Chapter 448: Her eyes widened like that
"In this way, my relationship with her froze, until that business party, we met in the backyard, and the two of them were so scared."
Speaking of this, Lu Yan lowered her eyes and continued: "Later...... I accidentally shoved her into the pool. ”
Lu Yan raised her head, looked at Ming Liuyue's eyes, and said with difficulty, "She's dead."
There was a buzzing sound in Ming Liuyue's ears, looking at Lu Yan, who was lost and depressed, she moved her lips, and before she could speak, she heard Lu Yan speak again.
"When she fell, I tried to catch her, but I didn't have time...... She was thrashing and struggling in the water, and I yelled a few times for someone to come and save her. ”
"But they're all busy with business gatherings, so how can anyone hear my cries for help."
"I hadn't learned to swim, so I jumped into the pool and swam awkwardly in her direction. As I swam, I saw that there was no movement at all in that water...... "Lu Yan's voice became weaker and weaker, and her magnificent makeup was also a little pale.
"She just stared at me with wide eyes and ......"
Ming Liuyue walked to Lu Yan's side step by step and hugged Lu Yan, she thought that Lu Yan had always been strong, but she didn't expect her to have such an experience......
In other words, any girl who has had such a psychological shadow will not dare to laugh generously in the future.
Lu Yan sat on the chair, the whole person snuggled up to Ming Liuyue, her voice was fragile, "I was so scared, I fluttered, and drowned, I was luckier than her, I was rescued, and I didn't die." ”
Ming Liuyue soothed and "touched" the back of Lu Yan's head, "Lu Yan, don't say it, it's not your fault." ”
Lu Yan's eyes were flashing with tears, and she leaned against Ming Liuyue tightly, "You listen to me...... Since then, I have avoided An Jinchen when I see him, I dare not approach him, and every time I am with him, I can't help but think of that girl......"
Lu Yan's body couldn't help but tremble, Ming Liuyue knew that she was thinking of the tragic situation when the girl died, and said softly: "Don't think so much, Lu Yan."
Lu Yan shook her head, her voice choked, "Although her family didn't trouble me at the beginning, I have always been reluctant to go." I don't want to get close to An Jinchen again!"
"Over time, I slowly forgot about it." Lu Yan grabbed Ming Liuyue's arm with both hands and said, "I never thought An Jinchen would like me!" Clearly...... I've avoided him, but he's still pestering me. He said 'I like you' many times, and every time, I like to play dumb. ”
"He doesn't know, I'm ...... with a human life on my back" Lu Yan's red lips moved slightly, and two lines of tears flowed down her eyes, "How can you be worthy of him!"
Ming Liuyue patted her back gently, it turned out to be ...... Lu Yan hid so many things in her heart.
"Lu Yan, it's not your fault. Cry if you want to. Ming Liuyue moved her pink lips, looked at Lu Yan distressedly and said.
She didn't know what happened at that time, so she let Lu Yan miss and pushed her down.
The fault is not on Lu Yan, for so many years, she has been suffering from this guilt......
I want to love, but I can't love, and I have to avoid it all the time.
Hearing Ming Liuyue's voice, Lu Yan looked at her with tears in her eyes, with a hint of hesitation in her tone, "Aren't you afraid of me?" I, I've killed a human ......"
Looking at Lu Yan's serious appearance, Ming Liuyue smiled.
Wonderful! ( = )