Chapter 154: Fu's Banquet (11) Tell Me What I Didn't Do Badly?
Shen Feiwan was pulled by Xu Rufeng to the dark corner of the back garden, and fiercely pressed her against the wall in the corner, preventing her from leaving.
"Are you drunk?" Shen Feiwan said angrily, "Xu Rufeng, you let go of me!" ”
"Late, I'm really enough." Xu Rufeng's body was against Shen Feiwan's body, and his hands pressed her arms, "I don't know why you suddenly got together with Fu Shifeng in the first place, I don't want to know anymore, can we start again?" I'm really going crazy. ”
"What are you talking about, between us...... It's long gone. ”
"There is no past! Never in the past! At least not with me. Xu Rufeng's eyes were red, and he finally vented the uncomfortable grievances that had been suppressed in his heart for so many years.
He always thought that as long as Shen Feiwan was doing well, he could accept anything.
He will respect all of Shen Feiwan's choices.
Now he knows that he really overestimated himself.
He couldn't see Shen Feiwan suffer a little grievance, and he couldn't see Shen Feiwan in front of him and reject him thousands of miles away.
"Calm down." Shen Feiwan was also frightened by Xu Rufeng tonight.
Since she was a child, she has never seen Xu Rufeng get out of control.
He never embarrassed her to do anything.
Even if she didn't explain a word back then, the relationship between them, which was still completely broken, came to an end.
Xu Rufeng was just silently accepting.
She even felt that Xu Rufeng would come back, but she had let go of her past.
"I also wanted to calm down, but late, I couldn't calm down. I saw you standing on the stage and being misunderstood and insulted, although you finally relied on your wisdom and wisdom to get out, but I was really aggrieved in my heart, why are you so slandered? Why does the person who is supposed to be standing by your side turn a blind eye to everything about you?! I just, just really almost took you on stage to take you away, do you know how uncomfortable I feel in my heart? Do you know how I had to restrain myself just now so that I didn't do anything out of the ordinary, do you know how patient I have to be now so that I won't do anything more out of line with you?! ”
"And because my name is not right, even if I am desperate now, I still want to take you to this no-man's corner, afraid of being seen, afraid of affecting you!"
Xu Rufeng's eyes were blood-red.
Tears glistened in his eyes.
Shen Feiwan lowered his eyes, not wanting to look.
She was even cold.
She said calmly, "Xu Rufeng, our relationship was just a misunderstanding. ”
"Misunderstanding?" Xu Rufeng laughed sarcastically.
That smile, tears that could no longer be controlled, slipped from the corners of his eyes.
"When I was a child, I was helpless in the Shen family, but I just wanted to find a sheltered harbor, and it just so happened that you were very suitable. You won't bully me like the rest of the Shen family and make me dependent. However, it is only dependent, and nothing else. After really coming into contact with people in the outside world, I understand that I can only be regarded as family affection for you at best. ”
"Affection?" Xu Rufeng smiled again.
His voice was choked.
He said, "So what is love? Fu Shi feast? ”
Shen Feiwan pursed her lips lightly.
She couldn't say it.
To Fu Shifang...... What kind of love can there be?!
The spark that was once ignited has long been extinguished in that barren desert.
"What is there about him that you should like?! Glamorous appearance, rich family background?! Late, but he doesn't love you, he has someone he likes, you are only wronged with him, why should you always wronged yourself! Xu Rufeng asked her, "Are you okay to divorce her?" I admit that I don't have Fu Shixiao's appearance or his wealth, but I can work hard, I will work hard to make a lot of money, I will definitely let you live a good life, I won't let you be wronged in any way, okay?! ”
"Enough, Xu Rufeng." Shen Feiwan was a little impatient, "The matter between me and Fu Shifang doesn't need any outsiders to intervene. I know how to live my own life, you don't have to say anything, I have no feelings for you, and it will never be possible between us. ”
"Why?" Xu Rufeng asked her, "Fu Shixiao is so kind to you, why are you still so persistent?" ”
"That's my business."
"I regret it now, I didn't come back to stop it the moment I knew that you and Fu Shixiao were going to get married."
"It's useless for you to come back, I will definitely marry Fu Shifang."
"Is it because of Fu Shixiao's family background? Because of him, you can compete with the Shen family? ”
"No matter what the reason is, I will marry Fu Shixiao."
Xu Rufeng looked at Shen Feiwan deeply.
At that moment, it was as if I didn't know her.
Shen Feiwan in his mind shouldn't be like this.
I will not sell my body or soul for money, I will not sell my soul for power.
"Xu Rufeng, I am not the Shen Feitai you know for a long time, I can do a lot of things that violate my conscience for many things." Shen Feiwan pushed Xu Rufeng away.
Xu Rufeng stood beside him, unfettered.
Shen Feiwan actually knew that Xu Rufeng couldn't really hurt her.
They have been together for so many years.
They know each other well......
So from the beginning, she wasn't afraid of what Xu Rufeng would do to her.
She got up and left.
Just made this move, but was pressed against the wall by Xu Rufeng again.
Shen Feiwan frowned.
