Chapter 39 No retribution for giving, no regrets for true love
As soon as Wang Xiaofeng left, Sister Yun immediately lost her mind like a brainless fly. She thought about it, and wondered what the situation would be when Wang Xiaofeng went to Shenzhen: would he still do that kind of smuggling business with Miss Mei? That's a violation of the law of the land! Xiao Feng has been punished and taught a lesson, does he dare to do it? Based on the situation of her persuasion of Xiao Feng these days, the situation of his parents persuading him, and the words that Xiao Feng repeatedly told him before leaving, she estimated that Xiao Feng would not do that kind of illegal thing again. However, when he arrived in Shenzhen and went to Miss Mei, he didn't dare to do it, would Miss Mei let him go? Also, his money is in Miss Mei's hands, if he doesn't do it with her, will Miss Mei still give him his money? If he hadn't Miss Mei, would he have fallen out with Miss Mei? Will they get divorced? If they get divorced, will he definitely come back? A series of questions lingered in her mind, but she could not find the answer. However, she couldn't find the answer, and she refused to let go of her thoughts, because she wanted to know the answer so much, which was related to her future life, her fate and future. Unresolved thoughts kept her awake all night. The next day, she still refused to give up, leaving behind her work at home and in the fields, studying culture, reading the Bible, and believing in Jesus, and arranged for Huzi to eat at his grandparents' place.
Today, Sister Yun is dressed in casual clothes, her face is pale, she has neither makeup nor jewelry, and she looks anxious and angry. As soon as I entered the door, I noticed that her face was not right, and before she could open her mouth, I asked:
"Look at this complexion, pretend, what's wrong today? What big things happened? Or why did Wang Xiaofeng make you angry again? ”
Sister Yun slammed the bag in her hand on the sofa, sat down, and said fiercely:
"It's all to blame for the computer you bought for him, it's a big disaster!"
I was puzzled for a moment and said, "When did I buy him a computer?" Can I buy it for him? After thinking about it, I understood the meaning of Sister Yun's words, so she said:
"I see. It was you who spent so much money to tie his heart, and asked me to accompany you to so many stores to buy him that computer. I didn't agree at that time: the work in the fields at home depends on you alone, he is a big man, he eats for nothing, does not work, does not talk, is idle at home, and spends so much money to buy him a computer to play; It's too bitter for yourself, spoiling him Wang Xiaofeng! But where did you listen to me? I insisted on buying it for him, and I also talked about the many benefits of buying a computer. This time, you actually blamed me, do you say that I was wronged or not? ”
Sister Yun was speechless for a while. After being silent for a while, he finally admitted it, and then he became infinitely remorseful, and said indignantly:
"I don't blame you, I blame it all, I blame it! Now, I regret dying! How did you remember to buy him that computer? It's really digging a pit to bury yourself, and you are doing it yourself! ”
"What? What's wrong with the computer? What's wrong? Xiaofeng blames you? I asked inexplicably.
Sister Yun thought I was joking, glanced sideways at me, and said:
"It's easy to fix a computer problem, but someone else has a problem! This time it's completely over! Don't think he's going to look back. He saw a message from Miss Mei on the computer, asking him to go back to Shenzhen, saying that he had something important to discuss with him. When he saw it, he left desperately and went to Shenzhen to find Miss Mei again. When he goes, the dry fish return to the sea, can he come back? You say, who can blame the computer for not blaming it? That computer is to blame inside and out! ”
"Blame who? Blame yourself. I don't have much money, but I spend so much money to buy him a computer. Aren't you looking for trouble and doing it yourself? ”
"Didn't I want to keep him on a leash? I heard people say that it is easy to get addicted to playing with computers, so I thought that if he was addicted to computers, he would forget about those difficult and dangerous things in Shenzhen, and forget the pain of being arrested, tried and imprisoned. ”
"You only know that computers can play games, but you don't know that computers can also transmit information?"
"Where do I know this? I only think that the computer is a high-end toy, he is alone at home, idle and bored, playing with the computer, amusing him, forgetting the defeat, forgetting the troubles. How did you know it would still work? It's deadly! ”
So, she told how Wang Xiaofeng learned the news of Miss Mei's return to Shenzhen from the computer, how he wrote a message to her, how he went home to tell his parents, and how his parents persuaded him to stop him.
I was surprised and asked, "Miss Mei still dares to go back to Shenzhen?" Isn't she afraid of being caught? ”
She sent a message to Xiaofeng and asked him to go to Shenzhen to discuss things, which shows that she has indeed returned to Shenzhen. Maybe her affairs were not exposed, Wang Xiaofeng's case did not involve her, or Wang Xiaofeng deliberately concealed his relationship with her, and he alone took all the responsibility for this sea smuggling. Sister Yun said.
