"In the dream, what is she like?"

He Bi guided him step by step.

"She's beautiful, as beautiful as she is now," Chen fell into the memory, and when he mentioned her, his eyebrows and eyes softened a lot, "She is very strong, she has to be the first in everything, calm and independent, she often works overtime until late at night..."

And the few encounters he had with her were actually deliberately planned by him, sometimes just a glance from a distance, even if she just bowed politely, he could be excited for a long time in his heart.

In his dreams, he often went downstairs to the Jiang Group, and she worked overtime until late at night, and he stayed in the car downstairs for several hours.

Occasionally, if you are lucky, you will meet her who comes downstairs to get takeaway coffee in person, she is very hard, because the relationship between the Jiang family is complicated, she can stand out from the three siblings, and only she knows the difficulties and obstacles.

"In the dream, we hardly had any communication lines, and she never looked at me squarely, and when she had to deal with me, she was also polite."

Such dreams haunted him countless days and nights, especially more frequently recently, as long as he closed his eyes, he could see her cold and unfamiliar eyes, and his restlessness became even worse.

I simply woke up and didn't sleep, and kept my eyes open until dawn, at least so that I could clearly know that I was holding her in my arms.

"I'm really going crazy," Chen held his head in the most decadent, even if he wasn't crazy now, he would be tormented by this dream sooner or later, "I thought that she might think like that in the dream, I just..."

"How?"

"I want to ruin everything."

He knew that he was not in a good state, and since Yinlan's suicide until now, he often wondered if he was relieved if he died.

Otherwise, why would Yinlan commit suicide?

Several times, he fell into a dead end, and his heart was manic and he had to suppress it as much as he could, almost driving him crazy, and he was thinking, it was better to die.

When you die, you're liberated, just like Yinlan.

When he died, he no longer had to be afraid of that dream, nor did he have to worry that Jiang Yan would leave him.

He Bi looked at the number that soared red, and said in a deep voice, "Mr. Chen, whether you admit it or not, it is undeniable that the death of your mother has had a great impact on you, both visually and psychologically, involving your mental illness that has not yet healed. ”

Misanthropy, the urge to commit suicide reached its peak.

It can be said that he looks no different from a normal person now, but who knows if it will become like this in the next second.

Half an hour later, Jiang Yan looked at the man sitting in the driver's seat, the carriage was quiet, she opened her mouth, "Brother, what did Doctor He say?" ”

After coming out of the studio, he remained silent.

"It's nothing, just keep me happy," Chen smiled the most, "Don't worry." ”

Jiang Yan was skeptical, and only said this for more than half an hour?

The carriage fell back into silence, so quiet that it was uncomfortable.

Jiang Yan was just about to open his mouth to leave, when he heard his muffled voice ringing in the carriage.

"Yan Yan, I'll send you back to Jiang's house to live for a while."

Jiang Yan suddenly turned his head to look over, his side face was resolute, but now he was fragile, like a fragile crystal doll.

She was downcast, "I don't want to..."

"I'll be fine soon," Chen didn't look at her the most, and his deep gaze fell on the steering wheel, "I'll pick you up when I'm ready." ”

"Haven't we always been okay? Why do you have to send me away? I..."

"Jiang Yan, I'll pick you up soon, obedient, okay?"

“… Good. ”

She knew that he was really in a bad state, and the details that she had overlooked reappeared in her mind.

He would always stare at her all this time, and look away the moment she turned her head.

Only once, she saw that his gaze was full of paranoia before he had time to retract, but soon he smiled at her, and as before, she always thought she was dazzled.

Now it seems that she ignored his mood changes.

If she leaves for a while and he can get better, then she is willing.

As he promised, he would take pictures every day to report what he ate, what time he slept, how many hours he slept, and how he was in his mood.

He would also call her at night, and he was gentle and calm on the phone, always giving Jiang Yan the illusion that he was very healthy.

Until one night a week later, as soon as she finished talking to Chen Shi on the phone, she heard Jiang Ran knock on the door and said that she had just seen Chen Shi's car parked downstairs.

When she hurried to the window, the black, low-key Cayenne stopped on the side of the road, alone, like his master.

She turned and walked out, only to stop quickly, he certainly didn't want her to know, he said on the phone that he was already in bed and that he was going to sleep.

Now it's downstairs with her.

Even she didn't know it was his first night here.

"What's wrong? Don't you go to him? Jiang Ran looked at her curiously and stood in place.

I saw Jiang Yan shaking his head, "I'm not going." ”

If he thinks that such a distance can give him peace of mind, then let it be that she doesn't find out.

"I don't know what you're thinking," Jiang Ran yawned as he covered his mouth, "gone, sleepy." ”

It was almost early in the morning, and most of the people in the city had rested.

And this ordinary night is destined to have sleeplessness.

Jiang Yan didn't know when she fell asleep, and when she woke up and went to the window to look, the downstairs was empty, there was no shadow of the black car, and there was no trace, as if it had never appeared.

She comforted herself in her heart that maybe he was just passing by, and he didn't spend most of the night in the car pitifully.

During the day she went to school as usual, went to the house they used to go to for lunch, sat near the window, ate half of the meal as usual, and left.

The other half is clean on the plate, as if waiting for its owner.

In the evening, Jiang Yan washed up as usual, took a hair dryer to dry his hair, during which Jiang Ran came in and took a mask, and muttered before leaving, "If there is electricity in the bathroom, you have to run outside to blow your hair, fool." ”

As everyone knows, in the black car downstairs at this time, the man who is almost integrated with the night greedily looks at the shadow reflected in the floor-to-ceiling window.

The dark eyes were reluctant to blink even for fear of missing a single bit.

Three days passed in a blink of an eye, Chen Zhi went to He Bi's studio by himself, and when he came out again, he sat in the car calmly as if he didn't have any thoughts, but he slammed on the steering wheel in the next second.

In his mind, He Bi's clear voice echoed, "...... Your illness is not improving, but several indicators have reached dangerous levels. ”

How can he take her home like this!

Yinlan is relieved, why let him suffer so much?

Yes, he can now answer the previous question of Ho Bi

Now he regards suicide as relief.