Chapter 51: If you love me, die for me
After Bai Yuzhu applied the needle to herself, the pain did not reduce by half a point at all, her forehead was full of continuous sweat, her whole body seemed to be drained of strength by this pain, she collapsed on the jade ground, she closed her eyes in shock, at this moment, she was sure that this was definitely not her own heartache.
He may not be lying to himself, he may really be a lover Gu......
The cold fragrance of snow blows in the house with the night breeze, layers of light red gauze tents sway in the wind, and under the orange candle flame, the slender and bony hands embrace the chaotic white jade beads into their arms.
Her nose was filled with this cold fragrance like snowflakes, she was shrouded in coldness, and slowly opened her eyes, and the eyes were filled with the emperor's proud and caring expression.
Huang Fu Ao stroked her black hair that was wet with cold sweat and adhered to her cheeks, he looked at her affectionately, his fingertips caressed her forehead, cheeks, and finally rested on her lips that were bitten by pain.
"I would never lie to you......" he looked at her pityingly, his fingertips caressing her lips, as if to soothe her pain.
Bai Yuzhu looked at him quietly, his eyes were full of tenderness unique to her, every time she saw his tender eyes, she was afraid that she would accidentally indulge in it. No one is really hard-hearted, and no one will be indifferent to the true feelings of not abandoning and leaving, her heart will never deceive her, from the time she learned about his life experience, she had a feeling of sympathy with him, and she was really moved in the face of his stalker's courtship.
He is the most beautiful man in her opinion, his beauty is incomprehensible, weaker than the strength of the wind and the cold, and more beloved than the gentleness of his senior brother Mo Xuan.
Heartbeat, how could she not be moved, but she also knows that this relationship does not belong to her, and she can't have it from the beginning.
For the first time, she didn't speak ill of him, she didn't do anything to him, she just snuggled up to him so quietly, Huang Fuao seemed to hear the happy sound of the broken heart slowly healing, if time could stop, he wanted to stay at this moment forever.
There seemed to be a warm current in his heart, and the suffocating feeling of severe pain before was gradually disappearing, Bai Yuzhu stared at Huangfu Ao, she saw joy in his eyes, and she knew why he was happy.
The powerlessness in her heart became stronger and stronger, and the vicious and resolute words were about to come out of her lips, but they were forcibly suppressed again. She knew that every time she scolded him, his heart hurt.
My brother once told her that no one is immutable, and that someone you think you know very well may one day make you feel like you never knew him. So, knowing a person is actually nothing, people will change, today he likes pineapples, tomorrow he can like something else.
However, the feelings of Huang Fuao for her whom she knew have never changed, and when she met him five years ago, he has not changed his mind about her.
People can change, but when you truly love someone, your heart is like a person's character, and you are stubbornly unwilling to change half a point.
Huangfu Ao is such a person, she has privately sent someone to understand him, and she clearly knows that the house where he lives is full of men, and there is no woman, even when he goes out, he is forbidden to any woman to approach, even if his biological mother he does not want to approach, and there is only one woman in the whole world who can get close to him, and it is also the woman he is willing to approach, this woman is her - Bai Yuzhu.
His actions were like his people, pure as water, as if to show her that the whole world only wanted her.
His heart was palpitating, the softness in Huangfu Ao's eyes couldn't be dispersed, her expression fell into memory, he didn't know what she was thinking, but he could sense her obedience, as if she was accepting him little by little.
"You really love me?" I don't know how long it has been, Bai Yuzhu looked at him and asked softly.
"Yes, I really love you." When Huang Fuao heard Bai Yuzhu ask him this, he hurriedly answered, his eyebrows full of determination.
Looking at each other, she said softly: "Is it so loving that you can die for me?" ”
When Huangfu Ao heard this, he was slightly stunned, and then, a willing gentle smile appeared on his face, his hand caressed her cheek, and he said softly to her deep eyes: "As long as it is you, I will die without regrets." ”
Bai Yuzhu only felt that her heart was beating at this time, as if she would leave her body at any time, she looked at him quietly for a moment, raised her hand and spread her hand to him.
Three slender silver needles were quiet in her palm, and she said to him in a calm tone: "These are three deadly poisonous needles, just one needle can kill people, you say you are willing to die, then take one casually." ”
Huang Fu Ao glanced at the poisonous needle in her palm, he smiled at her, the smile was so gentle, not mixed with the slightest emotion, he reached out and took one from her hand, his eyes were always looking at her, the faint smile contained all his love for her, and then he didn't think about stabbing into his left shoulder.
"As long as you want me to do it, I'm willing." Afterwards, he said softly to her.
Bai Yuzhu looked at Huangfu Ao without the slightest emotion, until she saw the pain hidden between his eyebrows, she knew that it was poisonous.
The pain to the bones, the internal force is like a calm sea blown by a strong wind, like a fierce beast scurrying around in his body, his strange meridians and eight veins seem to have an invisible blade, cutting him little by little, but he still maintains his love for her, and he is willing to die in the hands of his beloved.
