Chapter 62: "Be Happy" (1)
[Lonely, never because of being isolated, but there is no you here. 】
23:50。
Everything around him came to a halt in an instant.
The flashlight fell on the concrete floor, illuminating a man and a woman between the lampposts, who were in the area for the second time.
Just last time, there was no outpouring of emotions.
Guan Tianxiang looked at the pliers that had fallen to the ground for a few seconds, how could the sharpness be red.
"Didi...... Tick ......"
The bright red spreads to the toes, and it is rainwater that dilutes it wantonly?
Perhaps, not just the rain.
Time flowed slowly, and Guan Tianxiang realized it very late that it was blood.
"Hmmm......"
Guan Tianxiang stared at Xiao Ying in a trance, her trembling wrist was cut, and the wound was so deep that there was no possibility of stopping the bleeding.
"Didi...... Tick ......"
Bright red gushes out of the gaps, obscuring the dead gray cement, though no less bleak.
Xiaoying......
Cut the vein, just a few seconds ago.
Guan Tianxiang looked at the girl who smiled sweetly and was speechless, the bloody young arm, the knife-like palpitations that devoured everything.
"You...... Why are you doing this......" Guan Tianxiang held up her hand in panic, "to stop the bleeding...... Hemostasis ......"
"Xiaoying doesn't ...... Don't stop the bleeding......" Xiao Ying put aside her smile and gently brushed Guan Tianxiang away.
Guan Tianxiang lay down anxiously, picked up the pliers and wanted to cut off a piece of cloth
"Don't...... Stop it! ”
Why......
The hour and minute hands tripped again, Guan Tianxiang looked at Xiao Ying, who was breathless, and all the words were gnawed.
"Brother......" Xiao Ying's voice was unsteady, and her eyes were rolling sadly, "Time is running out...... Hurry up and go to the end of the tunnel to save Sister Qianqin...... Xiaoying...... Will take care of himself—"
"For ...... Why kill yourself! Xiao Ying was stunned, and the blood continued to rush out like a spring, shaping a sad picture with the rain.
"I ask you why! Answer me! Guan Tianxiang screamed uncontrollably, holding back the tears in his eyes.
It's too hard to be silent again.
"Xiaoying...... I don't want to drag my brother down anymore. Xiao Ying stroked her bloody left hand and squeezed out a smile to Guan Tianxiang.
What......
"My brother is right...... It's Xiaoying who is not angry, can't help anything, and arguing all day long to hold bread...... My brother must have carried Xiaoying on his back for so long, it must have been very hard......" Xiaoying said sadly, tears rolling in her eyes.
"It's not easy to carry you on your back now, and you want me to carry bread?" The previous invective came to mind, and only remorse and abuse followed.
Guan Tianxiang was excited but silent, and his nose was sour.
"My brother is so badly injured...... If you still have to carry Xiaoying on your back, it is impossible to go to the end of the tunnel...... In the end, all will die......"
Miscellaneous...... What......
"But what if...... My brother doesn't have the burden of Xiaoying, and he goes to the tunnel alone, and he should be able to get there in a few minutes......
In this way, at least my brother and sister Qianqin can return to the real world......"
Xiaoying......
That's why......
Suicide by cutting the veins?
"Idiot!" Guan Tianxiang angrily took her hand and lifted her body on her back......
The sharp pain like a bone crack was ushered in all over his body, and dizziness obscured the road ahead.
Okay, let's go back together......
After going through so much, it was not easy to come here, why did you give up on yourself?
After only taking two steps forward, his back was poked by a thousand knives, and Guan Tianxiang's legs were weak and he collapsed in a pool of blood.
At this time, she was burdened with her ......
It's like carrying a boulder......
"No...... No...... ......" Guan Tianxiang bit his lower lip, propped up his trembling weak body, and took another step forward
There was a "rattle" sound in his right leg, and he collapsed in a pool of blood again, and once again he felt the pain of a knife......
But this time, I almost couldn't stand up......
"Please, brother, let go of Xiao Ying...... " Xiao Ying cried bitterly, blood seeping all over Guan Tianxiang's back.
Guan Tianxiang stubbornly tried again, but his arms were already covered with bruises
"Enough!" Xiao Ying rolled to the ground and shouted hoarsely.
Guan Tianxiang lay on the ground and stared at Xiaoying in amazement.
Her eyes finally gave in to emotion, and tears rushed out like a fountain of blood.
Then, Guan Tianxiang was also at a loss and burst into tears.
It turned out that Xiao Ying knew early on that after Guan Tianxiang duel with Xianye, it was impossible for the weak injured body to carry her and finish the next part of the road......
In another 10 minutes, no one will be able to leave Ann and Hell.
She was thinking, instead of being unable to leave together, and being trapped in despair together, it would be better for one person to sacrifice one person and be saved......
Cutting the veins......
It was to make Guan Tianxiang give up her with all his heart, in exchange for his chance to survive.
This cruel everything......
Is it just for him?
Silly girl, so stupid that she came up with such a nonsensical idea......
The truth has always been cruel, but he doesn't want to accept it.
"Silly girl...... Why do you want to do this......" Guan Tianxiang burst into tears, "Who am I, you have only known each other for half a day!" Don't be so naïve—"
Soft to the touch.
