Chapter 69: Pregnancy is Like Pregnancy (I)
At the beginning of the eighties, the country began to open, and everything felt fresh. It also made the college students who regarded themselves as "the beautiful sons of the sky" see the poverty and backwardness of the motherland. For the society and the future, these "proud sons of heaven" have a sense of pride and a sense of mission of special significance. The early 80s was a time of burning passion, and everyone wrote a magnificent picture with dreams, self-confidence and courage. In 1980, "Young Friends Come to Meet", composed by the famous composer Gu Jianfen, was very popular at that time, and it could represent the passion of the "pride of heaven": "In another twenty years, we will meet again, how beautiful the great motherland should be!" Hold your chest up, smile and raise your eyebrows, and the glory belongs to the new generation of the eighties......"
At that time, the university library was always full and the front of the library was crowded, but it was by no means as chaotic as the market. Unlike today's universities, the hardware or bad environment of the library could not have been dreamed of by the "proud sons of the sky" at that time. Unfortunately, the library has become almost all a furnishing. Because fewer and fewer students come to the library to study, everyone is busy patting, surfing the Internet and playing mahjong. At that time, in order to find a chair in the library, the students would wait in line calmly and calmly. Most of the students carried an English book in their arms, held a piece of paper in their hands, and muttered foreign characters in their mouths. Some people really can't squeeze in, so they simply take off the leather insoles under their buttocks, and they are still fascinated and selfless learning.
At that time, the library was still a hotbed of sexual encounters. Anyone who makes a fuss in the library when they see lovers studying here in pairs is really unheard of. Even students who don't have a loved one find their other half here. Over time, I don't know who discovered this secret first, and more students came to the library to study indiscriminately. When you find a pair of boys and girls sitting next to each other, the boy pretends to be deep and sits upright, without squinting. And the girl either intentionally or unintentionally put a schoolbag or a book or something like that between herself and the boy, as the "Chu River Han Realm". This shows that girls are disgusted and resistant. If the girl is affectionate, and the corner of her eyes is always peeking at the boy, it is a like-minded feeling, and the boy has a play. I don't know how many touching and heartfelt loves have been achieved in the university library, but Zhan Zhizhan doesn't have that kind of affair.
The "pride of the sky" is like the poplar forest in the Taklamakan Desert, which has been in drought for a long time, and greedily absorbs all kinds of nutrients from the sea of books. Even some foreign books, although some of them are not eaten by the world, are a pass for communication between men and women holding scrolls, and they are also read by college students. In the 80s, the university was full of flowers in the literary world, taking root and pitching in the open world. Whether it is serious literature or popular literature, a large number of excellent works have sprung up like mushrooms after a rain. The "hazy poetry" that flourished for a while is a typical representative of it. Poetry is a feast for the imagination, and it gives infinite freedom to the expression of words.
"Hazy Poetry" works are very popular on college campuses. Zhan Zhizhan's first encounter with works like "Hazy Poetry" was Zheng Yushuang's "To the Oak Tree" copied in Juan Xiu's small letters. This is a love poem, even a fool will understand what Zheng Yushuang means. However, what the poet admired in his mind was that kind of noble and great love, and the poet poured out his love and love's warmth, sincerity and loyalty with the oak tree as the object, which moved Zhan Zhizhan very much. However, to say a word of conscience, moved is moved, Zhan Zhizhan's favorite is still ancient Chinese poetry, and even his love is a little persistent. Many people say that Zhan Zhizhan is a man of temperament, so it is naturally difficult to like obscure "hazy poems". Zheng Yushuang sent Zhan Zhizhan the poem "To the Oak Tree", although Zhan Zhizhan can't recite it backwards, he is also familiar with it. In particular, there are a few lines in the poem, which he still remembers decades later, and often recites aloud: "I must be a kapok near you, standing with you as the image of a tree." Roots, clinging to the ground, leaves, touching in the clouds......"
The "sorcerer" in the "Sao Ke Club" on the campus of Butou University does not refer to the kind of boring people who spend all day long. Instead, it is usually used in conjunction with literati, and is another name for poets, also known as "Sao Ren". Originated from Qu Yuan's "Lisao", later generations mostly used "sauer" to describe poets or literati. It can also be described as a literate man. Therefore, it is not derogatory for the students to call the students in the "Sao Ke Club" "Sao Ke Club".
Most of the young poets of that era had passions and ideals, and went through the process of going from fanaticism to disillusionment. Although "Condom" likes to dance and ink, although it does not have the experience of those great "poets", it also has the horror, horror, depression, and anger of being in that era, as well as the pain, confusion, emptiness, and loss of the soul, and naturally becomes a fanatical believer in "hazy poetry". Zhan Zhizhan once sighed: "Condom" is definitely a genius! His intricate imagination and powers of observation are condensed into words. Speaking of "Sao Ke Club", there was a ridiculous misunderstanding between "Condom", Mao Shufen and Zheng Yushuang, but it was by no means the story of the "love triangle" that people talked about at that time.
That was at the beginning of the semester. Although Zheng Yushuang and Mao Shufen are on the school basketball team and the other on the volleyball team, their relationship is also very good. Especially Zheng Yushuang often goes to Zhan Zhizhan's bedroom to find him, so the "condom" is also very familiar with her. Coincidentally, Zheng Yushuang is also very interested in Chinese literature, especially poetry and songs.
