Chapter Seventy-Nine: A Death Is Heavier Than Mount Tai (Part I)
The sacrifices of Ji Chongliang and Huang Shulan had a great impact on Zhan Zhizhan. There are many things in life, it's not that I don't understand, it's just helpless. The teeth of the years never stop turning, and the dead leaves cut through the sadness of the scorching heat, making people feel as if they have come to autumn.
After sending the bodies of martyrs Ji Chongliang and Huang Shulan to the morgue, it was already very late. Zhan Zhizhan's roommate in the dormitory stayed with him all the time and didn't eat dinner. The "hypocrite" had a little more heart, and took Zhan Zhizhan and other classmates to Tongda Hotel for dinner.
"Doing it" patted his head and said, "Lao Wei is right!" The most precious thing for human beings is life, and life is only once for each person. Since you can't change the length of life, change the quality of life. Sooner or later, people will die, some people die with value, and some people die meaninglessly. Ji Chongliang and Huang Shulan died to save an old man who picked up rags, their deaths cannot be measured by value, their spirits will shine with the sun and the moon, and coexist with the Songhua River! But people are iron, and rice is steel. Only when we are alive can we continue our studies and contribute to the four modernizations of the motherland after graduation! Ji Chongliang and Huang Shulan testified in the spirit of heaven, no one should fight with me today, the students are full and drinkable, and I must spend the money today! ”
"Lao Zheng, what are you talking about? Why do you have to spend money? Lao Bi said that the Buddha said, 'All beings are equal'! In order to commemorate the martyrs Ji Chongliang and Huang Shulan, I will spend money today! The "vegetable market" rolled its eyelids and glared fiercely at "doing".
"I'm doing it" shook his head with a sad face and said: "We are all classmates, money is something outside the body, you don't bring it in life, you don't take it away in death, anyone spends it the same." However, Ji Chongliang and Huang Shulan really shocked me today! They went in a hurry, and they went so violently. They knew that they would die, but they still rushed forward without hesitation! What kind of spirit is this? This incident made me re-examine my own principles of life, and gave me an urge to study the ancient Chinese Confucianism in depth! "The Analects of Yongye" has a cloud: "I want to establish people, and I want to reach people." At the cost of their young lives, martyr Ji Chongliang and martyr Huang Shulan told us to do such things and be such people. It can also be said that Ji Chongliang and martyr Huang Shulan are my teachers. Under their education, my soul was purer. You say, I don't spend money on this meal, who spends money? ”
"Condom" nodded again and again and said: "Lao Zheng's words are sincere and sincere!" Zhuangzi believes that human life and death are both stages in the operation of Dahua, so there is no need to panic about death, but to go with the flow. Man is a form of existence of qi, and the life of man is also the gathering of qi, and the gathering is life, and the dispersion is death. Alas...... The dead are gone, and the living are like this! ”
"It's really annoying" said with a twist: "What Lao Bi said makes sense!" Lao Zhan also used to say, 'When the sergeant hears the word, he acts diligently; When the sergeant heard this, if he survived, he died; When the corporal heard this, he laughed. The great Guru taught us that 'man is born dead, either heavier than Mount Tai or lighter than a feather.' 'Ji Chongliang and Huang Shulan died for the benefit of the people, and their deaths are heavier than Mount Tai! Today, there is nothing more sad than the old war. Treat your classmates as warm as spring, and today's meal money is averaged by our other students, but there is no old war! ”
