In the end, Chen Shi didn't take off the watch, he just smiled and said that he was used to it, so he drove Jiang Yan out to watch TV.

I don't know why, the big screen is playing a lively variety show, and she always can't help but want to see him busy in the kitchen.

Like, there is an inexplicable loneliness.

Soon he made three dishes and one soup, and at the dinner table he talked and laughed as usual, teasing her from time to time, and would also serve her rice and vegetables.

Until he said good night after washing up after dinner, Jiang Yan didn't mention the watch again.

But she lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, panicked when she didn't get a positive answer, she clutched her pounding heart, afraid to know something, and afraid that she had missed something.

Jiang Yan got up, she pondered for a while, and finally made up her mind to find the truth.

"Brother? Slept? ”

She stood at the door of his room and knocked lightly twice.

There wasn't any movement inside.

It was almost one o'clock in the morning, and everything was quiet outside the window, and he should have fallen asleep a long time ago.

Jiang Yan put her hand on the doorknob, turned it slightly, and after a slight click, she easily pushed the door open.

In fact, as long as he was resting, he would lock the door back, since she moved in, he slowly did not lock the door, at first he was worried that she would be afraid at night, and then it became a habit, but I didn't expect it to be convenient for her at this time.

The room was dark, except for the faint moonlight through the undrawn curtains.

Jiang Yan swallowed nervously and silently, she just glanced at it, and it was good to have a glance.

Finally groped to the side of the bed, he breathed evenly, slept peacefully, Jiang Yan felt that he really liked him, as soon as he saw him, his heart was full of him.

It's just that she hasn't forgotten what she's here for, he sleeps well, and his hand is placed squarely on his side.

Jiang Yan frowned, he even wore his watch to sleep.

The uneasiness gradually spread.

She glanced at him, and saw that his eyes were closed, and he had no intention of waking up, so she dared to gently untie his strap.

Jiang Yan cheered himself up and comforted himself, no, how could he...

No way! He's strong! Absolutely not!

It's just that the strap is fastened very tightly, clinging to his skin, and her fingers tremble so badly that she doesn't open it as time passes bit by bit.

The more this happened, the more anxious she became, afraid that he would wake up, and even more afraid that under this strap was the truth that she couldn't bear.

Gradually, her whole body began to tremble, and her hands became even more disobedient.

A few minutes later, she seemed to hear his helpless sigh.

Jiang Yan looked up in astonishment and saw that he didn't know when he woke up, and he was looking at himself gently.

She subconsciously murmured: "Chen is the most..."

"Not afraid?"

His voice was calm, but it frightened her.

Jiang Yan shook his head and nodded again.

Chen laughed the most, knowing that she would not stop there, he was afraid that she would stumble if she couldn't see clearly, so he deliberately left a gap in the curtains.

Sure enough, not long after midnight, there was a tentative knock on the door of the little girl.

He closed his eyes, and she thought he was asleep, so she was relieved to untie his strap.

Just now he had already imagined in his heart what her expression would be like after unraveling it, and he was ready to die early and be born sooner, but he didn't expect that his little girl would be busy for a long time, but she didn't untie it as she wished.

I even gave myself back to the nervous and almost cried.

He couldn't bear it, so he woke up "just rightly".

"Do you really want to see it?"

"Hmm."

This time she was quick to nod.

The room was dim and silent, except for the two of them looking at each other silently.

She lay on the edge of his bed, staring at him for an answer.

How could he bear not to give it to her.

It's just that she may be distressed again.

Sure enough, the moment he personally untied it, Jiang Yan's eyes turned red in an instant, and a scar like a centipede appeared on his wrist.

She couldn't take her eyes off the scar, but she couldn't see it clearly, because they didn't turn on the lights, only the faint moonlight was enough to make her feel like she was in an ice cellar.

He said in a deep voice: "Jiang Yan, breathe." ”

At this time, Jiang Yan seemed to react, lying on the side of the bed and breathing heavily.

Chen stroked her back with pity, "It's okay, it doesn't matter, I'm fine, it's not okay in front of you, so don't be afraid, don't cry, it's all over." ”

Jiang Yan couldn't help crying, she never yelled when she cried, just silently shed tears and sobbed quietly.

How could it be okay.

With such a long scar, it must have hurt at the time.

He had to be desperate to make such a decision.

You must know that even if Chen Guang and his wife treated him harshly and scolded him, he never thought of committing suicide.

She couldn't imagine that such a thing as suicide could happen to him.

"Yan Yan is good, really not..."

Before he finished speaking, he was all choked in his throat.

She took his wrist and kissed the scar.

At this moment, the tails of his eyes were red, and the grievances he hadn't had for so many years seemed to have nowhere to hide in front of her.

Chen's other hand clutched the quilt tightly to make himself quiet as usual.

It's just that his tight jawline has betrayed him.

"Jiang Yan, I promise you, I will never do such a stupid thing again in the future, my life is yours."

He had to live to protect her.

So, it won't happen a second time.

He took her into his arms, rested his chin on her forehead, listened to her sobs, and reassured her over and over again that it didn't matter.

Jiang Yan clutched the clothes on his chest tightly, as if he would disappear as soon as he let go.

It turned out that she really almost lost him.

I can't tell if I'm more afraid, or I'm more glad.

All she knew was that she had to take a good look at him.

"Don't cry, okay?"

Chen kissed her earlobe the most, and coaxed her softly.

"I don't want to cry either, but tears don't make it angry."

Jiang Yan tugged at his home clothes, clutched them for him, and his red eyes looked like a rabbit, "Only this once." ”

"I promise not to make an example!"

Chen was busiest and agreed.

"Hmm."

She stared at him, and suddenly reached out and gently put her arms around his neck, allowing him to lean against her.

She said, "It's going to pass, I'm here." ”

also said, "Chen, you don't have to be afraid, don't worry, I'm very strong, crying because I feel distressed, but more than that, I'm glad that I still have you by my side." ”

“… All the ups and downs in the future, I will be with you, there is nothing to fear from the darkness, because the darkness represents the light ahead. ”

“… We have the same heart, for me, to live well. ”

"I will give you a home, and there will be many, many people who love you in the future, and you will no longer be alone."

"Moreover, you have survived such a difficult day, you are very powerful, and I also like you very much."

“…… Brother, I love you. ”