Chapter 183: Year after Year

"He's not lying, but the comfort is genuine." As soon as Shen Nian finished speaking, he was already standing in front of the inn, it was already dark, and most of him was in the night, his clothes were fluttering, but he looked a little tired, "I'm entangled in official business, it's still too late." ”

Sun Shining stood up and greeted him, the heavy feeling on his shoulders was all relieved the moment the two looked at each other, Shen Nianyi crossed the threshold and walked in: "Such a coincidence, you actually talked about the red pill." ”

"Qiao, you mean to say?" Ning Ningsheng heard the clue, he saw Shen Nianyi's gaze intentionally or unintentionally swept over the chair where the two of them were sitting, and it seemed to be a little too close, if one of the people's faces was slightly sideways, he could almost kiss the other person's face, but Shen Nianyi just brushed it off, and he didn't mean to ask carefully at all.

There are some things that the parties do not intend to elaborate on, so they do not seem interesting.

"Those who come late will be fined three glasses of wine first, and then talk about business, I am not here to listen to you talk about these complicated and big things." Xiuniang held the dish in her left and right hands, put it steaming on the table, turned around to find good wine, stretched out a finger, and looked familiar, "I said, tonight is a feast of practice, no one is allowed to say what you have or not, just if there is wine today and drunk tomorrow, tomorrow morning, I will drive this person on the road." ”

The tip of the finger pointed directly at the forehead of Ningxia Sheng, the appearance is particularly delicate, you have to pay attention very carefully, you can see that Xiuniang has made up a rouge, it just so happens that Sun Shining is a person in the doorway, seeing the pink rouge, the whole face of Xiuniang embellishment is shining with crystal light, it is really good-looking, and the woman is the one who pleases herself, this sentence is the true truth.

Shen Nian didn't say a word, but also drank three cups of fine wine first, and ate a few bites of side dishes very happily, he has always liked light, most of the dishes made by Xiuniang are in line with the taste of Ningxia Sheng, the taste is heavy, and a lot of chili peppers are sprinkled, Sun Shining ate two bites, and his face did not change color, Xiuniang liked it even more, and stuffed a fat chicken leg directly into her bowl.

"You can actually eat spicy food." Xiuniang got up and added wine to them.

"When my mother was alive, the dishes she cooked were not spicy or happy, but after returning to Tiandu, the more she ate, the lighter it became." Sun Shining learned to behave, opened his mouth wide and bit his mouth, the satisfaction of the chicken fat left on his lips and tongue was really enough to make people forget about other unpleasantness for a while, only Ning Ningsheng hurriedly looked up at her, and buried his head in drinking.

Xiuniang herself drank a lot, and then she was obviously drunk, and fell into Ning Ningsheng's arms with a smile, regardless of whether there were people next to her, and asked with silky eyes: "Do you remember how long you left?" ”

"Almost three years." Ningxia Sheng lowered his head and looked at her.

Xiuniang pulled his hand over, snapped her fingers, and said word by word: "Three years, two months and seven days." ”

"You have a better memory than I do." Ning Xia Sheng said very seriously.

"I'll tell you a secret." Xiuniang smiled again, "There is a booklet under my pillow, several of them think it is an account book, but it is actually a record of the days you left, every time you leave, I am afraid that I can't remember clearly, so I write it down every day, day after day, month after month, year after year." ”

"Xiuniang, you don't have to be like this." Ningxia Sheng seemed to sigh and said.

"It shouldn't be like this, so what do you want me to do, how to do it, at night when I can't sleep, I can still turn over the booklet and count it from beginning to end, and slowly I can see the dawn, back then, you asked me what I wanted to do in Tiandu, I didn't think about it, so I answered you, I want to open an inn."

The reason is really simple, she has long thought of the lonely days after the past, the days of lovesickness, opening an inn, seeing people coming and going, there is always a new excitement to see and listen to every day, at least to confuse a false appearance, just like the people around him, there is no stop, then the days when he is not there will pass faster.

Xiuniang slowly put her face on Ning Ningsheng's heart, holding her breath and listening to his heartbeat, so powerful and full of vitality, she bit her lip and laughed, that smile looked more like she was about to cry: "I can hear your heartbeat, but I don't know, is there me in your heart?" ”

Sun Shining suddenly felt embarrassed, such a scene was too private, she seemed to have inadvertently spied on the family affairs of others, and quickly looked away to look at Shen Nianyi, he was eating the flower bun that had cooled down, noticed her gaze, raised his head, and smiled at her: "I have forgotten to eat for two days and one night, and when I smell the fragrance, I know that I am overly hungry." ”

Sun Shining's attention was immediately attracted by his words: "When you are young and in good health, you toss around like this, see how you are old, how to explain to yourself!" ”

