[He who forsakes himself in the sea of calamity is actually abandoning himself. 】

People who are abandoned in the lonely rain must be lonely, right?

Is it never so gloomy?

I can't say, anyway, I never have the habit of looking up, and I can't lift it.

Besides, there are high walls of the school on all sides, and it is only half an inch of gray air that you can't look at.

The sound of glass shattering, shattering feels unfamiliar.

"Jay...... So you're here? ”

Wen Jie leaned against the wall, staring at the shards of wine bottles and vodka on the floor, ignoring the girl who was hurrying as she approached.

He didn't even have to look up to tell who was coming.

Because, only the squad leader Xiaochu will call the last word of people's names.

"You...... Skipping class, and still coming to the back garden to drink? The girl frowned, dropped her off-white flaccid bear backpack on the ground, and began to pick up the broken glass of the wine bottle on the ground.

In fact, she was instructed by the head teacher to find the boy who was skipping class.

"If you report me, I'll report me, why do you say so much, sister squad leader." Wenjie topples a 300ml bottle of lime vodka.

The female squad leader glanced at him in front of him: short dark brown hair, bruised cheeks, shoe prints, and shoe prints on his shirt, which was not buttoned......

"Jay...... Did you get into a fight with someone? The whole body is covered with wounds...... "The girl's face was worried, and Wen Jie couldn't tell the truth of her emotions

Preferably fake.

"Hey, what's your business with me drinking and fighting." The boy wiped his nose with a look of contempt and indifference.

The female class leader's face sank when she heard this, and she took out her Chinese homework from her loose bear backpack: "Specially left for you, I haven't taken a Chinese class for a week-" Wen Jie snatched the beige "Chinese is much better - above", tore it and threw it on a stone soaked in lime wine.

The female squad leader stared at the textbook being torn to shreds, her nose clenched her fists with a sour, and she couldn't hold her breath after all: "Jie, you are too much!" I owe you something! ”

"How can you owe me," Wen Jie scoffed, twisting away the remaining lime vodka, "The model student is perfect, and it will always be my kind of mud that owes others—"

"What a sludge, childish! and didn't hand in your homework, skipped class and drank, fought all day long, and ......" the female class leader's eyes were full of tears, "Even if the teachers and classmates look down on you, can't you fight for yourself?" Why"

"Damn, you're so annoying, I'm just decadent, what's the matter?" Wen Jie threw the twisted wine bottle at the female squad leader, and her gray skirt and right leg were instantly wet with the wine.

The same goes for the corners of her eyes.

Tears flow forever, and there is no turning back.

The girl trembled in astonishment, her cheeks were marked by two sad marks, followed by uncontrollable emotion.

"Wei Wenjie! I hate you! Wen Jie couldn't help but smile bitterly when he saw the girl running with her face hidden.

"You think I'll care?

Anyway, there are not many people who hate me. ”

"Garbage, get it up for me." Within ten seconds, Wen Jie was suddenly dragged up by someone, and he saw that he was a boy in the same class as Class 3B.

Sideways shovel off bangs black hair, a determined look, a standard thin body, and the same height as himself.

It is Guan Tianxiang, who is quite familiar with himself.

"Hey, what are you doing! Let me go! Wen Jie tried to get rid of it half drunk and half awake, but was pulled hard by Tianxiang and dragged to the first floor of the roof of the school building.

Tianxiang slammed open the smoke door that said "no entry" and pulled Wen Jie, who was carrying vodka, to the ground, and the smoke door "snapped" shut, leaving only two people facing each other in the spacious railing of the rooftop.

Then, Tianxiang punched Wen Jie in the cheek, Wen Jie stumbled and fell down, and the insult became the basis for anger.

"Why is this to Yun Chu? Are you still not human? Tianxiang scolded, his voice full of anger.

Wen Jie wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and smiled coldly at him: "I can do it no matter how outrageous it is—" "Seeing you so depraved, it's really blind." Tianxiang gritted his teeth and pulled Wen Jie up, "I only know how to complain, I don't do anything at all, I'm cowardly-" Wen Jie couldn't resist the cold tide and swung a punch at Tianxiang's nose.

Although the punch was not fast, it still hit him in the nose, causing him to stumble and fall to the ground.

"Eventful! What's the matter with you tram man! Wen Jie slapped Tianxiang in the face uncontrollably, but he actually hit the vital point with his fist, because he didn't dodge.

But how could Tianxiang not have time to dodge, he was a yellow card for Lin Yishan's badminton team, and he should be extremely agile.