It's just that Zheng Yushuang is not the image of the generation described in the poet Gu Cheng's "Generation". The "rebellion" of the young poets who grew up in that era was a re-understanding of people's self-worth, a call for humanism and the restoration of humanity, and an exploration of people's free mind. Zheng Yushuang is different, she not only has the fanatical pursuit of the "Prince Charming" side of the basketball player who is hot, big and arrogant, and fanatical at all costs, but also loves to tease, loves to play, loves to make trouble, and is a little savage, both naughty, coquettish, rigid and soft, and soft and rigid little girl temper. Zheng Yushuang is like an oil painting, there is darkness in the light, there is light in the dark, the colors are rich, and the feelings are also thick. Therefore, Zheng Yushuang only likes the poetic and romantic mood of "You Nong, I Nong", and is not interested in the "hazy poetry" characterized by imagery, symbolism and three-dimensionality, and even disgusted from the heart.
On this day, Zheng Yushuang went to Zhan Zhizhan's bedroom to find him, and there was only one "condom" in the bedroom. Zheng Yushuang didn't knock on the door, and pushed the door straight in, startling Bi Yuntao, who was immersed in the creation of "hazy poetry". Bi Yuntao wanted to sarcastically say a few words about people who didn't know how to be polite, but when he saw that it was Zheng Yushuang, who was bright and moving, Bi Yuntao immediately smiled and groaned: "My heart suddenly hurt, it must be that my mother's needle and thread with buttons penetrated my heart." At this time, my heart became a kite, and the string of the kite was in my mother's hand. Finally grabbed something, no matter whose hand it was, he couldn't let go of ......"
Zheng Yushuang covered his mouth and smiled: "Oops...... It must be Mao Shufen's hand. Lao Bi, are you a 'youth faction' or a 'today's faction'? You look tired and your eyes are bloodshot, and if you have long hair and a pair of white-washed jeans, I can easily distinguish you from the crowd if you walk around the campus. ”
Zheng Yushuang's sharp teeth made Bi Yuntao feel a little embarrassed. He shook his head and smiled, "Alas...... Burning the piano and cooking the crane, the scenery is ruined! Only a rough man like Lao Zhan is big and your spleen and stomach. ”
Zheng Yushuang's face flushed, and he said angrily: "Phew! You're vulgar. How can a sour and smelly boy like you know how to taste a girl. That is, Mao Shufen and you have a sour taste, and they spoil you like a baby. ”
Zheng Yushuang's beautiful eyes revealed a hint of brilliance, as if the person in front of her was not Bi Yuntao, but Zhan Zhizhan. Zheng Yushuang said affectionately: "The classmates call Zhan Zhizhan 'Flower Protector King Kong', do you think it's screaming?" Please don't insult Zhan Zhizhan again in the future! Zhan Zhizhan is a real man with a magnificent bearing, masculine humor, and the best understanding of girls' hearts. In the eyes of girls, he is a scenery of distant mountains and near waters, a subtle morning in the fog, a deep neon night, and an invincible ice and snow plum blossom. ”
Zheng Yushuang seems to have been infected by Bi Yuntao", and I don't know where the "hazy poem" came from, so he actually chanted it. Maybe this is the difference in the quality of people, if Zhuang Jianhong listened to Bi Yuntao's sour saying that Zhan Zhizhan was "vulgar", she would not refute Bi Yuntao so literately. Zhuang Jianhong will definitely frown, his phoenix eyes are wide, he pulled out a kitchen knife from the military back, and shouted to kill Bi Yuntao. must have been so frightened that Bi Yuntao was fart-filled and urinated, hugging his head and running away, eager to find a mouse hole to drill into.
Bi Yuntao's pursuit of literature is intoxicating, which is by no means imaginable for modern college students. In order to get creative inspiration, Bi Yuntao has many unimaginable whimsical ideas. Perhaps at the instigation of Mao Shufen, Bi Yuntao had a whim and prepared to make a special trip to Dadingzi Mountain in the suburbs of Butou, in order to stand on the green mountains and see the spectacular scenery of the Songhua River flowing eastward, and to sing the opening words of the third paragraph of "Speaking of the Qin and Han Dynasties" written by the Ming Dynasty writer Yang Shen, expressing the poet's feelings: "The Yangtze River is passing away, and the waves are sweeping away the heroes." Success or failure turns empty, the green mountains are still there, and the sunset is red several times. On the white-haired fisherman river, accustomed to watching the autumn moon and spring breeze. A pot of turbid wine is happy to meet, and many things in ancient and modern times are laughing and talking. ”
In fact, another main reason why Mao Shufen instigated Bi Yuntao to go to Dadingzi Mountain to collect wind was to see her cousin. and Mao Shufen, a man and a woman, went to the mountains, although it was romantic, Bi Yuntao was a little timid. Wouldn't it be bad if you ran into a wild man or something? If you meet a female savage, being carried to a cave to give birth to a large group of little savages is a rare fate. Even if he dies for this, it is "a wild man dies under his crotch, and he is also a ghost." It's just that it's a bit of a suspicion of seducing wild animals protected by the state. But if you run into a wild man, you must not get yourself up on the hillside, cut off the meat piece by piece, and roast it. Let's take a famous dish of "Xiamansky" Rakshasa that the protagonist Wei Xiaobao learned in Rakshasa in Uncle Jin Yong's "The Legend of Deer and Ding" and scared the Rakshasa soldiers, and said "It tastes great" while eating. Thinking about that scene, I'm afraid my scalp is numb.