Chapter 285: I look down on you
Brother Ling didn't bother when he saw her thoughtfully, his eyes were staring at her face tightly, and he was very patient to wait for her to come back to his senses, she looked very good-looking, very delicate, he didn't mind waiting for a while and a half, anyway, he was lying down every day, and he couldn't go anywhere, regardless of looking at a beam of light that seemed to shine into the house.
Sun Shining lowered his eyes, looked at him, and said with a gentle smile: "The doctor can say that you are recovering well, and you can move freely?" ”
"He has dragged me to the backyard to do some small movements, but the whole person is weak, but fortunately, Xiao Ye is very dedicated, and he will not feel bored with him." Brother Ling obviously wanted to leave the topic for the long term.
Sun Shining didn't give him a chance, and asked straight to the point: "Are you willing to say it?" ”
"Say what?" Brother Ling pretended not to understand her words, he met Sun Shining again, she had been tepid, but it made him want to provoke her, and what kind of charm it was to see her angry.
"You have worked so hard to get to the heavenly capital, and you have been dormant for these days, is it just to pretend to be stupid in front of me?" Sun Shining is still very gentle, she will not be angry with Brother Ling, the favors owed have not been paid off, and she is not qualified to be angry.
"I said that I used to hate them, hated that they didn't treat me as a human being, and that they gave me so much suffering every month." Brother Ling said slowly, "But, I want to live so much, no one wants to die, right?" ”
He likes to sit in the corner of the pharmacy, looking at the anxious faces of those people, the panicked expressions, the people who come to the pharmacy, all with a heart of gain and loss, he feels that he can comfort a little, he is not the only poor person in the world.
One day, Sun Shining rushed in, at that time she still had some money, and quickly said a few medicinal herbs, the guy packed slowly, she was so anxious that her toes were lifted, and she didn't dare to urge, her teeth bit her lips tightly A pair of clear eyes, tears swirled around, but they didn't fall.
He looked at her a few more times curiously, this kind of look, he had never seen it before, it was obvious that he had reached the abyss of despair, and it must have been a dull gaze for others, but there was a little new green color under her eyes, as if there was a trace of spring light splashed on it, presumably because she had not lost all hope in her heart, so she could emit such a halo.
After coming a few times, her hands were tight, and the number of times was more frequent, he heard her whispered discussion, can you take the medicinal materials back first, and then come to give money every few days, where is the guy willing to agree, and see that she is a girl, and there is no seriousness in the words, think about it, the guy in the pharmacy has seen too many births, old age, sickness and death, and he really doesn't take the matter of illness to heart.
Since then, only close relatives will be anxious, and others just treat each other coldly.
She took off a small silver bracelet on her wrist and exchanged it for the medicine of that time, and the guy tried to bite it, muttering, I don't know if it's real silver, don't be a fake, and I will be scolded to death by the shopkeeper when I turn around.
He slowly stood up, walked over, stretched out his hand, and said, "Give it to me." ”
The two guys looked down at him, and said with embarrassed faces: "This is used to offset the medicine money, and the shopkeeper will have to settle the account." ”
Of course, he also had some money on him, threw it on the counter, and said, "Give it to me." ”
One of the fellows saw the clue and touched the other with his shoulder: "Since he wants it, give it to him, these are enough." After speaking, he squeezed his eyes obscenely.
He took the silver bracelet and looked at it in his hand, her wrists were very slender, and her person was also very thin, of course, compared to him, it was still much better, she was a normal person, but he was not.
After watching it for two days, the guy couldn't help it, and came out to rummage through Sun Shining's family, saying that she only had her mother in the house, although her surname was Sun, she had never seen what her father looked like.
It's really pitiful, even my mother has an incurable disease, although the medicine can be hanged, but look at the complexion, it can't hang for a few days, and toss money, so that the orphans and widows' families, how much spare money can be used to see a doctor, morning and evening crying empty-handed, speaking of which, the guy said with a smile, but there is still a bit of beauty, otherwise you won't stare at people every time.
He raised his eyes, the guy didn't like the gloom in his eyes, and knew that although he was not biological, he was also a useful adopted son, except for his physical poorness, he had no less food and clothing than his parents, of course, he didn't dare to offend him openly, and walked away with a sneering touch of his nose.
Later, when the guy said that Sun Shining couldn't get the money, he didn't have the money to see his dying mother, he stared at her eyes nervously, for fear that the last bit of light would disappear, but she didn't cry, her hands clenched into fists, as if she was going out to find someone to fight, burying her head and walking out, she still refused to give up hope.
