I believe everyone knows something about some of the things that have happened in the online literature industry recently, and I won't say much here, thank you for the friends who are willing to pay to read books in this situation, but my mentality has indeed exploded.

Breaking the change or exploding the change, in fact, it should not be used as a kidnapping condition for this incident, but no matter what, I am most afraid of chilling.

It's cold, that is, I don't even have the strength to fight, and then silently quit this circle, that's all.

So today, I just want to take this opportunity to talk about my own writing process, and the readers who are willing to read the book, as well as the entire ecology and the platform, and talk about why we are willing to write articles in code words when there are so many ways to make money.

When I was in junior high school, my family had a lot of restrictions on surfing the Internet and playing games, so my biggest pleasure every day was to rent a bookstore, and I could read a book for a night.

At that time, it was still serialized, dancing had just shown signs of becoming a god, Tang San was in ghs in every book, the fantasy of tomatoes was one world after another, and Chendong's tomb was always refreshing with a trace of sadness, these seemed to be all my impressions of online articles when I was a student.

Although Japanese comics were also the main force to enrich the spiritual life of students at that time, I was also keen to read comics such as Fire Dead Sea and Hunter, but the Internet has always occupied a very important position and a large proportion in my life, because this is our own industry and culture that can be envied by foreigners, and in addition to the study and work needed to survive, there are only anime, the Internet and music in my world.

And as I get older, many days are over, domestic rock and pop music are dead, I can only listen to foreign music, and it seems that only the Internet is left for the pride and expectation of our domestic 20 and 30+ age.

But as the taste becomes more and more old and white, and more and more tricky, ordinary Xiaobaiwen and ordinary Laobaiwen can no longer meet the needs of a reader of online literature for more than ten years, so they will have the idea of writing by themselves, wanting to create their own world, so that the brain hole can be seen by more people.

I believe that many authors write for the same reason as me, so we are not workers who make a living from code words, we are dreamers who are dreamers of a dream.

However, I can't find a good one, so I write it myself, which is only one of the reasons for writing an essay.

And for a more important reason, it's that we really can't seem to find any other way to prove ourselves.

To put it more helplessly, today, I have a stable job, a stable family, a worry-free income and assets, but I have always had such a thought in my heart, thinking that I know that I don't want to live a life like this, and I always feel that I should be able to make some achievements.

But two of my three major dreams have been cut off by my parents since I was a child.

I guess the parents of my generation should be similar, thinking that everything other than learning is a sideshow, and they will starve to death when they enter the society in the future.

So I didn't learn to draw, and I wanted to show the story I wanted to tell through painting, which probably didn't work for me.

Even though I started playing the piano in elementary school, my father stopped letting me play the piano on the grounds of delaying my studies after middle school, and even if I later went to college to work part-time to earn money to buy guitar and bass, and formed a campus band, I had to choose to go to graduate school in my senior year, find a stable job, and give up those unrealistic band dreams.

Then, when we went into society and went around and around, we found that those of us who were cut off by our parents since we were young had our dreams cut off, when we could survive without relying on our parents and even live well, only words were left to support the thoughts we left for ourselves.

The low threshold for online creation is the only way out for those of us who have been stripped of almost all our dreams.

So when we take and give a disproportionate return every month, we people can persevere, not really for money, just to share what is in our heads.

Of course, I don't support the free Internet, because subscription is the best way for readers to support and encourage the author, I write things for someone to see, favorites and clicks are fake, only subscription is the most real data.

To put it more ugly, I've been writing online articles for more than four years, and I really haven't made any money, and I even paid out of my own pocket to give rewards to readers.

So I don't code words to make money, even if someone wants to buy me for 100 yuan tomorrow and says that they want to adapt it into a comic, I will sell it very happily.

But now, I don't even know if mine or mine is not my own.

We're even scolded by readers of free channels for what they write is rubbish, and we don't have any way to manage comments from other channels.

In the past, we could openly scold piracy and prostitution, but from tonight, I think that I used to spend money on books.

I can also say mercilessly that just when these bad things surfaced, we, the original creators, had the only way of hope.

If it's broken, it's broken, maybe I will give up writing sooner and work hard, I can still make some achievements in my work, and I will be rated as a senior engineer or something as soon as possible, haha.

But having said that, I really put a lot of emotion into this book, and even if it doesn't get as good grades as my previous books, I think about how its plot should develop every day, and I can record my inspiration at any time.

I even boasted with my friends in the book friend group, saying that this book is infused with all my own understanding and fantasy of science fiction literature, and the subsequent development must have surprised everyone, and no one would have guessed the plot development of my ultimate concept, because I will write from atompunk to outer space, from cyberpunk to space opera, from mechanical brain and artificial intelligence to the nuclear universe

But I'm really confused now, and I don't know if there's any need for my brain hole to post on this platform.

So I decided for the time being, the Buddhist code word, although I won't be a casual eunuch, I don't like eunuchs, even if I will give the end for many years, but there may be no way to guarantee how many words will be updated every day in the near future.

I don't want to fight anything now, I just want to wait for the bullets to fly for a while, and then decide whether or not I want to continue writing after this incident is clear.

After all, just an unrealistic dream.

Even if the flame of hope is extinguished by a gust of wind, who really cares?

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