On the way back, I asked my third son for a car and asked him to pick me up at 8 o'clock in the morning.

Then I sent a message to Lian Xin, asking her to inform Tian Xiaorui and Li Qianqian to gather at the entrance of the alley before eight o'clock.

Seeing Lian Xin's reply, I told Sun Mohan that a few colleagues and I were going to go to the city beach and wanted to see the sea.

Sun Mohan snorted, and then said, "You have to hurry up and practice driving, it's better to drive by yourself." ”

I said, "Why don't you start tomorrow, I'll practice for two hours a day after work." ”

Sun Mohan: "Okay, I'll arrange for the master to contact you tomorrow." ”

I didn't say anything all night, and the next day I went to the city beach with Lian Xintian Xiaorui and Li Qianqian in the car sent by the third son.

All four of us came from the mainland, except for Li Qianqian, who had seen the sea in Zhejiang with her family, and all three of us saw the endless sea for the first time.

A few of them are playing crazy, holding their trouser legs, stepping on the sand where the waves are crashing, and you chase after me, rolling all over the sand.

I sat in an awning and watched them run and jump happily, and my mind was drawn back to my student days.

One summer vacation, Lin Yan and I worked as hourly workers in a fast food restaurant, at that time she was still industrious and simple, never afraid of dirty or tired, every day when she returned to her residence, she was tired and sore and couldn't get up.

Her family can afford the tuition, and most of the money she earns goes to me, so that I don't have to be so embarrassed when school starts.

At that time, we were leaning on the bed, looking forward to the future, her biggest wish was to let me take her to see the sea once, she said that she married a neighbor girl to Shenzhen, every time she came back, she showed her how blue the sea in Shenzhen is, how delicious the seafood, how luxurious the cruise ship is, etc., it is like heaven.

She swore that she would definitely go to see the sea, eat king crab and lobster once, and told me that we would not go home first next summer, we would work two jobs, in a fast food restaurant during the day and a food stall at night, and work hard to make money.

Because the second year is our graduation season, we no longer have to rely on part-time jobs to earn money to pay for tuition, we can earn enough money to see the sea first, and then go to find a stable job.

However, before the summer vacation arrived, my father fell ill, and I stayed at home from school except for taking exams, and my desire to work and see the sea in the summer came to naught.

My father has been ill for more than a year, and when I finish my father's funeral, I waited for Lin Yan's breakup, and the dream of watching the sea with her became a dream forever, and even this person disappeared like a dream.

I'm thinking, if my dad hadn't been sick and our family hadn't had this accident, how far would Lin Yan and I have gone after graduation? A year, a decade, or a lifetime?

I don't dare to think, and I can't judge, people are constantly changing, if we both go to find a job after graduation, and the work is not satisfactory, will she still be like when I was in school, share weal and woe, work together?

If I encounter a better choice, if I encounter a greater temptation, will she also leave me?

There is no if, the reality is that she did not resist the temptation and chose to leave.

Most people have had their first love, at least a secret love, which is the most beautiful highlight moment of their lives, no matter how far they can go, whether they will hold hands or not, they will be engraved in their hearts and linger for a lifetime.

This is also the fundamental reason why I can't hate Lin Yan, she gave me too many good memories and gave me the first experience of love, although bitter and poor, but very fulfilling and happy.

Alas, what do you want to do with this, maybe people are spending the moon at this time, enjoying the beautiful romance, and I, now I am not a hard-working young man struggling at the bottom line? Whether it's a Tomson product or a movie or TV series, what does it have to do with me? On Monday, I still have to face performance, face the malicious competition of the same industry, and fight with my partners.

I am neither Wen Hong, nor Sun Mohan and Qian Feng'er, their world is the moon in the water for me, the flower in the mirror, I can see it, but I can't touch it. At most, I am just a spectator, just like standing on the earth and looking at the moon, no matter how bright and beautiful it is, I can only look at it, and it is a world that can never be entered.

Lian Xin ran over panting, squatted next to me and said, "Handsome guy, you're in a daze, what are you thinking?" ”

I smiled at her and said, "When I saw the sea, I remembered some of the past, forget it, let's leave everything here today, and continue to set sail tomorrow." ”

Lian Xin: "You see, when I came to the sea, my momentum rose all of a sudden, and I spoke so confidently." ”

I said, "Yes, people always have to look forward, and if you can't come back to the past, it's better not to dwell on it." ”

Lian Xin: "Let me ask you, you have already taken that list, why didn't you report it?" Let Song Yan scare you every day. ”

I said: "I asked Mr. Wen to press for a period of time, first everyone has no performance, I suddenly made a big order, causing pressure on everyone." Second, since I'm the manager, I can't take this risk and leave the opportunity to you, and you will only inspire the fighting spirit of other partners when you make an order, right? ”

Lian Xin: "You have thought about everything before and after doing things, but unfortunately Song Yan's pattern is too small, just staring at this little thing in front of her, I don't know what the company thinks, such a person, and entrusted with important tasks." ”

I said: "Song Yan has a high degree and strong theory, she has her advantages, we need to learn from her a lot, you don't just look at her not so good side, but look at her advantages and strengths." ”

Lian Xin: "That is, you, I don't have such a high consciousness, I really can't see what advantages she has." ”

I said, "Everyone has strengths and weaknesses, and you are swayed by her personality and way of doing things, and if you put these aside, you will see her value." ”

Lian Xin: "Okay, I can't talk about you, I just know that it is right to follow you, as for her, I just stay away." ”

I said, "I've been talking for a long time. ”

Lian Xin: "It's just in vain, I can't find anything good about her next day, I don't believe you ask Tian Xiaorui and Li Qianqian to see what they say." ”

I said, "Forget it, they don't have the same opinion as you." ”

Lian Xin: "This is amazing, the truth is always in the hands of most people. ”

At this time, they also ran over, and I said, "You guys go to the sink and wash up, and when you're done, let's call the driver to have lunch together." ”

Lian Xin and Li Qianqian went to wash their hands, but Tian Xiaorui didn't leave, and mysteriously approached me and said, "Tell you something." ”

I said, "What's the matter?" ”

She glanced at their backs and whispered, "Does Sister Lian Xin like you?" ”

I glared at her and said, "What are you talking nonsense?" What do you say casually? We're on a team, what do you think if you say that? ”

Tian Xiaorui said aggrievedly: "It's true, anyway, I think Sister Lian Xin only has you in her heart." ”

I patted her on the head and said, "Little hairy child, go wash your hands, don't call you when you eat for a while, tell you to talk nonsense." ”

Tian Xiaorui pouted and left, I looked at her back, thinking about what she said, Lian Xin is interesting to me?

I shook my head, laughing at myself, and said to myself, how is that possible?

Who am I, loved by everyone, and bloomed when flowers bloom?

I also went to the sink to wash and went to the parking lot together.

Today is Sunday, there are a lot of people who come to play, every place to eat is full, I went to discuss with the driver, it is better to go to the town in front of me to eat, not to mention that it is not good to eat here, the key is that there is no location.

In the car, I asked them what they wanted to eat, and she said that they would eat seafood in unison.

Also, it's worth the trip to the beach and eat seafood.