Chapter 169: Obsession
The people around him involuntarily took two steps back, and the temperature around them suddenly dropped a lot.
Just when everyone was guessing what he wanted to do, they finally saw him sneer and turn away disdainfully.
Everyone was stimulated by his mocking eyes, and their faces were hot, but they didn't dare to complain, so they could only swallow it stiffly.
"If you grew up outside, you can't raise it well," Shi Yunyin snorted, "I have lacked education since I was a child!" There is no family at all! ”
"Mom, don't say a word."
Shi Di frowned to stop her.
Even if my mother is competitive, I don't look at what time it is, so many people don't dare to say anything, it's obvious to her, right?
Besides, who the fuck loves such a hypocritical dinner!
If he didn't want to go back and be nagged, he also wanted to be like Chen Shi and then leave in a hurry.
Shi Yunyin wanted to say something more, but was grabbed by Bian Chao beside her and motioned her to say a few words.
She snorted twice and pouted.
"Okay, what does it look like to be noisy," the old lady said, "all take a seat, the little one is still a child's temper, don't be surprised." ”
"No, no, Xiao is the true temperament."
"That is, such a child will definitely be able to take charge of himself in the future."
"Yes, the little one..."
“……”
Listening to everyone's every word and every word, Shi Di shook his head sarcastically, these people didn't know how to scold their mother in their hearts.
At the same time, Chen wandered aimlessly through the streets, the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the streets were lit up with lights, filled with a festive atmosphere.
He was the only one, alone in this huge city, like a stray dog with nowhere to go.
It took a long time for the phone to vibrate before he connected like a puppet.
The little girl's delicate voice came from there: "Brother, I wish you a full moon and a round people, everything is reunited, people are happy, everything is smooth, and the Mid-Autumn Festival is happy!" ”
He seemed to be infected by her happiness, and the corners of his mouth subconsciously raised, "Happy Mid-Autumn Festival." ”
"Brother, do you have a party at home?"
She seemed to be hiding somewhere to talk to him on the phone, and the background was a little noisy, and the sound of laughter could be faintly heard.
Immediately afterwards, I heard her whisper complaining, "Jiang has a problem, so he has to put two tweets on my head, and he also uses a hair ring with a small lantern, which is ugly." ”
Chen imagined it for a moment, and smiled at the corners of his mouth: "Is it the same as the fat doll on the New Year's painting?" ”
"Almost," Jiang Yan muttered, "If I don't let it, she will make trouble, obviously she wants to pierce, and she is afraid that people will laugh at her, so she pulls me along." ”
"It's okay, our little princess is the best-looking, and she looks good in anything."
Chen raised his head and looked at the brightly lit small western-style building not far away, and the large floor-to-ceiling windows were also full of colorful lanterns.
As if there was a light guiding him, he came here unconsciously, and before she called, he was already sitting on a bench not far away.
It seems that here he feels like a normal person.
Over there, Jiang Yan seemed to have compromised, sighed and asked with a smile, "Brother, have you eaten moon cakes?" ”
"Hmm."
"What's stuffing?"
Chen carefully recalled this long-ago thing from his mind, "Wuren? ”
"Hahahaha, brother, it's very suitable for you," Jiang Yan smiled, "The big brother in the moon cake." ”
She laughed at him, and he seemed to have no temper, "What kind of stuffing did you eat?" ”
"It's a lot, there are tangerine peel bean paste, jujube paste walnuts, milky coconut ......"
Listening to her enumerate them one by one as if she were counting treasures, he lowered his eyes and chuckled, this little girl just seized the opportunity to eat more sweets.
He listened intently, and took her voice to heart.
Someone on the other side of the phone was calling her, and Chen listened to her answer.
He said softly: "Go, go to the Mid-Autumn Festival with your family." ”
"Okay," Jiang Yan was hiding on the balcony to make a call, it was too noisy inside, she stood up and stomped on her slightly numb feet, glanced out inadvertently, and paused, "Brother, are you at home?" ”
"Well, a lot of people are there, and I'll go upstairs after dinner."
"That's right," Jiang Yan didn't doubt him, "I just saw a person downstairs, a little like you, but he is gone, and I can't see it." ”
What she didn't say was that person was alone, and under the thousands of lights, every family was celebrating their reunion, and he was the only one who seemed incompatible with all this, and he looked so lonely.
Chen Zi, who was standing around the corner, pulled the corners of his mouth: "So, Yan Yan is telling my brother, do you miss my brother?" ”
"Indeed," she replied truthfully, "of course, I would have thought more if my brother had neglected me too much." ”
"Begging?"
"Just kidding," she grinned, "Brother, I have to go back inside, Jiang Ran was posted a note by his eldest brother, asking me for help, she stinks playing cards, and she loses every time." ”
As soon as she finished speaking, she heard Jiang Ran snort behind her: "Jiang Yan, you dare to speak ill of me!" I'm fighting with you! ”
Chen listened to the noisy noise on the phone, and then the phone was cut off, and then a message was sent.
[Brother, don't talk about it, I'm going to fight with Jiang Ran, happy Mid-Autumn Festival! ] 】
He smiled silently, and read the information that was only two lines a few times before he was willing to put it away.
The heart that had just been filled seemed to be empty again, and he clearly knew that he was not in the right state.
A lot of sounds, a lot of images were mixed together and lingered in his mind.
“…… You are too obsessed, you pretend that everything is over, but the obsession in your heart is telling you that you can't let go and can't forget! ”
"If you continue like this, you will drag yourself down sooner or later, for five years, you are the most defensive person I have ever seen, and you have survived that kind of rehabilitation, and now you are back to the person you want to protect, why are you unwilling to bypass yourself?"
"Chen Shi, I'm not joking with you, you're whitewashing the peace, the data shows that your illness is serious again......"
He leaned against the wall, his head lowered, his dark eyes were silent, and his thick and black long eyelashes fell a shadow, just like his whole person, struggling in the dark.
But the quagmire is sinking deeper and deeper, and no matter what he does, it is as if there are countless hands grabbing him and sinking.
As if he was supposed to be like that, covered in mud, unable to escape, unable to wash.
I don't know how long it took for him to drag his tired body away, and he stopped when he passed by the 24-hour convenience store.
The cashier was yawning and chasing the drama, and there were few guests on the night of the holiday, and when she heard the wind chimes ringing at the door, she cheered up: "Welcome..."
The voice seemed to be stuck in his throat, because the eyes of the black-clothed young man from years ago were bloodshot, the tails of his eyes were red, and the whole person was decadent and cold.
Chen Zi's hoarse voice: "Are there moon cakes?" ”
"Yes, yes, what stuffing do you want?"
He repeated like a cold machine: "Tangerine peel bean paste, jujube paste walnut..."