Today's porridge is not as sweet as before, Xiao Yan tasted it twice, raised his head and asked, "You made this porridge?" ”

Jiang Ni nodded: "Didn't you say you don't like sweet?" I made two copies. ”

What he said, Jiang Ni actually put it in his heart? Xiao Yan's heart moved slightly.

Jiang Ni was a little overwhelmed by the other party's hot eyes: "You...... Isn't this porridge appetizing? ”

"No, thank you for your hard work."

Jiang Ni disagreed: "It's a convenient thing." ”

In the matter of cooking porridge, it was nothing more than adding an extra handful of rice, but she didn't expect Xiao Yan to react so strongly.

Xiao Yan stared, he and Jiang Ni have reached a relatively harmonious cooperative relationship at present, why does he think so much? Any kind of relationship must grasp the appropriate boundaries, Jiang Ni has done a lot of things that give him a headache.

Xiao Yan never noticed that he looked at Jiang Ni with the concentration in his eyes.

There were some seafood on the table, such as shrimp and crabs, which were difficult to handle, Jiang Ni put on gloves to handle the seafood and handed one to An An's mouth.

"Is it delicious, An'an?"

An An nodded, and did not open her mouth when the second piece of shrimp meat was delivered to her mouth: "Mom eats it too." ”

Jiang Ni ate one: "Aunt Wang's craftsmanship is as good as ever." ”

The mother and son on the other side get along warmly, but Xiao Yan's memory goes back to the time when Jiang Ni was crazy about herself, when she couldn't wait to stick to her side all the time, but now she looks at her like the most familiar stranger.

Jiang Ni has changed a lot, she has become sane and sober, and her enthusiasm for herself has disappeared with her.

Xiao Yan's thoughts were confused, he was only bored when Jiang Ni stuck to himself in every way, but now Jiang Ni's lukewarm attitude made him unable to adapt to it.

Wrong.

Xiao Yan looked at Jiang Ni fiercely.

In the past, Jiang Ni would not attract her attention no matter how her attitude changed, and at that time she was like a machine that only knew how to please. And now the reason why he is attracted to Jiang Ni comes from her changes, she is more vigorous and energetic day by day, and she looks back inadvertently......

After eating this meal, Xiao Yan put down his chopsticks in a moment.

He looked at Jiang Ni on the other side who was still peeling shrimp for An An, and said, "Actually, it's good to leave this kind of thing to the servant, you haven't eaten much yourself." ”

Jiang Ni's hand moved: "I just feel that I once treated An An coldly and treated him very badly, so I want to ......"

"Make amends." Xiao Yan said.

"That's right."

"There are many ways to make up for it, not to punish yourself for not skipping meals all the time." He reminded: "Jiang Ni, the rice is about to get cold. ”

He slowly put on his gloves and took a shrimp from his plate: "I'll feed him, you can eat." ”

Xiao Yan did not directly hand the shrimp to Xiao Qi'an, but gave instructions while demonstrating.

"An An is so small, can he peel shrimp?" Jiang Ni said that he was going to peel the shrimp again, but his hand was quickly held.

The warmth of the other party's palm was transmitted to his fingertips through the transparent gloves, and Jiang Ni was stunned for a moment and withdrew his hand.

Xiao Yan put the peeled shrimp on the plate in front of her: "An An is much smarter than you think. You often walk with him in your arms, reluctant to refuse his requests, and eager to take care of everything for him. Jiang Ni, I know you care about An An, but we always have to let go properly so that he can learn to grow up. ”

Jiang Ni was a little stunned. That prophetic dream hung high in her heart all the time, and she didn't dare to relax for a moment. The pain her son suffered was like a knife in her chest, and she desperately tried to make up for it. But her excessive concern seems to have really hindered An An's own growth.

"I, what am I going to do?" Jiang Ni was rarely confused.

Xiao Yan looked at her suddenly fragile and pale face, and her calm voice comforted her: "Jiang Ni, don't be nervous and don't be afraid, I will go with you to take care of An An and face all this." Don't always stretch your spirit into a string, I hope you can put some effort into the things you like except for An An, it will be much easier. ”

"Jiang Ni, you don't live for An An, you are yourself first and then An An's mother."

Jiang Ni's heart stabilized inexplicably, countless identical nightmares tortured her to sleep, she looked at Xiao Qi'an carefully, An An was far from the thin and gloomy appearance in the dream, and the trajectory of development was already positive, wasn't it......

Xiao Yan observed Xiao Qi'an's unconcerned movements, and did not speak, just looked at him quietly.

Xiao Qi'an has a natural awe of his father, he put down the shrimp in his hand, and his voice was a little small: "I want my mother to feed it." ”

"Daddy, can't you feed you? Or do you want to grind your mother to keep her from eating? ”

Xiao Qi'an shook his head frantically, his eyes were a little red: "No, no, no, don't want my mother to be hungry......"

"Don't cry." Xiao Yan's warm and dry fingertips brushed under Xiao Qi'an's eyes: "Don't cry, you are already four years old, you must know that crying will not solve the problem." ”

Xiao Qi'an held back her tears.

Jiang Ni wanted to speak several times, but she stopped thinking of what Xiao Yan had just said.

Xiao Qi'an turned his head and took Jiang Ni's hand: "I'm sorry Mom, An An doesn't want you to be hungry, An An is just, just ......"

He just likes his mother's gentle and attentive appearance too much, whether it is holding his hand or feeding him, he has a feeling of being surrounded by maternal love, he is warm, he doesn't want to be separated from his mother......

"An An just wants her mother to take a few more glances at An An......"

Xiao Qi'an is too young, and he can't clearly express this hazy extreme thirst for maternal love.

"Mom will never blame you." Jiang Ni held his face, took out a handkerchief and wiped his cheeks, which were still stained with tears.

"An An, listen to me." Xiao Yan gently pulled Xiao Qi'an's shoulder: "I know you want to be close to your mother, but you can actually do it in another way." You're four years old, you're a little man, you can actually take care of your mother, right? ”

When facing his son, Xiao Yan was extremely patient.

Xiao Qi'an was stunned.

Xiao Yan said: "Feed the shrimp you just peeled to your mother." ”

Xiao Qi'an did as he was told, and the white and tender little meat picked up the shrimp on the plate and handed it to Jiang Ni's mouth, this time he saw the same tenderness in his mother's eyes.

*

After dinner, Jiang Ni still accompanied An An upstairs to tell him a bedtime story.

Xiao Qi'an often tells a few stories he wants to hear, which are shared with him by his kindergarten friends, and he wants to get the same maternal love from Jiang Ni.

Jiang Ni knew what An An An's thoughts and insisted on telling him stories every day, in addition to what An An wanted to hear, she would also read other mothers' recommendations from the Internet.

Jiang Ni decided to let go of An An to grow up, but other children have it like storytelling, and Jiang Ni didn't want his son to be missing.