Bian Xin laughed: "You like children so much, if you like it, you can give birth to it yourself, the child you give birth to must be very good-looking." ”

Xiu Ya shook his head: "No, I won't have children, people like me can't be a good father, so don't let the child and his mother suffer like that." ”

His parents were slaves, he was once a slave, he was bullied since he was a child, he was afraid that his children would inherit his exotic appearance and be tortured like that again! Moreover, he is the emperor's "stand-in", and if he really has a child with a woman, it is difficult to guarantee that he will not show his feet, and it is better to be free alone!

Bian Xin probably knew his thoughts, and he didn't break it, but just smiled: "Not necessarily, I dare to say that you must be a good father, after I give birth to a child, you know how good the child is, and you will definitely want to give birth." ”

Xiu Ya smiled but said nothing.

The two talked and laughed, and ate dish after dish, and the maids were relieved to see it in their eyes: Madam, there is finally a smile on her face, and she has returned to her usual appearance!"

After spending a long time eating a meal, Bian Xin pulled Xiuya to sing and chat, and made trouble until he was sleepy.

Before Yahuan helped Bian Xin to return to the room, she said to Xiu Ya apologetically: "Master Xiu, the New Year is coming, Mrs. just misses her master and wants to be accompanied by her relatives, so she is reluctant to go back immediately, please don't mind!"

Xiu Ya nodded: "I understand, I will ask the master to try to find time to accompany Madame." ”

Walking out of this alley, it was late at night, at a glance, the whole city was dark, only a few lights, he sighed secretly, if Xin Guifei has been refusing to return to the palace, this emperor is sandwiched between the concubine and the queen, how to balance?

In his opinion, this Xin Guifei usually can't stand the rules of the palace, and after giving birth to a child, I'm afraid she is even more reluctant to follow the rules of the palace, and this emperor will have more headaches in the future...... He shook his head and strode towards the palace.

He really had it right!

In the days leading up to the Chinese New Year, as long as Bian Xin fell asleep, she would dream of "her" and her mother, and her mother had indeed returned from traveling and lived in "her" home, which was one of Dongfang Lingluo's mansions...... Let her watch her teeth itch from the sidelines!

Occasionally, "she" seemed to sense her cunzài, raised her eyes in her direction, and opened her lips as if she wanted to say something, but every time she did, Bian Xin would suddenly wake up, and as a result, she still didn't understand anything.

When she woke up, she was angry, then sad, then lonely, and then she lay down in front of the window in a daze, looking out blankly.

She misses her mother! She wants to celebrate the New Year with her mother! She doesn't want to spend the New Year alone in a distant place! She wants her mother to be by her side when she gives birth, telling her that the child will be born safely, the child will grow up healthy and happy, and she will not regret it......

She wants to go back! Back to the past, back to a place where she has a mother, friends, a career, and an ideal!

Thinking about it, this thought was no longer just a thought, but became a decision—on the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, it became her decision!

Once decided, will do it, without hesitation!

Early in the morning, the sound of firecrackers sounded everywhere in the capital, endlessly, on the street separated by an alley, the traffic was busy, the voices of people were boiling, and the strong and festive atmosphere surrounded her, but in her heart, there was no festive feeling, only loneliness and sadness.

When the whole family was reunited, only the child in her belly accompanied her......

She put her hand on her bulging abdomen, and her palm felt like something was rubbing, and it was sudden, was that the child's heartbeat?

What an understanding and good child! She smiled slightly, her eyes flashed with tenderness, and her heart had a slight warmth.

Although the child's father is not around, although the child's grandmother is not around, she still has the child, and she is not alone!

In this day and age, nothing belongs to her, except this child! So, she wants to leave with this child and form her own real home!

Thinking of this, she no longer hesitated, closed the door, and began to pack.

With the experience of "running away from home" in the first few times, she quickly packed a small baggage, although the burden was small, but the silver tickets and jewelry in it were enough for her to raise more than a dozen children and live comfortably for a lifetime!

She is only in her twenties, she is in good health, and she is pregnant for the first time, so it should be no problem to travel alone!

The child's father belongs to his family, and he will never leave the gorgeous palace for the rest of his life, and he has his own home, which will never belong to her and the child, she and the child are the two of them's own and real home!

She must return to her real home!

After quickly getting the little baggage, she hid the little baggage under the bed, walked out of the room, and said to the maids with a smile: "Today is the Chinese New Year's Eve, you try to get as much delicious food as possible, everyone in our yard has a reunion dinner together, no one is an exception! Also, take out the jars of fruit wine buried under the plum tree, let's drink them all tonight!"