"It's quite possible. I heard that these people have such internal rules: the subordinates of the horse, whoever commits the crime, who is responsible, is not allowed to lead their leader; Otherwise, when you come back, you will be severely punished. Wang Xiaofeng naturally understands this rule, and he and Miss Mei have this kind of relationship, so naturally he will not pull her out. So, Miss May was not exposed. Otherwise, at this time, she would never dare to come back to Shenzhen. This woman is really a veteran of crime, bold and careful, advancing and retreating, and has great powers! I commented on what I usually heard.
"That's probably the case. It's really cheap for this bad woman! In fact, the back was all commanded and arranged by her, and Xiao Feng just rushed to the front with her subordinates; As a result, she escaped, Xiaofeng was caught, and Xiaofeng suffered the crime alone. Sister Yun said indignantly.
"Miss Mei will come back this time, and she may give Xiaofeng some compensation. I heard that these people are also very righteous. I said.
"Who wants her to make amends? If you take her compensation and do bad things for her, you will fall deeper and deeper. I only hope that Xiaofeng can come back safely and soundly as soon as possible. Sister Yun said.
"I'm afraid Xiao Feng may not be able to come back soon. You think, Miss Mei's affairs have not been exposed, and she has returned to Shenzhen; Xiaofeng's case is over, as long as he no longer commits the crime of smuggling and selling smuggling, the customs will not pursue him again; In this way, they can live together openly again. They are husband and wife, reasonable and legal, and there will be no objections from others. ”
I think it is reasonable for Miss Mei to send a message and Wang Xiaofeng to go to Shenzhen, because after all, they are still husband and wife, and it is natural and reasonable for husband and wife to live together. It was Sister Yun who prevented him from going, and now she hopes that he will come back and continue to live with her, which is unreasonable.
When Sister Yun asked me to persuade Wang Xiaofeng to return to her, it was not legal in the first place. At that time, I thought that Wang Xiaofeng was penniless and had no way out in a down-and-out situation, and it was possible to return to Sister Yun, because after all, they still had feelings and a son. However, the relationship between Wang Xiaofeng and Miss Mei in Shenzhen has not been broken, and living together in such a daze is not a long-term solution, and sooner or later there will be trouble. I thought again, Wang Xiaofeng was arrested, the smuggling case was exposed, and Miss Mei was his boss and boss, and she would inevitably be exposed, so she had to flee abroad. If she slips through the net, will she dare to come back in the future? Miss Mei didn't dare to come back, her marriage with Wang Xiaofeng existed in name only, what was the point? Miss Mei has money in her hands, and she can be at ease abroad. It's hard for Wang Xiaofeng, he is empty-handed, has no capital, can't do business anymore, and is not good at labor, how will he live in the future? Being with Sister Yun is also a solution. Besides, Sister Yun also hopes for this. Who knew that things were not what Sister Yun and I imagined, Miss Mei's matter was not exposed, she came back and took the initiative to inform Wang Xiaofeng to go back. Wang Xiaofeng didn't understand Sister Yun's hard work at all, so he said goodbye and went back to Shenzhen. Wouldn't this be another serious emotional and mental blow to Sister Yun? The pain and loss can be imagined. But it's too late to regret. What's the use of you being sad and regretting it at this time? Torture yourself in vain. I silently thought in my heart: Sister Yun, accept the reality, accept the lesson, and despair of Wang Xiaofeng. This man has a changeable personality and is very ambitious! Your warmth can't hold his heart.
Looking at Sister Yun's tearful appearance, how can I say these words to stimulate her? I had to try to persuade her:
"He's gone, don't be upset. You've done your best for him, he must go, what's the solution? Although you didn't get the opportunity to dissuade him, his parents dissuaded him and still couldn't keep him, which shows that he has made up his mind, even if you dissuade him, you can't keep him. Just go, just go, as people often say, it's yours, it's yours after all, it's not yours, it's not yours after all, and even if you get it, you will lose it. ”
As soon as the words came out, I regretted it again: although the truth is like this, but the words of persuasion cannot be said so directly. Sure enough, Sister Yun was unhappy and said, "According to what you say, I shouldn't have married Xiaofeng at all, let alone persuaded him to come back to me?" He's gone and won't come back? Sister Yun asked me angrily.
"No, no," I was afraid that she would be upset, so I quickly denied it. "As the saying goes, there is no voice without investigation. Why did Xiaofeng go, what did Miss Mei tell him to do, what is the situation in Shenzhen, you and I don't really know any of this, how do I know if he will come back? Maybe he just went to see how it was going, to see his daughter, and would be back in a few days. "I tried to persuade her on the good side.
"No, I can see that he won't be coming back this time; Otherwise, she wouldn't have gone so resolutely, and even his parents couldn't stop her. Sister Yun didn't blame me, but said her own opinion.
"Why? What basis do you have? I asked rhetorically.
