Jinghai Shenyue: "Come in." ”

She took off her shoes at the door and walked into the room.

Jiang Yuanshen also took off his shoes, and when the face of the room was revealed, he couldn't help but gasp.

The walls and floors are covered with a variety of books, and the tatami mats are piled up with old books.

I thought she loved to read, but it turned out that the shelves against the wall were full of CDs of songs from various eras, like a CD store.

Only in the corner is a wooden bed with a black lattice on a white background.

There was a faint, fragrant smell in the space, and Jiang Yuan carefully understood that it was the smell of girls and collectibles.

The sticky heat was on Jiang Yuanshen's face, and he looked at Jinghai Shenyue, who was already sitting on the tatami mat, and said:

"It's so hot, can you open the window?"

"Air conditioning is ok too."

Even though Jinghai Shenyue said this, Jiang Yuanshen still opened the curtains, and the already slanted sunlight painted the room with color.

The window opened, a refreshing wind blew in, and Jiang Yuanshen sat on the tatami mat, looking around, feeling in a small world.

"Why are you still here?" Jinghai Shenyue muttered.

Jiang Yuanshen suddenly lowered her head, there was a burning sensation in the back of her neck, what she said was not why she was at her house, but why she was still on Zhiniao Island.

According to the original agreement, he should live in Tokyo with Kurosawa at the moment, and the two may have become a couple.

I don't know how to explain it, but I have to say something.

"I broke the contract."

Jiang Yuan's cautious and undisguised words made Jinghai Shenyue raise her head, and those clear eyes were staring straight at him.

"Are you having a hard time?"

Jinghai Shenyue's simple reply made Jiang Yuanshen extremely incredible, his eyes looked at her fair and slender bare feet and legs, but he felt a little weak in his heart.

- Compared to them, what is it so hard for yourself?

- I didn't do anything, I just put the scattered people together, accomplished a very bad thing, and even lost the love.

- What do I have to work so hard for?

"It's fine." He said.

At this point, Jinghai Shenyue didn't say anything more.

The sky outside the window inadvertently turns into a spotless deep blue, even giving the illusion of being washed by water.

Jinghai Shenyue sat steadily, the book in her hand seemed to be filled with small grit, and every time her fingers flipped, she would make a sound full of some kind of premonition.

Jiang Yuanshen could even hear her soft breathing, and there was no sound from downstairs.

"Do you want to tell me?" He said.

Jinghai Shenyue raised her head.

"I've already decided to stay on Chitori Island." She said.

At this moment the wind rose, and a rude wind blew through the flower fields.

Jiang Yuanshen's bangs were blown up, everything in his sight seemed to be dyed pure white, and countless pages were rattling, so beautiful that it sent chills down people's backs.

"Why? Don't you want to get out of here? ”

The expression of the girl in front of her did not change at all, and because of this, it was even more terrifying.

The breath of the deep moon in the still sea trembled slightly, and the suffocating silence dominated the entire space.

"No, that's too selfish to be allowed."

The sticky air, full of tension, clings tightly to the skin of the deep moon in the still sea.

Jiang Yuanshen showed a restless expression, but still tried his best to maintain his calm and said:

"Who wouldn't allow it?"

Jinghai Shenyue shrank her shoulders slightly, her spine hanging down on her thighs, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything after all, and in the end she just frowned cutely-

She smiled helplessly, and there was a little sadness lurking.

In this way, it is as if everyone is left where they are, not moving forward.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yuanshen felt that he had been like a god so far, and the Jinghai Deep Moon, which had extremely high thoughts, was like opening a crack, and it passed quietly in the gap.

Jiang Yuan poured out his breath cautiously, but he didn't want his tone to be too serious:

"Do you have to go through the permission of others to choose your own life? If you really give up something important because you care about someone, then one day you will regret it, and at that time, you will blame those people for their faults, but in the end, no matter who you blame, you can't convince yourself and you can't save yourself, because no one will take responsibility for your life. ”

His solid, mellow, calm voice is a little lower for a girl, but just listening to it is enough to make people blush and heartbeat.

Jinghai Shenyue looked at Jiang Yuanshen with some consternation, and his words ran straight through her heart.