He cautiously called out to her behind him, and asked the guy to pack the medicinal herbs for her, she was surprised, but she was reluctant to refuse, he said lightly, and he would pay it back later, it was impossible to owe it for a lifetime.
Sun Shining sighed and said: "I remember what you said, I will pay it back in the future, it is impossible to owe it for a lifetime, I want to pay it back to you now, but you refuse to accept it." ”
"No, you have already paid it back, you have found me the best doctor, let me have a place to sacrifice, it is enough, you owe me very little, in this world, money is the least important thing." Brother Ling withdrew his gaze, "Sun Shining, you and I don't owe each other." ”
"If you say you don't owe, you don't owe?" Sun Shining saw him with a stubborn look, "Actually, you originally wanted to tell the truth, Shen Shaoqing of Dali Temple is in front of you, you have also heard of his behavior, there is no more suitable candidate than him to help you take revenge, but you changed your mind temporarily, why?" ”
Brother Ling was suddenly a little scared to look into her eyes, and wanted to retreat, but the bed under him was only so big, and it was inconvenient for him to move, so where else could he retreat.
Sun Shining propped up on the edge of the bed with one hand, but got a little closer, in her eyes, Brother Ling was just a teenager a few years younger than her, and there was nothing else, she grinned and said: "You don't want to say it, it's because you saw me appear, you think this matter is too big, for fear that it will implicate me, so you don't even want to avenge the destruction of the family, don't you!" ”
Brother Ling is usually the most sharp-toothed, even dragonflies can't talk about him, but at this time, he was looked at by the girl he liked, but he couldn't answer, and a sentence came to his heart, damn it, really damn it, how did she find out, how did she find out!
"I guessed right, Brother Ling, if you really are here for this reason, then I look down on you." Sun Shining instantly distanced the two of them.
The faint fragrance on her body also faded, and Brother Ling was obviously a little distracted: "Why do you look down on me, do you know who the other party is, even Shen Nianyi may not be able to deal with it, even if he has this courage, I just hold on to three points of hope, after waiting for so long, I think about it much more clearly than you." ”
"I remember you said that before those family members died, you hated them, but they all died, and you thought about their goodness, after all, they also raised you for many years."
"Raised me for many years, raised me for many years, yes, yes, what you said is not wrong, they raised me, just like raising a chicken, a duck, like raising a pig, waiting for the Chinese New Year to be slaughtered for money." Brother Ling raised his hand tremblingly and wiped his face heavily, "I pity them, they don't deserve to die, at least they shouldn't die so early, some people don't deserve to die, it's all because of me, because of my different body from others, Sun Shining, I'm a monster, do you understand, monster!" ”
Sun Shining listened to his shouting like venting, but he put his heart down, since he was still so excited, it showed that the hatred of destroying the door was still deeply sown in his heart, and he did not forget it, nor was he afraid.
"You, you're not a monster, you can't be blamed for this." Sun Shining slowed down his tone and said, "It's not something you can call the shots, everything is a double-edged sword, if your physique is used on the good side, then you can also do many, many good things, do you see Dr. Zheng in this medical hall, he is the same as you, he also has a different physique, but you look at him, what he does every day now is very meaningful, he lives every day for the patient, and lives for what he wants to do." ”
"I'm scared." Brother Ling closed his eyes, his face was thin and even more haggard, "You said it's good to look down on me, I don't mind, but I'm really a little scared, in fact, I also know that they all died because of me, and the medicine man has been completely cultivated, so no one who knows the secret should be left in the world." ”
The fewer people who know, the less likely the secret is to be revealed, this truth is the reason why the other party is the killer, probably when he will send it out, he is still looking forward to being able to exchange for more rewards, more Houlu, I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect it, the man pulled him to his side and covered his mouth with his sleeve, and sent the blade out with the other hand.
The first man fell, one after the other, some people wanted to pull their legs and run away, only to die faster, there was a child's shrill cry, he wanted to cover his ears with his hands, but he was strangled by the man's arms, he had no strength to shake the man, the man covered his mouth because he didn't want to hear him scream, but he wanted him to face this killing.
He didn't understand, he didn't understand at all, and it wasn't until much later that he understood that this kind of behavior was called deterrence, which made him afraid, made him willing to be a puppet, and lost the courage to run away.
The last man fell, blood running down and wetting the vamps of his shoes, the gray fabric, turning russet and slimy.