Chapter 169: Leaving the Wind and the Night
"No, I have never doubted my senior brother, and I haven't been unable to let go of the wind and the cold, I ...... I was just...... I just don't want to leave like this. Bai Yuzhu still said what was in her heart to her senior brother.
"Womb?" Mo Xuan was still furious, and he said angrily: "Since you married him, all I have heard from you is that you are injured, you are injured again, and your injury makes me worry every day. You may not care or even care about these injuries, but you certainly don't think about how much I care about you and how worried I am. Yuzhu, how much I want to be by your side, but because of my identity, I am afraid of causing you trouble. I think about you everywhere, I just want you to live happily and carefree, and now, since he is ruthless, why should you worry. But now you're telling me about the? Do you know that I am the most cobble, and I never dare to say anything...... You know how much I want to ......."
When his tone became more and more intense, he stopped suddenly, just because he saw Bai Yuzhu's stunned expression, he hurriedly regained his calm tone and pretended to explain to her: "I just let you leave with me, I just want you not to be hurt, I just want you to live a free and happy life." ”
Bai Yuzhu reached out and hugged her senior brother in her arms, she leaned her head on her chest soaked with tears, listening to his heartbeat that seemed to be beating fast before he calmed down just now, she whispered apologetically: "Wait, wait for me ......"
Wait, wait for her, she doesn't know why she wants to say this, she just doesn't want to leave the palace for the time being, the truest thoughts in her heart.
"How long do you want me to wait?" Mo Xuan didn't want to ask, however, he couldn't help but ask.
How long to wait, this question made Bai Yuzhu stunned, because she didn't know either, she said softly: "I don't know ...... either"
"Since I don't know, then why wait, listen to Senior Brother, rest tonight, and leave with Senior Brother tomorrow." Mo Xuan heard the reluctance and confusion in her voice, and his heart sank and he said firmly.
"No, senior brother, just wait, I believe that one day I will leave with you." Bai Yuzhu hurriedly looked at her senior brother, and her tone was slightly anxious.
"Someday? When will one day? A year? Two years? Five years? Or ten years? Mo Xuan forced Bai Yuzhu to look at him, he grabbed her shoulders and said in a cold voice.
"Senior brother, you hurt me." Bai Yuzhu's face was full of pain, she knew that she had hurt her senior brother's heart too much, however, she didn't mean it, she just wanted her senior brother to give her some time.
Mo Xuan finally let go of the hand that was holding Bai Yuzhu's shoulders, and the next moment he hugged her tightly, his breath was full of heat, he hugged her tightly, and said in a depressed tone: "I'm sorry, senior brother knows that he is wrong, he shouldn't hurt you." ”
"Senior brother......" Bai Yuzhu involuntarily called out. She knows that her senior brother is good to her, and she also knows that she is really stupid to the point of her mother-in-law, but if she doesn't want to leave, she doesn't want to, not to mention, the blue bird is still unconscious, how can she leave without caring about anything in this situation?
"Senior brother is here, senior brother has always been by your side." Mo Xuan hurriedly responded, the hand holding her waist tightened again, and he said softly and suppressedly: "Don't leave and never give up." ”
It is impossible to say that it is impossible not to be moved, Bai Yuzhu's nose turned red with a sour eye, and the pain in her chest began to spread again, and she said softly: "I'm sorry senior brother, I know I broke your heart again, but this time, you just give me some more time, I won't let you wait for a long time." ”
Mo Xuan opened his mouth to speak, and in the end, he turned into a helpless sigh, and he said bitterly: "Okay, I'll wait for you, but don't let the senior brother wait for a long time, because the senior brother is afraid that he can't wait to do something stupid." ”
If you haven't experienced ****, you are not mature, and if you haven't been hurt by false feelings, you won't understand the good of the people around you, what he gave her is a lesson, and at the same time, in order to let her understand, only his feelings for her are true, and only he can never give up on her.
"Senior brother, even if I leave, don't let the wind and night be cold, after all, he is ......" Bai Yuzhu heard the implicit anger in his words, and she opened her mouth spinelessly to appease.
"Don't worry, I know how important he is to the master. I'm just telling you, I'm afraid to wait, and even though I've been waiting for you for so many years, it's not bad for me to wait for so long, but often in the end, I feel the most impatient. Mo Xuan said with an ugly face.
"Waited for me for so many years?" Bai Yuzhu asked out in confusion, and panicked for no reason, "Senior brother? What does this mean? ”
"Originally, I was waiting for you, how many years older than you, even if I was out of the house, I was waiting for you, don't you remember what I said to you when I was a child? At that time, you were brought back by the master, I told you, let you wait for me, when I grow up, I will protect you, now you and I are adults, although it is one thing to fulfill the oath when I was a child, but I want you to live happily the most, as long as you are happy, it is the greatest satisfaction of the senior brother. A panic flashed in Mo Xuan's eyes, and then he said softly to her.
