When he woke up, Sun Shining only felt pain, the pain surrounded from all directions, and expanded out from the internal organs, the whole person was double-squeezed and deformed, and he couldn't control it at all, and he wanted to moan loudly, but the voice that blurted out was hoarse like a person who had been thirsty for a long time, and every word was crawling forward on the gravel, and it was extremely difficult.

"Sister Sun is awake, Sister Sun is awake." The dragonfly's voice sounded very kind.

She knew that it was impossible for her to be sent back to the Sun family with the ghost appearance before she fainted, and only Dr. Zheng from Zheng'an Hall was a place where she could live.

Every time she comes here, she is like a porcelain doll that has been knocked to pieces, it needs to be carefully repaired by a good doctor, and if it is mended once, it will be hurt even more, Sun Shining wants to raise her hands to see what it has become, but she can't do it, she has no strength at all, obviously her hands are injured, but the strength of her whole body has been taken away, and there is no trace left.

"'Miss Sun, it's good to wake up, it's good to wake up.'" Zheng Ronghe came quickly, he still had the gentle appearance in his impression, "Old Shen just left, he has been guarding you for a long time, it is really important to have official business over there in Dali Temple, go with the front foot, and you will wake up with the back foot." ”

This honest man, but he was lying, his eyes didn't dare to look at her at all, for what, he couldn't heal her injuries, or he wanted to explain that Shen Shaoqing didn't stay behind, Sun Shining wanted to say that it didn't matter if Shen Nian wasn't there, she really didn't want to see this person at all.

She tried hard to let one shoulder move slightly, and Zheng Ronghe immediately noticed: "Don't move, don't move, do you want to see how your hands are, it's okay, I'll bandage you, it won't infect the wound." ”

She had never been concerned about infection, but hearing him say that, at least one of his hands was still there, not completely corroded by the damn pool water.

Zheng Ronghe glanced at her cautiously: "At your house, Lao Shen has already gone to leave a message, and when I saw your stepmother, I have said it for you, it doesn't hurt if you stay here for a few more days." ”

Sun Shining still wants to speak, listening to it one-sidedly, she can't speak, she is almost going to die, how long has she been asleep, day and night, and she has wasted herself, Zheng Ronghe has already summoned a dragonfly, put a cup of warm water on the wheat stalks, and sent it to her mouth, she doesn't need to get up, she turns her face sideways, and she can easily absorb water.

Faint, slightly sweet, Sun Shining took small sips and drank until the bottom of the cup, her throat and eyes made a grunting sound, and then she found that she could speak, and her voice was not bad: "Doctor Zheng, call the car for me." ”

This was the first thing she wanted to say, Zheng Ronghe looked at her suspiciously and asked, "What are you doing calling a car?" ”

"I want to go home." I don't want to stay in Zhenghetang, I don't want to stay in a place other than home, she didn't say the next words, although there is no father or mother in that family, but at least it is still a family, and no one will force her to do such a cruel thing.

"Nonsense, you just got rid of the high fever, how can you go back!" Zheng Ronghe was inexplicably angry, "Do you know how badly injured you are, if you go back like this, you will die, you will really die." ”

The corners of Sun Shining's mouth crooked and said, "If you die, you will die at home." ”

"What's wrong with you, Miss Sun doesn't believe in Zheng's medical skills, do you want to change a doctor to diagnose and treat, don't worry, I will do my best to give you the best medicine, and you will recover slowly." Zheng Yonghe chattered and said a lot of things.

Sun Shining turned his face back to the side and said in a low voice: "If it can't be cured, my hand is broken." ”

"It's not that it can't be cured, you have to take your time." Zheng Ronghe only thought that she was rebounding after the injury, and patiently comforted, "At least the wound has begun to recover and improve, don't worry, such a serious injury will definitely not be able to recover overnight, some patience, and some confidence in me, a doctor." ”

"How long did I sleep?" After Sun Shining finished asking, a series of sounds suddenly sounded in his stomach, and he was really hungry.

"Three days, when you came, you were already in a coma, and an hour later you began to have a fever, and the fever did not subside until you woke up, otherwise you would not have woken up." Zheng Ronghe didn't let her speak again, "I asked someone to cook bird's nest porridge and bring it over for you to eat, don't think too much, it's already the worst, it's always getting better and better day by day." ”

Sun Shining didn't say more, he was just a kind doctor, it was rare to be able to help each other so selflessly, why did she bother to make a temperament and make emotions in front of her, I didn't expect Dr. Zheng to coax people, every sentence was said appropriately, if it was replaced by other patients, he would definitely be moved by these words, and he went towards the light without hesitation.

It's a pity that she is not, Sun Shining knows the reason for the pain and pain, not only her hands, but also her heart, the hands that suppressed her shoulders, it seems that she has not taken them away for three days and three nights, and the pressure is so heavy, if she can raise her hand and untie her clothes, she will definitely be able to see the ten black finger prints on her shoulder, which have been imprinted into her bones, and she can't pull them out.