Two minutes slipped away, and Wen Jie sat down against the smoke-proof door exhausted, wheezing violently.

"Have you vented enough, are you sober?" Wen Jie was stunned, squinted at Tianxiang, who was sitting next to him and was beaten by him until his face was bruised, and a trace of guilt welled up in his heart.

It turned out that he deliberately let himself be beaten and vented just now?

But......

Why?

"Do you think I don't know why you're fighting?" Tianxiang wiped the blood from his nostrils with his shirt, gasping for breath.

Wen Jie was stunned when he heard this, and then there was a momentary silence.

"So you saw it all." Wen Jie sighed and looked up at the gray sky.

After school yesterday, Wen Jie pushed Chen Shaocai, who was in the same class, into a corner and beat him up.

Chen Shaocai is a top student in class 3B, with long-term first grades, especially excellent mathematical and physical ability.

Based on his cold personality and amazing eloquence, he attracted the favor of many girls in the class.

And what he often pesters is a girl named Ge Yunchu who sits next to him.

Yun Chu is a model student in the class, although his grades are not comparable to Chen Shaocai, but because of his appearance and amiable personality, he is also very popular with his classmates.

Yun Chu was not very familiar with Chen Chen Shaocai, but because he sat together in class, he gradually developed the habit of reviewing together.

The classmates boasted that they were a match made in heaven, and even the head teacher would make jokes like "are they in a relationship".

Wen Jie scoffed at this, because he knew that Chen Shaocai was talented and articulate on the surface, but he was a complete scum on the bottom.

Wen Jie noticed that he accosted many girls at the same time, and the purpose was more like taking advantage.

Wen Jie, who was sitting behind Yun Chu, saw Shao Chen Shaocai getting close to her from time to time by teaching her homework, and even put his arm on her shoulder.

But what really triggered Wenjie's bottom line was the incident in math class yesterday.

He witnessed Chen Shaocai quietly push Yun Chu's fountain pen to the ground, and then took advantage of Yun Chu's lying down to pick it up, and looked at her skirt obscenely......

"You well-dressed beast, doing a little trick?" Wen Jie angrily pulled Chen Shaocai's collar, "What are you doing as Xiaochu?" "I don't understand what you, Ah Jie," Chen Shaocai smiled lewdly, "Ask rhetorically, what do you think you are?" Yun Chu boyfriend? Why are you meddling? "Shut up!"

Low self-esteem is like a nightmare in Wen Jie's heart, making him weak.

Actually, it's just jealousy, isn't it.

Chen Shaocai, who was not inferior in physique, pushed Wen Jie down in turn and kicked him hard with his foot: "Even if you find out what I did, what if you just complain to the teacher, do you think they will believe you as a piece of garbage?" "That's right, there is no evidence other than human witnesses, and he is the only one who witnessed what happened.

And the point is, no teacher will believe Wen Jie at all.

Because, he's an outcast, isn't he?

Parents died young, and there was a lack of proper education and cultivation since childhood.

The results are at the bottom of the list, and in the last exam, except for the second-to-last mathematics test, the others were the first to the bottom of the class.

And Jia Shun, who was the last in the mathematics exam, missed the exam due to illness and scored 0 points.

Man Kit is also good at his interests, but his communication skills are no worse, he often conflicts with others, and often skips class to drink, so that he is arrested by the director of discipline.

And because of this, he was despised by many teachers, who despised him for not handing in his homework, for drinking and fighting for nothing, and for being a "wasted man who achieved nothing" forever

The teacher is using this cool word, isn't he afraid to ask the parents to complain?

He didn't have parents at all.

He does not intend to complain.

Because he knows that he is a waste, how can he still praise himself for "achieving nothing", but in fact, he is snickering if he is undefeated.

What hope can such orphans, spurned by the education system, have?

"Haha, that's right, I'm trash." Society, cannibalistic hell.

Pulling innocents into a dark and terrifying infinite tunnel that forces you to struggle forward without ever explaining why.

Even, let you go on with fatigue, and then laugh at your cowardice......

There is only one way, and what can be done except to go forward.

That's why they didn't need to explain.

Wen Jie took the lime vodka and wanted to stuff it into his mouth, but was blocked by Tianxiang.

"Are you willing?" Tianxiang shouted hoarsely, "You're obviously very nervous Yunchu, you answer me, don't you?" ”

"What's the matter with you—" Answer me. Wen Jie put down the wine bottle, was silent for a moment, and his smile oozes bitterness: "So what? "Yes, so what, so what.