She and Jiang Yuanshen looked at each other, she was not as strong as she imagined now, and she didn't have any thoughts about what was strong and what was weak on the island.

It's just that the young man in front of him stared at her in his gaze was strong and extremely clear, but it looked even more sad.

But for some reason, Jinghai Shenyue raised her eyebrows slightly, and tilted her head dissatisfied:

"Because Jiang Yuan, you can leave at any time, so you have the confidence to say these words, right?"

Jinghai Shenyue did not shy away from accusations, so that Jiang Yuanshen did not evade, but faced it head-on:

"Yes, I can leave at any time, but I'm also half-dead on the island now, and besides, what do you want to do if you were you?"

"What do I want to do?"

"Even if it will be more painful to leave, do you still want to be free for a while?"

“.”

Jinghai Shenyue's delicate little face was full of surprise, and Jiang Yuanshen's endless words melted into the air, teasing her eardrums.

Even so, she still wanted to continue to be strong and test his persistence-

"Jiang Yuan, what you said is a big truth, but no one can guarantee that it will always be right, even if you know that some things can't be done, you will still do it, people will not be so simple"

Jiang Yuanshen's expression stiffened slightly, and he brushed away the long bangs with his hand, and his fingers were stained with hot sweat.

"Jinghai, don't you feel ashamed to say these things now?"

"Don't you feel ashamed?" , This sentence burned in the depths of Jinghai Shenyue's heart, like steaming black smoke, and the heavy atmosphere almost pierced a hole in her lungs.

Jiang Yuanshen didn't ask for her consent, so he sat down beside her.

The fair-skinned legs under Jinghai Shenyue's skirt were subconsciously clamped, and the toes shrank slightly.

"When it comes to the last resort, we have to give up what we have to say, and we have to hold our fate in our hands when we are spurned by thousands of people, we have no hole cards, if we don't even have such an awareness, it will only become more and more complicated."

The eyes of the two intertwined at this moment, and Jiang Yuanshen may have been shy about what he said, so he turned his face away.

Shizumi took a short breath, his side face stained with a faint flush, and she couldn't help but look away, the hem of her skirt was caught in deep folds.

She just wanted to say "If I leave, my mother will have a hard time", but the unwillingness and confusion in her heart became more and more inflated at this moment.

- Why should I bear the consequences of my mother's actions? Am I just one of the parts that keep Chitori Island running?

Jinghai Shenyue just wanted to speak, and when she raised her head to look at Jiang Yuanshen, she found that he was staring at herself intently.

His expression made her eyes widen, and then her face flushed in one breath, and rarely, her body moved to the side in panic.

"What's wrong?"

"No, it's fine." Jinghai Shenyue's fingers gently pinched the bridge of her nose and said, "If you stay with this kind of thought, I am willing to explain everything to you." ”

Her "explaining everything" made Jiang Yuanshen's heart suddenly surge with indescribable emotions, as if a person was willing to evenly spread the burden on the other person's shoulders, and the spiritual comfort he received was incomparable.

"That day, Kurosawa-san and I were going to the airport."

Jinghai Shenyue told Jiang Yuanshen about the situation of the day, from Ito Kado to Yami Xunyu, everything that happened was informed.

At the same time, she also told the reason why she couldn't go back in time, which shocked Jiang Yuanshen.

There are two queens on Zhitori Island, and the release of their abilities requires mutual consent.

And after the earthquake, I don't go back in time, it's all the actions of the night seeker, I'm afraid I want to make Jinghai Shenyue feel guilty in my heart, but fortunately, there are no casualties this time, which is a great luck.

"After this time, I don't have a penny on me." Jinghai Shenyue said with a wry smile.

Jiang Yuanshen asked in confusion: "Isn't the queen able to spend money on the island for free?" ”

"I said it was free, but in fact it was just a means to advertise the queen's privileges, and the bills for my consumption would be kept by the merchant and finally sent to my father on a quarterly basis."

Jinghai Shenyue showed an exhausted expression, and her black hair inadvertently hung down on Jiang Yuanshen's arm,

"And I'm talking about me, and all the money I've saved up to now has been taken by my mother."

