Chapter 33 Although the lotus root is broken, its silk is still connected

One day, when I was at work, Sister Yun suddenly came to the office to look for me, she looked at me with wide eyes and intently, and said that there was an important matter that I would definitely help. I looked at her in amazement and puzzled. I saw that she was wearing a set of fashion that she hadn't worn for a long time, with a pearl necklace around her neck, a gold ring on her hand, a light layer of fat powder on her face, and her lips were red and rouge; But he was sweating profusely, his brows were tightly locked, and he looked impatient. I was a little surprised that she hadn't dressed like this for a long time, and she hadn't come to me. In order to comfort her, I didn't have to think about it, and I didn't care about anything, whether I was able to help or not, and I could solve it, so I immediately agreed:

"What's the matter? Just say. With the feelings and relationships of our sisters, as long as you use me, let alone help, it is to go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, I will not give up! ”

I'm half-joking. Sister Yun believed it and hurriedly said:

"Of course, of course, it's not a good sister who grew up together, and I won't come here to find you directly for this kind of thing."

It seems that Sister Yun was very satisfied with my answer and was very moved, but she looked at the people in the office but was silent, and finally shook her head and said:

"Let's go to your house and say, I haven't been to your house for a long time; Besides, this matter cannot be explained clearly in a few words. This is the office of your unit, in public, there are many people, this kind of thing, people are embarrassed to hear it. ”

She said and looked at the people in the office again, shook her head, and stopped talking, looking eager and shy. It dawned on me that the matter she had asked me for help must be something she considered to be very confidential and important, and that no one but me could know about it. I was silent: it was work time, how could I say that I would go home when I went home? Won't the leader have an opinion? However, looking at Sister Yun's eager appearance, thinking about the relationship between each other and the generous promise she made just now, she couldn't control it much, so she nodded and said, "When the director comes back, I will ask for a leave of absence, and I will accompany you home to talk." Then he pulled up a chair and told her to sit down and rest.

My heart was full of doubts: What is Sister Yun here for? Looking at her outfit, it seems like a good thing, but why are you in such a hurry? Did you agree with the person I introduced to her again, leaving the child at home and anxious to ask to meet? Or, she accidentally met a good man who made her fall in love and asked me to check and do her work? Because Sister Yun has been single since the divorce, she lives alone with her son, and she is helpless. I sympathized with her, so I inquired, understood, and did work among the comrades I was familiar with, and introduced her to two or three in a row, but she didn't want to see her once, so I quit all of them, and I was so angry that I didn't want to introduce her to anyone again. I didn't ask about her anymore, but now I'm in a hurry, and I'm lonely and lonely, so I'm coming to me again? If you take the initiative to come to me with all your heart, this thing will be easy to do. I wondered what she was here for.

Sister Yun and I are good sisters who grew up together and talk about everything, and in today's words, they are best friends. When I was a child, my family and her family were close neighbors, and the houses of the two families were connected by one roof. The two stick together every day, nothing to say, nothing to do. Later, when I grew up, I went to the city to work in the Agricultural Bureau because of my father's retirement, and Sister Yun still stayed in the countryside. Although people are no longer together, the feelings are still the same, no one can be separated or replaced, her affairs, no matter how big or small, good or bad, I have always cared and paid attention to. Over the years, although the two sides have undergone changes, they still trust each other as before, and there is no disagreement.

Sister Yun's thinking is very traditional and stubborn, she has always believed that her husband is the sky, the head of the family, and it is related to her life path, destiny and future, so she sees it as more important than her own life. It's just that she has a bad fate and never meets a good man. Since childhood, I fell in love with Wang Xiaofeng, a high school student in the same village, and loved him from the bottom of my heart, but I didn't want him but I didn't really love her. After the divorce, Wang Xiaofeng quickly got married and had children, but she still didn't realize it, she still loved him secretly, and cried sadly every time. I repeatedly persuaded her not to listen, and she didn't look at the person she introduced, as if Wang Xiaofeng was such a good man in the world. Do you think she's stupid? I was so angry that I didn't persuade her anymore, and I didn't introduce her to anyone anymore. - I call it cold treatment. didn't really want to do this, but let her calm down and think about it, there is more than Wang Xiaofeng who is a good man in the world, there are many, and there are; Don't be too brainless, hang yourself on a tree, wait for your own people to be old, and then regret it too late! But some time ago, I heard that she went to elementary school, and I heard that she went to the Jesus Church in the town to become a religious, wearing a coarse cloth gown and trousers, facing the sky, and being so busy that she completely forgot about love and marriage.

