"Take my mother to the clinic at the entrance of the village, ask my aunt to help my mother clean up her wounds and change into clean clothes, you still don't want to go back for the time being, just live with us, after the aunt helped Zhou Lei's mother clean up, she persuaded at the dinner table, Zhou Lei wanted to refuse, but when he thought of leaving his mother alone at home, it was not a way, so he silently agreed, just said, when his father came back, he would pay the rent and food, and the aunt waved her hand indifferently."

"A week later, Zhou was sent to a labor camp, and the guards asked for a public demonstration, but the police station refused, on the grounds that he had already confessed to the crime and did not need to march."

"Because of Zhou's stonemason, Zhou Lei dropped out of school, in order to make money, he began to work in the town, although he earned very little, and his aunt didn't want his money, he still insisted on handing over the money to them, and the labor camp is in the mine near the town, every month Zhou Lei will take his mother to the labor camp to visit his father, although the life is very difficult, but it can be barely strong, until ......."

"You know what? The government has asked the labor camp to repair the mountain road, and the diners in the restaurant are drinking small wines and boasting to their compatriots about the latest gossip, is it really fake?! That's the mountain road of Pingcui Mountain and Ebony Mountain! The companion was surprised, what can I do? How can you get rich without building roads? The government doesn't care whether it's difficult or not, it's a labor camp anyway, and it's a labor camp. The diner said ...... carelessly. ”

The diners in the restaurant continued to drink and chat in a relaxed and comfortable manner, only a waiter passing by heard the news and tightened the plate in his hand.

Zhou Lei, who heard the news, had no intention of working anymore, and after being busy at noon, Zhou Lei ran to the labor camp.

"In the Cuipingshan mining area, Zhou Shimason, who has only seen his son for half a month, is very happy, and the fatigue caused by the high-intensity work in the mining area has been reduced a little.

Zhou Lei stared at him, didn't speak, just stared at him, there was only a strong grief and indignation in his eyes, Zhou Stonemason also realized that something was wrong, seeing him like this, he probably understood his thoughts, and said, you know?

"It's going to die! This was Zhou Lei's first sentence, followed by a long silence, looking at his son who was already taller than himself in front of him, Zhou Stonemason smiled with satisfaction, and said, I know, hehe, didn't your mother always say that the road in the village is too difficult to walk, then take the road I repaired, after speaking, he gave a thumbs up through the iron fence. ”

"I went back, Zhou Lei never looked up at his father, and he didn't turn around and leave, take care of your mother! Zhou Mamason spoke out in the back, and Zhou Lei, who left straight, paused when he heard his words, and a suppressed voice sounded: Dad, you must survive! ”

"Of course! Behind Zhou Lei was the sound of a stonemason's confidence. ”

"One month, two months, three months...... as time went by, the task of building the mountain canal became heavier and heavier, the cliff falling incident was frequent, Zhou Lei and his mother had less and less time to meet with Zhou stonemasons, when Zhou Lei went to visit, the people of the labor camp refused their visit on the grounds that the task was heavy and the visit time was canceled and the restoration was pending, and half a year later, a black and white paper body claim announcement was sent to Zhou Lei, and Zhou Lei saw the name of Zhou Stonemason on it."

"Dead? Zhou Lei's mind was blank, when he followed the people who went to claim the body with him to the funeral home, when he saw the broken body of the stonemason, he realized that all this was true. ”

He knelt down next to the corpse, stretched out his trembling fingers, and touched the cheeks of the stonemason, cold, there was no trace of warmth, dark green complexion, godless pupils, everything, all of them were telling Zhou Lei about death, ah——! He cried, he screamed, he was like a madman! He hates everyone! He hated the world that brought him all this. ”

"Hopeless? Resentment? Abomination? There was a whisper like a demon in his ears, maybe he only needed a slight nod from him, he could destroy everything he hated, and with just a slight nod, he could take revenge on this world, just when he couldn't help but respond to the voice in his ear, a light veil passed in front of his eyes, his demeanor returned to clarity, cold sweat broke out from his forehead, Zhou Lei gasped heavily, sweat wet his clothes, he saw the world again clearly, and also saw the remains of the stonemason, raised his hand and caressed the stonemason's eyes, Zhou Lei closed his eyes for him. ”

"Dad, you're going to travel far from now on, baby, I'm here to see you off today......."

Zhou stonemason's funeral, Zhou Lei alone can not do it, can only ask Auntie, accompanied by Auntie, Zhou Lei will be the stonemason's funeral affairs, the burial place is on the slope behind Zhou Lei's house, the silly daughter-in-law is illiterate, Zhou Lei told her, is a very good friend of his father, want to often find his father in the future, so buried here, on the day of the burial, the sky is drizzling, the silly daughter-in-law is very serious to do the gesture of goodbye, said to Zhou Lei, I hope the stonemason this friend, after death, rest well, the Buddha will bless him to have a good baby, also said that he would pray for him in front of the Buddha, recently she and her aunt became obsessed with believing in Buddhism, Zhou Lei helped his mother comb her wet hair, and said with a smile, then he should be very happy. ”

"Later, Zhou Lei began to follow others, go to a slightly farther place to work, only come back once a month, the stupid daughter-in-law was entrusted to the aunt, although the aunt said that the silly daughter-in-law is kind-hearted and has been like a sister, but every time Zhou Lei comes back, he will give a sum of money to the aunt, and the aunt saw that he insisted, so she did not refuse."

