Chapter 9 True love is infinite, but it is giving

The vicissitudes of life are unpredictable. There are too many variables in this world, the speed is too fast, it was originally a bright day, the sun and the wind, in the blink of an eye, thunder and lightning, storms, and rains fell from the sky. Everything is originally a matter of planting beans and reaping beans, and planting melons and reaping melons, and if there is a cause, there will be an effect. But sometimes, due to various abnormal external factors, beans are planted to get melons, melons are planted, and beans are obtained, or a bumper harvest is obtained, or there is no harvest at all. There is a reason for this, and what I said is that these are the superficial phenomena of this world, not the internal laws. Since there is a change, there must be an internal reason, but people can't see it clearly for a while, can't understand it, so they will be suspicious, or it is a fairy manifestation, or a demon, and it makes sense.

The sun and the moon are like shuttles, like a white horse passing through the gap. After the Spring Festival, Wang Xiaofeng will reach the second semester of his third year of high school, and the college entrance examination is imminent, and the learning situation is even more tense. When he came back from winter vacation, he asked his parents to invite Sister Yun to his home, and the two sat indoors hugging each other, complaining heartily, going out hand in hand, strolling in the wilderness, and playing happily for two days, which was regarded as repaying Sister Yun's lovesick care for many days. After that, he told Sister Yun that he wanted to concentrate on studying and had no time to play with her, so he stayed at home and studied behind closed doors. Sister Yun saw that he was so conscientious and didn't squint, so she had to put away her heart, and it was inconvenient to disturb him again.

The day before school started, Sister Yun came to Xiaofeng's house, helped him organize his clothes, and quietly gave him the fifty yuan she had saved on weekdays; Xiao Feng left her to eat with her and returned in the evening. The next day, Sister Yun got up early and sent Xiaofeng to the side of the road, the two were reluctant, kissed goodbye, and then watched Xiaofeng board the car, she stood alone in the cold wind for a long time before going home silently.

Wang Xiaofeng returned to school, eliminated all interference, calmed down, concentrated on studying, and looked forward to the beautiful ideals of many years with the college entrance examination. In the early morning, he got up before dawn, recited foreign languages and memorized words by the street lamps on the side of the playground, and at night, after the lights were turned off, he still did not rest, combing through all the homework of the day's study, finding out the difficulties and deficiencies, so as to try to make up for it the next day: or consult the teacher, or read reference books. In the eyes of his teachers and classmates, he was one of the few people in his class who was sure to be admitted to university. He himself is confident and ambitious.

However, "the sky has unpredictable storms, and people have good and bad luck." Just when he was full of confidence, aggressive, and bound to win the college entrance examination, he suddenly fell ill, and when he went to the hospital for an examination, he turned out to be paratyphoid fever. This kind of disease is very rare now, and somehow I found him. People suspect that Wang Xiaofeng attaches too much importance to the college entrance examination, works too hard, studies hard for a long time, lives hard, and lacks exercise. Seeing that he was seriously ill, the head teacher advised him to rest and not listen, for fear of causing unforeseen incidents, and immediately notified his parents to come to school.

When Wang Xiaofeng's parents and Sister Yun learned of this, they were like a bolt from the blue, and immediately rushed to the school with money. Although Wang Xiaofeng said, "It's okay, it's just that I've been nervous about studying and dizzy in the past few days, and it's good to rest for two days", the results of the doctor's examination still told him to be hospitalized immediately; The following series of high fevers also forced him to be hospitalized.

Just two days after being admitted to the hospital, all the money brought by the three people was spent, and the hospital issued an arrears notice, urging them to pay the fees. There was no choice but to leave Sister Yun to take care of her, and Xiaofeng's parents immediately went home and borrowed money from relatives and friends separately to raise medical expenses.

