Chapter 449: Returning from the Fire
"Whether I was locked up in Shangde Palace or rushed to Guangming Temple, I didn't resist you once, and I compromised again and again, everyone thought I was afraid of you......" Bai Yuzhu looked at the Queen Mother with a hint of coldness in her eyes, and she said: "Actually, I'm not afraid of you, but worried about the old lady's ......"
The Queen Mother didn't say anything, she knew that Bai Yuzhu's words were not finished, and she wanted to hear what the reason Bai Yuzhu gave, not to interrupt her speech.
"I was driven out of the palace by the Queen Mother herself, and I got up from where I failed!" Bai Yuzhu looked at the Queen Mother with a resolute tone, and she said again: "If you drive me out of the palace, I will ask the Queen Mother to personally invite me back to the palace." ”
"You want to humiliate the mourners!" The Queen Mother was completely angry because of Bai Yuzhu's words, she gritted her teeth and said, "Don't think about it!" ”
"This is the reason why the Queen Mother needs to listen to me and return to the palace, my failure has caused me to lose my old lady, I can't continue to fail like this." Bai Yuzhu raised her head slightly at this moment, her long jade-like neck was like that of a proud swan, and her eyes carried a pride that had not appeared for a long, long time.
When the Queen Mother saw the arrogance in Bai Yuzhu's eyes and the fierce momentum emanating from her bones, she was shocked......
"You have always regarded me as a piece of jade, you said that jade is not a piece of jade, you have carved me for so long, have you carved me into a piece of jade? Dowager? Bai Yuzhu looked at the Queen Mother and asked the Queen Mother with a faint smile on her face.
The Queen Mother's eyes were filled with indignation, and she said sharply: "You are about to be turned into jade by the mourning family...... But, it's a flawed jade ......"
Bai Yuzhu shook her head, she looked directly at the Queen Mother and said: "Queen Mother, I admit that I have flaws, but no one is perfect, not every piece of jade can become beautiful jade, at least I can't ......"
As she spoke, the shallow smile that even if she was hurt, her eyes were replaced by frost, and she looked directly at the Queen Mother and said in a gloomy tone: "You said that you carved me into a piece of jade, but, I know, you never intended to really carve me into a piece of jade, you are oppressing me, you want to grind away my natural free and easy temperament, you want to teach me to be the person you want to listen to you, but unfortunately, you finally found that no matter how hard you try, you can't change me into, The well-behaved and obedient you want in your heart are obedient to you, so I became an abandoned son in your hands, Queen Mother, are you right? ”
Bai Yuzhu's words made the Queen Mother feel numb in her cheeks, and she looked at Bai Yuzhu not far away with coldness in her eyes, because what Bai Yuzhu said was true.
She originally wanted to teach Bai Yuzhu to be her own use, if she obeyed her words, it would naturally be beneficial and harmless to the prince in the future, but Bai Yuzhu was too difficult to control, and she had coerced the prince before and could only obey her, so she would choose to abandon Bai Yuzhu and lie down on her to become an outcast......
"Queen Mother, you also regret it......" The anger in Bai Yuzhu's eyes gradually dissipated, she stared at the Queen Mother's eyes full of pain, she said softly: "You also regret that you were not able to protect the old lady, in fact, I also regret it, I think I will never forget the scene of the old lady's death in my life, and I believe you will not ......"
Her eyes were hot, she didn't hide it at all, let the tears in her eyes burst out, she choked up: "You have your position, I don't blame you for how you treat the old lady, I know you don't feel good in your heart." However, I also have my position, the old lady is here, I will choose to be silent, I don't want to hurt her because of myself, however, my heart is dead when I am gone......"
The Queen Mother was full of anger towards Bai Yuzhu, however, Bai Yuzhu's current thorough words were engraved into her heart, and she remembered the appearance of the old lady before she died, regret, really full of regrets, they should not be separated by anger and yin and yang......
"You should know that the old lady asked you to marry for your own good before her death, and now you want to marry into the East Palace as the crown princess, do you know what this represents?" After a long time, she looked at Bai Yuzhu and whispered.
"Of course I know what." Bai Yuzhu looked at the Queen Mother, and her eyes were resolute: "I have made up my mind." ”
"Can't you live for yourself? There is nothing wrong with such a good opportunity right now, you can cut off from the past, you can start anew, live for yourself, what's not to like. The Queen Mother looked at Bai Yuzhu, and her words were quite helpless.
"How does the Queen Mother know that I don't live for myself?" Bai Yuzhu asked the Queen Mother, and then said: "It doesn't matter who you live for, what matters is how you live, what I want to do, the Queen Mother doesn't need to know too much, now, I just want to ask the Queen Mother, do you give the position of this princess!" ”
The Queen Mother looked at Bai Yuzhu fixedly, and after a while, she said in a deep voice: "The mourning family will give you an answer after thinking about it." ”
"Do you still need to think about this? Dowager? Bai Yuzhu didn't intend to leave without a result, she came here this time just for a result.