A few years later, Zhou Lei took a woman back to the town, he told the stupid daughter-in-law that he was going to marry this woman, she is your future daughter-in-law, the stupid daughter-in-law was so happy, when she was helping in the clinic, she said that her son was going to pick up her daughter-in-law, and the stupid daughter-in-law who was happy for a day found her son and asked why the stonemason didn't come back, Zhou Lei said that the stonemason went to a far, far away place, and it would take ten days and half a month to come back, and the boss who wanted to work for a long time didn't want him to come back, the stupid daughter-in-law was a little unhappy, Zhou Lei took out a letter, On it is the strong handwriting of the stonemason, and a pair of rings, Zhou Lei said that this is his father's letter, the ring was sent back by his father, the stupid daughter-in-law heard this, and quickly asked Zhou Lei to read it to her, Zhou Lei told his mother his faith, and coaxed his mother for a long time before his mother was not angry with the stonemason. ”

"On the day of the wedding, Zhou Lei experienced the happiest day in his life, the woman's parents also came, it was from the next town, the man only had a stupid daughter-in-law, when toasting, the stupid daughter-in-law couldn't speak, but she applauded vigorously, the loudest applause of the audience counted her, the banquet was held in the health room, the aunt and the village doctor also sat in the man's parents' seat, the aunt and the village doctor had no children under their knees, at this moment, Zhou Lei was their child."

The next day, Zhou Lei found his aunt and the village doctor, saying that he was going to sell the old house, and he had saved some money in the past few years, and was going to buy a flat house in the town. Zhou Lei knelt down and kowtowed to the second elder, and didn't say anything until the second elder persuaded him again to accept the money. ”

"The house was bought, although it was second-hand, but it was very spacious, just on Binhe Road, there was a primary school next to it, and it was also very convenient for children to study.

"The next year, Zhou Lei's wife was pregnant, people who have been outside for a long time, can't get used to living in a country house, Zhou Lei's wife moved to the town, the stupid daughter-in-law was afraid that it would be inconvenient for her to get pregnant alone, and volunteered to move over, although the two have different living habits, some stumbles, but also have a peaceful life, and Zhou Lei's wife's mother will also come to see her daughter every week, and the aunt basically has to come every other day, that is, the people near the street are very disgusted with the stupid daughter-in-law, the older generation says that she is a scourge, and Ke is a parent, killed her husband again, although Zhou Lei's daughter-in-law did not dislike Zhou Lei's mother, she could hear these things every day, and she was also bored, she just wanted to give birth to a child as soon as possible and go out to work. ”

Outside the delivery room of the town hospital, Zhou Lei, who came back early, was waiting anxiously, the stupid daughter-in-law and aunt were praying on the side, and Zhou Lei's wife's parents were also waiting together, bang! The door was pushed open by a nurse, and she said quickly, "It's born!" It's a boy, who is the father of the child! ”

"I am! Zhou Lei hurriedly answered, followed me in, the nurse said a word, then turned around and entered the delivery room, Zhou Lei hurriedly followed, there was a faint trace of unease, but when he saw the child, looking at his small body, Zhou Lei felt that his life shone into a beam of light, and that trace of uneasiness also disappeared in that light. ”

"Have you chosen a name? The nurse asked curiously, Zhou Lei looked at the child, thought about it and said, It's called Zhou ...... Hao. ”

The arrival of the new members symbolizes hope and new life, but unfortunately the good times did not last long, as he grew older, Zhou Lei also discovered Zhou Hao's abnormality, no matter how the child screamed, he would not call his parents, and the couple also took Zhou Hao to the hospital in the provincial capital, and finally concluded that children with autism. At that moment, a trace of uneasiness outside the delivery room was infinitely magnified, and a thought popped up in Zhou Lei's mind for the first time, could it be that his mother was really a scourge? But when he looked at his mother's love for Zhou Hao, he quickly dispelled this idea. ”

"Zhou Lei doesn't believe in fate, he insists on educating Zhou Hao, and earnestly teaches him to call his father over and over again, but Zhou Hao's mother has given up and went to another city to work alone, until Zhou Hao's age is approaching the age of studying, he still hasn't even learned the word father."

