Chapter 39: Nightmare
After a few days, it rained, and I couldn't pick medicine, I couldn't set up a stall, and there were a lot of balls online, but I didn't have inventory.
I can only pass the time in the computer store and flip through the books. Counting the money I have earned recently, I am actually full of hope for the future.
It seems that once the hope of life is ignited, the spirit of the whole person is different. In the past, I could only fantasize, but there was no way, but now I can not only fantasize, but also realize it little by little, which is a rush.
How do you invest when you have spare money, how do you make more money? If I continue like this, I will be able to put down roots and survive in this small city.
I don't need to be so pessimistic and misanthropic, and see that everyone is a bad person. I took a look at the stocks and bought some stocks from the bank, which should be able to get a little bonus every year.
I looked at the house price again, only a month, and actually rose by five taels of silver per square meter, I am especially glad to have bought a house after coming back, otherwise I threw out more than five hundred taels of silver in vain, you know, more than five hundred taels, which is not long ago for me, it is simply a number and astronomical number that has no practical significance.
I thought of Xiao Qian and Huang Laoxie again, if it weren't for them, I'm afraid I still hadn't taken the first step, and now I can only earn about ten taels of silver a month, while fantasizing about a better life, I am gradually getting old and losing all my fighting spirit.
I thought again, if I join them, then I don't have to worry about money in my life, although listening to their stories tell half and keep half of them, and don't care about other people's lives or deaths, I may sometimes do things that are not on the table.
At this time, Grandpa Li's teachings prevailed again, poor and strong-willed, and the literati had integrity. I patted my head, flipped through the book left for me by Grandpa Li, and read some financial news, fragmented and blind.
I was so bored that I took a nap, and then I had a dream. Fei Fei and I went out in the wild, and the rape flowers, red tassels, and some unknown small flowers were partially blooming.
The wild scenery is beautiful, and Fei Fei is wearing a thin white sweater, which is even more beautiful. As we walked, we came to a small dirt slope with three dilapidated old houses and an old well.
There seems to be a large apricot tree. Fei Fei and I went up to take a look, but the house was unoccupied. The apricots were still green, and the well was quite beautiful, and I don't remember whether it was a regular hexagon or a regular octagon.
The water is also very clear. Fei Fei and I rested on the stone bench there for a while, and continued to walk, when suddenly Fei Fei was gone, and the surroundings became a winter scene, with dead branches and leaves, and a barren land, so startled that I cried out to Fei Fei, and then ran to the house, and the house became dilapidated, and the stone benches were broken, and the well was dry, and there was not a drop of water.
In a hurry, I woke up. In a cold sweat, I missed Fei Fei for a while. Then I was stunned again.,Time changes fast.,Isn't there a problem with the time of the last enchantment.,I don't know if it's solved now.,Or there's no turnaround at all.。
Why doesn't Xiao Qian contact me once in a while? Why didn't Don Xiao talk to me and enlighten me?
In the evening, there were no more customers, so I went back to the rented house, clicked on the address book, and planned to ask Fei Fei about the current situation from other classmates.
Finally, I flipped to the number of one of Fei Fei's roommates, and I gritted my teeth and dialed it out, and a few seconds later, a female voice came out
"The number you dialed is empty, please check before dialing. I let out a long breath of relief.
Thinking that my roommates haven't been in touch for a long time, let's ask how it's going. The roommates were surprised and polite.
chatted about some family life, and learned that the only one with good conditions is ready to get married, and the one with poor conditions doesn't even have a partner now.
One talked about a girlfriend, but because the housing prices in the city were too high to settle down, he finally blew it.
It's about the same as me. There is also an old family who introduced one, and they all fell in love with each other, but they are still running around for the bride price, and it is estimated that it will take a while to get married.
I asked Fei Fei, and my roommate told me that I heard that Fei Fei and you broke up and went home not long after, married to a second generation of the village yamen, and I was afraid that you would be sad, so everyone didn't tell you.
A few years have passed, so don't think about Fei Fei anymore and start over. She is now an official's wife.
I said lightly: "I'm just asking casually, Fei Fei's life is more important than anything else." "When I ended the call, I started listening to music again.
As long as Fei Fei lives happily, it's better than anything else. I don't have to think about anything anymore. As soon as I slept until dawn, I felt more energetic.
Although the body has undergone some changes again. Looking out the window at the light rain and at the humble house I lived in, I suddenly realized that my mindset had changed.
I began to yearn for a life of abundance. I flipped out Xiao Qian's phone in my head, and then Huang Laoxi's phone, and recalled the locksmith's phone number, as well as Xiao Tang's phone.
But he shook his head, and still didn't make a single phone call. The proprietress didn't dare to go to the shop, for fear that the proprietress would misunderstand, and she was also afraid of the proprietress enthusiasm, and she was even more afraid of falling in love over time.
But looking at this rain, I can't sell balls, I can't pick herbs, I can't make any money with computers, I'm anxious, I still have to pursue an ideal life.
Impetuousness and anxiety were all around me, and I felt that I should calm down and take every step of the way.
I just didn't do anything, poured a large bottle of wine, and lay down on a chair to watch a movie.