118. Who are you? Don't understand what I'm going to coax?
Jiang Yuanshen met Jinghai Shenyue in confusion, and it seemed that a transparent high wall had suddenly been built between the two, and they didn't say a word.
After a while, he pulled the corners of his mouth slightly, and said with a wry smile:
"Jinghai-san, what are you talking about? Isn't that the opposite of your goal? You want to get out of the island, right? β
Jinghai Shenyue's gaze involuntarily fell on the tips of her shoes, clenching the hem of her skirt hard.
"There are a lot of things I will give up in the future, and it doesn't matter if there is one more."
The lanterns in the room emitted the glow of candles, and even when no one was looking, they still swayed in the afterglow.
After she finished speaking, she was as silent as death, just blinking her eyes at a certain frequency, and occasionally staring at the splicing between the tatami mats.
Jiang Yuanshen's eyes fell on the "Hina Doll" in the arms of the night seeker,
"I think it's better for Jinghai to go outside the island to have a look" The voice that was finally squeezed out was several times better than usual.
Just as a smile bloomed on the face of the night to see Xun Yu, Jinghai Shenyue unexpectedly reached out to hold his arm, almost using all the strength of his body to pull him out.
This move was not like her style at all, which made Jiang Yuanshen stunned for a while, so that he followed her steps out of the narrow and dull main hall.
The people in the main hall did not hinder them in the slightest.
Summer cicadas chirp outside the window, and the sky turns into a dark blue sea, submerging the whole world.
Just in time, I heard a voice from inside the main hallβ
"Xiao Shen, I'm waiting here."
The voice was always in the ears of the two of them.
When she arrived at the door of the building, Jiang Yuanshen stared at her back with a puzzled expression, her long black hair seemed to devour her white dress.
"Jinghai-san?"
"I think you need to calm down and think about what you're going to do."
Jinghai Shenyue's incomparably cold voice was mixed with hatred, which was hatred that ran counter to his beliefs, which made Jiang Yuanshen confused.
She always advertised freedom as the first until yesterday, and never looked back even if something unsatisfactory happened, but even then she never regretted it.
Jiang Yuanshen always felt that something was wrong, but the fragments of his thoughts were scattered in his mind one by one, and even if he tried to pick up the fragments, they would slip away silently between his fingers like sea sand.
"Don't worry too much, technology is very advanced now, even with modern technology, I can know the outside world."
Jinghai Shenyue came to a conclusion in a brisk tone, but Jiang Yuanshen was never able to respond.
He was about to stop, but she suddenly spoke again,
"Get out of here with me."
"Why?"
"Because you probably can't stay calm." Jinghai Shenyue's voice was tense, but her tone was particularly sincere, forcing Jiang Yuanshen to face it.
β.β
Step through the door, walk through the long approach, and walk down the stone stairs all the way down to see the starlight falling in the town.
Just when Jiang Yuan didn't know where to go, Jinghai Shenyue took the initiative to say:
"Go to my house for one night."
"What?"
He thought he had misheard.
"Going to my house for one night and sleeping for one night."
Jiang Yuan stared at the girl beside him, subconsciously swallowed his saliva, and a feeling of panic and uneasiness crossed his back, hoping that he was too worried.
"You're going to imprison me?"
In any case, he couldn't think of Jinghai Shenyue as erotic.
Jinghai Shenyue didn't respond, just walked in the direction of home on the street, and with every step, her skirt fluttered in the wind.
β
The two walked wordlessly all the way to Jinghai's house, and the lights on the first floor were exceptionally bright.
"Let's go."
Jinghai Shenyue opened the door, and Jiang Yuanshen followed behind.
Immediately afterwards, Jinghai Yaren, who had been sitting on the sofa, hurriedly got up, walked up quickly and looked at her, his mouth kept opening and closing, but he didn't say a word.
Jinghai Shenyue stopped and said:
"Mother stays at the shrine for one night and will be back tomorrow."
β.β
Finally knowing the whereabouts of Yami, Masato Shizumi was like a branch swaying in the wind and rain, slumped lightly on the sofa, and kept saying "Great, great".
Until Jiang Yuanshen followed Jinghai Shenyue upstairs, he didn't even care about Jiang Yuanshen's existence.
"It has nothing to do with Jiang Yuan, in fact, I also want to die in this place where I was born and raised, and you don't have to be too burdened with self-righteousness."
Jinghai Shenyue stood in front of the door of the room, and her words turned into cold blades, piercing Jiang Yuanshen's chest.
She walked into the room, turned on the air conditioner with the remote control of the air conditioner, and finally sat quietly in the chair, picked up the book on the desk, took out the bookmark and read it.
