Chapter 19: Notes

[You enter the laboratory and do a simple exploration of this area]

[The laboratory is larger than it looks from the outside, with a total of three rooms, arranged in the word "Pin", and the first room has no valuables except for the shelves against the wall with various distorted organ bottles. One of the two rooms in the depths is a variety of huge cultivation containers, the size of which can fit a person, and the other is a counter for various instruments and documents.

[The counter is not locked, you flipped through the documents inside, they are all experimental records, so professional that they are incomprehensible, put the documents down, and you continue to search]

[You find a notebook in a drawer in the corner, the notebook is beautifully written, like a girl left behind]

[You flip through it]

[March 21]

[Hello notebook seniors, I'm a new researcher! 】

[Well, did you ask me where I came from?] 】

[Hey, hey, I don't really know about this. 】

[I only know that I live in a very large building, the building is dilapidated, but it is really super big! I've lived with a lot of kids of about the same age for as long as I can remember, and I've been brought by my mother, who is not my own mother, who I haven't seen before, and who I haven't seen either, and we go begging when the lights are on, and go home when the lights go out. 】

[Why is the light off?] 】

[We can't see the sun there, the building is really super big, covering the sky, because we can't see the sun, so for us, the lights are on for daytime, and the lights are off for black. 】

[When I'm older, my mother will arrange other jobs, and I've done a lot of work!] I've done laundry, housecleaning, pick-up, and moving things! 】

"I'm the hardest working kid in our group!" So don't call me stupid! No matter what, as long as I keep learning, I can definitely learn! 】

[How did I get here?] 】

[Hey, hey, I don't know much about this. 】

[I remember that day I was going to work, and I was taken and stuffed into a big truck, and there were many other people in the truck, and then I was very sleepy, and I fell asleep, and when I woke up again, I was in a hall, and there were only a few people with me, and everyone else was gone. 】

[Then Lord Monhard came, saying that we were the chosen ones or something, and I didn't quite understand it, and then Lord Monhard led us to pray in front of a black coffin.] 】

[Then I feel that everything has changed, the most important thing is that I know words, I used to be illiterate, and now I not only know words, but also write, and write so beautifully! 】

[Master Mornhard has assigned us a task, he asked me to come here to talk about being a researcher, but I don't know what to study yet, the other seniors here look very fierce, don't talk to me, only the notebook seniors are willing to communicate with me?] 】

[Really?! Thank you, thank you! Please advise me in the future! 】

[March 28]

[Hello notebook seniors, it's been a week since I came here unconsciously, and this week is really busy, and I don't have time to chat with you. 】

Thank you for your teachings! Thanks to you, I've learned a lot this week so that I don't hold back the other researchers. 】

[It's just that now no one wants to talk to me except you, ha, haha......]

[It's okay, it's okay, I don't care, after all, there's a notebook senior, hehe.] 】

[Give me a chance to go up and see it?] What's on it? 】

[I'll know when I go up? Really, you can't just tell me! 】

[Hmm...... I will, if I'm not busy, I'll ask Lord Monhard to see if I can get up. 】

[There's something going on again.,I'm sorry I can't continue to talk to you.,I'll come back when I have time.,Notebook seniors pay attention to rest.,Goodbye!] 】

[April 2]

【Notebook seniors!】 Notebook seniors!! 】

[I listened to your suggestion, and I went to the ground to take a look in the past two days, and the ground is really beautiful, of course, I saw the sky! It's really big! It's bigger than the building I lived in when I was a kid, and the sun is so bright! 】

[However, I went up there this time, and in addition to the sky, I saw a more beautiful one, guess what?] 】

[Guess what! 】

[Hehe, I can't guess it, I'll tell you, it's a super beautiful girl, when I was in the park today, I saw it when she passed by the corridor, ah~ She's really super beautiful and super cute, how can there be such a beautiful existence in the world......]

[What, make friends?] 】

[No, no, no, no! How could I possibly make friends with her! No, no, no, no! Don't say any more, woo woo, I haven't even made a friend in the lab for so long, it must be because I'm so ugly, how could she make friends with me who is so ugly......]

[What? You say I'm cute too! Really, really? Notebook senior, aren't you lying to me? 】

[I like you the most, notebook senior!! 】

【...... Well, you're right, I, I'm going to try, I'm going to try to make friends with her. 】

[April 3]

[Really, notebook senior, I really talked to her! 】

[She thinks I'm a nurse in a nursing home, and asks me to take care of her mother more.] 】

[Ahhhh 】

[But I'm not a nurse, Notebook senior, do you think I'm cheating on her?] If she knew, would she ignore me again? 】

[Woo woo, I don't want her to ignore me......]

[Really? Do you think so? Well! I believe the words of my predecessors. 】

[I'll explain it to her when I see her tomorrow.] 】

[April 4]

[Notebook senior, I, I failed.] 】

[Her mother passed away today, and then when she came, I apologized to her, saying that I was not a nurse or something......]

[But she ignored me, listened to me and left......]

[Notebook senior, I, am I hated by her? ] 】

[Didn't you?] You say she just didn't notice me? Didn't you ignore me because you hated me? 】

[Is this really the case?!] 】

[So, wait until tomorrow, wait until tomorrow, and then I'll go and apologize to her.] 】

[Thank you so much, notebook senior, I wouldn't know what to do if it weren't for you.] 】

[Well, please believe me, I will definitely make friends with her!] 】

[April 5]

[She didn't come today]

[I'll wait for tomorrow.] 】

[April 6]

[She still didn't come today]

[I, wait]

[April 7]

[She didn't come today]

[April 8]

[She didn't come today]

[April 9]

[She didn't come today]

【......】

[May 10]

[Notebook senior, it's been a month, and she hasn't come yet, what should I do? 】

[Yes, if she doesn't come, I can go to her by myself!] 】

[No, I don't know where she lives, and Master Mornhard only lets me move around the nursing home, not too far......]

