Chapter 128: The Past (1st Update)
Su Yin didn't speak.
In front of Ji Zhihan, she is used to being cheap anyway.
She walked silently past Ji Zhihan.
Just took two steps.
The arm was grabbed by Ji Zhihan.
The strength was so great that Su Yin bit her lip tightly so that she didn't scream out in pain.
"What are you putting in front of me? I'll give you a million, don't you want it, you want these 8,000 yuan?! Ji Zhihan's strength in grabbing Su Yin's arm became stronger and stronger, obviously angry.
Su Yin couldn't help it after all, and screamed, "It hurts." ”
Ji Zhi looked at her coldly.
Looking at the painful expression on her face, she didn't let go of Su Yin immediately, and after a while, she slowly let go, "You also know the pain?" ”
She bit her lip.
She wasn't, unconscious.
"Give me a reason." Ji Zhihan asked Su Yin.
Su Yin's eyes were full of tears.
It's really because of the pain just now, and I can't stop the tears in my eyes.
"Don't make a pitiful face, your tears are worthless." The cold irony of the season.
Su Yin lowered her eyes and slowly swallowed the tears in her eyes.
When I looked up again, my face was calm, and I couldn't see any emotion in my eyes.
Ji Zhihan's eyes seemed to be tightened again, and his tone was much colder, "Give me a reason, why would you rather ask for these 8,000 yuan than my 1 million?!" ”
"Because ......," Su Yin's voice was a little low, "I know you're not willing." ”
"Willingly?" Ji Zhihan seemed to have heard a big joke, "Su Yin, you don't look at what the hell you are now, do you think there are a few normal men who will be willing to you?" ”
"So why bother forcing yourself like this." Su Yin looked at him, "You just don't exist as a person, and things have passed between us for so many years, why do you still bother with it." ”
"yes, I've just been obsessed with it!" Ji Zhi smiled coldly, "Midnight dream reminds me that you once made me so sad, I can't wait to strangle you!" ”
Su Yin didn't expect Ji Zhihan to really hate her so much.
She really thought that after so many years, time could dilute everything.
What's more, he is doing so well now, and she is doing so badly, he should balance his heart.
But he still didn't want to let her go.
"I'm sorry." Su Yin apologized, "I apologize to you for what I once did to you." I don't know how to make up for the toying with your feelings at the beginning, but I've tried very hard to stay away from you, and I hope that you don't remember the villain, so we parted ways and never interacted again. ”
"Toying?" Ji Zhihan hooked the corners of his lips, but his eyes were cruel.
Su Yin was silent.
"What if I say, I won't let you go for the rest of my life?!" Ji Zhihan gritted his teeth and asked her.
"That will only make you happier in your life."
"It's okay." Ji Zhihan chuckled, "It's okay if I'm not happy, as long as you're just as unhappy." ”
"I'm not happy either." Su Yin tried his best to explain, "You can also see that the environment I live in now, there is no stable job and no stable income, because I drank four bottles of wine today and accidentally got a tip of 8,000 yuan, I can be so happy that I seem to have won the 5 million grand prize." Someone like me, what else is worth your time for?! ”
Ji Zhi looked at Su Yin with cold eyes.
stared at her eyes, as if to devour her alive.
"Ji Zhihan, you should treat me as if there is no one in this world, please." Su Yin had a begging look in his eyes, he really wanted him to put it in the past.
He's not happy like this.
Why hurt yourself for the sake of an inconsequential person.
His original life was brilliant, and there was no need to be dragged down by her.
Ji Zhihan did not respond.
Su Yin didn't say anything more.
What she could express was clear.
She only hopes that Ji Zhihan can live well, and as for her, she has to get by.
Su Yin turned to leave.
"Su Yin, let me ask you again, do you want to follow me?" Ji Zhihan said to her back.
Su Yin paused.
"I can let you live in Rongcheng." Ji Zhihan was word-by-word.
The implication was that he could make her lose her current job.
He could let her in Rongcheng and not find a penny.
"Then I'll live in another city." Su Yin said, "This world is big, and there is always a place for me." Anyway, I don't have much nostalgia for this city. ”
"You're still as cold-blooded and ruthless as ever." The cold irony of the season.
The city has no nostalgia for her?
It's that there is no one in this city worthy of her nostalgia.
"You already knew." Su Yin admitted.
"Don't appear in front of me again, next time, I will really let you, life is better than death." The season is cold and threatening.
Su Yin pursed her lips tightly.
She never thought of appearing in front of Ji Zhihan.
She even avoided it.
Maybe.
Should she really think about living in a different city?
……
Four o'clock in the morning.
Su Yin finally got off work.
The whole KTV's guests are gone.
The guests in the private room next door seem to have left at more than 12 o'clock, and Ji Zhihan should go further.
Because when a group of them left, she didn't see Ji Zhihan.
saw Ji Zhihan's girlfriend Shen Feichi stumbling in the crowd, but it seemed that everyone didn't like her very much and ignored her.
On the other hand, Shen Feiwan and Lin Nuannuan, their relationship is still as good as ever.
It's a little envious.
Growing up, she never had a bosom friend.
Of course, she doesn't make friends.
When she was studying, she also purposefully made some friends that were beneficial to her, after all, her family couldn't let her live well, and she could only eat and drink everywhere when she had no next meal, and she would also have a lot of boyfriends, just so that they could give her money to spend, and then she set her eyes on Ji Zhihan.
She actually didn't think that Ji Zhihan would take a fancy to her, they were too far apart, and Ji Zhihan couldn't like a girl like her, who had bad grades and bad reviews.
She really just got lucky to get close to him.
