38. In the passing time, against the current (5)
“......”
Jiang Yuanshen looked at the wood chips on the ground with a puzzled expression, and Kurosawa Pity beside her inadvertently arranged her bangs with her fingers, and her nervousness was revealed.
He didn't know what Kurosawa saw of himself, to be precise, the two were not familiar with each other, and there was very little communication.
Jiang Yuanshen couldn't figure it out no matter what.
- She's idle, she's playing with herself?
But Kurosawa's affection seems to be real, and he can even feel the heart swelling up like a marshmallow from it, and if he loses a little more, he will be fooled.
Jiang Yuanshen hurriedly used reason to suppress the emotion surging in his heart, and the girl beside him was silent.
The two remained silent like this, and there was an awkward atmosphere in the living room that cared about each other, and everything was silent at this moment.
Jiang Yuan cautiously took the lead in speaking, while taking a deep breath to adjust his breathing.
"Are you kidding me?"
Kurosawa pity's body tensed, and his voice sounded a little nervous to the point of trembling, as immature as a junior high school student:
"What do you mean by that?"
With sparkling eyes, petal-like red lips, and long, full-toned legs, she is like a lone rose in a flower garden.
Jiang Yuanshen didn't know if he was a hooligan, and in principle he shouldn't.
But she is so beautiful, like a finely carved doll, that people can't help but want to pour out all their distorted delusions on her, and turn the world of white and black upside down.
"I just asked you because I didn't know."
Jiang Yuanshen could feel that Kurosawa's loving eyes were a little shaken, but she didn't avoid her gaze, nor did she force a sloppy smile on her face.
Her fingers pinched the ends of her hair.
"I like you, that's all."
“...... Do you know what liking is? We can't even agree on where the ashes will go. ”
Kurosawa suddenly turned her head sideways to stare at him, bit her lower lip and said:
"Hmm! I'm not talking nonsense, besides, what are you pulling in this teaching tone? Just a countryman. ”
"Then you also ran to this country, what is there to mock me?"
Her contemptuous tone made Jiang Yuanshen feel irritated for a while, and he also said a little unconvinced,
"Besides, this can be regarded as a town, not the kind of poor countryside, and I have time to check it out."
"I can't stand it! I don't care if it's a village or a town, I'm here because I want to see you! ”
Kurosawa's words of love shuttled between the two, like flowers and moons, containing words of love.
She seemed to realize that the sentence was too blunt, and quickly turned away from her rosy face.
Jiang Yuan hesitated for a while, still feeling that there might be a difference in thinking between the two.
“...... Kurosawa-san, do you know what it means to like? ”
His voice was clear and transparent, making Kurosawa's loving face flush all at once.
"I know what liking is, I've been thinking about it since you transferred to another school, because if you don't meet, you will miss you very much, and I can't help but guess what you're doing, and I want to contact you......"
Kurosawa took a deep breath, stared at Jiang Yuanshen with obsidian-like eyes, and said,
"To be more specific, I'm willing to spend a few hours on the Shinkansen and another hour on a boat to come to this island and meet someone who thinks he doesn't have an impression of me."
There was a tenacity in her voice, like a flower blooming in the dust.
“......”
However, Jiang Yuan cautiously didn't say a word, lowered his eyelids and lowered his head-
It's good to be with Kurosawa, and she has a good figure, and it must be very comfortable to make love with her, and I feel satisfied every day, and maybe I'll indulge in it.
And Tokyo is very big, and the development resources are also very good, if you are with Kurosawa and play the role of your boyfriend well, glory and wealth are close at hand.
At the same time, Jiang Yuanshen felt that this was a good thing.
Because you don't have to come to Zhitori Island anymore, all the messy things can have nothing to do with you, just leave them all on this island.
It's like shaking an apricot in the air to be free from pain, which is great.
Both of them will be able to leave Zhitori Island completely......
"Wang ——!"
Suddenly, the firewood lying on his stomach stood up and barked out of the window, pulling Jiang Yuanshen's indulgence in gentleness back.
He looked at the firewood, only to make two croaks and then lie down again, but wagging its tail.
Just as the moisture after the rain stops, slowly seeping into the soil, Jiang Yuanshen's reason also prevails-
Kurosawa doesn't know what he has experienced, and her impression of herself is fragmentary, even her subjective consciousness processed, generously giving herself good memories and qualities.