"It's really annoying" to be able to bleed is really the sun coming out of the west, "condom" smiled and didn't speak. He has always disdained "really annoying" people, and once used Zuo Heshui's poem "Pseudo Monk" to satirize a certain official to ridicule "really annoying": "The mediocre people coaxed to get monk's clothes, beyond the ordinary dust." Hold the Buddhist scriptures and talk about the five precepts, and the road is full of wealth and eyes. ”
"It's so annoying" couldn't understand what "Condom" said sourly, and his eyes were at a loss. Zhan Zhizhan smiled at the time and said: "Lao Bi, deep love is not long, strong will be humiliated, humble gentleman, gentle as jade." ”
Such in-depth words and sentences are not from some ancient masterpieces, let alone made up by Zhan Zhizhan. It's just that Zhan Zhizhan loves Uncle Jin Yong's martial arts novels, which he saw in Uncle Jin Yong's "Book of Swords and Enmity". Such esoteric words are the inscriptions on the jade that Uncle Jin Yong Jin gave to Chen Jialuo Peiyu by Qianlong, expressing the realm that he particularly admires in his life. It is these four sentences of extreme conflict in extreme situations that can best show the truth of good and evil in human nature. Whether it is gold or gravel can be best distinguished by calcination in the flames. When he was peaceful, he boasted that he was a benevolent and righteous hero, and he couldn't count completely. At the juncture of crisis and tribulation, it is the best test of who is the hero and who is the bear. The farce of greed, the painstaking schemes, all the treachery and sin only provoke a ridiculous self-inflicted sin, which is incomparably stupid. On the surface, he is sanctimonious, full of benevolence and morality, but his stomach is full of male thieves and prostitutes, lowly and obscene, and an out-and-out hypocrite.
The word "condom" is "being engaged" is only half understood, but he doesn't want his classmates to think that he is uneducated, so he shook his head and said: "If you see too many ugly things, your aesthetic will deteriorate." If you stay with a stingy person for a long time, your heart will become smaller. ”
But today, "Doing It" glanced at "It's really annoying" with some surprise and said, "Oh, Mom...... Why is Lao Zhen so good? Good words are warm in three winters, and bad words are hurtful and cold in June. This is what we good classmates should say among themselves! Whoever commits an evil speech shall receive the retribution of the beast. Therefore, if you do not speak evil and speak kindly, you can accumulate virtue and become good, and be loved by others. I agree with Lao Zhen's opinion, let's have a few thirty-one thirty-one for dinner today. The first is to make Lao Zhan's mood better, and the second is to remember Ji Chongliang and Huang Shulan, two revolutionary martyrs. Alas...... There is something in heaven and earth, and when we have it, we seldom notice its existence. When you lose it, it causes suffocation, and it's air. There is one other thing that we don't feel particularly happy when we have it. When you lose it, it hurts, and it's friendship! ”
"It's annoying" nodded and said, "It's not good! Some rats serve as escorts for cats, and they don't know that it is a dead end until the catastrophe comes. In fact, when an alley comes to an end, don't be sad, turn your head and look for it again. The south wall is not the most hurtful thing, but the loss is an eternal pain. Hehe...... Since my classmates have no objection to my suggestion, let's go? ”
Zhan Zhizhan knew in his heart that his classmates were all out of kindness and wanted to comfort him. But his spirit was in a trance, and Ji Chongliang's shadow suddenly appeared in front of his eyes. It was still when I had dinner two days ago, and it was also the last time Zhan Zhizhan saw the living Ji Chongliang in his life.
That day, Zhan Zhizhan was intoxicated with "Analysis of Dynamic Characteristics of Hydraulic System" and forgot about hunger, until "Anthracite" finished dinner and came back for self-study at night. Seeing that Zhan Zhizhan was still performing behind closed doors, he hurriedly reminded him. Zhan Zhizhan woke up like a dream at this time, and felt the gurgling of his stomach. He said hello to "Anthracite", closed the textbook and ran to the cafeteria.
