Chapter 377: I Have That Scar Too
Jiang Yan thought that he knew a little about Shi Yue in his previous life, but if anyone said that he loved her and liked her, she would definitely think that person was crazy.
You must know that Shi Yue is a person, she always thought that he was a lonely and widowed person, but after contacting him a few times, she felt that although he was cold, he was not as impersonal as rumored.
It is said that he took charge of the persuasion of the Shi family in a short period of time with his own strength, and did not spare any mercy to uproot some moths from the side of the Shi family.
It is enough to show his ability and ability.
It's just that Jiang Yan doesn't look at this, she has always known that the rumors are terrible, especially when he released water to her during the bidding, which also allowed her to gain a firm foothold in the Jiang clan.
Therefore, Jiang Yan has always admired him more than he was estranged.
But now, he actually admitted that he loved her at that time! I still love it.
It was as incredible to her, as shocking as the Earth had turned upside down.
"You're locked up with me, aren't you afraid I'll hate you?"
He seemed to cry and laugh, "Jiang Yan, do you know the feeling of despair? ”
In front of her, he took off his watch to reveal a crooked scar, "Such a scar, after you left, I also had one." ”
"What!"
Jiang Yan's eyes widened in disbelief, the fingers hanging by his side clenched tightly, and the fingertips were white without noticing.
"It's hard to believe, right?" When he raised his eyes, his dark eyes turned red, and then he lowered his eyes and smiled mockingly, "You never knew what you meant to me. ”
Did she think that only Chen here needed her the most?
If she has a heart of compassion, can she give him some charity?
Even if it's just a little bit.
"But you never mentioned it..."
Jiang Yan looked at him in a daze, he had a crush on her!
Therefore, he was willing to throw an olive branch to the Jiang family, take all the potential risks on himself, and give her a contract that would benefit the Jiang family and do no harm.
It's not that he's crazy, it's not that he has so much money that he has nowhere to spend it, it's because he likes her!
I liked it enough to help her resolutely under the pressure of the senior management of the Shi Group.
Jiang Yan suddenly figured out a lot of things, does that also mean that the small gift he said to his partner was also specially chosen for her and sent to her under other names.
No wonder he looked at her with such eyes in his previous life, there was affection and love in them that she had never discovered.
She opened her mouth to say something, but found that everything seemed to be pale and weak.
In her previous life, it was a fact that she did not fall in love with him.
Although it is undeniable that she will adore him for a moment, it is not love, and she even feels that he is the most unlikely marriage partner.
Because they are equally calm and indifferent to everything that does not concern them, such two people get along, either they are in harmony with their souls, or they will go to extremes.
In order to avoid this possibility, she would rather not start at all.
So, he was never in her consideration.
"How long are you going to lock me up?"
"When can you love me?"
Jiang Yan lowered his eyes, "I don't know." ”
The love he gave was so heavy that she didn't even know when it started.
His hands were clenched together at his side, so that when she knew he was back, she was going to take all her love back, did that mean?
"I'm definitely not going to let "him" out! Jiang Yan, you can only be mine! ”
Even if that "he" is himself, he is jealous, crazy jealous, to the point of madness.
"You're dead to this heart!"
He turned to leave, his back firm and lonely.
He was so proud, and he gave up his self-esteem in front of her, and he didn't get a trace of pity from her.
Jiang Yan stroked the position of his heart, I don't know why, it hurts so badly.
I want to hug him and make him happy.
But reason told her that she fell in love with Chen Shi, who grew up with her, not Shi Yue in her previous life.
But Shi Yue and Chen are obviously the same person!
She hugged herself, looking at the big villa, her heart was so heavy that she didn't want to speak.
In the next few days, as he said, she cut off all contact with the outside world.
He hadn't forced her, which explained why he hadn't touched her in the previous months.
Shi Yue has his own pride, the person she is worried about is not him, he will never touch her.
Whenever Jiang Yan faced him, she didn't know what to say, and inadvertently she would see the way he looked at her, intense, reluctant, and loving.
She didn't know how to respond, so she could only pretend not to see it.
After the meal, he looked at her meal without moving a few chopsticks and lowered his eyes, "You should know that hunger strike is the most useless way." ”
"I didn't want to go on a hunger strike, I just didn't have an appetite."
"He will, I can too, Jiang Yan, you should understand, I am the same person as him, it's just that you can't pass this level in your heart, without me, he won't exist."
"I know."
Of course she knew, they were the same person.
But it just feels weird.
Maybe as he said, she can't pass this level in her heart.
"I am the one who will be with you in the future, and falling in love with me is the only way you can get out of here."
In his previous life, he was too weak and didn't dare to say anything, so he would lose her in front of his eyes.
This time, since God gave her back to him, he would definitely not let go.
In the middle of the night, he stood by the bed like a thief who could not see the light, looking at her greedily.
"Brother..."
Jiang Yan turned over and muttered in a low voice.
His face tensed, and even his breath lowered considerably, and the moonlight shone in, reflecting the reddened ends of his eyes.
Even in her sleep, all she thinks about is "him".
Jiang Yan didn't sleep very well, she was groggy, and when she woke up, she saw him standing by the bed, she didn't react for a while, and stretched out her hand to let him hug her, "Brother." ”
Knowing who she was shouting and knowing that she was not awake now, he still bent over uncontrollably and hugged her who was thinking about her day and night.
"Jiang Yan, is it so difficult to fall in love with me?"
She sobered up instantly, and hurriedly pushed him away, "I..."
Recognize the wrong person.
He didn't listen to her explanation, because it was like a knife in his heart.
"Sleep, I'm just coming to see you."
He didn't stay any longer, turned and went out.
In the living room, the lights were bright, and he poured a glass of wine, poured out two pills from a small white bottle, and swallowed them with the wine.
As long as those memories are suppressed, she is his alone.
No one wants to snatch her away from him!
Not even "him"!
She said he was crazy today, but she didn't know it, he had been crazy for a long time, and the moment he knew about her death, he was crazy.
In the early hours of the morning, he had seen the Jiang building countless times.
The first stop on every business trip is there.
Twenty-eight floors.
It's where she's going.
It is also the place where his heart is placed.