What's wrong with her today? The fashion was put on again, the jewelry was put on, and the makeup was put on; Could it be that my cold treatment has an effect, and Sister Yun has finally come to her senses? Took the initiative to come to the door today and asked me to introduce her to someone? Thinking about it seriously, I think this seems unlikely, because Sister Yun has always been very conservative, single-minded, persistent, and assertive in love, not what she really loves, and generally she will not listen to persuasion, change concepts, and ask people to talk to the matchmaker. It must be that she has a new object of her own and falls in love with someone who makes her heart flutter. I figured in my heart that this must be the case. But I don't know what kind of character and character this one will be? Is it true for Sister Yun? Is it fake? Is it a blessing? Is it woe? But don't be like the one who left, with a changeable temperament, and it caused Sister Yun to die and live.

I once said to Sister Yun very seriously, it's okay not to let me introduce the object, but when you meet someone you think can be entrusted for life, you must tell me in advance, let me help her palm the eye, check the gate, the vision of two people is better than one person to see comprehensively, accurately, so as not to be deceived. She must have come today for this. The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. At a critical time, listen to the opinions of close friends, discuss and discuss together, and consider and deliberate, so that you will not be carried away by love like your first love, recognize people inappropriately, leave endless harm, and hate for life. If this is the case, she is naturally reluctant to let outsiders know about it, spread it indiscriminately, and affect her reputation; I could only go back home with me, and the two of them were locked in a secret room and talked about it slowly.

Being trusted is undoubtedly a gratifying thing. I was very happy, I hurried to deal with the business in hand, asked the leader for leave, and accompanied her home.

Along the way, I asked this and that, as enthusiastic and casual as ever. But Sister Yun rarely speaks, and her answers to questions are very simple, sometimes nodding, sometimes shaking her head, and sometimes even silent. I understand her, she has been in a bad mood since she divorced Wang Xiaofeng, and she still misses Wang Xiaofeng. Maybe at this moment she was comparing this new man to Wang Xiaofeng in her mind, so she was absent-minded about my words. When I saw her like this, I stopped gossiping, and after a little silence, I immediately went straight to the point:

"Sister Yun, what is the important thing you came to me today? Now I can always say it. ”

She looked up at me, then at the pedestrians in the street, and after a moment of hesitation, she shook her head:

"This is the street, where people and cars come and go, where is the place to talk? Anyway, you've already taken a leave of absence, so let's talk about it at your house. ”

I really can't help it! She regarded this matter too confidentially and cautiously, and still refused to disclose it at this time. I had no choice but to stop the topic, keep silent, and silently accompany her home.

Since I decided to treat Sister Yun's matter coldly, Sister Yun hasn't come to my house for a long time. Although I said that I didn't care about her anymore, I still missed her from time to time, worried about her fate and life after the divorce, and even more for the sake of her future marriage future. Her arrival today surprised and delighted me, and my depressed mood aroused some new hopes. I hope that the important things she said are in line with what I want, and from then on, she will have lifelong worries, regain her good wife, tie the knot, and I will also get rid of a long-standing heart disease, and I can work and live happily and easily.

When I came to the house, I hurriedly fetched water to wash her hands and face, and was busy making tea and peeling apples, and then pulled her to sit down on the sofa. However, Sister Yun's expression today puzzled me and felt incredible, she neither drank tea, nor ate apples, and even refused to sit down. She grabbed me, stared at me wide-eyed, and looked at me for a long time, looking both excited and nervous. I knew she was going to talk about her confidential and important matter, and I was as nervous and excited as she was. Seeing her overly nervous look, I had to comfort her:

"No hurry, no hurry, sit down and talk slowly. This is my house, and now there are only two of us, out of your mouth, into my ears, even if you say, no outsiders will hear. ”

However, she refused to sit down, her eyes widened with fear, her face swelled like a big red cloth, she gasped rapidly, and said in a voice that was almost trembling:

"Sister, you know what? Wang Xiaofeng, he, he's back from Shenzhen! Just hold it in his house. Someone in the village saw him and said that he had been back for several days and had not left the house. ”

"You don't care if he goes out or not, what's your business? You are divorced, he is to him, and you are yours. He just came back from Shenzhen, brought enough things, squatted at home, the wind did not hit his head, the rain did not hit his face, and he had food and drink, so he was not happy! ”

"It doesn't seem like that."

"You don't care what he does, and you don't want to share his things, it's also in vain."

"I'm not wanting his stuff. I just wanted to tell you about him. ”

"Tell me about him? What do you say about him? Does it have anything to do with me, or does it have something to do with you? Did you come to me today for this? No way? I haven't been here for so long, Baba came once, just to tell me this? Isn't there anything else? I didn't think so, and looked at her suspiciously.

"No, I'm doing well alone, and I don't have anything else to do, so I'll come to you for help with this. I'm in a hurry! Night after night, I can't sleep all the time. ”

Sister Yun nodded, still looking at me with wide eyes.