Jiang Yuanshen stood in the room like a log, becoming helpless to do.
Because of the special location, there is nothing to do, and it makes him sit still, even if he wants to think freely, but the unique aroma of the girl's room always makes people unable to concentrate.
There was only one chair in the room, and the girl's bed was not to sit on, so Jiang Yuanshen stood directly in the room.
INTERVIEWER Why is it the way it is? Not long ago, I was still negotiating with the gods at the shrine, and now I'm in the room of the deep moon in the quiet sea.
Jinghai Shenyue's slender and white toes touched the ground, and with the help of force, the chair turned around:
"Jiang Yuan, can't you sit down?"
Jiang Yuan looked around cautiously.
"Sit? Where? β
Although he pretended to be a hairdresser and joked with her, he was extremely apprehensive in his heart.
Her skin is extremely fair under the light, and the curve of her waist looks inexplicably charming under the close fit of the white dress.
"Won't my bed work?" She looked incredulous, her expression mixed with utter confusion.
β.β
Jinghai Shenyue said so, and Jiang Yuanshen was no longer hypocritical, and sat directly on her bed.
"It's okay for you to sleep here today, and I'll bring you food tomorrow." She suddenly stood up and said, "You have a good rest." β
Jiang Yuanshen no longer knew what thoughts were in her head, so she only dared to concentrate on the words, sitting on the bed and hesitating to see the whole picture.
"I've already decided." He decided not to pull anymore.
"You didn't make up your mind."
Obviously, the air was a little sweet, but it was teasing the tip of Jiang Yuanshen's nose.
"Jinghai-san, why can you represent my thoughts?"
Jinghai Shenyue was still expressionless, and from between her teeth, a almost inaudible and heart-wrenching sigh was released.
"I don't want you to do it because of me"
"I'm not because of you."
Jiang Yuanshen shook his head lightly, and the words that came out of his mouth sank into the air,
"You may have misunderstood something, I'm for Kyoko, for Shake Apricot, even if there is no you, I will agree to do it."
His voice bounced on the floor in a sonorous voice, making Jinghai Shenyue look at the ground quietly, as if he was running away from something.
Her fingers gripped her bare arm from the cuff with a hard grip, her pink nails leaving meniscus scars on her soft skin.
She knew very well that for Jiang Yuanshen, the attraction of returning to the past was more attractive than living in the present, but thinking about it was still stuck in a labyrinth.
From the very beginning, Jinghai Shenyue felt that he was leading Jiang Yuanshen in a bad direction, and even wondered if he was going to destroy his life for a while.
And what is happening now undoubtedly proves her worries.
"But you won't be able to leave the island again, is it really worth it for you?" Jinghai Shenyue bit her lower lip, and her long eyelashes vibrated up and down.
Jiang Yuanshen smiled bitterly: "It's better to say that the price is just that you can't leave the island, so it's worth it." β
Listening to his tone was extremely sincere, which made Jinghai Shenyue speechless for a while-
I had to say something, but I couldn't think of what to say.
"Actually, it's still Jinghai, you can't get over it in your own heart, you think it's because of you that I will be targeted, and then become your substitute."
β.β
"Parents, children, lovers, friends, work, or abstract dignity, values, justice and evil, whatever I choose, it is a personal free choice, and it has nothing to do with you."
Jinghai Shenyue didn't know how to react, and his intermittent words hit his eardrums hard.
Eventually, her mouth opened slightly as if seeking oxygen, and even though the air conditioning was turned on in the room, sweat still wet her bangs.
"But I feel disgusting, I feel disgustingβ"
"It's fine." He said.
Jinghai Shenyue's throat shook slightly, and the words mixed in her breath made Jiang Yuanshen blush and heartbeat:
"But doesn't anyone else matter to you?"
Jiang Yuan was dumbfounded, subconsciously avoiding her gaze.
If you go back to the past, Kurosawa mercy, Azusa Kawa Takaku and others, he will not have any more intersections, and he will stay on Chitori Island for the rest of his life.
Kurosawa's beloved and haughty figure came to mind.
- Where is she at this time, and what is she doing?
"Kurosawa-san is still waiting for you in Tokyo, aren't you happy with her?"
Jiang Yuanshen pretended not to care and turned his face away, but in fact, he just didn't want her to see his sudden hesitant expression.
"Of course I'm happy."
"Then she is with the other boys after that, and you don't care?"
β.β
This sentence undoubtedly pierced Jiang Yuanshen's heart fiercely, and the wings of his nose twitched slightly, and the picture of Kurosawa loving being with other people, he could not even imagine it.
It's easy to say, but when the most important choice is actually pushed forward, it's bigger and deeper than you imagined.
Like the Seto Inland Sea, it has beautiful scenery but also a turbulent undercurrent.