"All you have to do now is swear to me that you will never see me again in this life, and you will never pester me again, and I will give you the antidote." Bai Yuzhu looked at him and said.
Huangfu Ao's face was pale and almost transparent, as if it would disappear at any time, he shook his head weakly at her, his tone trembled lightly but resolutely: "No! Without you, I'd rather die! ”
You can never get what you want, you don't want it, but you have it, Huang Fuao can't get herself no matter what means she uses, Feng Yehan doesn't want her, but she gets her, people, it's like this for a lifetime, or it's the impermanence of fate.
Bai Yuzhu looked at Huangfu Ao, the pain in his eyes that he was trying to suppress, the wind on his cheeks that he was trying to smile lightly, looking at her eyes, her heart was tightly pinched, sour, distressed, and reluctant to fill her entire heart at this moment. She has killed countless people, but no one has ever been able to laugh at the end of her life.
This man is so hateful, even death can't make him break his thoughts, this is the evil fate she can't avoid in this life.
Huangfu looked at Bai Yuzhu with a proud smile, taking in the trace of emotion in her eyes, and was happy to alleviate the severe pain in his body, he didn't even think about leaning down and kissing her cherry red lips.
The kiss fell gently, his eyes full of tenderness were slightly closed at the moment, and his somewhat cold lips were rubbing her red lips tenderly at the moment, softly and emotionally.
Bai Yuzhu didn't resist, he exuded a dying aura, and the tenderness of pity made her heart move, and she took the initiative to kiss back.
Huangfu Ao's whole body was slightly stiff, and when he opened his eyes, he saw her slightly closed eyes, the tenderness on his face, his eyes were full of affection, if he died in exchange for her kiss, he would be as happy as he was.
His lips and tongues were wantonly entangled between them, he entered through her slightly open jade teeth, gently and domineeringly invaded every square inch of space in her mouth, sucking her lilac tongue, in exchange for her enthusiastic response, his lips and tongue were entangled, and the lust gradually burned all the reason between the two of them......
It wasn't until there was the sweetness of blood in his mouth that Bai Yuzhu opened his eyes and pushed him away, and what caught his eyes was the dazzling red flowing from the corner of Huangfu Ao's mouth.
"Your lips are always so sweet, let me kiss it once and forget it for the rest of my life......" Huangfu smiled proudly, but before he could say that, he couldn't stop the surging internal force and vomited a mouthful of blood, and fell to the side on the ground.
He seemed to reflect in front of him that summer afternoon, she was taking a nap, he approached quietly, and the ghost kissed her on the lips, and from then on he was out of control, and at the first chance he kissed her, and made her angry at him.
The corners of his mouth hooked up a deep smile, he looked at Bai Yuzhu who was close at hand, he saw his face in her eyes, it turned out that she had her own in her eyes, she really had herself......
Bai Yuzhu watched Huangfu reluctantly close her eyes, her hand touched her heart, and the tingling pain on her lips reminded her that she had been emotionally attached to him.
The hand slowly touched his left shoulder, and with a palm blow, he saw a bloody needle flying out of his shoulder, silently piercing the beam above his head.
She broke his lips and fed the antidote pill to his mouth, and then she took the embroidered handkerchief in her sleeve to wipe the blood from the corners of his lips.
She didn't have anything to do with him, she really didn't have any way to do it.
A gust of wind blew in through the crack in the window, the curtain flew enchantingly, the candle flame swayed gently, she sat on the ground and wrapped her cold body with her hands, he was so cold, but it warmed her heart.
"There are fifteen days left to be the ...... of the silkworm day" Feng Yehan looked at the white jade bead in front of him and said: "Every year the palace will hold a silkworm ceremony, and worship the god of agriculture in the temple of heaven and earth to pray for good weather and rain, this year the queen mother plans to let you participate in the silkworm ceremony with her." ”
The outrageous distraction of the person in front of him completely ignored him, making him frown slightly, and the jade chopsticks in his hand were thrown directly at her, shouting: "White jade beads!" ”
The tingling pain in her arm made Bai Yuzhu's trance-like eyes instantly filled with anger, and she said, "What are you doing!" ”
"I wanted to ask you what you were thinking! The soul of the early morning is not guarded! Feng Yehan saw Bai Yuzhu's angry appearance, and he was also angry with her.
"Me!" Bai Yuzhu immediately stopped, and said with an uncomfortable face: "I didn't think about anything......" The fierce momentum just now disappeared in an instant and was replaced by weakness.
"Fifteen days later is the Silkworm Day, and the Queen Mother sent someone to spread the word this morning, saying that this year's Silkworm Ceremony wants you to be with her." Seeing Bai Yuzhu's temper disappear in the cold of the night, his tone was much gentler.
"What is a silkworm ceremony?" Bai Yuzhu asked puzzledly.
When Feng Yehan heard this, he looked at Bai Yuzhu's face and stiffened.