Those jars of fruit wine, but Long Yuanli specially sent someone to get it, even children and pregnant women can drink it, it is extremely nourishing to the body, she originally planned to drink a little blood nourishment every day after giving birth, but tonight, she used it up in advance and let them sleep for two days!

Anyway, it is impossible for Long Yuanli and Xiu Ya to come for a while, even if the people in this courtyard wake up and find that she is gone, there is no way to notify the palace immediately, and when Long Yuanli receives the news, she doesn't know where to go!

Besides, whether Long Yuanli will go to her or not, it's hard to say - with her and the child, between him and the queen and concubines, it will only be more troublesome, isn't it?

Yahuan listened to her instructions and hesitated: "Madam, we are slaves, and it is not appropriate for slaves to eat at the same table with their masters, and besides, the wine was personally selected by the master for his wife......

Smack-Bian Xin slapped the table and said loudly: "You have been with me for so long, and you still don't know what kind of temper I have? What kind of master and slave, you are just working with wages, but not any of my slaves! And today is the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the day of the family reunion, you can't live with your family, I can't live with my family, why don't we eat together and comfort each other? Do you want to watch me eat alone? I might as well starve to death......

She said a lot excitedly, and seemed to be very reluctant to eat alone, and the whole courtyard heard her voice, and everyone looked at each other: the lady, who usually always smiled and didn't say anything, was very eager for the whole family to reunite...... Actually, they're the same, it's just that they're used to it!

Seeing her so excited, the maids hurriedly comforted her: "Madam, we know, in fact, we are also as homesick as Madame, and it is our honor to have a Chinese New Year's Eve meal with Madame......

Bian Xin patted them on the shoulder: "I'm also honored! Okay, let's start preparing now, I'll go with you to pick vegetables, take a walk, no one is allowed to be lazy!"

The maids were very uneasy: "Madam, you are pregnant again, you can't ......."

Bian Xin took the lead and walked outside: "It's okay, it's okay, I'll only pick easy and simple small jobs to do, and the heavy work is all yours, you are not allowed to underestimate my energy and body!"

Under her leadership, the entire yard of six people and one dog was busy, like a family, cleaning and cooking inside and out, preparing to spend Chinese New Year's Eve together.

In the afternoon, when a table full of meals was ready, Bian Xin took advantage of everyone's busyness to quietly add some hypnotic drugs to the fruit wine, and then beckoned everyone to sit down and eat together, and at the same time did not forget to prepare fruit wine and dog food for the god of war.

Perhaps because of the Chinese New Year's Eve and the atmosphere stirred up by her, everyone relaxed their vigilance, especially after two glasses of wine, everyone was no longer reserved and restrained, and began to talk and laugh, and the mood to eat and drink.

Bian Xin's smile is particularly bright, this is not pretending, for a while, she really has a feeling of family reunion, from childhood to adulthood, she and her mother depend on each other, there is no other family and relatives, sometimes there is a faint jealousy of other people's family is lively, now, she finally feels the feeling of a family reunion!

This reunion dinner lasted for a long time, and everyone played small games while eating, and they didn't feel that the time was long at all.

It wasn't until it was dark that the reunion dinner was over, and then, everyone came to the courtyard with a drunken mood and set off fireworks together.

Fireworks continue to rise into the night sky, brilliant and blooming, and the yard has become so lively for the first time, and it is not deserted!

But Bian Xin's heart is still a little lost and sad, because her mother, the child's father, and his godfather are not here, and no amount of fireworks can make up for this regret!

Lively, of course, not only "her house", the whole capital is immersed in the joy of the New Year, especially at 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, the huge capital is swallowed up by fireworks and firecrackers, Bian Xin and everyone looked up at the night sky, silent for a long time.

It wasn't until the fireworks gradually burned out that everyone who had a lot of fun and was so sleepy that they went to sleep.

Bian Xin specially gave everyone a holiday, so that they did not have to guard the yard tonight, nor did they have to stay with her, and they could sleep as long as they wanted, perhaps because of Chinese New Year's Eve, everyone did not have a night duty for the first time, dragging their sleepy bodies to sleep.

The capital, quiet, the courtyard, quiet, even the god of war is asleep.

Bian Xin, who went to sleep first, suddenly woke up, lit the lamp, left a letter, dressed properly, picked up a small bag, and slowly walked down the stairs with the lamp.

The effect of fruit wine and hypnotic drugs was not strong, but the stamina was very strong, and after drinking it for five or six hours, everyone slept deeply, as she expected, and she walked out all the way, no one noticed, not even the god of war said a word.