Chapter 487: Pervasive
Sun Shining still didn't wait for Shen Nianyi to come back, she thought about Nie Siniang's words, she would have to fix her bones tomorrow, if Shen Nianyi was at home, she could at least find someone to discuss.
Seeing that there was no joy on her face, Holly asked quietly, "Madame is worried about the osteopathy?" ”
Sun Shining raised a pair of hands, the moonlight outside the window was like frost, she parted ten fingers, let Yuehua pass through the cracks of her fingers, lining a pair of hands that were no different from before: "Holly, you said that you can get by like this, should I take another risk?" ”
"Madame's previous hands are so dexterous, don't you really want to restore them?" Holly has been with her for a long time, knowing that although she didn't do much in the past, she has aura more than everyone else, embroidering a bird can fly, if she can't pick it up in this life, it's a pity.
Sun Shining didn't put down her hands, she wanted to look at these hands more carefully, these hands were part of the precious relics left to her by her mother, if she was really crippled, her mother would be sad if she knew it under the spring.
"Madame is afraid that Nie Niangzi has a bad heart and has no other purpose?" Holly talks to her, she never has to shy away from it, she can say anything when she thinks of it, she follows her, she has seen many people, and she has seen many things, and she always feels that Nie Niangzi is uncomfortable, especially a pair of eyes.
"What purpose can she have for me to fix my bones and not be paid?"
"I must have something to do, otherwise I can still do day work."
"There is a picture, she told me, and when she is a hundred years later, she will help her send her ashes to meet her beloved." Sun Shining sighed, there was no way to discuss the matter of Liangzhaoshan with Shen Nianyi, after all, he knew more, maybe he could find out the truth about his father-in-law's disappearance over there.
Holly stuck out her tongue and said, "I'll just say that this Nie lady is weird, in this case, how can an outsider say that Madame and her are not related." ”
"She's no longer married." Sun Shining thought about Nie Siniang's life experience, and felt that it was really a pity and pitiful, if it wasn't heartbreaking, how could a woman be willing to abandon her flower-like appearance, according to the master, it was already a look that captivated the country and the city, and it was impossible to change it back, but seeing her gestures, the charm was still there, which attracted people's attention.
"That's right, she must have seen that Madame was credible, so she entrusted it." Holly turned around and spread out the quilt for her, "It seems that the adult can't come back, maybe the emperor will invite him to the palace to talk about important things, this time and again, I don't know when I will come back, if the lady is really not at ease, why don't you talk to Nie Niangzi, and wait for the adult to come back and then implement it?" ”
"No need, he's tired when he comes back, I mentioned it to him the last time, and he also thinks it's feasible, since Nie Niangzi has set a date, it's tomorrow, don't think about it." Sun Shining freshened up, loosened his coat, and lay down on the bed, "I feel tired and panicked when I don't do anything every day." ”
"That's tired, after Mrs. marries an adult, she has to worry about the safety of adults all day long, and she has to prevent bad people around her, let alone me, after this accident, I look at my sister-in-law and I can't be nervous." On weekdays, as soon as Shen Nian doesn't go home, Holly rests on the small couch in the house as usual, so that she can take care of it.
She gently blew out the lamp and candle, and only after hearing Sun Shining turn over gently did she ask, "Madam, is the current emperor the former six princes?" ”
"It's him."
"I didn't expect that." Holly laughed, "I can still remember that he came to the Sun Mansion and quarreled with the second lady, if the second lady heard the news, I am afraid that she would be frightened, and who else in the world would dare to quarrel with the emperor." ”
"He's not a calculating person." Sun Shining excused him.
"I used to look at him and think he was just scheming with adults. Now that he is the emperor, it must be different. ”
"I don't want to mention his acquaintance with me in the future." Sun Shining said in a deep voice, "So as not to cause inconvenience to adults." ”
"Madame, don't worry, my mouth is tight, but tonight I see that Madame has some things on my mind, and I want to say something old to distract me." Holly quickly restrained her smile, "If I say that the emperor is not behind my back, I probably won't be able to keep this head." ”
Sun Shining comforted her in turn and said: "It's okay, these hands are already like this, they won't be worse, I look at Nie Niangzi's eyes, it's just a piece of cake, think about it, she can even change her appearance like that, let alone my hand." ”
Holly sighed, neither of them spoke again, and soon fell asleep.
Sun Shining had a hunch that she would dream again, the milky white mist rose, she stood in place, she couldn't see the situation around clearly, she didn't know where she was, and she didn't know who would appear, she raised her hand, the mist wrapped her hands together, a little sticky and wet.
