Chapter 60: Wandering in the Heart
On a new day, Heshea walked through the empty hall of the 'Glass Dream', continuing her old work, but today she seemed a little absent-minded compared to before.
Finally, when it was time for the noon break, Heshia came to the vine flower room in Andesia.
"Is Sister Andesia here?" The girl whispered an inquiry, then stepped inside and saw the blonde maid sitting under the trellis watering.
With a plump and perfect body, coupled with her own tolerant and gentle character, 'Andesia' can be described as the perfect 'wife' image in the minds of many people, but this elf woman, a former cellist, is still not married.
"I'm here, it's Daindian's back." She put the shower down, waved her fingertips gently, and a breeze blew through the flower room, bringing up a little mist of light, reflecting a faint rainbow.
"Sister Andesia." Heshia felt as if her voice was coquettish, as if this was also the kind of action she had shown in front of a second person besides her mother.
"What's the matter, sweet little Daintellen." Anthesia turned and looked at the approaching girl, smiling.
"I encountered something on my mind." Heshia sat beside Andesia and watched the elven big sister water the flowers.
"Tell me about it." 'Andesia' is worthy of the dream of many guests, and even Heshea was moved by such a demeanor and voice.
"Actually, it's not a big deal...... she slowly talked about the re-examination she took yesterday and what she saw along the way.
"After leaving Arpeggio City, I realized that the world on the ground is so vast, the students from all over the country, the rolling and towering mountains of the North 1st District, the wide squares, the gorgeous palace buildings, and so on." She closed her eyes and thought back to yesterday's experience.
"It's like poking your head out of a tree hole and seeing the wonderful and diverse world outside."
"So, when you return to Arpeggio City today, there is a huge gap in your heart, right?" 'Andesia' soon sensed the girl's thoughts.
"Well, I feel a wordless sense of loss." Hesia said with her head bowed.
"In the past, in the class, although everyone didn't pay much attention to me, because of the high grades, there was also a faint sense of joy and ease, so as to appease the already introverted and scared heart."
"But after going out this time, I suddenly found that this world is too wide, just in the north area of the jade skirt, there are many scenes and buildings that I have never seen before, geniuses, powerful people, and now looking back, Arpeggio City is actually a very small place, although there are millions of people, but it is like a grain of sand in the Federation." Heshia thought as she organized her words, speaking her thoughts.
"And it's underground, and it's completely incomparable with the magnificent North 1st District, just like the swarthy mine cave~" 'Andesia' added with a smile.
"It's not that bad~" Heshia said embarrassedly.
"I guess you want to ask me, as an elf, I should have been to a lot of places and seen a lot of scenery, but why did I stay in this small place in Arpeggio City to live and work." 'Andesia' puts down the shower, wipes his hands, then walks to the other side, cleans the tea leaves and leaves, and begins brewing.
"Maybe it's a difference in background." She brought the teapot over and heated it on the stove on the tabletop.
"I was born in the Twin Tree Star Field, which is one of the top three prosperous star fields in the entire Federation, where many elven families live, and many high-ranking officials and wealthy people are also keen to own a house there."
"Although it is the most prosperous star field, the environment in the Twin Tree Star Field still maintains the original appearance of a large number of forests, magnificent giant trees are all over the forest, light shuttles like leaves quietly shuttle among them, animals and flowers, and amber-like buildings are distributed among the layers of forests, blending in with the surrounding environment."
"The air is fresh, the people live in harmony, there are hardly any bad people in sight, like the mythical Garden of Eden, and any passerby is very friendly and friendly...... The benefits are perfect, the benefits are generous, and people can pursue their hobbies at will, and that's how I started learning music. "'Andesia' recalls slowly.
Listening slowly to the narration of 'Andesia', Hesia could only imagine the beautiful environment and dreamlike scenes as she had seen in her only ten years of life.
"That's right, although it is the central star field of the Federation, it is like a paradise isolated from the world."
"I love everything about Twin Tree Star Field, and I've spent a lot of time there, participated in a lot of performances, and made a lot of good friends."
"But, Daintellen, life is not static, and as I get used to the goodness of it, the murky world outside becomes more and more attractive to me." 'Andesia' voice changed.
"It's like some songs, although they are tactful and beautiful, but after listening to them for a long time, you will feel that something is missing, whether it is too gentle, whether it is a little thin, and so on."
"I'm not used to the kind of rock music that is hoarse and roaring, but when I listen to it occasionally, I can feel the tenacious vitality that bursts out when I am struggling with pain and despair."
"Stained with dirt and scars, like the sound of rough metal grinding, the burning emotion, the unquenchable stubbornness in the heart of the youth, like bright and intense colors, hit the light and white canvas, forming a dazzling picture."
"It's also a kind of beauty, a beauty that makes me new and yearning."
"Actually, Daintellen is too, obviously only 16 years old, and a little shy and timid, but she still works hard to do something well, watching you move forward step by step, sometimes I feel encouraged." Andesia poured the brewed tea into a teacup with white porcelain gilt lace, and a faint aroma rose.
"Let's have a drink."
"Although Arpeggio City is a small place, it is also the starting point of your life, and many things will slowly sprout from here, and it will also start from here."
"When Daintrian goes to many prosperous and wonderful places in the future, and then returns to this place where you grew up, then you will have a completely different feeling than now."
"You don't have to feel inferior to your current background and environment, and they can't define your life."
'Antiesia' caressed the girl in her arms, her silky hair slowly running between her fingers, and then gently patted the girl's back.
"I don't know if Daintrian is satisfied with such an answer."
A slight sobbing sound came from his arms, "Well, satisfied, thank you, Sister Andesia." ”
"It's okay, it'll get better."
Andesia looked down at the young girl in her arms, and thought back to herself, as if she had cried in someone's arms a long time ago, and at that time, the other person played a tune for herself.
(Song: Beyond the Sky, from the ending song of Xenoblade)
"Please tell me why I'm here."
"I saw Ling's figure from a distant land."
"I'm here for you"
"I don't know why I'm looking for it day and night."
"When I get here, darkness will fall."
"The road ahead is bleak"
"It's so dark that it's desperate, but I'm still looking for you."
"I just want to see your smile"
"I know I won't look back and I've never regretted it."
"Will you be my light in the darkness of the light without a guide?"
"And I'm finally in front of you, and I'm only a stone's throw away from you."
"My heart is with you forever......