The first time Xu Rufeng was out of control, she could understand that he was tempting, or asking for her opinion, but he chose a somewhat ruthless way.
This time.
She didn't know why Xu Rufeng was still like this.
"Xu Rufeng ......"
"Wanwan, what would happen to you if I did something out of character to you now?" Xu Rufeng asked her.
When I asked her, my face was already very close.
She knew what Xu Rufeng said about the so-called out-of-the-ordinary thing......
His actions speak for themselves.
He said, "Just let me be crazy." ”
The voice fell.
His lips leaned in, closer to hers.
Shen Feiwan was shackled by Xu Rufeng and couldn't move at all.
She was powerless to resist and could only twist her head to the side.
Xu Rufeng's lips were imprinted on her cheeks.
It was soft to the touch, like a feather, sliding across her cheek.
He was always cautious of her.
is so cautious that even if he does something that "hurts" her, he is so gentle.
"Xu Rufeng, I don't want to hate you."
Xu Rufeng buried his head in Shen Feiwan's neck socket, tears moistened a large area of her skin, and he said, "You hate it." I hate myself too! ”
The next moment.
He got up from Shen Feiwan's neck and forcibly let Shen Feiwan look at him.
"I'm sorry, late."
He really didn't want to let go anymore.
He really didn't want to wait any longer.
He had suffered, and when he dreamed of her at midnight, he thought of her, and he burst into tears until dawn.
Just assume that he is selfish.
Just treat him as despicable, filthy, and shameless.
He was afraid that after tonight, he really wouldn't dare.
His kiss was close to Shen Feiwan's lips again.
"Xu Rufeng, we can't!" Shen Feiwan's eyes were ruddy, and his whole body was repulsing.
This time, I really think Xu Rufeng is serious.
The first time on him, she sensed danger.
"Don't be like this, we really can't ......" Shen Feiwan burst into tears.
Xu Rufeng in front of him is really very close to himself.
When they are close, they don't pay attention to it, and the lip flaps will touch each other.
"Why? Why can't we? Xu Rufeng asked Shen Feiwan, "Why can Fu Shifang have white moonlight, why can't you?!" I can be that, the one who can't see the light......"
"No, Xu Rufeng, it has nothing to do with Fu Shifang, it's us, we can't!" Shen Feiwan twisted his body and resisted.
She and Xu Rufeng can't.
Not really.
Everyone else can't, but they can't......
"Xu Rufeng, let go of me, don't be impulsive, we really can't do it!" Shen Feiwan pushed him with all his might.
Xu Rufeng hugged her tighter.
I'm afraid that as soon as she lets go, she will really leave him, and she will never be able to find it back.
"Give me a reason, Shen Feiwan give me a reason, why do you reject me, why do you want to do this to me?!" Xu Rufeng's whole person was already on the verge of collapse, even if it had reached this point, because of Shen Feiwan's refusal, he still did not exceed the rules.
He's still ...... In respect of her.
But he was really uncomfortable.
Why did Shen Feiwan reject him so much.
He said that he was willing to be the unsightly being.
"...... between us," Shen Feiwan's voice choked.
Those things, she really didn't want to say.
But if you don't talk about it now, Xu Rufeng will definitely not ...... Let her go.
When they really can't.
"You let me go first." Shen Feiwan said indifferently.
Xu Rufeng's eyes were furrowed.
The strength of holding her in his hands did not relax at all.
"You let me go, and I'll tell you why." Shen Fei talked about the conditions later.
Xu Rufeng looked at Shen Feiwan tightly.
Shen Feiwan also looked at him, "Don't you really want to know?" If you let go of me, I will tell you why I chose to marry Fu Shixiao back then, and why the relationship between us is gone! ”
Xu Rufeng was silent for a few seconds.
Or maybe they're trying to calm their emotions.
Compared with the impulse on Shen Feiwan's body at this moment, he wanted to know why Shen Feiwan changed when he said that he had changed......
Xu Rufeng let go of Shen Feiwan.
He said, "Tell me, what the hell am I not doing well?" You tell me I'll change it. ”
Shen Feiwan's heart suddenly ached.
It has never been Xu Rufeng's fault.
When he left back then, he just wanted to help her leave the Shen family.
She actually knows it all.
It's just that a lot of creation makes people.
"Xu Rufeng, the reason why we can't be together is because ......" Shen Feiwan looked at him.
Look at the anticipation in his eyes.
Looking at him, his eyes couldn't help but be rosy.
"It's because I need Fu Shifang's backer, because you really don't have the ability to compete with the Shen family, and because I'm just a person who hates the poor and loves the rich." Shen Feiwan looked at Xu Rufeng tightly and said categorically, "Xu Rufeng, people are realistic. And from the moment you are born, you lose at the starting line. ”
Shen Feiwan pushed Xu Rufeng away again.
I'm sorry.
Between us, it was wrong from the beginning.
"Even if you don't see anyone's lover, isn't it qualified enough?"
Behind him, there was Xu Rufeng's lonely and desolate voice.
That is to say, what do you think of Xu Rufeng?
See you tomorrow! Mo Da~