"I'm garbage anyway, so why pollute others, haha." Wen Jie turned his head, his body trembled slightly, and Tianxiang didn't say a word.

That's right, a cute girl like Yun Chu who looks like, has outstanding grades, and has a wide network, there are still many stunning scenery waiting for her.

Out of the mud, why should he forcibly occupy her life and leave a stain on her path?

It's not terrible to be abandoned by the world, and it's scary to like it sometimes, so it's better to keep your distance from her and pray that she will be happy.

"Trash."

"Yes, I am."

The two remained silent for a long time, presumably the Chinese class had been over for a while.

"The sky looks gray." Tianxiang looked up at the clouds above his head, and Wen Jie wiped his eyes: "I found it for you, and I will award you a Nobel Prize later." ”

"Idiot, did you know that the sky is always blue?" Tianxiang's fingers swept across the vast gray clouds, "The sky above the clouds is always blue. It's when you're willing to be trapped under the clouds that you feel gray. ”

"It's always about whether you're willing to fly or not." Wen Jie was stunned when he heard this, and looked up at the sky in amazement, chewing on Tianxiang's words.

"What about the night, the night is not blue."

"Oh, whatever, whatever, what are you doing with that obsession."

"Garbage." Wen Jie raised the corners of his mouth, and so did the boys.

"Even if the whole world abandons you, you have to respect yourself and don't let others see the joke."

"Which novel's dialogue? So pompous? Why" Wen Jie said, but Tianxiang suddenly snatched the vodka and poured it into his throat, and drank it for more than ten seconds.

"Ahem...... cough ......" Tianxiang put down the lime vodka in pain, and Wen Jie was about to tease him for being a rookie drinker, but he noticed that his hands were red.

It turns out that Tianxiang has alcohol sensitivity?

It's not life-threatening, but it must be very uncomfortable, right?

Why?

"Just let me finish this bottle...... Ahem...... "Tianxiang wiped the alcohol from the corner of his mouth and stuffed the cap of the vodka bottle into Wen Jie's hand, "Keep it for me, remember what happened today, and don't give up on yourself." ”

"Promise me, give me the right pursuit of Yunchu."

"Keep a bottle cap?" Wen Jie was stunned for three seconds, and then laughed out loud, "You are really here to be funny, you are allergic to alcohol and want to drink, this behavior is not in the whole school." Tianxiang wanted to open the smoke door and leave, Wen Jie couldn't help but say, "Hey, why do you have to do so much to convince me?" Tianxiang stopped and smiled: "No, it's pure itchy hands and find someone to beat it." ”

Then, add a sentence.

"Don't ask so much if you're a brother." Wen Jie looked at the distant back, and then looked at the bottle cap on his hand, with complicated emotions.

"Wait." "What's wrong again?" The boy looked back and looked at Wen Jie, who wanted to speak and stopped.

"You look so poisonous, you really look like a tram man." Wen Jie swallowed the sentence back.

"Thanks for sharing."

On the rooftop, there is only one person left.

He looked at the cap of the bottle that gave off a faint smell of wine, and then looked up at the gray sky.

Is the sky outside the clouds blue?

"Don't ask so much if you're a brother." Wen Jie smiled after all, saved up his promise, and kept the unspeakable words.

Then, tuck the cap into your pocket.

Tram Man: Don't be clever and think that a few words alone will convince me with a bottle of wine?

Hee-hee, I never told you that I actually have a severe learning disability, and it is very difficult to learn anything.

Why haven't I had the courage to try and break through myself.

I've said to myself countless times about your encouraging words, and I'm tired of hearing them.

People like me, who are spurned by society, have too poor qualifications, and no matter how hard they try, it is in vain.

Because, no one is going to give me a chance.

Although it is a bit irresponsible, I still have to say that Yunchu's things still can't be done.

Compared to having her, I still want her to be happy.

If I leave one day, remember to help me take care of Yunchu's stupid sister, she seems to be very strong, but she is actually a big crying bag, and she will collapse when she encounters the slightest difficulty, haha.

Also, you beat me so hard that you made my mouth swollen for the whole week, do you think I forgot?

I didn't want to laugh at you tram man that day, but I still can't say something about it.

I've been looked down upon for years, and I never thought I'd meet you as an idiot.

Willing to spend time encouraging me and taking care of me, isn't it an idiot?

I'm just you, my brother.

I'm sorry, I can't keep that promise, so let me give up.

But thank you, still thank you for beating me up.

Abandoned in the lonely rain.

He who forsakes himself in the sea of calamity is actually forsaking himself.

"I'm sorry, but thank you."