How much Sister Yun longs to be alone with Wang Xiaofeng, talk about private words, and do some intimate actions, but Wang Xiaofeng has been immersed in study for many years, and there are always endless books to read and exercises to do, and there are very few such opportunities; Now that the two are alone, but Wang Xiaofeng is lying on the hospital bed with a high fever, and he is tormented by the disease, where is he still in the mood to whisper and do intimate actions? All he could say was to keep asking him "How is it?" Is it uncomfortable? All she could do was pour water, feed him medicine, call a doctor, or feed him water or food, and the most embarrassing thing for her was to serve him to relieve him. At first, he insisted on going to the toilet to relieve him, and she only had to help him to the door of the men's toilet; However, with the continuous high fever and physical loss, he was unsteady on his own feet and fell into the toilet several times. There was no way, he had to lie down on the bed to relieve it, and she had to take the bedpan up and down, take it in and out, and skin contact was inevitable. At first, her face was flushed and her heart was beating wildly; Then he got used to it, and even wiped his feces, bathed, and changed his underwear. At this time, she only thinks about his illness with one heart, where can she consider her shyness?

Because of the relationship between my classmates and Sister Yun, I also bought gifts several times to visit Wang Xiaofeng. I heard that Sister Yun wiped Wang Xiaofeng's feces and urine, washed her face and bathed, and changed her underwear, I thought she was doing something too much, and persuaded her: "These things should be done by her parents, how can you be asked to do them?" Because doing these things inevitably involves touching Wang Xiaofeng's body; You're just his girlfriend now, one hasn't gotten a license, and the other hasn't been married, how can you do that kind of thing? I'm going to go and say to his parents, you can't be told to do such a thing. If this is to be spread, the people of Zhuang will laugh at you and look down on you, and your parents will not agree to you doing this, and even prevent you from coming to visit Wang Xiaofeng. ”

Sister Yun hurriedly grabbed me and said very calmly: "You misunderstood, it wasn't they who asked me to do it, I was willing to do it." Now he is so sick that he cannot do these things himself; His parents are worried about medical expenses all day long, raising money and borrowing money everywhere, and there are messy tasks at home and outside the home, so how much time is there to serve him? He was weak, he had a fever, sweating, and agony, and you said, Can I bear to see him suffer? Touching the body, what is there? I see his body as my own, and he is uncomfortable, and I am just as uncomfortable; Wash and wipe him, he will be more comfortable, and I will feel better. Otherwise, I will always remember in my heart that I can't eat well and can't sleep, which is worse than my own illness and sin. ”

She is willing to do this, and if she doesn't do it, she will feel sad and can't stand it, what else can I say? I had to persuade her on the other hand, telling her that paratyphoid fever is an infectious disease and that you should minimize contact with it, and that it will be even more troublesome if you get it! Still, she went her own way, as always.

I warned: "Sister Yun, you have to be careful, this disease is easily contagious, and you are not afraid of being infected if you have frequent contact with him?" Sister Yun shook her head: "What are you afraid of?" I see him in so much pain, I hate to do it for him, do I still care about that? I was helpless, so I had to sigh: "You are so good to Xiaofeng!" I can't do it. Germs are not emotional, no matter who you are, no matter how close you are, the person you love again, if it infects you, it will make you uncomfortable, and even kill you! No one can replace it. She laughed and sarcastically said, "Don't say this too early, too much, you will know when you find your sweetheart and fall in love, maybe you are more infatuated than me, with your heart, and you can even die for him!" I shouted, "You're going too far!" He can want me to die, should I hate him, but can I still love him and die for him? Sister Yun explained: "It's not that he wants you to die - he loves you so much, and he is afraid that it will be too late, how can he bear to ask you to die?" It was you who willingly died for him. is like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, Jiao Zhongqing and Liu Lanzhi in the singing. When the day really comes, people who love each other can't be together, and what is the point of death? "I vaguely feel that if Wang Xiaofeng can't afford to get sick, Sister Yun will really die for him. What an infatuation, and how terrible! I didn't dare to think about it anymore, let alone persuade her to protect herself and prevent infection.

I was deeply moved by Sister Yun's sincere love, what else can I say? A peasant girl who is like a flower and loves to sing and act, but she is not frivolous, does not climb power, does not admire wealth and glory, and falls in love with a white-faced scholar from a poor family wholeheartedly, and loves so sincerely and selflessly, even at the expense of dying for him, infatuated like this, it is really touching!

