a lifeless puppet. Wang Lei turned around and held Manzi's face and said word by word: "Zhang Man, there are some things I only said once, you heard clearly." The man you loved so badly is now someone else's husband and about to become the father of a child, do you want to be a despicable third party? Is such a man worthy of your life and death? ”

When Manzi heard Wang Lei's words, he asked in a daze, "How do you know so much detail." ”

Wang Lei let go of Manzi and walked over, leaned on the railing, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and smoked it silently. Manzi followed over and grabbed Wang Lei and asked earnestly, "Tell me how you know." ”

Wang Lei glanced at Manzi, looked into the distance and said: "I saw him in a bar two months ago, he was very decadent and full of stubble, but he was unruly and drank and smoked, I didn't have a good impression of him, and I wanted to take a detour." But when he saw me holding on to it, a big man cried and told me about your past, and he said that he was not worthy of you. Later, I got annoyed and shook him off to leave, but he dragged me and said he was sorry for you, he had sex with another girl. I was angry and beat him up and left, never to see him again. ”

After listening to Wang Lei's words, Manzi smiled miserably, it turned out that what was told in the story was true, and the person concerned was always the last to know after the incident. Looking at such a manzi, watching her break her liver and intestines for other men, Wang Lei's heart was pulled up again, the pain was indescribable, and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it. After a while, Manzi calmly told him, "You go, I want to be alone." Wang Lei glanced at Manzi and got off the rooftop without saying anything. Manzi spent a whole day on the rooftop, and no one knew what she was thinking. At night, Manzi fell ill with a high fever and babbling nonsense, which frightened the sisters in the dormitory, and finally the boss carried her to the infirmary for injections to get the fever down.

After recovering from his illness, Manzi contacted a unit as quickly as possible, and then disappeared from everyone's field of vision. It wasn't until the graduation ceremony that everyone saw Manzi, who was standing in the sun and was very thin, and a white dress made her fairer, more like a fairy who had fallen into the mortal world. After graduating, Manzi went to Shanghai alone and did not contact anyone. Before leaving, she wrote a letter to Xu Yuan.

Xu Yuan:

By the time you received this letter, I had started a new life of my own. I still live a wonderful life without you, and you are right when you say so much, you are indeed not worthy of me. It's not a cultural difference, it's not a family background, it's that I'm more honest than you, and I won't find so many high-sounding reasons for my love, let alone betray it.

My dad's words are just an excuse for you to abandon me. Any difference is just a step for you to betray your love. I'm no longer the innocent girl I was back then, and I've been haunted by delaying your future and causing you not to even see your father's last face. Whether or not you did it on purpose, this reunion hurt me deeply, even if it was my compensation for what you owed before. From now on, you and I don't owe each other and live separately. In this life, I will hide far away, and I will never see each other again in this life. I've said that before, but this time it's true, and I won't see you again, no matter how you show up in the future.

Zhang Man's masterpiece

After Zhang Man left, Wang Lei also accepted the family business and lived a real rich second-generation life, and Liu Yan was always by his side. Chen Jun was sad and went abroad to continue his studies. Zhang Hua also returned to his hometown to become a secondary school English teacher. The grievances and grievances over the years have disappeared with everyone's own departures.

A word from the writer