"Yes, what's wrong?"

Jiang Yan subconsciously responded.

What was hidden in Chen's darkest eyes, she couldn't understand it.

As soon as he was about to speak, he was the first to look away, and his voice returned to normal.

"Look at the road."

“？”

Jiang Yan blinked, how could she feel that what he wanted to say was not this!

It's just that before she could think about it, he gently pinched the back of her neck: "Give my brother warmth." ”

His hands are actually very hot, and since he suffered from PTSD, he has been warmer than normal at all times except when he was sick.

Jiang Yan looked at the shadow on the ground, his hands seemed to be on her, overlapping each other, like the most intimate relationship between heaven and earth.

She subconsciously turned her head to look at him, and seeing that his expression was as indifferent as usual, Jiang Yan felt that she was really thinking too much, and he might just want her to see the road just now.

Feeling the gaze stuck to his body disappear, Chen didn't look over his head and breathed a sigh of relief, the little girl was quite sensitive.

"Brother, is it time for you to go for a follow-up appointment this week?"

Jiang Yan had already used the most indifferent tone, but she could still feel the hand on the back of her neck stiffen.

She sighed silently in distress, this level has to be passed after all.

He withdrew his hand, "Hmm." ”

"I..."

"No, you don't."

As soon as she opened her mouth, he interrupted.

It is said that it is a follow-up visit, but in fact, it is to go to the psychiatrist regularly for intervention to check his recent recovery and monitor his psychological state.

It was already his limit to let her know about his illness.

He didn't want her to see him lying there again, undergoing hypnosis or other treatments.

That feeling of powerlessness is too uncomfortable.

Jiang Yan gently held his hand, "Brother, you don't want me to worry, and I also don't want you to be alone." ”

In the quiet night, she gently hugged him on tiptoes, "Brother, let me accompany you, okay?" ”

No matter what the end result was, she didn't want him to face it alone, it was too cruel for him.

Maybe her embrace was too warm, or maybe he longed for her company too much.

After a long time, Chen Zicai said in a dumb voice: "Okay." ”

This time, he was no longer alone.

He raised his hand and hugged her tightly, his chin resting on the top of her head, "Jiang Yan, don't be afraid of me." ”

Jiang Yan's heart trembled and trembled as he listened to his almost pleading tone.

"Never."

***

The days of follow-up appointments were supposed to be fixed once every two weeks, but Chen was most resistant to this from the bottom of his heart, and he didn't want to use this way to remind himself that he was different from others.

So he hasn't been here for months.

Although the psychiatrist kept urging him to come for check-ups, telling him that such behavior was dangerous.

Lying on the cold recliner again, Chen Shi actually still had some expectations in his heart, he was too eager for normal.

Originally, he was withdrawn and perverse, and he didn't have a normal body, so what qualifications did he have to stay by her side.

After a torturous series of examinations, he sat in the corner of the sofa in silence with his eyes down.

Jiang Yan saw that his hands were trembling slightly, and he held his fingers in distress.

He looked up, the tails of his eyes reddening.

I really wanted her to go out and wait, not to listen to the results of the next examination, but he was reluctant to let her go away.

She was the only one with warmth around him.

He longed for her approach.

"It's okay," Jiang Yan gently put her hand on his head, this is a move she rarely does, but at this moment, she hopes to use this to give him the strength to hold on.

"Our brother is already great, no matter what the result is, it doesn't matter, as long as you are still with me, I am already very happy."

Chen opened his mouth the most, and his voice was hoarse: "Really? ”

"Of course, so brother, you have to cheer up, no matter what you become, as long as you are still you, I will never leave you."

"You can't go back on what you say."

He wanted to ask her how long the promised period was, but he didn't dare to ask, for fear that it would not be the result he wanted.

At this time, nothing reassured him more than her promises again and again.

Jiang Yan nodded firmly: "In this life, I will not regret it." ”

Chen looked at her in astonishment, and suddenly smiled with red eyes, he smiled very openly and uninhibitedly, she could always easily understand what he wanted and hoped for in his heart.

Psychiatrist He Bi pushed the door in with a stack of report sheets, and looked at the little girl who was with Chen Zi.

The little girl is very delicate, very beautiful, and a well-known little star.

Without waiting for He Bi to take a few more looks, he was glared at by Chen, who pulled the little girl behind him.

His eyes were gloomy, as if the most beloved treasure had been coveted.

Instead, the little girl looked at herself expectantly, more precisely, at the report.

Much more nervous than the parties.

It's really a special pair of brothers and sisters.

He Bi shook his head with a smile, sat down behind the desk, and arranged the reports in his hand one by one.

"Little girl, you come," He Bi beckoned, "I have never seen a person like him, he doesn't take his body seriously at all, I don't tell him, I tell you." ”

The patient who came here didn't want to come here 800 times a day to cure himself, but Chen Zhi didn't come once in a few months, and no matter how many calls he made, he might not be able to reply to one.

Jiang Yan heard the words and pulled the person in front of her, seeing that he pursed his lips tightly and his face was gloomy, she hurriedly coaxed a few words in a good voice.

She didn't blame him for his changeable temper, it was good that he could come.

He Bi watched her coax him softly, and his surprise was no different from when he first saw the report.

In particular, Chen turned from cloudy to sunny at a speed that was visible to the naked eye.

That's good?!

When Jiang Yan sat at his desk, he found that Dr. He was looking at him with bright eyes.

"Yes, is there something wrong?"

Jiang Yan looked at the report card nervously, and then looked at Doctor He, his hands on his lap were about to sweat.

"No," He Bi smiled, "little girl, have you been with him lately?" ”

"My brother and I were in different schools, but we saw each other almost every day."

Whether it's morning or night, they'll see each other, even if it's just for ten minutes.

Chen would come to Jiang's house to pick her up from school most of the time.

He Bi nodded, "Little girl, have you seen what he looked like when he was sick?" Scared? ”

Jiang Yan was stunned when he heard this, and subconsciously looked at Chen Shi on the side.

Chen frowned, got up and pulled her up, and looked at He Bi with a cold look in his eyes: "She doesn't know anything, if you want to know, you can ask me." ”

The atmosphere was almost frozen, and silence spread through the room.

Jiang Yan could feel the tight strings in his heart, and he was afraid that his unbearableness would appear in front of her again.

"Brother, don't be angry."

She turned her head again and said seriously, "I've seen it, and I'm not afraid." ”

Only feel sorry for him.

He Bi saw that her eyes were sincere, knowing that she was not lying, and smiled, maybe the young man had really found the medicine that belonged to him.

"Little girl, one last question, if he doesn't get well all the time, will you leave him?"