Bird's nest porridge, it is really a good blessing, good treatment, she silently laughed at herself, when she was in charge of the Sun family, she never spent money to buy bird's nest, but she didn't expect to come to enjoy the blessing when she was treated.

The door opened and closed, bringing out a gentle breeze, Sun Shining didn't even open his eyes, if he could sleep and die, and then he couldn't wake up, it would be better than lying dry like this and suffering sin, she used to hold her breath, always felt that there was no hurdle that could not be crossed, but now she let go of it in one breath, and she can no longer condense in her heart.

"Lao Zheng said you want to go home?" Someone sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Hmm." If it was usual, he should stand with his back straight, and sit down like this, in order to look gentle, and when she talks to him, it won't be too difficult, is this a deliberate gesture to please? Sun Shining slowly opened her eyes, she hadn't seen her for three days, Shen Shaoqing was as good as ever, she wanted to talk with a smile, and said to him, these have nothing to do with it, she is willing to go, she will not blame anyone, but these words, when they come to their mouths, they can't be said, because she is afraid of being in front of him, and she can't help choking as soon as she opens her mouth.

"I went to Sun's Mansion once, and I told you Erniang that Dali Temple has some important matters that I hope you will stay and help, and she will pay her salary, she didn't say anything else." Shen Nianyi thought about Xue's expression at that time, and there was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, letting Yahuan serve good tea, and listening to him with a smile, whether she believed it at the time or not, he could see that there were unfinished words hidden in her eyes, if you could take this eldest daughter away and don't send it back for the rest of your life, it would be better.

"Why did Shen Shaoqing lie like this, when I go back, she will always know." The corners of Sun Shining's mouth moved, "But that's right, when the time comes, you can say that I was injured in the line of duty, and the Dali Temple Association allocated a sum of money to take care of the rest of my life." ”

It didn't look like he was going to be angry, the resentment in his words was already too heavy, Shen Nianyi couldn't hear it, he coughed lightly and said, "Shining, I don't feel good when you are injured like this." ”

"I believe it." Sun Shining really believes that he has always done things fairly, has no selfish bias towards the case, and is even more loyal to the emperor, he is a good official and a good person, but he is not the person she wants to see at this time.

She hates him, although she doesn't want to admit it, but it is an indisputable fact, if this happened earlier, he fished her out of the prison with one hand, let alone a pair of hands, even if both hands and feet were scrapped, she would not have half a complaint, it was a life for a life, she finally did not die, she should be grateful.

However, they have experienced some things together, she has never been a self-inflicted person, but what he has said, some details he has done, always make her mistakenly think that in his eyes, in his heart, she is a little different, although it cannot be summarized in four words, at least there is some weight.

It's a pity, it's a pity, she's thinking too much, if he doesn't press her shoulder, she may not really run away, but when he started, he didn't think about what would happen to her, no, he thought about it, he calculated it, but his new scale was skewed, and she was on the side that was abandoned.

Why, I want to cry so much, Sun Shining bit his lip, biting very tightly, he can't cry, he really can't cry, otherwise, it will fall into his eyes, and it will become a different situation, another explanation, there is a fishy sweet taste in his mouth, and it is clear that he has bitten his lip and shed blood.

The corners of his mouth were warm, but it was Shen Nianyi's hand that resisted, his body leaned forward slightly, and his figure almost enveloped her whole body: "Shining, I will try my best to heal your hand, and, wait a while, we will get married, we already have a marriage contract, I will return home once, choose a suitable day with my parents, we will get married, I will take care of you, you can rest assured." ”

Sun Shining let go of her teeth, she didn't want to bite down on the back of his hand heavily, she was in a trance, I don't know if she was too hungry, or the sequelae of fever, why was she unhappy when she heard such a paragraph, today's Lord Shaoqing of Dali Temple, promised to marry her who was useless, and even she would be a waste person in the future, he didn't care, he said that he would do it, there is no doubt about it, why is she unhappy, why?

Shen Nianyi thought she was suspicious, and he said in an aggravated tone: "Shining, I injured your hand, I will be responsible for you, as for your second mother, I will go and talk to her, I think she will not object." ”

Of course, the Xue family will not object, if Shen Nian and she say that they want to take Shining away, and the Sun family will never come back, maybe the Xue family will stand up and applaud and send them off, and the feeling of sending away the big trouble in their hearts must be very good.

Sun Shining paused for a while, and then said: "Shen Shaoqing, it's better for you to let me go, I owe you a life, you should pay it back with these hands, you let me go, you will be a high-ranking Shaoqing in the future, I will return to Sun's house, I can always eat with a mouthful, at least Holly will take care of me, your kindness, I understand it." ”