Think about it? I'm afraid that there will be more countermeasures to deal with herself, she knows the Queen Mother too well, and once she can't turn over in front of the Queen Mother to gain an advantage, as long as the Queen Mother finds a flaw, she will never want to turn over in front of the Queen Mother.
"Don't you give the mourning family a chance to think about it?" The Queen Mother's tone was stern, and she reprimanded: "Don't think that your life is implicated in the prince, so that the mourning family can obey you." ”
"The Queen Mother is serious, Yuzhu I said before, Yuzhu didn't mean to threaten the Queen Mother, anyway, the old lady died, it doesn't matter if I die or live, anyway, I don't have the same in this general's mansion, what's more, there is no difference between me and me in this world, but the prince, it's different......" Bai Yuzhu didn't care about the Queen Mother's atmosphere at all, she chuckled and continued: "The emperor and the queen's mother have all their expectations on the prince, the road to the emperor belongs to him, without him, A wind and clouds? It will only destroy the current Da Yun, you know, Da Yun is currently in a time of imminent civil strife, if the Queen Mother does not handle it properly, internal affairs will break out at any time, not to mention, I am here today for a result, to give or not to give, just listen to the Queen Mother. ”
The Queen Mother stared at Bai Yuzhu with deep eyes, she pursed her lips and didn't say a word for a long time, the room was very quiet, as if she could hear their heartbeats and breathing, and no one said a word.
The Queen Mother was thinking, and Bai Yuzhu was waiting for the Queen Mother to give an answer, although she came to the Queen Mother and pressed the Queen Mother to give an answer step by step, but in fact, she had no bottom in her heart, whether the Queen Mother agreed or not. However, fortunately, she had already expected any outcome, good and bad, all with the Queen Mother's words.
Yeling sat on the chair in the outhouse, his straight back made his figure look even longer, and through the veil, he glanced at Mama Lian, who was standing quietly on the side waiting for the Queen Mother to send him, he moved his eyes to look at Feng Yehan who was sitting on the chair opposite him, and he frowned.
The dragon pattern dragon robe, the head is tied with a white jade crown, and the veil on his face covers his face, but the scars on his face can be vaguely seen, a pair of narrow phoenix eyes are barren like white snow outside the house, without a trace of emotion, and the long body exudes a chill from the inside out.
The three of them had different thoughts, and just sat quietly in the inner room and waited......
The Queen Mother of the Inner House leaned on the cushion, her eyes always stayed on Bai Yuzhu's body, and Bai Yuzhu's eyes were always on the Queen Mother's eyes, without the slightest intention of retreating, and the two confronted each other like this.
"Mourning the family is not ......" I don't know how long it has been, and the Queen Mother finally opened her mouth.
"Queen Mother!" When Bai Yuzhu heard the Queen Mother say a 'no', she lightly opened her pale lips and said loudly, paused slightly, and looked at the Queen Mother with a hint of warning in her tone and said: "The Queen Mother can think clearly before answering Yuzhu me, don't think clearly so as not to regret it!" ”
The Queen Mother's face was extremely ugly, she looked at Bai Yuzhu and fell into a dead silence again, and the inner room began to be quiet for a long time, and finally the Queen Mother took the lead in speaking: "The mourning family thought about it, you want to be the crown princess, yes, the mourning family can give you the position of the crown princess, but the mourning family is conditional." ”
"The Queen Mother said it directly." After Bai Yuzhu heard that the Queen Mother had changed her mind, her tense heart relaxed slightly, and she said again: "As long as it is within my ability, I can do whatever I need." ”
The Queen Mother looked at Bai Yuzhu with deep eyes, she opened her mouth but didn't say a word, she was thinking, how to speak, how to get the most benefits in front of Bai Yuzhu......
For a long time, she looked at Bai Yuzhu and said meaningfully: "The position of the crown princess can be given to you by the mourning family, but the mourning family told the queen before to let the queen choose a side concubine for the prince's east palace. However, the most important thing is the position of the crown princess, if the mourning family gives you the princess, then the princess Anyang of Loulan and your second sister Bai Xue'er will definitely be unconvinced, and the mourning family will think more, Princess Anyang is here for the princess, and the position of the princess is gone all of a sudden, and it will definitely make the envoys of Loulan choose to return to Loulan immediately, and the marriage between the two countries will not be broken......"
"A marriage between two countries? Queen Mother, Queen Mother, don't forget that the Queen Mother's idea was to choose one between Princess Anyang and Bai Xue'er, and the choice was divided into the two of them, which of them could bring the greatest benefit to Da Yun, obviously both could ......" A chill crossed Bai Yuzhu's eyes, and she continued to say to the Queen Mother: "So, there is no need to talk about interruption, my so-called father will definitely let Bai Xue'er be the crown princess, so the marriage between the two countries should be broken as expected by the Queen Mother...... However, it's hard to say, maybe the benefits given by Princess Anyang are more lucrative......"