"Xiaoying...... I really don't want to drag my brother down anymore! Whining...... This kind of pain, how can my sister bear it alone......
If you die, how can I say that to you......" Xiao Ying hugged Guan Tianxiang with one hand, crying pitifully and sadly.
What......
Speak?
"Bad guys...... Villain...... Villain! ”
She slapped Guan Tianxiang's chest excitedly, and her shirt turned into tears with sadness.
Guan Tianxiang didn't know what she meant, so he hugged her weakly, and blood oozed from his mouth.
"Brother...... Xiaoying doesn't want to make a lot of money by studying science at all, in fact, I hate reading...... "Xiaoying cried, "Xiaoying's original dream...... Ahem...... It's to go to Hongguan to play the violin...... Perform no matter where you listen to your brother...... Have you ever heard of it, it's very good...... However, there is no chance to realize the dream......"
The "brother" she was referring to......
Is it my own brother?
Guan Tianxiang looked at a stone-patterned vest on her body, and the words "No matter where you are" were stained with blood.
"Brother......" Xiao Ying gently pushed the switch to Tianxiang, wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Listen to my sister...... Hurry up...... Save Sister Qianqin back...... There's no time, there's a few minutes left......"
"Are you stupid...... I said we were going to go together and eat bread together......"
"Xiaoying...... I can't accompany my brother to eat...... After my brother goes back, remember to eat on behalf of Xiaoying...... I have to apply a lot of cranberry jam...... "Xiaoying's breath gradually weakened, and she exhausted all her strength with every breath.
"Say no more......"
"Sister Qianqin...... She is a very cute and kind girl...... It's like Xia Shuying. Xiao Ying barely squeezed out a smile, but her whole body trembled, "My brother is a very considerate boy...... In fact, there is a scar on the face, which is really handsome......"
Guan Tianxiang was crying like rain when he heard this, and he couldn't react at all.
He understands the irony of reality, but what can he do.
"Brother...... Can you listen to Xiaoying say the last word? Xiao Ying gently pushed the switch to Tianxiang, trembling all over.
"Later...... There's no chance to say ......."
"Don't say ......" Xiao Ying was about to faint, but took out a knife from her trouser pocket and aimed it at her neck.
When Guan Tianxiang was stunned, everything was a dead end.
"Brother...... Thank you for your gentleness...... Xiaoying...... I like my brother the most...... "Before the rain fell to the ground, it was dyed bright red."
"So, my brother has to promise Xiao Ying ......" Xiao Ying showed an angelic smile, and her mouth was oozing with honey-like sweetness.
"Definitely, be happy."
[Miss you]
People who are abandoned in the lonely rain must be lonely, right?
"I hate my brother the most."
Xiao Ying sat at the dining table and squinted out the window at the dustpan bay street.
At about 7 o'clock in early winter, the half-open windows poured in a chill of 12 degrees Celsius......
If you want a hot cup of chocolate, it's best to add a butter muffin
Don't think too much about it, it's still bread and cranberry jam for breakfast today.
"Brother...... Why is it cranberry jam again...... Enough is enough! Xiao Ying poked her brother's lower abdomen.
"Cranberry jam with bread...... I don't know how delicious it is, children don't ask so much. The brother twisted the cap of the jam jar and spread it on the bread.
"Hey, don't be a child when Xiaoying is a child!" Xiaoying's face was red, and she "ate bread and jam for several weeks,......
Really...... It's so unpalatable—"
"Eat yours, so many words." The elder brother stuffed the bread into Xiaoying's mouth.
Cranberry jam is like the relationship between two siblings, bland and tasteless.
His father died early due to illness, leaving his mother and two siblings to rely on each other.
However, my mother, who suffered from severe hepatitis, deteriorated three months ago and was forced to resign and stay in the hospital.
In the past 90 days, the heavy responsibility of taking care of housework and taking care of Xiaoying fell on her 18-year-old brother, and Xiaoying had to rely on her brother for her life.
It's just that this brother is not competent at all, and he is very bad to Xiaoying.
The elder brother worked as a waiter in a Western restaurant in Tin Hau, but during the three months that his mother was hospitalized, he never gave Xiaoying a penny.
Xiaoying only survived on her meager savings, so she couldn't afford extracurricular activities, pastimes and entertainment......
The elder brother is also indifferent to Xiaoying.
He works from 9 to 5, but he always comes home after midnight every night.
He must have spent his time eating, drinking, and having fun every night, but he abandoned his sister at home, and she had to do her homework and watch cartoons alone, suffering from loneliness......
Even a birthday gift, my brother didn't give it......
The only time the two siblings spend together is breakfast, but he is too lazy to prepare a rich breakfast, which is every day......
bread and cranberry jam......
When eating, they don't care about their sister, and the two become strangers at the tea restaurant......
It's too much.
"I hate my brother the most." Xiao Ying scolded again in her heart.
Xiaoying opened the door and looked back at her lazy brother, "Tonight's music performance...... Will my brother come? The elder brother took a bite of bread and said casually: "Okay, I don't remember if I'm afraid of death." With the "bang" of the closed door, Xiaoying carried the broken violin on her back and took a deep breath.