"You see, when he came back this time, he came back empty-handed, did not get a penny back, and was wounded, and instead of reproaching him, I tried in every way to persuade him to return to me; After I came back, I was even better to him than before, and I was more attentive to him, and I didn't let him do any work in the fields, and I bought him whatever he wanted, even a computer of a few thousand yuan; No matter how hard it is, it's hard for me, it's hard for me, it's hard for me, I almost didn't give him all my heart to eat! But what's the use? I can't move him at all, I can't tie him. As soon as he saw Miss Mei's message, he didn't even say hello, dropped a note and left in a hurry. So ruthless, you say, doesn't it make me sad? Chilling? Is there still a place for me in his heart? He still had Miss Mei in mind. I'm trying to be in vain, and I'm making a lot of feelings! Even his parents couldn't stop him from leaving, will he come back this time? ”
Sister Yun put forward a lot of reasons to explain Wang Xiaofeng's determination and ruthlessness towards her, and she shed tears as she spoke. It seems that Wang Xiaofeng really broke her heart this time. I had no choice but to persuade him:
"Maybe he felt ashamed of you, so he didn't meet you and left without saying hello."
"Not really! He was afraid that I would stop him and pester him when I met, so he dropped a note and said goodbye. It's too contemptuous of people. Am I so shameless? As I said, as long as Miss Mei has news, I will let him go, and my words count. Do you just not believe me? ”
I don't want Sister Yun to say that. She couldn't help but cry again, tears streaming down her face. I say:
"Do you regret it? I had long thought that this day would come. At that time, I shouldn't have persuaded Wang Xiaofeng to go back, but seeing that you were too infatuated, I begged me again and again that I couldn't bear to refuse you, so I reluctantly ran back to the village and tried my best to persuade him to return to you. ”
"No, no, I don't regret it at all." Sister Yun hurriedly wiped away her tears and said, "Although we are divorced, in my heart, he will always be my man, and I will always be his home here, no matter if he comes back or not." What's more, he also helped me do a lot of things when he came back this time. You see, he taught me culture, and I was almost finished in Chinese and mathematics in the sixth grade; He also tutored Huzi in his homework, and in the last midterm exam, Huzi also took the first place in the whole grade in mathematics! What's more, he came back this time to get acquainted with Huzi, and the children in the village also know that Huzi has a father, and they won't say that he is a child without a father. At this time, Sister Yun's eyes shone with a little bitter and joyful tears.
"If only you could see it that way." I comforted her, "Life is a play, it is inevitable that there will be joys and sorrows, gatherings and dispersions; It is best to be able to gather and disperse well. I guess Xiaofeng just went to Shenzhen, and he will come back in the end, because this is his home, his roots, and his disabled and elderly parents are at home, and he always has to come back to see her parents and Huzi. When he thinks of them, he won't forget you and how much you have done to him. ”
"That's what you think?" Sister Yun looked at me with a little please.
"Of course, to you, did I tell a lie? So I advise you to think about the benefits of everything, and when you go home, you have to go to see Xiaofeng's parents often, and it's the same as before. The two old men are also pitiful enough, the son is not at home, and the old man's legs are crippled and he can't work in the fields. People have feelings, and if you are good to them, they will be good to you. If you persuade Xiaofeng, it is better for his parents to persuade him to work, and ask them to write more letters to persuade Xiaofeng, if it is not good over there, come back quickly; We must never do smuggling and selling smuggled goods again, that is against the law of the land! For the first offense, the state forgives him for his ignorance, and if he commits it again, he will be punished heavily! ”
"You're right. I also think that Xiaofeng is coming back, he and Miss Mei are not all the way at all, for a while, it's okay, but after a long time, they will definitely not be able to go together. In the past, he was with Miss Mei, mainly because he wanted to smuggle and sell smuggled goods and make a lot of money; Now, being arrested and the matter exposed, do you still dare to do that kind of business? He also promised me and his parents that he would never do anything illegal again. ”
Sister Yun seemed to believe my words. She is a kind woman, she loves Wang Xiaofeng deeply, no matter how much suffering and hurt Wang Xiaofeng has brought her, she still loves him, thinks about him, and hopes that he will return to his side.
"Makes sense." I praised her, "He and Miss Mei are just using each other, if Xiaofeng is unwilling to smuggle and sell smuggled goods with her, and can't make money and work hard for her, probably she won't want him." If Miss Mei doesn't want him, he is helpless in Shenzhen, so he will naturally come back - this is his home after all! ”
"You're right. I believe! ”
Sister Yun left happily. Thankfully, I finally persuaded Sister Yun again, so that she could regain her confidence and courage in life.
After Sister Yun went home, in addition to doing farm work in the field, she began to teach herself the Chinese and mathematics of the sixth grade that Xiaofeng did not finish, and she asked Huzi if she didn't understand, Huzi didn't understand, so she ran to the school to ask my brother and ask other teachers, and soon, she finished all the words in the sixth grade of primary school, and also taught herself the general knowledge class of primary school, and planned to buy some books on breeding technology to read, and develop family farming. She feels that she is now a person with some culture, and she can't just farm the land, but also do something with culture and technology. - That's an afterword.