At this time, Yan Jin's heart was extremely remorseful, and he hated himself very much for making this decision, if he hadn't forced her to stay by his side, it would not have led to Song Ja'an's disappearance now.

If those things hadn't happened, the relationship between the two of them would not have been so stiff now.

But there is no regret medicine in the world, and there is no chance of going backwards.

"Do you think I still have a chance to let her stay with me willingly, if I don't force her, there should be no ending."

Yan Jin's words with his eyes closed seemed to be asking Yuan Chi, but it was more about asking his heart.

"Every day I close my eyes and think about her, when will I find her." As he spoke, his eyes turned slightly red.

Yuan Chi listened very carefully on the side, and couldn't help but be shocked in his heart, he didn't expect that Yan Jin, who was usually cold, could also say this.

Can he also appear vulnerable in front of people?

Yuan Chi stretched out his hand to comfort Yan Jin, but only stopped in the air.

"Song Ja'an will definitely understand a lot more than before after she disappears, maybe she also wants to stay by your side? Aren't you also cherishing more after her disappearance, people always know how to cherish after they are lost. ”

"I hope that I can talk about it at the beginning, so that I will not regret it now."

Yan Jin also secretly recalled what had happened during this time.

He let out a long sigh, maybe he was a little drunk, inexplicably, and his heart was even more sour.

"Maybe you shouldn't regret what you did wrong, what you need to do now is to find a way to make up for it."

Hearing Shen Zhiyi's words, he was faintly shaken.

Yuan Chi couldn't bear to see Yan Jin like this.

"It's better for you to tell her directly about the poison, I have someone I know, and he should be able to give us other clues besides being a madman."

"Tell her everything, and then don't force her to keep her, let her make her own choices."

Shen Zhiyi's addition made Yan Jin suddenly feel a little funny.

It's always the authorities who are confused, and the bystanders are clear, telling others to respect each other's choices, but they can't do it themselves.

Yan Jin understands this in his heart that when making a choice, no one will be irrational.

"I tried my best to be restrained, and I also hoped that she would accept me slowly, but I didn't know how to explain it to her, and mention the matter of Gu poison."

Yan Jin shook his head helplessly, he knew that this matter was not so simple. If he could, of course he wanted to explain it to Song Ja'an.

Now, it may no longer be a matter of Gu poison between them. The root cause is clear to Yan Jin himself.

At first, he had a preconceived idea of her that she was uneasy and kind. So much so that in getting along, even in a very little calm, she never thought about whether she hated herself at the beginning.

"My suggestion is to tell Song Ja'an, if you have concerns, think about it." Yuan Chi's reminder ended here, after all, it was an emotional matter between them, and the fact that he could do it as an outsider now was limited.

"Then introduce this friend to me, I think that madman is a bit unreliable."

Yan Jin saw that the madman had his own scheming, and he was afraid that he would really fall for it when the time came.

Now you have to make sure that everything goes wrong to be able to return to Kyoto safely.

"Moreover, I don't know if I can solve this Gu poison."