Through this unique chapter, I will tell you what is in my heart.

I'm a down-and-out writer, very depressed, failing exams one after another, not getting a job, and even having to play games to earn my living expenses.

The reason why I took the path of being a writer is because I love to create, so I chose to take this path.

As I walked, I found that this road was not easy to walk, or even difficult to walk, it was a bitter road created by a down-and-out writer, but no matter what, the road was chosen by myself, and if I chose, I would go on rain or shine.

My life is full of difficulties, I am not a professional writer, my novels are not a buyout of works, this book has been written for more than 150 days now, the number of words has reached 870,000, I have not received a penny of manuscript fees, yes, not a penny, I write books very seriously, it takes a long time to scrutinize a detail, meditate on the computer every day, eat packs of instant noodles, smoke cigarettes one after another, brain cells die thousands, sometimes it takes three hours to write a chapter, but there is no penny of gain, now my bank card is still empty, I have not received even a little bit of manuscript fee。

In these more than 150 days, I have been sick, seen doctors, and once had surgery because I was unwell, because this operation cost more than 7,000 yuan, and since then I have no source of living expenses, and my family is also very poor, so I can only rely on playing games in exchange for living expenses.

Even so, I have never broken a change, never taken a day off, even if my elbows hurt from lying on the hospital bed, I would force myself to write a chapter, because I know that there has always been a group of readers, they have always followed me silently, habitually clicking on the book every day to see if there are any updates, they have been encouraging me, I am very touched, it is my honor to have such a group of friends, I am very grateful to them.

Now, after five months of writing, facing the dilemma of living expenses, facing the dilemma of work, Wu Shu is finally going to be on the shelves, because I need living expenses to maintain my life, I can no longer rely on playing games to earn living expenses, I have to find a job.

Putting on the shelf, is my first job, for me, shelving is like a hard-working farmer, in the autumn harvest season finally ushered in the harvest, their previous efforts, after harvesting the abundant rice, the effort paid is worth it, and I, after more than five months of hard work, after the shelf, I don't know how many readers can be left to support me, and I don't know how many people are willing to support me as a down-and-out writer, I only know that as long as there is one friend left who supports me, this book will not hesitate to write。

After it is put on the shelves, it only costs three cents per thousand words, that is to say, a chapter that I spend three hours writing can be bought for only nine cents, and every reader can buy one less lollipop every day, or smoke one less cigarette, or buy one less popsicle can buy my day's hard work, and more, this is a very cheap labor, which is an affirmation and support for a down-and-out writer.

Every reader is my food and clothing parents, each of your subscriptions is my creative steady stream of power, there are many ways to recharge, Shanda game card, mobile phone, online banking, etc. can be recharged, very convenient, here, I hope to be able to get everyone's encouragement and support, your every subscription is the greatest encouragement and support for me.

There has always been a promise on the introduction that the book must be completed, this is my oath, I am a man, this is also a man's promise, just like the protagonist Ye Feng in the book, he has a dream, he keeps his promise, I also have a dream, I am also working hard for this dream, as long as I make efforts, even if I fall all over the ground on the road of my dream, what does it matter?

As soon as the conversation opened, I couldn't stop, chattering and talking so much, it can be regarded as completely saying the real thoughts in my heart, once again thank those book friends who have accompanied me to this day, thank you all the book friends who are willing to support this book, thank you for your encouragement to me as a down-and-out writer, thank you for your support to me, I hope we can go on together through thick and thin, thank you.