After dinner that day, Zhou Lei called Zhou Hao to his side as usual, he demonstrated over and over again, reminded Zhou Hao over and over again, and asked him to follow his pronunciation, but no matter how he demonstrated, the child in front of him looked at him with a dull face, and his godless pupils reflected Zhou Lei's face, making him feel so tired for the first time, looking at the child with tired eyes, Zhou Lei suddenly felt that it would be good if he was not born, if ......, a nameless anger ignited in his heart, burning his heart and lungs, igniting his body, Finally, he burst out of his throat, and he yelled: Why can't you learn! Why! Why! Why! - He is like a madman who has lost his mind, frantically destroying everything around him, the destruction lasts for a long time and ends quickly, in a messy room, Zhou Lei lowered his head and looked at the ground numbly, maybe it was the last tenderness in his heart, so that he didn't think about hurting the child, Zhou Hao stood beside him unharmed, but with a trace of confusion in his expression. ”

"Dad...... Dad, the immature voice sounded in Zhou Lei's ears unusually jerky, waking him up from his trance, he raised his head blankly, his eyes widened, looked at the child, and asked in a trembling voice, Haohao? ”

"Dad...... Dad, the child spit out words awkwardly, at that moment, Zhou Lei's tears welled up in his eyes and crossed his cheeks, Zhou Lei held his son in his arms and muttered in his mouth, great! It's really great! I'm sorry...... Dad shouldn't be angry. ”

"Dad...... Dad, no...... Crying, hugging. The child was too small, so he could only hold his father's head and gently stroke his father's head. Zhou Lei, who was hugged by his son, suddenly understood, maybe he was wrong before, even if Zhou Hao was autistic? Can you change your love for him? He didn't want to teach Zhou Hao what to do anymore, and now he just wanted to try his best to give Zhou Hao a normal child's life. ”

"It was very difficult for Zhou Hao to study in primary school, no normal class would accept an autistic child, Zhou Lei took his son to find every first-grade teacher in the town, but no one accepted Zhou Hao, so he began to ask the leaders of the town primary school, the leaders of the town primary school did not agree, he went to ask the leaders of Binhe Road Primary School, coincidentally, he met Teacher Yan in the school leadership office, it turned out that Teacher Yan was later dismissed, suspended for a few years, through her husband in the Education Bureau, and served in Binhe Road Primary School."

Zhou Lei smiled and said that he was still a student of Teacher Yan, Teacher Yan retorted on the spot, she didn't have a student who would beat the teacher, Zhou Lei immediately bowed to Teacher Yan and apologized, admitting that he was young and ignorant, and hoped that Teacher Yan could forgive him, but Teacher Yan didn't look at him squarely, and then Zhou Lei pleaded with the school leaders, hoping that Binhe Road Primary School could accept his son, the school leaders were very difficult, after all, children with congenital defects, no one really wanted, Zhou Lei saw that the school leaders really didn't accept it, and he knelt down with emotion. The school leader hurriedly asked him to get up, he begged the school leader to let his son study, Teacher Yan on the side suddenly said with a playful look in his eyes, she is a first-grade teacher, she can consider letting Zhou Lei's son study in her class, Zhou Lei was about to thank him, Teacher Yan changed her words and said that she had a condition, that is, that Zhou Lei apologized to her, and asked him to admit that he was a fool's son. ”

Zhou Lei was stunned and didn't speak immediately, Teacher Yan saw him stunned, laughed and said, why don't you want to? Well, your son won't want to study. ”

As soon as he heard this, Zhou Lei came back to his senses, raised his hand and slapped himself twice, and said, Teacher Yan, what happened before was that I was wrong, I apologize to your old man, please forgive me, you said that I am the son of a fool, you are right....... While saying Zhou Lei, he slapped himself with his hand, if Teacher Yan was not satisfied, then Zhou Lei would fan her until she was satisfied. ”

Seeing that he was so reasonable, Teacher Yan looked at the school leader with a smile and said, hehehe...... Leader, this student has been accepted by our class. The school leaders knew Teacher Yan's background, and since she wanted to accept it, it was up to her. After Mr. Yan finished speaking, he got up and left, and when he passed by Zhou Hao, he glanced at him, snorted, and muttered, the old madman gave birth to an uneducated person, and now the uneducated person gave birth to a little madman, which is worthy of being a family. ”

Zhou Lei, who got up from the ground, was grateful to the school leaders again, the school leaders said that they were just doing things according to the rules, Zhou Lei thanked him again, and then left with Zhou Hao and walked out of the school gate, Zhou Lei hugged his son excitedly and said, Haohao, you have a book to read, Dad is really happy. Although he didn't understand why his father was so happy, Zhou Hao still danced and laughed with his father. ”

"After that, Zhou Hao began the life of a primary school student, but everything that happened in school, he never said, and Zhou Lei due to livelihood problems, but also in order to find his wife, went to work in other places, before leaving, he looked for his wife's parents, hoping that they would be free to take care of his mother and son, his wife's parents agreed very happily, and then he went to visit his aunt, aunt said that she would go every three or five days, and he didn't need him to explain, so Zhou Lei, who was finally relieved, embarked on a journey to find his wife."

[Lack of tension, limited pen power.] 】