Chapter 49: Self-Blowing Depression
Zhao Wenmin and Zhang Zi were aggrieved, but they dared to be angry and didn't dare to speak, they still have to maintain their personalities under the camera, after all, they are female artists, and they have to return to China to make money after the variety show is filmed, so it will be worth the loss if the audience hates them.
Thinking that the audience could see their hard work, the two of them felt better in their hearts, their nails were bleeding, and they were still working hard to carry them, wiping sweat from time to time in the direction where the hidden camera might appear, showing the wounds.
It's not that everyone deliberately didn't help them move stones, it's just that everyone has something to do, Zhang Zi and Zhou Yang went to collect firewood, they want to open the fire until dawn tonight, and the firewood that Zhao Wenmin and Zhang Zi picked up is not enough at all.
Ye Mingchen, Zheng Kai, Lin Zijie, and Mao Yuning went to find hay, and they need to use hay to pave the floor when they sleep at night, otherwise they can only sleep on the ground.
In the mountains and forests, dry firewood is easy to find, but it is not easy to find so much hay at one time, they searched almost all over the mountain, and only barely found enough hay for two tents to come back.
When they returned, it was getting dark, and the two tents had been set up, with a certain distance between them, and Zhang Zi lit a fire not far from the tent, which could be used as a light.
Mao Yuning divided the hay into two, Ye Mingchen and they went to spread the tent where the boys lived, and she took the hay to spread the girls' tents.
When it was almost dark, Zhang Lin beckoned everyone to sit down and chat with the stones in front of the fire, just like before entering the forest, the squad leader would chat with them every night.
The members of the first squad spoke very little, they listened to them more.
In order not to snub them, Mao Yuning and they all communicate in English.
At first, it was not possible to show everyone's English level, but with the occasional insertion of a sentence or two by a group of players, the atmosphere suddenly became cold, and when Ye Mingchen came out to communicate, everyone was amazed by Ye Mingchen's English.
Everyone is the same, when they were young, the English they learned was relatively simple, and when they reached high school and college, they were more about accumulating vocabulary and rote memorizing words.
Although Ye Mingchen dropped out of school and entered the entertainment industry, he has always had a private tutor to tutor homework, during the time when he was a trainee abroad, he not only learned the three Chinese languages, but also was very proficient, and later in order to make up for the shortcomings of his academic qualifications, he completed a bachelor's degree in country M by name, although there is a lot of water, and he did study for several years, it is not surprising that he can speak fluent English.
It's just that sometimes, the camera will magnify the details infinitely, Ye Mingchen talked with the team members in English under the camera, like a star shining, and the female fans in the live broadcast room are crazy.
Some passers-by and fans have participated in it, and they have said that they often heard friends around them complain about Ye Mingchen before, he has an empty skin, no acting skills and talent, and he is a vase among actors.
This variety show live broadcast completely subverted her cognition, Ye Mingchen they saw in the show, the gentleman's cultivation is the best, the appearance is exquisite but not feminine, and he doesn't care too much about his appearance, when he just cut down a branch, his cheek was cut and bled and he didn't care at all, that kind of casualness can't be pretended, not to mention talent, language is so good is also a talent.
They are crazy about calling for their brother!
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It is no surprise that Ye Mingchen has become popular out of the circle, and although there is still a long distance between the popularity of the whole network and Mao Yuning, he is also a popular artist.
Ye Mingchen can feel everyone's attention, all gathered on him, in the past, he was not firm enough, he always felt that he was not good enough, he could not be recognized by the audience, and even his family was dissatisfied with him being an actor, before entering the show, he was in a state of depression and confusion, until he met Mao Yuning.
He saw a kind of light in Mao Yuning, that kind of light, not a gorgeous shell that only stands in the spotlight, nor is it the aura of actor role empowerment, it is a vigorous force that grows upward all the time.
In her, he saw an unstoppable faith, and this belief did not have the ambition to stand up to the sky, and everyone could see that she just wanted to record this show.
Ordinary and unyielding, this is what life should be, attracting him, guiding him to stand up, giving him the courage to see himself and re-examine himself. Let him know that the recognition of the audience and his family is very important, and before that, he needs to accept himself, be worthy of his heart, and live openly after doing his best.
Ye Mingchen's thoughts returned, and the members of the first class were much more impressed by him, and asked him in broken Chinese: "Ye Mingchen, what about you, can you tell me how you feel?"
Before entering the forest, the squad leader would talk about the feelings of the day one by one, so that they could put forward any ideas, but now the rules are continued, but it is an ordinary chat, and not everyone has to say.
Ye Mingchen didn't expect to suddenly ask himself, he was stunned for a moment, looking at the group of big brothers staring at him with a bright eye, knowing their performance, they just wanted to be close to him in a friendly way.
Ye Mingchen raised his lips and showed a shallow smile, and also replied in Chinese: "Today, I still want to thank my teammates."
"Who?" The members of the first class raised their eyebrows curiously.
Ye Mingchen looked at Mao Yuning: "My teammate, Mao Yuning."
Mao Yuning: "?" Why did you suddenly mention her?
The smile on Zhao Wenmin's face stiffened for a moment, and then she silently lowered her eyes, clenched her fists, touched the nail pain of the flip cover, lifted the wound to her mouth, and blew gently, weak and pitiful.
It's just that she doesn't know, unless fans only look at her small shots, there is no figure of her in the big shots, and now Ye Mingchen is the protagonist of the big shots.
The old fans in the live broadcast room showed such expressions:
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"Do you have to thank Mao Yuning every day? whyοΌ The members of the first class showed an unbelievable look, although they also liked Mao Yuning, but they couldn't understand how hot this must be.
Ye Mingchen felt that he had already said a lot of words of gratitude, and he wanted to say what was in his heart tonight, and he never dared to announce the words of the public at the moment when he wanted to run away.
Ye Mingchen said in a quiet voice: "Before entering the show, I needed to take a lot of sleeping pills every day to fall asleep, and my attending doctor kept persuading me to reduce the dosage, but it didn't work." I have a very serious mental condition, I have no way to control myself, I also want to be mentally healthy, sound myself, but this is not something I can decide. β
"I even ...... I will write a suicide note every day, if one day, I suddenly pass away, I hope that my family, my friends, my fans will not feel sorry for me, and there is no need to do any mourning for me, because I am not worthy of you to do this. β