"How old are you and you still have to hand over the money you saved?" Jiang Yuanshen grinned, revealing snow-white teeth from between his lips.

Jinghai Shenyue glared at him quite dissatisfied, raised her hand and rubbed her temples again, and said:

"In short, I don't have money now, I understand that there are many things in the world that can't be bought with money, but there are also many things because of money, I can have freedom, with money I don't have to rely on anyone, I don't have to obey anyone's orders in a low voice, let alone carry the burden of owe someone, I think this is a very important thing."

She paused suddenly, and then added softly:

"The reason why my mother is like this is also for economic reasons"

Jiang Yuan nodded cautiously, he could understand the meaning of Jinghai Shenyue too well.

At this moment, Jiang Yuanshen couldn't help but think of Kurosawa's loving figure in his mind.

She is extremely talented, and in the future, she will be able to rely on herself just by playing the piano, and she will be able to carry out her own will without relying on anyone.

But she was helped by her will, and even had a longing for her character.

Now that she is now, she is completely unable to eliminate the influence she has brought to herself.

"I think it would be better if you could rely on the people around you a little more." Jiang Yuanshen lowered his head and said as he played with his fingers.

Jinghai Shenyue glared at him a little speechless and said:

"Idiot, if someone can make me dependent, then I naturally want to rely on it."

"I'm sorry, but I didn't think it through." Jiang Yuan smiled bitterly.

"So, if I want to leave, I want to earn money and save money first, not too much, just enough for me to leave the island and live for a month or two."

The voice of the deep moon in the quiet sea is mixed with self-deprecation and anxiety,

"But on such a small Zhiniao Island, it is difficult for even adults to find a job, Jiang Yuan, what can I earn?"

Her gaze was straight to Jiang Yuanshen, making him feel that he was indeed being needed by the girl.

Jiang Yuanshen exhaled with emotion, he tried not to be noticed by her, and aimed at her delicate and seductive body with a vague gaze.

- How could Jinghai Shenyue go to do hard work? Who can bear it?

He looked around at the various books in the room and said on a whim, "Why don't you go write one?" ”

"Me? Write? Jinghai Shenyue's slender hand pointed at herself, and her eyes widened slightly.

"Well, isn't it very profitable to write now? And I think you'll write it well. ”

"But I don't have a story, how can I write it well?"

"Not necessarily, just like a flower can not be real, even if the story is not real, it doesn't matter, the key is whether it is taken seriously, whether it is poured into blood and soul, even if it is not exquisite, but the truth can touch people's hearts the most."

"Maybe I can try, but what can I write?"

"The trend now is sweet love, you can try it."

"But I've never been in love, how can I write well?"

"Not necessarily" Jiang Yuanshen wanted to explain again, but found that he seemed to go around again, "Jinghai-san, if you want to write a good story, a chisel called "lie" is essential. ”

"No, I hate hypocrisy, and things that are deliberately created like commodities."

"But your purpose is to make money, isn't it?"

"That's the case, but can't I write what I love?"

"But what exactly do you want to write?"

"Probably like 'Eternal Sunshine of a Beautiful Mind'."

"I haven't seen it, is it a comedy?"

"Then you need to go back and have a good look."

The two were obviously talking about what to do in the future, but the topic unconsciously ran to discussions and other messy places.

What made Jiang Yuanshen feel even more incredible was that there were endless topics to talk about between him and Jinghai Shenyue.

From movies, books, golden songs of the seventies and eighties, favorite desserts, and finally Chinese tea.

The relationship between the two is like a room where the drawers and books are all open after a thief has gone on a rampage in the room.

The sunlight outside the window stretches from the door to the bed, and time is quietly passing.

"It's not early, it's almost time to go back."

Jiang Yuanshen stood up, in fact, he still wanted to talk to Jinghai Shenyue for a while, but thinking that Zichuan Xiaokong didn't know what the situation was now, he gave up.

Jinghai Shenyue followed him and stood up.

"Thank you for being with me today." She whispered.

Jiang Yuanshen glanced at her, was silent for a while, and finally spoke: "Let's talk next time." ”

"Okay, I'm not going out."

"Hmm."

(End of chapter)