Su Yi bit his lower lip violently.

He didn't remember.

But these dreams made him remember them clearly.

Tang'er was twelve years old that year, and she had just lost her mother for four years.

It just so happened that Su Muyao's birthday was two days different from Tang'er.

The three of them carefully held a birthday banquet for Su Muyao and prepared gifts.

But I didn't want to, when the banquet was over, I saw Su Muyao running back to the courtyard with red eyes.

They hurriedly chased after her and asked her distressedly what was wrong.

Su Muyao said with red eyes that she hadn't seen Tang'er for a day today, was Tang'er angry with her and didn't want to celebrate her birthday.

When the three brothers heard this, they were immediately full of anger.

He gave the carefully prepared white jade inlaid blonde hairpin to Su Muyao, and accompanied Su Muyao to sleep.

After that, he angrily rushed to Tang'er's room.

I didn't find anyone, it was Su Muyao's maid who said that she saw Su Ruotang in the plum garden.

His eyes were full of anger and went straight to the plum garden.

Looking at Tang'er, who was standing under the plum tree holding a cup to catch the dewdrops, he slapped the cup in her hand angrily and scolded angrily: "Don't you know that today is Yao'er's birthday?" ”

"How dare you not go to her birthday party? Do you know that she thinks you don't like her, and her eyes are swollen from crying! ”

He clearly remembered that at that time, Tang'er's palm-sized little face was as white as paper, and his eyes were complicated.

Her lips moved, but she didn't speak, just stared blankly at the smashed cup on the ground.

She slowly crouched down, stretched out her thin, old and new hand, and picked up the broken cup.

Recalling this, Su Ruotang's cold and indifferent voice came, "Su Yi, because you like the tea made by the plum tree dew, she picked the dew on the plum tree for you overnight in the plum garden." ”

"Just for you to open your eyes the next day and drink sweet tea."

Su Ruotang looked at Su Yi quietly, and her calm voice didn't seem to be talking about herself, "Her joints all over her body were frostbitten, and her high fever did not go away, and she collected the dew in the middle of the night, and she was knocked over by you with a slap." ”

"You can't see her pale face, and you angrily scolded her."

"When you turned to leave, she only asked, can you give her a begonia hairpin for her birthday in two days?"

"But what about you? What did you say? ”

Su Yi's face suddenly turned pale, and his body staggered.

He showed a smile that was more ugly than crying: "Tang'er, I ......"

Su Shao looked at Su Yi's pale face and was confused, "Su Ruotang, what are you talking about?" What does she not her? Who is she? ”

Su Yi's lips moved, and there seemed to be a foreign body blocking his throat, choking with pain.

He spit out with difficulty: "She is Tang'er." ”

The Tang'er who was killed by them in a dream and died miserably.

Su Shao was a little incomprehensible: "Then why didn't Su Ruotang talk about me, but her?" What is she trying to express? ”

Su Yi closed his eyes, and there was bitterness between his eyebrows.

He didn't know how to explain the dream to Su Shao.

That one...... Tang'er also had a dream.

Su Ruotang stared at Su Shao: "Su Shao, do you want to know what she wants to express?" ”

Su Shao subconsciously looked at Su Ruotang.

Su Ruotang's lips overflowed with a low laugh.

Her laughter gradually grew louder, looking at Su Shao, the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes, "I tell you because I am not her." ”

"She's dead!"

"You killed me!"

Su Shao couldn't understand these three sentences.

His heart suddenly seemed to be missing, empty, and extremely uncomfortable.

His eyes were full of doubt.

Su Ruotang looked at his eyes fixedly, and said word by word: "She died at the age of eighteen, and now I am not her." ”

Su Shao became more and more puzzled.

Without waiting for him to speak, Su Yi's body suddenly staggered, and blood spilled from the corners of his lips.

Xia Lan hurriedly supported him and exclaimed, "Senior brother! ”

Su Shao was summoned back to his senses by Xia Lan's exclamation, and subconsciously supported Su Yi.

He could clearly feel that Su Yi's body was stiffening inch by inch.

"What did she get in exchange for her heart and lungs for you?"

"In exchange for your disgust, your beating!"

"Her hand bones have been broken, her ten fingers have been scratched, the wound is deep to the bone, she has a high fever and is in a coma for three days and three nights, she is in pain and shouts your name, but what about you?"

