Chapter 31: Helplessness and Relief
Don't try to doubt the intuition of a person with persecution paranoia.
"Is it possible that he sensed that you were going to die?"
Luo Yizi's expression darkened a little, and she finally knew the reason why Chen Changan didn't want her to follow.
felt really uncomfortable, every day when she woke up, she would stare at Chen Changan for a while, making sure that he didn't look like he was going to die, so she felt a little relieved.
Chen Changan didn't speak, staring at a turquoise stream, looking at a few small fish playing in it.
I miss those stupid fish at home.
"Probably not." After a long while, Chen Changan replied to Luo Yizi's question.
The tone was uncertain, and there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.
"It depends on the situation, anyway, he won't have much idea if he knows, and he cherishes his life more."
The two have been friends for more than a hundred years, but Chen Changan is not sure if Gou Daoren is really like Jia Jiyou and them, and they are completely close to him.
He is only sure that he regards Gou Daoren as a good friend and good brother, but a person who is persecuted and paranoid, and opens his mouth and closes his mouth every time he meets, will he really completely expose his body and mind.
He wasn't sure.
Maybe knowing that he is dead, Gou Daoren will only say an understatement, and then continue to live.
Half a day passed.
After Chen Changan received a message from Gou Daoren, saying that the matter had been completed, the two returned to the courtyard.
The Flame Tiger frowned at the moment and stared at the palm of his hand for a while.
It was also the first time he had seen such a magical formation method.
From the palm of his hand, through the blood, the formation materials were transported, and the five internal organs were used to arrange the array.
This person's formation has been completed, and it is terrifyingly strong.
But such a person is so afraid of Chen Changan!
Gou Daoren said with a smile: "Brother Chang'an, the formation has been successfully arranged, this thing is the activation stone to control the explosion of the formation, as long as you input enough aura, you can detonate the formation." No matter how strong people are, they have to be fried into powder. ”
The Flame Tiger was obviously still here, but Gou Daoren explained the effect of the formation in a light stroke.
The corners of the Flame Tiger's mouth twitched.
And Chen Changan wants this effect.
Maybe Gou Daoren knew what he wanted, so he would say the effect of the formation in front of the Flame Tiger.
Gou Daoren still understands him.
"Thank you, brother."
"It's okay, it's just a matter of hands. I've got a room for you, right over there. ”
Gou Daoren pointed to the three rooms far away from his room.
Enough distance, in case of accidents, there is also enough time to respond.
Chen Changan patted Gou Daoren on the shoulder: "Not bad." ”
I will really follow through with caution.
Night.
Roof.
There are no stars in the secret realm.
The sky has an auspicious pattern of dragons and phoenixes.
It gives people a full visual impact.
This is exactly the formation arranged by Gou Dao people who have nothing to do, and it can be regarded as a small act of pleasing himself by a person who works hard every day to live.
Chen Chang'an Xu and Jia Jiyou drank too much, and the amount of alcohol increased, and at this moment they drank a pot of wine heartily, but they didn't feel it at all.
Gou Daoren was forced to open his business, and drank two glasses with him.
"Brother, how long have we known each other?" Chen Changan stared at Gou Daoren.
"One hundred years, four days, and five hours."
Gou Daoren gave the answer in an instant.
Chen Changan smiled.
He knew it would be so.
"Aren't you tired like this?"
"I'm not tired, as long as I can keep myself alive, everything I do is meaningful."
Gou Dao people have their own set of logical guidelines.
Chen Changan smiled: "Then what is the meaning of your life." ”
As far as he knew, Gou Daoren had always been single, with no wife, no children, no daughters, and no one around him, not even a dog that could bite.
He couldn't imagine how Gou Dao people could endure loneliness.
"What is the meaning of being alive? I didn't think about it, I just wanted to live well. ”
Gou Daoren groaned, as if he had been led into a trap by Chen Changan, and frowned.
yes, what's the point of living like this?
"Brother, my brother has something I always wanted to tell you, I didn't say it in the past because of face, but now it's time."
Chen Changan stared at Gou Daoren's eyes and said with a wry smile: "I'm sorry, it's my brother who made you like this." ”
At the beginning, he was also young, so he scared Gou Daoren.
Maybe it's really as he thought, there are some persecuted paranoic Gou Dao people, because he has completely evolved an extreme character.
Gou Daoren was stunned for a moment.
suddenly guarded against Chen Changan.
"Brother Chang'an, you promised not to kill me!"
Chen Changan smiled bitterly.
Not again.
For Gou Daoren, he suddenly has some abnormalities, maybe he has another purpose.
"Trust me, you'll definitely outlive me."
Gou Daoren blinked, stared at Chen Changan, and suddenly said: "When I saw you this time, I found that you were a little different from before, and you had a different feeling on your body, so I was more cautious than before." ”
Chen Changan smiled.
If this was the case, Gou Daoren noticed the change in him.
"Brother Chang'an, are you going to die?"
Gou Daoren's sudden words made Chen Changan stunned for a moment.
Chen Changan looked at Gou Daoren in surprise: "How did you find out?" ”
"When you said that I would live longer than you, I felt a sense of reluctance and helplessness when I was about to die, and I was deeply impressed by this feeling."
Speaking of this, Gou Daoren seemed to fall into a memory, and his eyes changed.
The reason why he is afraid of death is related to the fact that he witnessed the death of his parents when he was a child.
When his parents died, his face was full of reluctance and helplessness, like a brand, which was branded on his heart.
It took him a long time to suppress his memories and overcome the fear of death.
But in the end, Chen Chang'an completely liberated the fear of death.
It is as if Gou Dao people have found someone to listen to, or find an outlet to vent their deep pain, and talk about their situation.
Chen Changan was also the first time to hear Gou Daoren tell about these pasts, and he was silent for a long time.
It was at this moment that he revealed his heart to me.
Yes, there is really nothing to hide from a dying person.
Gou Daoren's voice suddenly changed, and his expression was serious: "But I saw something in you that I hadn't seen before, and that is. Relieved? ”
He didn't know what words to use to describe it.
I only feel that Chen Changan is not as afraid of death as he is.
There is some fear, because there is reluctance, because there are still people who want to see.
There is helpless sadness, but there is also a final relief.
Enough to live?
No, I think I'm satisfied.
Chen Changan smiled bitterly: "You have a lot of research on death. ”
"So Brother Chang'an, what did you die for? I've thought about how I'm going to die, there are thousands of ways to die, but I can't imagine how you're going to die. ”
Gou Daoren knew very well how powerful Chen Changan was.
Even if he exhausted all his ability, he had a feeling that he would not be able to survive when Chen Changan showed his killing intentions.
How could such a character die.
Chen Changan couldn't explain, so he could only say: "A kind of death that you can't imagine." ”
"Salvation? Give yourself? ”
Gou Daoren's words made Chen Changan freeze in place.
System!
I didn't say ha!
It's all his own guess!!
Ask for a ticket,,,
(End of chapter)