Chapter 969
"But when I rescued Li Ziwei and rushed to find you again, I realized that I was so wrong."
I sneered, "I'm just a subordinate, of course it's not worth the trouble of the young master." ”
Huo Quzhi sighed and continued: "When I went, I only saw a raging fire, and my whole person rushed into the sea of fire like crazy, but I only found a charred corpse in the cell. I thought it was you, do you know how much I regret it? ”
I didn't answer, but I remembered the despair that awaited him in the fire that day.
"Later, when I examined the bones and found that they were not the same as you, I realized that it was not you. In those days, I turned the whole Chang'an City over, but I couldn't find you, and you seemed to have disappeared out of thin air. It wasn't until Zhao Ponu, who went to the Xiongnu to investigate, came back to report to me that he saw you in the Xiongnu that I was sure that you were not dead. ”
"I said I was going to treat you well, but I let you be taken away alone, and I didn't try to save you first. I know I'm wrong and want to make amends to you, but where did you go? Until that day, I picked up your silk handkerchief in the yard..."Huo Quzhi said and carefully took out a silk handkerchief from his arms, opened it, and inside he gave me plum blossom earrings.
"When I saw the handwriting and earrings of this silk handkerchief, I knew how deeply I hurt you, and I wish to be one heart, and the white head will not be separated. It's your wish, but I'm letting you go. ”
I turned my face away, I didn't speak, but my tears fell like beads. Only when he is by his side can my pleasure and pain bloom at will. This is the person I love so much, but I am afraid, afraid that this is all a dream, and what I have experienced in the past is too painful.
I stayed on the roof all night that night, watched his house all night, and threw the plum earrings he gave me and the silk handkerchief with the words "Baitou Yin" into the yard in the early morning, and he finally picked them up. I jerked to my feet, snatched the handkerchief from his hand, and threw it away.
Huo Quzhi said in a trembling voice: "You... Won't you forgive me? ”
My tone was cold: "Mu Lan is just an ordinary woman, she really can't afford General Huo's wrong love, you abandoned me, and it is naturally understandable to save General Li's daughter!" ”
"Swear to the moon and never lose each other." I repeated it twice, and suddenly I looked up and laughed out loud, "Haha...... Mulan, Mulan, you idiot! The laughter was poignant.
Huo Quzhi's heart was cold when he heard this, and when he faced the thousands of troops and horses of the Huns on the battlefield, he had never felt this cold like being in an ice cave, his face was full of blood, and he said with trembling lips: "I...... I ......"
For the sake of the rights and interests of the Wei family, he obeyed Wei Qing, refused to offend Li Guang, and abandoned me. How can this grievance and grief in my heart be easily resolved?
When I heard that Huo Qu's illness had been "me" for a long time, my heart was blocked, and tears fell down, and I couldn't say a word.
The moon hung high in the sky, and the forest was extremely cold. Huo Quzhi was crumbling, leaning weakly on the trunk of the tree, and it took a long time before he sat down slowly, opened his lips and whispered: "You don't want to catch a cold, can I make a fire?" ”
I sat with my legs bent against another tree, my eyes kept looking away, and I said with a blank face: "You can do whatever you like, your business has nothing to do with me!" ”
Huo Qu was stunned, nodded and said two "good" words in a row, just pursed his thin lips and smiled coldly, stood up, turned around and left.