[You said I could entrust someone else to call her over? 】

[But to whom to entrust?] Surely this kind of thing can't bother Lord Monhard, the other senior researchers in the lab? What, you say they are useless and don't need to think about it? Well, who should I ask for in that case? 】

【A member of a nursing home?】 Do you want me to ask them? 】

[Okay, I'll give it a try later]

[May 11]

[Great, notebook senior! ] I told the members about it, and they were willing to help me! 】

[Hey, hey, they're all good people, just like their predecessors in the notebook! 】

[May 13]

[The members have invited her over, and now invite me to join them for the welcome party!] 】

[Notebook seniors don't participate?! 】

[Okay, okay, but don't worry, when the welcome party is over, I will bring her to meet you immediately!] 】

【......】

[May 29]

[Well, what's wrong, notebook senior? 】

[How are we, you ask?] 】

[Of course, it's intimate!] We have been living together for half a month, and I sleep with her in my arms every night, hehehe, fragrant, soft, and very comfortable. 】

[The members started to come to see her, but every now and then they let me out, hmph, how to put it, although I was grateful that they invited her over, I was still very uncomfortable. 】

[It's much better now, they haven't been here since last week, and it's boring to hear what they say, it's broken, it's boring, I don't understand, but it's good that they don't come!] That way I won't have anyone to disturb while I'm with her! 】

【......】

[July 11]

【Notebook seniors!】 I have great news for you, Lord Monhard has chosen her as a Eucharistic Fragment and appointed me to cultivate her! 】

[That's a Eucharistic fragment!] 】

[I don't know how to express my excitement anymore. 】

[Well, don't worry, senior of the notebook, I will definitely seize the opportunity and successfully cultivate the Eucharistic Fragment with her!] 】

[July 14]

[Cultivation has begun]

[From today onwards, I can't sleep with her anymore, I'm a little sad. 】

[Don't worry about notebook seniors, I'm fine, well, I'll take a proper rest.] 】

【......】

[July 29]

[Notebook senior, look, this is what she looks like now, it's beautiful. 】

[After two days, the "eyes" will be able to grow out of the sockets, hehe, I looked at the fragments of the Holy Body that failed to cultivate outside, although they failed, they were all really beautiful, especially the eyes, like flowers. 】

[Rest assured, I will not deliberately fail to cultivate, this is a fragment of the Holy Body, the supreme glory, if she succeeds, she can become a part of the Holy Body, presumably for her, this is also a very happy thing. 】

【......】

[August 14]

[I can't see the original appearance anymore.] 】

[A lump of meat puree? Notebook senior, your analogy is really excessive! 】

[It's not like it at all, okay, you can still see her legs here, you can still see her hands here, I used to like to hold her hand when I slept with her, small, cool, I don't want to let go when I grab it]

[The "eyes" are healthy and blue]

[It's like the color of the sky when I first saw her]

【......】

[December 13]

[Notebook senior, can you hear her voice?] 】

You heard that, right? 】

[She's crying......]

[It's already the last step, and in a few days, the cultivation will be over, and it's time to pick.] 】

[She can't bear me, and I can't bear her. 】

[Notebook senior, I, I'm really entangled, being a Blessed Sacrament is a supreme honor, the happiest thing for her past and future, as her friend, I should wish her success...... But, but I don't want her to succeed, I'm really reluctant, I don't want to be separated from her, I'm really sad to see her crying......]

【...... Thank you, notebook seniors. 】

[December 15]

[Failed.] 】

[It's really only a little bit away from success, it's really a little bit close! ] 】

[The Fragment of the Blessed Sacrament did not succeed, and for her eternal happiness and glory was missed, and for Lord Mornhard her expectations were disappointed, which was a very bad and bad thing....... But, but why am I happy? Is it because I'm a bad boy? 】

[Thank you, notebook senior.] 】

[Yes, although she failed, but as she said, she bloomed beautiful flowers. 】

And listen, she's laughing.] 】

[December 16]

【Notebook seniors!】 】

[A good news or a bad news, which one do you want to hear first?] 】

[Good news? 】

[Hehe, the good news is that Master Monhard just told me that he allowed me to choose a failed Eucharistic Fragment to implant in view of my excellent performance during my cultivation, do you know what that means? It means that I can become one with her, be together forever, and never be separated again! 】

[Bad news......]

[The bad news is that Lord Monhard said that after the implantation of the failed Eucharistic fragment, I will no longer be able to stay in the lab, and I will have to go to the surface and do something more meaningful.] 】

[Well, the next Eucharistic fragment will be cultivated by Lord Monhard himself.] 】

[Well, I'll leave today.] 】

【...... Notebook senior, I really, really thank you very much! 】

[When I first came to the lab, everyone hated me, and you were the only one who wanted to talk to me. When I was tired, it was you who persuaded me to rest on the ground, so that I met the one I was destined for. It was also your suggestion when I drifted away from her. When I was cultivating the Fragments of the Blessed Sacrament, you kept advising me, comforting me and encouraging me when I was sad......]

[Really, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be where I am today! 】

[That, this is a gift, please accept it!] 】

【...... Hey, hey, don't say that, I'm not the crying I used to be, I've grown up, and I have a cherished person, I want to protect her, it's okay to always cry and cry. 】

[In short, thank you for taking care of me all the way, goodbye, I hope that the next time I see you, you can still be proud of me!] 】

【————】

[The contents of the notebook end here, close the notebook, you see a pale green eyeball glued to the back of the notebook, this soft eyeball is full and shiny, and the eyes are solidified with vitality, gratitude and strength. 】