Chapter 110: Can't get used to this pain
"Do you know Lingdao Technology?" Ren then asked.
En Siruo frowned slightly, although she didn't understand the meaning of Ren then asking this question, but she still nodded.
Lingdao Technology is a well-known large enterprise in China, the main industry spans intelligent chips, science and technology AI research and development, etc., because the direction has a lot to do with computer programs, so every year in C University of Technology will conduct a signboard interview to recruit talents.
En Siruo had also learned about related matters before, but because she liked games, she finally decided to go to Lingdao Games for an interview.
"You know, Lingdao Technology is the parent company of Lingdao Games, and it is all owned by Lingdao Group." En Siruo replied, "Why did you suddenly ask this?" ”
Ren then asked: "Then do you know who the chairman of the Lingdao Group is?" ”
"Chairman?" En Siruo thought about it carefully, and began to silently search in his mind for the name that most often appeared in the financial magazines he had read before.
After a while, she replied vaguely, "It seems... It seems to be called Ren... Ren Qiwen? ”
The moment he heard the name he hated the most, Ren couldn't help but frown.
He looked at En Siruo, pursed his lips unconsciously, and his eyes were full of struggle.
At this point, En Siruo vaguely guessed something in his heart, and after his comrades met his gaze, his eyes widened suddenly.
En Siruo: "No..."
Ren nodded.
“…”
Although Lu Zhouyue had laid a foundation for herself before, she also thought that Ren Sui's family background might be beyond her imagination.
But no one told her that it could be so much more!
Ren then sighed, lowered his voice, and told him about his own affairs since his mother met Ren Qiwen.
From his father's absence of his upbringing, to the death of his mother, and then the years of living abroad, until he returned to Nanjiang City to go to university.
Ensiruo was still immersed in shock, but listening to it, that bit of surprise had long since been replaced by anger.
It wasn't until Ren finished speaking that she came back to her senses and realized that she seemed to have done something not very good.
"I'm sorry." She apologized in a low voice and buried her head in it.
Ren then laughed: "These things have nothing to do with you, why do you apologize?" ”
En Siruo's brows were about to wrinkle together, and the word 'sorry' was written all over her face, and she carefully explained: "I shouldn't have mentioned these things that make you feel painful." ”
Revealing someone else's scar is sometimes more painful and uncomfortable than leaving someone else's scar.
This feeling, En Siruo himself knows more or less in his heart.
Xu felt that her low apology looked like a big dog who had done something wrong, and Ren was not only not angry, but even took the initiative to reach out and rub her hair.
When the waiter who came to serve the food saw it, it was just a small fight between lovers, and he didn't say anything, and left after serving.
Only the two of them were unusually quiet in the corner of the restaurant.
"It's okay, I'm used to it." Ren then comforted her, his tone was full of helplessness, and the loneliness in his eyes was so obvious.
Hearing this, En Siruo immediately raised his head, and didn't care that his hair was messed up, but retorted to him in an extremely serious tone: "You can't get used to it!" Can't get used to this pain! ”
"You obviously didn't do anything wrong, but you have to suffer for the rest of your life because of this incident, why! Why! ”
Her voice was not loud, but when she said this, every word was forced, and she was extremely clear in her bite and mouth, and she was obviously a little angry.
Maybe it's because she used to be numb because of the bullying of others, so after saying goodbye to this matter completely, she didn't want to see another numb person.
There has never been a prescription in this world that a person is born destined to suffer.
And if the more numb it is, the more miserable that person lives.
She didn't want to see that happen.
I don't want to see myself like that again.
"You" Ren was dumbfounded, his mouth opened and closed, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
Obviously, he has been learning Chinese for so many years, but now, he can't find a word to describe his current mood.
It seems to be joyful, and it seems to be sad.
All kinds of emotions mingled into a small snowball, rampaging through his body, and then rolling bigger and bigger, trying to overtake his reason.
He was the one who suffered those things, so why was there anyone who was even angrier than him?
"Why are you angrier than I am?" Ren then smiled, and the tail trembled slightly.
En Siruo blinked, took the initiative to sit down, and was about to continue to persuade him, but he didn't want to be hugged tightly by him in the next second.
Sandalwood mixed with cedar has a bitter taste, but it has a unique magic that calms the mind.
En Siruo's body stiffened, and then he quickly reached out to hug him back, and whispered, "There is no reason." ”
She just hopes that the people she likes and cares about can be happy all the time.
And among those people, Ren is also there.
And, she wants Ren to be there all the time.
"Senior."
After hugging him like this for a while, Ensiruo whispered to him again.
"Hmm." Ren, who was buried in her neck, answered.
"Let's eat, when you're full, you won't think about unhappy things." "That's from my experience. ”
Ren then smiled.
"Okay."
——
Probably because they had spoken out, both sides understood each other clearly enough, so Ensiruo and Ren got along more and more casually, and they were no longer as restrained and helpless as they were at the beginning.
And so the days went by.
The originally cool autumn 'swoop' disappeared without a trace.
The sudden drop in temperature mixed with light rain heralded the arrival of winter in advance, and the sky over the city was cloudy with moisture.
By mid-November, however, the chill had already broken through.
The thermostatic air conditioner in the Lingdao game building has finally turned up the temperature, which is a lot more comfortable.
On a normal weekday evening, almost two hours have passed since the end of work, but En Siruo still maintains the same posture and sits in front of the computer without moving.
The public beta of "Little Forest" in December is about to begin, and recently the entire game group has been permeated with a sense of tension that has to be sent on the string, and no one dares to relax.
Especially after seeing the advertisements placed on major social platforms, search engines and video portals, everyone's nervousness is even fuller, and they are working overtime much more fiercely than before.
“OK!”
After taking care of all the work tasks, En Siruo leaned back and leaned back in the chair and breathed a long sigh of relief.
Next to her, it should have been the position where Tao Wenyao was sitting, but now it has become Ren Sui.
"Done?" Ren asked, glanced at the time, and silently put away the mobile phone that had been looking at it for a long time.
En Siruo nodded, showing an extraordinarily satisfied smile, "Hmm! It's all done! So I can play to my heart's content tomorrow weekend! ”
After looking at the boss, En Siruo sat up straight and asked, "What movie are we going to watch later?" ”
At the beginning of the month, let's take a few more days off, the work is really busy
(End of chapter)