I see...... Bai Yuzhu's heart calmed down, she hugged her senior brother's sturdy waist, and she said softly: "Don't take care of me all the time, it's time for you to think about your own life's events." You see how many years younger than you, I'm married, but you're alone, I haven't heard you have ever been interested in that woman, what can I do if I go on like this. ”
"If I want to marry, I will marry the woman I want!" When Mo Xuan spoke, there was firmness in his eyes, and he said helplessly: "What kind of marriage are you, your marriage is no different from not marrying at all, you are just marrying the right." ”
Her heart twitched, and her brother's words made her uncomfortable, because she remembered everything that her brother had said to her, and the embarrassing situation she was facing.
In fact, if it weren't for the false illusion of Feng Yehan, she wouldn't feel pain at all, and she still didn't take anyone seriously. However, he gave her hope, and finally snuffed out the seedling of happiness in his heart, and perhaps she should have been glad that he had revealed his true intentions so early, otherwise it would have been so painful for her to have an heir.
"Senior brother, my marriage with him was originally a political marriage, and it is normal to have no feelings." She took a deep breath and said calmly.
After a gorgeous misunderstanding dream, she also woke up, and women were just stepping stones in the conspiracy.
Mo Xuan let them face each other, he dropped a kiss on her forehead, and he said softly: "Since you know, you shouldn't be committing such a foolish thing." Yuzhu, I will wait for you to finish this, and then leave this place with me, and I will accompany you in whatever you want to do then. ”
"Hmm." Bai Yuzhu looked at Senior Brother's deep eyes, and she pulled out a smile in response.
Bai Yuzhu was beaten by the wind and night cold and became an internal injury, and with the deep internal strength of her senior brother, she recuperated for a few days before she could barely get out of bed again, she had nothing to do and let the palace maid take a few scriptures and lie on the soft couch by the window to watch.
"Miss......" Zi'er hurriedly came from outside the door, and then waved her hand and said to the palace maid waiting in the house: "You all go down." ”
After the palace maids retreated, she walked to Bai Yuzhu's side and lowered her voice: "The blue bird is awake." ”
Bai Yuzhu's expression froze when she read the book indifferently, and she smiled bitterly: "It's a good thing, at least she's not dead." "The blue bird is eccentric, but also deep in her own heart, she also said to the blue bird at that time about what happened, I hope the blue bird still remembers what she said and don't say the wrong thing, so as not to make the wind and night cold suspicious.
"It's not a good thing at all, it's all to blame on the blue bird, why did she appear, if it wasn't for her appearance, how could the prince have snubbed Miss." Zi'er was quite upset with her own young lady, and then her eyes flashed and she persuaded her: "Miss, the life in this palace is really unbearable, the prince is so hypocritical, Miss, let's get out of here." ”
Bai Yuzhu was stunned, she turned her head to look at Zi'er who was beside her and looked at her carefully, then she asked, "Why did you say such a thing?" ”
"What's wrong with that?" Zi'er was puzzled, she looked at Bai Yuzhu and said: "You don't know that when you walked out of the prince's room that day, you almost frightened the slave maid, Miss, if you have three long and two short, the slave and maid will not live alone." is saying, how free we were in the past, but since returning to Beijing, this day is terrifying, and the palace is already dangerous, for the safety of the young lady, it is natural to leave early. ”
Bai Yuzhu's eyes looked at Zi'er deeply, she believed that Zi'er cared about her heart, but she didn't believe that Zi'er could say this by herself, maybe the senior brother asked her to persuade herself.
"Got it, don't mention it for now." She returned her gaze to the scriptures and said in a light tone.
Zi'er opened her mouth to say something, but after thinking about it, she responded, "Yes." ”
Bai Yuzhu stared at the scripture book in her hand, but in fact, when she heard Zi'er say that the blue bird woke up, she couldn't read the scripture at all. Now, the wind and night cold should be glad that the bluebird has woken up......
As Bai Yuzhu expected, Feng Yehan, who had not been sleepless for so long at the moment, looked at the person who woke up leisurely and ecstatically.
"You're finally awake." His face was full of joy, and then he hurriedly said, "Quickly pass on the imperial doctor." ”
The blue bird was in the wind and the cold, her blurry eyes were instantly full of vigilance, she was like a hedgehog erecting the spikes of her whole body to guard against him in front of her, and the next moment she wanted to get up and escape. However, with a slight movement, she grinned in pain, her face was covered with cold sweat, and her whole body was heartbreaking.
"Don't move." Feng Yehan saw her like this, hurriedly pressed her shoulders, his tone was gentle, and his phoenix eyes were full of worry and comforted: "You are seriously injured, the wound is healing, don't move......"
"Don't touch me!" When the wind and night cold touched the blue bird, she almost roared to run away from his hands.
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