Seeing that he was about to go to the cafeteria, suddenly, he met Ji Chongliang who came out of the canteen. Ji Chongliang saw Zhan Zhizhan hurrying from afar, and said with a smile: "Oh...... What is Zhan Zhizhan busy with, forgetting to sleep and eat? ”
Zhan Zhizhan was embarrassed to ignore Ji Chongliang, so he had to stop and smile: "It turned out to be Ji Chongliang!" Hehe...... I ate too much sorghum rice at noon, and I still haven't felt hungry, so I'm late. ”
How did Ji Chongliang know that Zhan Zhizhan was so hungry that his eyes were full of Venus at this time, and he couldn't wait to make him three bowls again, three or four pounds and two taels of sorghum rice, thinking that he was really not hungry, and said with a smile: "Since you are not hungry, you can accompany me for a while." Anyway, there is nothing to eat in the cafeteria, so there is only millet porridge, pickle strips and wowotou left. After a while, the supper will be opened, and you will spend more money to eat something good, and you will not be short of money anyway! Hehe...... If you sincerely invite me to accompany me, although I have already eaten enough, for the sake of the pure revolutionary friendship between my classmates, I have no choice but to sacrifice my self-study time and reluctantly agree to you. ”
"Lao Tzu's money is not blowing in the wind!" Zhan Zhizhan knew that Ji Chongliang was the second tiger, and his brain was sometimes tendoned. He shook his head and smiled, "Hehe...... Obediently boom, fried green onions in lard! I can't help it, you vixen. Listen to people's persuasion and eat well! I will rely on you and invite you and the two of us to have supper together.
"Alright, it's up to you!" After Ji Chongliang agreed, he said to Zhan Zhizhan happily: "Fox spirit? Hehe...... I love it when you call me that! Don't say you don't know, the vixens in "Liao Zhai" are all good girls. The fox spirit is brave in righteousness, desperate for himself, forgetting life and death, not caring about poverty, not afraid of the powerful, not vain, single-minded in love, and presiding over justice. And ......"
After Ji Chongliang crackled and said a lot of the advantages of fox spirits, he asked Zhan Zhizhan again: "Do you like fox spirits?" ”
Zhan Zhizhan couldn't help but gurgle in his stomach, and said with a smile: "I didn't expect you to have a good study of fox spirits." ”
Ji Chongliang turned her anger into joy, and said triumphantly: "That's!" Do you know why vixens are cute? Why do boys like vixens? ”
Zhan Zhizhan swallowed his saliva, endured hunger, shook his head and said: "Xiaosheng only knows that girls are like perfume, maybe they are gentle like roses, or maybe they are as clear as citrus. For some reason it's a vixen, not a peony flower. ”
Zhan Zhizhan said this, but he thought in his heart: "A girl's flower-like flower is not a dog's tail flower, but like a poppy, blooming beautifully, always attracting the attention of the boys around her." Girls are like poppies, which can make boys feel like they are obsessed with opium. ”
Ji Chongliang "giggled" and said: "Sour big stupid cow, I don't know this." The reason why vixens are called vixens is because all vixens are smart and beautiful girls, and they are called vixens if they are as cunning and clever as foxes, and girls who are not smart can't be vixens. The vixen has rich experience, knows how to love, and knows what emotions are. The fox is empathetic and knows the needs of boys. The vixen is good at using the advantages of girls to attract boys, and knows how to attract boys......"
Zhan Zhizhan thought in his heart: "This second tiger is beautiful enough. If it's smart, it has to be discounted. ”
After laughing at Ji Chong's stupidity in his stomach, Zhan Zhizhan said smoothly: "No wonder boys like fox spirits!" ”
As soon as these words came out, Zhan Zhizhan suddenly realized that these words had a bit of that flavor, and they were not done by a gentleman, so he inevitably regretted it a little. Unexpectedly, Ji Chongliang nodded again and again, with the meaning of hating each other: "Yes, some people say that the fox spirit is a coquettish girl." What girl is not coquettish? Just like a boy is romantic, how can a talented man be called a romantic genius if he is not romantic? No matter how talented people have culture, they will not be romantic, in ancient times they were called rotten and pedantic, and now they are called nerds! ”
didn't expect Ji Chongliang to appreciate a merry man so much, Zhan Zhizhan hurriedly pretended to be eager for knowledge, and said: "What is a man seducing a woman for, but what is the fox spirit trying to seduce a man?" ”