As a result, the first time he took the initiative to talk to him, he didn't dislike her.
He went to eat in the cafeteria, and she sat across from him and said he wanted to eat his chicken legs, and he gave it to her.
Later, she often went to rub his food to eat.
Later, the whole school spread that Ji Zhihan liked her.
She also asked Ji Zhihan, and Ji Zhihan said yes.
She asked him why.
He said, "I can't say it."
Su Yin didn't take it too seriously, anyway, she didn't think Ji Zhihan would really like her, maybe it was in his living environment that she felt that people like her were a little special.
She just had the mentality of playing casually with Ji Zhihan, and then eating and drinking with him.
The months that followed Ji Zhihan were the most nourishing months for her.
Ji Zhihan will buy her a lot of delicious food.
I also take her to the playground on weekends.
All right.
She admitted that she also began to like Ji Zhihan a little bit at that time, and she also thought that the two of them might really be together, and she even planned to study hard for Ji Zhihan, Ji Zhihan at that time was too good, with good grades, good looks, and good family background, she pondered, what she can change now through herself is her grades.
So she started not playing with the bad students anymore.
She secretly worked hard, hoping to get closer and closer to Ji Zhihan.
Until.
Ji Zhihan's parents came to her, and she realized that no matter how hard she tried, it was useless.
Ji Zhihan's birth means that he is the pride of the sky, and she is nothing.
Her father was a gambler and her mother was a prostitute.
Ji Zhihan's parents said that as long as she is a girl from an ordinary family, they can accept it, but she has such parents, and it is impossible for her to enter the door of their Ji family for the rest of her life.
Then he gave her 100,000 yuan.
At that time, 100,000 yuan was really a lot for her.
Ji Zhihan's parents said that the 100,000 yuan is a drop in the bucket for them, and they usually spend more than this money on a trip, just to buy her a clean one.
But she refused.
At that moment, she had forgotten that she approached Ji Zhihan for money, and she even had some expectations for a future with Ji Zhihan, so she couldn't ask for this money, asking for it meant that she and Ji Zhihan were over.
Ji Zhihan's parents did not force her to give her the money.
But when they left, they made it very clear that she would never let her be with Ji Zhihan, and she would never think about it in this life.
And then the next day.
Something big happened to her family.
Her father lost a lot of money in gambling, and the debtor found the family, asked her father to repay the money, and if he didn't pay the money, he would take her brother away and let Su Le pay off the debt.
When Su Le was two years old, her mother ran away alone because she couldn't stand her father's gambling, and heard from the neighbors that she went to other places to be a mistress for others.
They are always pointed at by their neighbors, saying that they are all daughters of cheap babies and that they are not clean.
It was also for this reason that Su Le was afraid that she would follow in her mother's footsteps, they knew too well what it was like to be cursed like this and not be able to raise her head.
After her mother left, her father often ignored them, from childhood to adulthood, she and Su Le depended on each other.
She loved Su Le very much.
Many times, she was reluctant to eat the things she cheated at school, so she secretly hid them in her schoolbag and took them home for Su Le to eat.
Every time she saw Su Le eating happily, she felt that it was good to be alive.
So she couldn't accept that Su Le was going to be sold.
She desperately went to find Ji Zhihan's parents.
I asked them for the 100,000 yuan to pay off the debt.
also assured them that she would never be with Ji Zhihan again in the future.
After that, she kept her distance from Ji Zhihan.
Ji Zhihan came to look for her, but she didn't see her.
She started messing around with her bad classmates again.
Ji Zhihan asked her why?
She only said that she was tired of it, and he was not fun at all.
said that he was wooden, one-sided, and boring.
Ji Zhihan said that he could change it to what she liked.
He even did the same as those bad students, dyeing his hair, wearing studs, and getting tattoos.
She actually has some wavering.
She also wanted to get back together with Ji Zhihan, but Ji Zhihan's parents came to her again, saying that Ji Zhihan was with her, and she would only ruin Ji Zhihan.
They said that they had already planned his life for Ji Zhihan.
He will study abroad, he will come back to inherit the family business, he will marry a wife who is a good match, and his future will be bright.
Instead of accompanying her to dye her hair, put on studs, and get tattoos.
They said that Ji Zhihan was with her, and this life was over.
They will drive Ji Zhihan out of the house, and they will treat it as if they don't have this son.
At their age, it's not difficult to have another one.
Su Yin felt that what they said was very reasonable.
So she still ruthlessly chose to break up with Ji Zhihan.
She actually didn't feel how much she loved Ji Zhihan at that time, and she loved him to the point that she had to do it.
So when Ji Zhihan knelt in the mud and begged her not to leave, she left without hesitation.
She always felt that long pain was better than short pain.
Anyway, everyone was very young at that time, and the younger you are, the easier it is to forget this kind of thing.
She will soon forget about Ji Zhihan.
Ji Zhihan will soon forget.
Who would have thought.
Seven or eight years have passed, and no one has forgotten anyone.
It's just that.
The Ji Zhihan in her heart has always been that beautiful existence, and it is a beam of light that suddenly appeared in her life, which made her really feel the beauty of the world. She will always hide it in her heart, and then silently bless him, hoping that he will get better and better.
And in Ji Zhihan's heart, she is the source of that evil, he hates her to the bone, and he can't wait to skin her and cramp her to vent the feelings he has been played with by her.
Su Yin rode home on a battery motorcycle while reminiscing about the past.
She thought that eight years was not enough to forget each other, and another eight years should be enough.
Time will eventually dilute everything.
She and Ji Zhihan will definitely be impossible in this life.
If not...... The unexpected happened suddenly.
See you in the second watch, Mo Da~