When I heard that she had come to me for help with this and nothing else, I was not only disappointed, but also a little disgusted. Until now, she is still thinking about Wang Xiaofeng in her heart, and she can't throw it away or let it go. What does she want to do? Does she still want to reunite and resurrect from the ashes? Is this possible? Wang Xiaofeng is a person who is suffering and afraid of poverty, he is now climbing to a high branch, with tens of millions of assets, will he still remember the old feelings, put aside the wealth in hand, and come home to help you farm? No way! Even if I tried to persuade him as a fellow countryman, he would never look back. After so many years, I know his character, character, personality, and handling things, and you have such thoughts, but he will not have such plans. I forced her to sit down on the couch, shoved the peeled apple into her hand, forced her to take a bite, and then said with some disdain:

"He's coming back, what's the fuss about? Is it worth your excitement to be like this? Besides, there's nothing unusual about it. Although he is in Shenzhen, he has made a fortune and become rich, this place is always his home and his roots. His parents are so old, I don't know when they will leave, and they will never be seen! Shouldn't he come back and see? His wife and children don't want it, and his parents can't do it, right? Otherwise, it will be too inhuman, and the beast is not as good! ”

When Sister Yun saw that I was so resentful of Wang Xiaofeng, her face suddenly darkened and became very ugly. She sighed softly, shook her head helplessly, and did not speak again for a while.

I know that although Sister Yun and Wang Xiaofeng are divorced, it is also to save Wang Xiaofeng, and they have no choice but to save Wang Xiaofeng. Although the lotus root is broken, its silk is still connected. She still loves Wang Xiaofeng in her heart, often misses him, and hopes that he can change his mind; Therefore, any little thing about Wang Xiaofeng, even a little bit of wind and grass, will blow a strong wind on her heart lake and set off a lot of waves. The long-term pain and longing made her mentally a little abnormal and unbelievable, just like today. As a close friend, I had to patiently persuade her:

"He is a person who is only greedy for new love, not old love. You are so good to him, I hate to take out my heart and give him food, but he is so ruthless to you, causing you so miserable. Do you still miss him now, what do you care about him? If you're full, you're so idle that you have nothing to do! You should figure it out: now, he is Miss Mei's husband, a married man, and has nothing to do with you. Besides, now that he is rich, powerful, and in good condition, there will be people who love him, love him, and care for him, and do they still need you to care about him? You are pitiful enough now, a woman with children, orphans and widows, life is much more difficult than his! But who cares about you? Who's going to help you? Does he, Wang Xiaofeng, still care about taking care of you? Didn't you? ”

Speaking of which, I could no longer hold back the resentment that had accumulated in my heart for a long time, and poured it out in one go:

"So, Sister Yun, I advise you to think more about your future and the future of your children, don't keep thinking about Wang Xiaofeng, thinking about the past; The past is gone, and it is impossible to come back! While you are still young and beautiful, dress up well, buy two trendy and fashionable clothes to wear, and don't dress yourself up like an old grandmother. Now that there is reform and opening up, there are many opportunities, meet good and suitable people, let you be tempted, find another one to marry yourself, have a helper in life, and have a good old man to rely on. All roads lead to Beijing, and you can't go all the way until it gets dark and hang yourself on a tree with a crooked neck. I think that Wang Xiaofeng is unreliable, so don't pin your hopes on him. Don't think about his business, mind his business, his life is much better than yours! You have taken care of his family and home for so many years, respected the old and loved the young, been a cow and a horse, and let him work hard, develop, and have fun outside without worry, so that he has a good life today. You're worthy of him. It's that he has a bad conscience, I'm sorry for you! ”

Although Wang Xiaofeng has been my classmate for more than ten years, the relationship has been quite good since he was a child. However, in the matter of divorcing Sister Yun, he was too ruthless and immoral, so that I could see through his despicability and viciousness, so I was angry with him, hated him, looked down on him, and changed my previous good impression and opinion of him.

I said so angrily, Sister Yun's face was white, black, red, and yellow, and she looked very ugly, and her expression became painful and uneasy. My mood changed from venting my anger to feeling very guilty, sad, and I felt sorry for Sister Yun. But he stubbornly believes that only in this way can he completely change Sister Yun's unrealistic thoughts and attachment to Wang Xiaofeng, and then forget him, rekindle the fire of love, find a reliable and good man, marry himself, heal the wounds caused by divorce as soon as possible, and live a good life in the future. Because the pain of falling out of love can only be cured by the joy of falling in love again.

But I was completely wrong, after Sister Yun was sad for a while, she actually said something that I couldn't imagine at all, something I thought was incomprehensible, which really surprised me.