This sentence is very familiar, but Shen Nianyi is very useful: "I know that these are all problems, but as soon as the case comes up, I can't take care of anything, let alone eat and sleep, I will not be able to save my life if I am delayed." ”

Xiuniang grabbed the chopsticks, threw them at Shen Nianyi, and said angrily: "You all responded to my words just now, and you won't talk about official business today, just say something that you can listen to." ”

didn't wait for Shen Nianyi to answer, her original intention was not on her, and soon her fingers grabbed Ning Ningsheng's clothes, and her smile was not there: "If you are tired of being like me, it is better to say it as soon as possible, I am not a stalker, if you say it, I will die of this heart, and I can find an honest person to marry." ”

"It's so decent, why do you say this again!" Ning Ningsheng held her neck and asked her to sit more steadily, "These things, I have already made it clear to you, I will not marry, not because of you, but I will not marry anyone, and there is no one else around me except you, and you are the only one in the two places on the border of Tiandu." ”

"I didn't ask you to marry me, no!" Xiuniang straightened her neck and shouted, "Do you know what I want, what I want is the simplest, as long as I stay by your side, I don't have to worry about it all day long, for fear that I won't see you in this life, is this too much, too much!" ”

Ning Ningsheng saw her spilling through the wine, so he didn't get angry and smiled: "I said that you should go to the border with me to stay together, even if it is cold, at least you don't have to be separated for several years, but you don't want to." ”

"It's not that I don't want to go with you, I'm just, I'm just ......" Xiuniang choked up, "I just told my little brother, as long as I live to keep my breath, remember to meet in Tiandu, as long as I have a lifetime, there is still a glimmer of hope, I have to look for each other, I am afraid that I will go to the border, and my little brother will not be able to find me in the sky, and I will really never see each other again in this life." ”

"Is that really just the reason?" Ning Ningsheng asked.

Xiuniang raised her chin in a daze: "Is there any other reason, why don't I know?" ”

"Tiandu City is prosperous, I told you about the hard work of the border pass, as a general, the camp tent where I live is larger, and the rest of the furniture is no different from other people's, and the food is also the old rice and chaff from the big pot of rice, you said that you have suffered so much in your life, and you are finally looking forward to living like a person, so you are not willing to go with me, this said, is it possible that you have forgotten it?" Ning Ningsheng's lips were almost against Xiuniang's ear, "I know that you have experienced inhuman days, so I can accept what you say, and I have never had other ideas." ”

"You're saying I can't afford to suffer, that's why I don't want to follow you." Xiuniang struggled from his arms, as if she wanted to sit up, but she was so drunk that she couldn't sit up straight at all, and her body was soft like a snake about to hibernate.

Ningxia sulked and drank a few big sips of wine, didn't say a word, and picked up Xiuniang, she was already paralyzed into mud, unable to speak, and the drunken words that were true and false had already fallen into her stomach.

"Old Shen, you drink and eat slowly, I'll send her back to the room to sleep." Ningxia Sheng strode up the steps and walked to Xiuniang's boudoir.

Sun Shining didn't let out a breath until he heard the sound of the door opening, and Shen Nianyi smiled from the side: "People are bickering, why are you nervous?" ”

"I feel a little depressed as it sounds." Sun Shining sighed and said, no matter how good the relationship is, gathering less and leaving more, a separation is more than three years, no matter which woman will be unbearable, Xiuniang is already a very tough character, at least she has never cried in front of people, and then she thinks that Shiying can howl when she encounters anything, she can't help but be amazed, crying when she says crying, that is also a special ability, and she can't make a decent expression when she comes.

"What would you do if it were you?" Shen Nianyi actually asked her rhetorically.

"I don't want to be cold and cold, if I have a heart and affection, I am determined to follow him, even if it is cold, even if it is hot." Sun Shining only felt even more sad after listening to Xiuniang's reason, it turned out that Xiuniang had other family members, and they didn't see death with their own eyes back then, and there was always a trace of hope.

In this life, the best time is all used to wait for people, waiting for the little brother whose life and death are uncertain, and waiting for Ningxia Sheng, who has been fighting all the year round, Sun Shining only feels that God is unfair to Xiuniang, as if he deprived her of her youth early, and she will never look back.

"Xiuniang's little brother, when she was separated from her, she was only seven years old, and she was already dying, and she couldn't bear to see her last relatives in front of her, so she ruthlessly placed her little brother on the side of the road where people came and went, and then left step by step." What Shen Nianyi said was the truth, "In the days of war and chaos, the victims couldn't see the end when they looked at the past, but she actually knew that her little brother was dead, and the moment she walked away, she was already dead." ”