She is unexpectedly innocent, like a little girl, is it because the family has given her too much tenderness?
"I ......"
"Stop, I didn't want you to respond to me now, and I didn't say it to hear how you responded, I can go back to Tokyo whenever I want."
Kurosawa took a deep breath, her little face was slightly red, and her heart was beating faster,
"I just want you to understand that there are still people watching you, and your only real duty now is to live and be aware of your life, your own resistance, your own freedom."
Jiang Yuanshen found that this girl was quite interesting, and immediately tilted his head and asked:
"What are you talking about?"
Kurosawa stretched out his white fingers, pointed at him and said:
"We want to live, not only now, but also in the future, I don't allow you to fall and abandon, listen, you can continue to exercise outside, go to play chess with your uncle, or ride your bicycle around the island, but you just can't go out."
"Are you suddenly twenty years older?" Jiang Yuan couldn't help but laugh.
"Hmph, I'm no worse than you in my studies, and I've read a lot of books in my spare time, firewood~~"
Kurosawa took pity on his sandal-clad feet and called out to the golden retriever lying on the ground, and he immediately walked over with his tail wagging.
"Will you take it? Help me take good care of it? ”
"......" Jiang Yuan was stunned for a while, looked at the golden retriever in surprise and said, "Such a cute guy wants to be handed over to me to take care of?" ”
Kurosawa's loving face burned like a boiling kettle.
"What? Wouldn't you like to take it? ”
"I might not be able to afford the dog food it eats now."
"I'll give you the money."
"And will it pee anywhere?"
"Why don't you just clean up?" Kurosawa reached out and touched the golden retriever, laughing out loud and saying, "But if you're nice to it, it'll be so excited that it will hold you to pee." ”
The girl's smile was like a smile like golden honey melting.
Jiang Yuanshen sneered:
"You've too?"
"......" Kurosawa's cute little face changed, and just as he was about to have a seizure, he suddenly noticed something, looked at Jiang Yuanshen's eyes wide and said, "Wait, you have also urinated?" ”
"Yes, as soon as I see this guy, he pees on me, it's very yellow."
"Haha, it peed when it first saw me!"
"Maybe you have the smell it likes."
"Sure enough, it still depends on the fit."
"What do you mean by that?"
"Guess what."
The firewood didn't bark, but just opened the dark dog eyes and stared at the two people who were smiling very happily.
Outside, it was clear and cloudless, a calm and calm scene, and time faded quietly as the waves receded.
Occasionally, one or two motorcycles were driving on the road, Jiang Yuanshen held the hot water cup in both hands, and was as quiet as a sunny day doll for Kurosawa, occasionally taking out his mobile phone, and his white fingers slid on it.
"It's not early, I'm going back." Kurosawa stood up, was silent for a few seconds, and then said, "I don't have much to do today, I'll send you a message in the evening to ask about the firewood." ”
"I probably won't get back to you in time."
"Then go and try to get back to me in a timely manner."
“…… Okay. ”
Jiang Yuanshen stood up and was about to see her off, but the moment he got up, his vision was suddenly wrapped in darkness.
Only then did he realize that he hadn't eaten well these days.
"I can go out on my own." Kurosawa looked at the door of the entrance.
But where was the door, the creature had been dismembered by her, and the sawdust was proof of its weeping.
"By the way, what am I going to do at night?" Jiang Yuan smiled bitterly.
Kurosawa took out his phone.
"I'm going to get someone to come and help you install a new door."
Then she muttered in a low voice, a sound that only the wind could hear.
"So I have the key......"
Jiang Yuanshen didn't hear it, just nodded.
If there is no door tonight, he will be very insecure, just like playing an RPG game without a safe house, and at night monsters will run in and cut him down.
Kurosawa walked to the entrance.
"Kurosawa-san."
"Huh?" She turned around in confusion, the hem of her skirt rising and falling slightly.
Jiang Yuanshen felt inexplicably shy and smiled at her: "Thank you." ”
The corners of Kurosawa's loving mouth rose at a distance of millimeters, and the beautiful black hair and fair skin contrasted with each other.
"Then when you calm down, praise me a lot for my kindness."
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Walking out of Jiang Yuanshen's home, the sea sparkles like a jewel.
Jiang Yuanshen's clean and refreshing smile appeared in his mind, and Kurosawa's loving heart suddenly rose with unprecedented pride.