And like a small boat, about to sail across the ocean, my heart will always be very worried, and even the breath exhaled is trembling.
On one side is the past of Kyoko Egen and Shaoxing, and on the other hand, there are Kurosawa and others, and the excessive amount of information and feelings flows in, making him dizzy.
Jinghai Shenyue saw that he suddenly became silent, and the originally indifferent uneasiness gradually melted in the bottom of his heart bit by bit.
"Rest early."
Her voice was clear and transparent, and she walked out of the room, closing the door gently, leaving Jiang Yuanshen alone in the room.
- What should I do?
He gritted his teeth and shouted in his heart, but there was no sound to respond.
No matter when there is no answer, it is because I will definitely choose to do it.
Because this is a chance, and maybe it's the only chance to save Kyoko, maybe there won't be one in the future.
But if you face this matter well, you will not want to abandon Kurosawa and will not be able to move forward.
Outside the window, Zhiniao Island was silent in the middle of the night, revealing peace everywhere, but it made Jiang Yuanshen extremely upset.
Looking out, he could catch a glimpse of Lake Kamo that was dark in the night, and he suddenly thought of the night to find a tree.
What Yami did in the past is admittedly far from what she did in the end, and in the eyes of the gods, she is an unforgivable woman.
But when I see the night looking for a tree, I am also a person who has given up and made a choice.
What's more, in the eyes of Azusa Kawa Xiaokong, she is just a lover who is difficult to give up and has no fault.
For Jiang Yuanshen, he was finally saved by the last selfishness of Ye Jian Xunyu.
β
On a summer night, the air is filled with tranquility, like the top of a goblet, clear and sweet.
The transparent moonlight sprinkled on the girl's light blue bra and black panties, white long legs and slender waist, beautiful as spring breeze willows.
She has a charming figure, and the wind of garden magnolia flowers outside the window gently blows her long soft black hair.
"It's boring"
Kurosawa's cherry-colored lips opened and closed slightly, and not long after he came out of the bath, the roots of his ears and little face were still red.
She didn't even bother to put on her pajamas, so she threw herself down on the big bed, feeling like her body was going to be eaten by the soft bed.
Since separating from Jiang Yuanshen, Kurosawa was afraid that he would turn into sand, and as time passed, the figure kept falling in his mind, never to return.
Even every night I have some ethereal dreams.
Kurosawa curled up on the bed, and it suddenly occurred to him what that guy was doing at the moment.
Let's put it this way
Her long white and red legs gently patted the futon, and her silky black hair hung down from her slender shoulders to the soft white furrows on her chest.
When I opened my phone, there was still no message from him in my obsidian eyes.
Kurosawa turned over, raised his phone high, his finger rested on the "Jiang Yuanshen" column, and clicked in to type-
"When are you going to pay me back?"
- How can I pay attention to this little bit of money? He looked down on me and thought I was stingy.
Delete.
"Hey, where are you going to go to college? I'm going to go to Hosei University."
- Isn't that what you want him to do to the same university as me? It's so contrived! Make it like I have to be with him!
Delete.
"Dolphin Spit .jpg"
- What are you doing with just one emoji in the past? Stupid!
Delete.
deleted and wrote in the dialogue column, and finally simply threw the phone aside, and buried his head in the pillow in anger and annoyance.
The more you breathe, the more angry you getβ
"Why doesn't this guy take the initiative! I was really tough that day! But it should be unforgettable! But why don't you contact me after all these days!
Can't you be like the scumbag in the TV series! Call me every day and every night and pester me! Maybe I'll relent!
So angry! The rednecks are really unself-conscious! I don't know if Miss Ben needs to be coaxed!
How upright are you? Miss Ben said she didn't want to see you, so you didn't send a message?
Miss Ben told you not to come to me for the rest of your life, and you won't come to me for the rest of your life?"
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I wanted to take a helicopter to Zhitori Island immediately, slap that guy, and then fly back.
Finally, Kurosawa, sulking alone, lay on the bed, her long black hair spread out on the white pillow, staring blankly at the ceiling.
When her mood finally eased, she began to sulk again after looking sideways at the small glass-covered object on the table.
Inside the small glass cover is a blue steamed bun.
It was made of silicone, and when Kurosawa went to blow the wind the next day, he found it floating on the water, along with a pile of garbage.
The more she looked at it, the more dazzling it became, and she couldn't help it, so she spent some money to hire someone to catch it.
Just when he was thinking that this thing must not be seen by him, the mobile phone that was thrown aside rang loudly.
Kurosawa picked up her phone, thinking it was family, but what caught her eye was an unexpected name-
Kong Yuen Shen
(End of chapter)