It permeates with a dry, sonorous smell of gunpowder.

Shao Feiyang licked his lips and tasted the smell of sulfur, when a memory of the scene suddenly emerged, it was as sharp as a needle. The sound was too loud, the color was too bright, Shao Feiyang felt that he didn't feel like watching from the sidelines, but was in it, he had a feeling that he was falling backwards, so he grabbed Lin Qianxin's hand.

A woman came towards him, and he remembered the appearance of this woman, it was his mother. "Feiyang, mom is going to the United States, can you take your younger brother with mom too?"

Shao Feiyang looked back, "Brother! A skinny boy stood behind him, tugging at his clothes, as if seeking protection. A desire for protection rose in Shao Feiyang's heart, and he protected his thin brother behind him, "No! My brother and I won't go with you! Grandpa said that Dad is a bad person! ”

There was a quick knock outside the door, "Sister-in-law, they're coming, let's go!" Oh no, no, no! It's too late! ”

Mom rushed out, turned back to him and shouted, "Feiyang, take your brother to hide!" ”

A group of people rushed in, they didn't have time to dodge at all, the young Shao Feiyang was tightly in front of his younger brother, glaring angrily at the group of people, his small fists clenched, wanting to protect his younger brother.

A person spoke loudly in Shao Feiyang's ear, "Feiyang! Flying! Are you okay? Shao Feiyang felt very confused, his voice sounded familiar, he opened his eyes, and was surprised to find that he didn't know when he was gone, and he didn't hear Lin Qianxin shouting his name loudly in the night, and the fireworks in front of him stained the sky with blood.

"You close your eyes." Lin Qianxin said: "What's the matter? Did something happen? ”

"Nothing." Shao Feiyang said his mind was so confused that he could barely breathe. He turned his face away from Lin Qianxin, pretending to be watching the fireworks in the sky, "I'm sorry, Qianqian, it's nothing." I'm fine, I'm fine. ”

"Are you shivering, are you cold? Want to go home? Lin Qianxin said.

Shao Feiyang realized that he really wanted to go home, "Yes, let's go home." ”

On the way home, Shao Feiyang recalled the hallucinations he had seen while watching the fireworks, and he was shocked by its clear textured edges and corners. It completely captivated him, as if he was once again there.

He felt everything, tasted everything, the cold air and the chaotic scenes. The younger brother tugging at his clothes behind him, his angry emotions, that image felt real, almost more real than the life Shao Feiyang saw when he opened his eyes when it disappeared.

Shao Feiyang is not sure when the picture takes place, he is five years old? Or six-year-old? He thought he should be five years old. The memories were so shocking that he couldn't even remember what his brother looked like.

The two returned home and lay on the couch, "Feiyang? Lin Qianxin was very worried about him, "Your appearance just now is very scary." ”

"I'm sorry shallow." Shao Feiyang hugged her, and the fragrance emanating from her body temporarily soothed his chaotic emotions. "I seem to remember some things from my childhood, but I'm not sure, I don't remember."

Lin Qianxin has never heard him talk about his childhood, but he only knows that he was brought up by his grandfather. Looking at Shao Feiyang's appearance now, his childhood may not be a good memory. "It's okay, Feiyang, it's all over."