"What kind of thing do you think......
She stepped on the stone slab and walked out, with an ambiguous smile on her face that could not be concealed, and her heart was full of exhaustion and a comfortable sense of accomplishment.
When that guy first came to Tokyo, he was in the limelight, and he would observe him whenever he had time.
However, the more I observed, the more anxious I became, because the more I observed, the more I felt that he was different from the boys around him-
Thoughtful, sincere, handsome, crazy to participate in various club activities at the same time, learning can also be among the best.
The steps were extraordinarily relaxed, and if you thought about what kind of door you were going to put on him?
But no matter what, there are a lot of heavy locks.
Then it's easy, you just need to get through each day smoothly and everything will get back on track.......
As Kurosawa was planning the future in his heart, the sound of the wind blowing the leaves was heard in his ears.
Along with this, there is a gentle sound that is clear and translucent like a clear spring flowing on the rocks.
"I've always thought that everyone is essentially a gentle girl, even if it's Kurosawa-san, you're no exception."
The smile on Kurosawa's face disappeared suddenly, and standing under the tree in front of him was the deep moon of the still sea.
Jet-black bangs draped over her snow-white forehead, and black hair flowed down her waist.
Her waist is slender, her breasts are as attractive as cherries, and her skin is fair, making her hair, eyelashes, and pupils appear darker.
No matter from which point it is, this girl's appearance is no worse than herself.
Kurosawa's loving face immediately turned cold, and he raised his little face with his arms in his hands, and said in a condescending posture:
"Why are you here?"
Jinghai Shenyue's lips curled upwards provocatively:
"I saw that his door was opened, and I happened to hear your voice when I thought that anyone would dare to do this, so as not to disturb you, I will wait here for you to finish talking."
Her tone is extraordinarily soft, as if the tranquil scenery of Chitori Island was made for her.
But Kurosawa didn't like it very much.
A strange feeling of sneaking into an unfamiliar place, entangled in the bottom of her heart, made her extremely disgusted.
The impression of Kurosawa's affection is as her name suggests, the moon that can never be touched under the silent ocean.
"I don't have a crush on you guy, so you don't have to try to please me."
Not to be outdone, Kurosawa raised his eyebrows and sneered,
"You have nothing special in my eyes except for your appearance, you will be a country woman when you grow up, and only people in this broken place will treat you as a treasure."
Her words were spicy and harsh, to the extent that the islanders would riot when they heard it.
"I can't change your subjective impression of me, but I want to clarify that Zhitori Island is not a country in general, it has a town and a population of thousands of people."
Jinghai Shenyue's fingers ran into her hair, and her long hair danced in the air like droplets for a moment, and then slowly fell behind her back.
Her tone was not in a hurry or annoyance, and her movements seemed elegant and noble.
In front of this scene, Kurosawa's loving heart couldn't help but feel a little commotion, and her sneering lips and her voice revealed a dark passion.
"Village girl, what are you doing here?"
Hearing this word, Jinghai Shenyue's eyebrows raised, and a rare trace of coldness flashed across her little face, staring straight at Kurosawa's mercy.
"I'm afraid I don't have anything to do with you when I come to him, but I hope you don't get involved when I talk to him."
"That's my business, answer me, what are you doing here?"
"Where is my freedom."
"Freedom? It's really standing and talking without backache, do you think I don't know you can't get out of the island? ”
“......”
Jinghai Shenyue's expression didn't look angry, just frowned slightly.
As if intending to deal a fatal blow to Kurosawa's mercy, Shizumi Shenyue raised her little hand and pinched Bai Nen's chin, and laughed softly:
"Do you think Jiang Yuan will accompany you to Tokyo?"
Kurosawa's loving little face suddenly turned red, but he still said calmly, "Heh, your ears are quite sharp." ”
The slender legs under the skirt of the deep moon in the sea alternated, and he walked past Kurosawa Mercy with steps.
"Impossible, he can't go to Tokyo with you, he'll stay here until he takes me out of Chitorijima."
The Queen's words, like snowflakes that only appear in winter, fell softly on the skin, slowly, slowly into the body.
Kurosawa's loving breathing quietly slowed by half a beat.
The queen slowly opened her cherry lips as if with some deep meaning:
"It's a pity that your confession today is all useless."