Soon, the medical bills were in arrears again, and the hospital repeatedly urged them, and Wang Xiaofeng's parents were worried. There is nowhere to borrow money, and all relatives and friends who can borrow money have borrowed it all, and even my family has lent him 200 yuan; There was really no way, so they had to discuss going home and selling the house. But if you sell your house, where will your family live in the future? In an emergency, I can't care about what happens next, so I have to save people first. "No," Sister Yun heard that Wang Xiaofeng's parents were going to sell the house, and immediately stood up and said, "The house must not be sold!" I went home and borrowed money. "No, no, your parents won't lend us money." Wang Xiaofeng's parents hurriedly refused. "That was once upon a time; Now that the situation has changed, I can definitely borrow it. You don't have to worry about this, I have my own way. Sister Yun said firmly. Since Sister Yun said so, maybe there is some hope. Now that the relationship between the two families has changed, and the relationship is slowly changing, her parents may be able to lend a little for their daughter's sake. In desperation, Wang Xiaofeng's parents had no choice but to let Sister Yun go home to try their luck.

When Sister Yun's parents heard that Wang Xiaofeng's family was going to borrow money, they immediately became angry and said, "What? His family asked you to come and borrow money from our family? Isn't it easy to see our family being bullied? You and Wang Xiaofeng fell in love, we didn't agree, since you insisted on agreeing, if he didn't marry, we would depend on you; Now his family has to inch in, and he wants to borrow money again, and he can open his mouth because of it! You tell them clearly: our family has no money, but we have money for other purposes. Tell his family to find another way, don't fight our family's idea. ”

Sister Yun explained: "Don't get me wrong, it wasn't his parents who asked me to borrow it, I took the initiative to borrow it." I will say one more heart-wrenching word, you are not lending money to his family, but lending money to your future son-in-law to treat his illness and save his life! Xiaofeng is very sick, and his medical expenses have already cost thousands of yuan! Most of them are borrowed from relatives and friends. Now my condition has just improved, but I have no money. His relatives and acquaintances who could borrow money have borrowed all of them, and there is really nowhere to borrow them. The hospital pressed and said that it would stop the treatment if it could not pay the medical bills. Isn't this going for Komine's life? If Xiaofeng dies, I won't be alive! Keep the money to buy a coffin for your daughter!" Sister Yun cried and said, "Their family decided to sell the house to Xiaofeng for treatment, and I didn't agree." You also think about it for me, his house is sold, where will Xiaofeng and I get married and live in the future? Shall you let your daughters and sons-in-law live in the dewy fields? After Sister Yun finished speaking, she cried loudly, shouting to the heavens and the earth, tears falling like rain, as if she wanted to cry out all the pain, sorrow and sorrow of these days, and vent it.

When Sister Yun's parents saw their daughter crying so sadly, they immediately had no idea, hesitated again and again, and discussed: "Or, lend him less?" Sister Yun said, "At least a thousand yuan!" This time, if Xiaofeng's illness is not cured and he dies, I will go with him! You will guard your three sons from now on, and don't think about having any more daughters! Then he sarcastically said, "You are not worthy of a girl!" When I was a child, I only asked my daughter to work and didn't give her a book; Now, seeing his son-in-law sick and dying, he can't help it. You are so ruthless and unrighteous, am I your own or did I pick it up by walking? After saying that, he cried again.

Sister Yun's parents saw their daughter crying miserably and pitifully, and they were afraid that Wang Xiaofeng would really delay the treatment because of lack of money, which would cause accidents, and her daughter complained for a lifetime, so she had to reluctantly agree to lend 1,000 yuan to Wang Xiaofeng for treatment. In this way, Sister Yun stopped crying. Subsequently, the parents discussed: since they promised their daughter and borrowed money, they will be good relatives in the future, and there is no need to hold grudges against old grudges; Now that Xiaofeng is seriously ill, he should go to visit. So I discussed buying some more gifts and going to the hospital with my daughter to visit Wang Xiaofeng.

Xiao Feng's parents were very moved when they saw that Sister Yun's parents were willing to borrow money and buy gifts to visit Xiao Feng in the hospital, regardless of their previous suspicions, and said with tears in their eyes: "We were all bad in the past and misunderstood you. Now Xiaofeng is short of money for treatment, and he is at a loss to borrow money everywhere, at a critical time, thanks to your willingness to help, lend us money, and save Xiaofeng's life, this kindness and virtue, the whole family will never forget! Sister Yun's parents said: "The previous things are in the past. Now we are in-laws, your family's business is my family's business, borrowing money to save my life, as it should be. Since then, the two families have released their previous suspicions and become good relatives.