Chapter 1274: Sweet Dream (37)

Acacia Farm: Sweet Dreams (Waru Alan)

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"Human beings only have one life, so we should do it immediately if we can contribute good and good. Don't hesitate, don't be lazy, because you live so once. ”

This sentence was used to encourage myself when I was preparing to start a website, and now I use it to encourage myself when I am preparing to write a touching romantic drama.

It's a pity that I'm continuing to watch those time-traveling dramas on the charts, and I want to find another one that can cry and see if there are common tears to learn from. Before I found it, my son spoke again, saying that I don't want to follow the crowd if I look at those useless things...... The blood in my whole body was rushing to my brain, and I was about to have a hysterical attack, so I gritted my teeth and turned off the computer and went to bed.

I promise not to surf the internet while he's at home.

Less and less patient to listen to others' teachings, especially a child who has taught himself. Maybe I didn't have a deep understanding of the ancient texts when I memorized them with him, but now I let him quote the scriptures to accuse me of not being right.

I especially want to escape, and I feel more urgent than I want to escape from my mother when I was a child.

Listening to the nagging of my mother and husband made me feel the urge to kill.

Listening to my son's nagging, I wanted to plunge a dagger into my own heart.

I seemed to see blood oozing down the dagger, black blood running over the ruby hilt and dripping to the ground.

"Always give him everything again and again, haven't you thought about escaping, for more than ten years?"

"Because of love. ”

"So willingly, until you can't give it to him?"

Aunt Lu smiled noncommittally: "If you don't say it, I'll forget it." ”

Forgot what? Forgot what to love him or what to give him, or forgot what I experienced 20 years ago?

When I was 9 years old, I decided to grit my teeth and stick with it until I was 13, and then I gritted my teeth until I was 16, and now I feel that every day is a risk. I even want to hide under the covers and not see each other.

If it's a lover, it's strange that I have to pay money and still love it. If you want to take my things, eat me first.

At the end of the day, I'm not a good woman in my bones, I'm just pretending to be okay.

Jie'er said that I was suppressed for too long, and I have been suppressing my true feelings and pretending to be a good person for too long. Someday it's going to erupt.

She thinks that there should be no uncompromising conflict between me and my son, and the key is with my husband. "Now it's the husband who has more influence on the son, and it's exactly the kind you hate: frivolous, lustful, self-explanatory, and boastful...... It's completely drained of your past hard work, so the more you look at it, the more unpleasant it becomes, you have to escape. ”

Jie'er said that now she has to be glad that her lustful husband did not participate in raising her son, or her father was wise enough to arrange the life of their family of four, and completely refused her ex-husband's child support, which broke his thoughts.

It turned out that I only knew that his ex-husband had to have her and her mother present every time he saw the child, and once her mother was sick and couldn't go out, so she asked me to "set up a field".

At the time, I thought that the man wanted to remarry, but now it seems that it is impossible. After the paternity test, he has two biological daughters, and Jie'er is thankful that he doesn't bother him.

I always thought that Jie'er wanted to get married and show her ex-husband, just like I threatened to find a post-80s beautiful wedding, but when I saw Jie'er walking barefoot in a clean and tidy big house, I was really envious......