"You think she pretended to be sick to win sympathy, but scolded her even more ruthlessly."

"Su Muyao was greedy to watch the snow by herself, and she was infected with the wind and cold, you hired the best doctor for her, and she was punished by you to kneel in the snow for a day and a night!"

"The reason is that she didn't take good care of her sister and made her sister sick, and she almost died because of it!"

"I wish she had died on that snowy night and would have been tortured for a few fewer years."

"She can't figure out why her brothers, who love her, become like this after her mother's death."

"She thinks it's her fault, and tries to please you, I just hope you can share a little bit of her care."

"She was also a baby who was held in the palm of her hand, knowing that crying children have candy to eat, she cried, what did she get?"

"It's your scolding, it's being locked up in the firewood room, it's not having to drink a sip of water or eat a piece of rice for three days in a row!"

"She cries, and you scold her for being ignorant, so she doesn't dare to cry and wants to be a sensible child."

"She thought that way you would care about her as much as you did before."

"However, it took her ten years, and she didn't wait for even the slightest care from you."

"She was so tired that she couldn't breathe when she went to sleep, she didn't know what she had done wrong, why did you all change after my mother left."

"Su Yi, Su Shao, she is also a flesh and blood person! She's really going to hurt! ”

When he said these words, Su Ruotang's tone did not fluctuate.

If she hadn't known that the 'she' in her mouth meant herself, no one would have believed that what she had stated was something she had experienced.

Mu Chen's heart trembled, and he looked at her blankly.

The bright and beautiful girl in front of her was obviously smiling.

But the sadness in that look was heartbreaking.

"When there is an avalanche, no snowflake is innocent."

"Su Yi, you can't get her forgiveness, and you will never get it."

"Actually, I can understand that you don't treat her as a sister."

"After all, you are not related to her by blood."

Su Yi shook his head, his voice hoarse and broken, "No...... No...... You will always be my sister......"

"Sister ...... Forever"

The tears in his eyes, like beads with broken threads, rolled down his cheeks and fell to the ground, blurring the dark color.

"Su Yi, I have a brother."

"And she doesn't need a brother anymore."

Su Ruotang's light voice fell, and he didn't look at Su Yi and Su Shao again.

She looked at Mu Chen sideways, bent her eyebrows, and a smile appeared in her clear eyes, "Brother, let's go in." ”

Mu Chen nodded and said distressedly, "Sister, my brother will protect you in the future!" ”

The young man's eyes were bright and clear.

The bottom of his eyes is full of seriousness and firmness.

Su Ruotang was stunned, and a smile slowly spread in his eyes.

At this moment, she sincerely accepted the cheap brother who was sent to the door, "Okay." ”

An explosive pain came from Su Yi's chest.

He watched blankly as Su Ruotang and Mu Chen entered the Three Princes' Mansion.

After a long time, he stopped crying.

He pushed away Xia Lan and Su Shao's support, step by step, and walked forward blankly.

Suddenly, I stepped on something under my feet and fell to the ground.

The sandalwood box in his hand fell, and the coarsely carved wooden hairpin inside rolled to the ground and was stained with soil.

He got up and went to pick up the hairpin.

But as if he was in too much of a hurry, he fell to the ground again, and the bright red overflowing from the corners of his mouth became more and more on the ground, and he fell into dark flowers on the ground.

As if he couldn't feel it, he crawled towards the place where the hairpin had fallen.

White, slender fingers, stained with dirt and blood.

The moment he touched the hairpin, he clenched it violently.

Like a child who has gotten his favorite toy, he holds the hairpin tightly and presses it to his chest.

The corners of his mouth also raised a warm smile.

Laughing and laughing, tears slid down again.

Xia Lan and Su Shao squatted beside him worriedly, and the two reached out to help him.

But looking at the weird smile on Su Yi's face, his heart was suddenly shocked.

Su Shao called out in a hurry: "Big brother......"

Su Yi raised his eyes blankly and pulled out a smile that was more ugly than crying.

His lips moved, and he spat out a broken syllable that floated to the extreme, "I don't have a sister anymore......"

As a faint, barely audible tail fell, he slowly closed his eyes.

Only the hand that pressed on the mouth of the heart still held the wooden hairpin tightly.