This made her very surprised, you must know that after her hand was injured, the sense of touch and sensitivity were reduced to a minimum, and if she didn't like it, even if she pricked her fingertips with the tip of a needle, it was only a very faint little numbness, and no matter how strong the reaction was, there would never be any more reactions.
And at this moment, she found that her hands seemed to have recovered, could it be that thinking day and night, this is a good sign?
"Ning'er." A gentle whisper.
Sun Shining hurriedly turned around, her mother was standing behind her, her figure was a little ethereal, but the smile on her face was the same as always, she didn't think about it at all, her body had already rushed forward, and she plunged into her mother's arms: "Mother, I know I'll see you." ”
Mother's hand gently brushed between her hair: "Ning'er is already so big, and she still has to be coquettish." ”
"It doesn't matter how old I am, I'm always my mother's little Ning'er." She pursed the corners of her lips and smiled.
The mother slowly let go of her, pinched one of her hands, pinched her fingertips and pulled them up: "Ning'er's hands are different from ordinary people. ”
"I used to be more dexterous than ordinary people, but now I can't do anything." She was a little afraid that her mother would feel uncomfortable when she saw the injury, and wanted to withdraw her hand back, "Of course, it's okay to eat and wear clothes." ”
"Little fool, I have already said that your hands are different from ordinary people, you must take good care of them, otherwise, no one will be able to fulfill my unfulfilled wish." Mother stroked her fingers one by one, and reminded her again, "You haven't forgotten those mantras, have you?" ”
"I haven't forgotten it, and I'm very ripe."
"That's good." The mother's beautiful face increased her smile and made her look even better.
"Mother, I want to ask why you lived in the countryside after you left your father, why did your father marry the second room, isn't my mother good enough, not gentle and considerate enough?" If Sun Shining was awake, she would never say such a straightforward thing, but she knew that this was in a dream, and the next time she dreamed of her mother, she really didn't know what year and month it would be.
This problem has bothered her for too long, she used to only think that her mother was a rural village woman, but her father arrived in Tiandu City, and the business was booming, so she didn't look down on the bad wife, so she married the quite capable and neat Xue in the city.
However, she gradually discovered that regardless of her appearance, whether her mother is smart and capable, or her temperament, Xue is not a character that can be compared at all.
If it is said that the father does not miss the old love at all, then why did the father rush over as soon as the mother passed away, took her back, took her to the Sun Mansion, and announced to everyone with great fanfare that she was the daughter of the Sun family, and handed over all the belongings of the Sun family to her before she died.
Sun Shining remembered that once, she mentioned this confusion, Shen Nianyi's words were that maybe it was not her father who abandoned her mother, but her mother herself decided to move to the countryside, and her father was not allowed to come to visit, and her father did not dare to disobey, which can explain why she has not seen her father for all these years until her mother passed away.
Is my mother such a person, she has the courage to cut it off and say the same.
Sun Shining was waiting, waiting for the answer her mother gave her, but she saw her mother showing a somewhat sad smile: "Xiao Ning, these are fates, you just need to remember one thing, your father has never left us, and that's enough." ”
Hearing such an answer, Sun Shining had the urge to regret Fang Cai, since she had endured it for a long time, why did she have to expose the wound in her mother's heart at this time, and this mother was not alive, but just a corner of her heart.
So, after answering this question, the mother's shadow became even lighter, like a painting wet with water stains, slowly melting, slowly rippling, and finally becoming unable to see clearly.
"Mother, mother, don't go, I won't ask these questions again, and I won't make you sad anymore." The milky white fog around Sun Shining covered her again, until she felt that the mist penetrated into her eyes, nose, and mouth, making her almost suffocate, and she couldn't breathe at all.
It was originally a good dream of a mother-daughter meeting, but she was messed up by herself, and it became a nightmare that people couldn't breathe, Sun Shining gasped hard, and when she woke up from the bed, the sky outside the window had just had a touch of morning light, after all, it was also dawn, she sat up and thought about the scene in the dream for a while.
The questions she asked, the answers she received, seemed to have been left in the deepest part of her impression, it had happened a long time ago, but she couldn't remember it, and her mother placed the answers somewhere, waiting for her to slowly explore them until she found the truth.
What does that sentence mean, the mother said that the father never left them, that is to say, the mother has a father in her heart, and she has never let go, when this sentence is said, the mother looks sad and happy, and clearly thinks of some of the past.
What are those, Sun Shining tried hard to think about it, but she still didn't think of the scene where she had seen her father when she was a child, why did a lover have to be separated, she didn't understand, she really didn't understand!